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      From Tanganyika with Love

      continued  ~ part 5

      With thanks to Mike Rushby.

      Chunya 16th December 1936

      Dearest Family,

      Since last I wrote I have visited Chunya and met several of the diggers wives.
      On the whole I have been greatly disappointed because there is nothing very colourful
      about either township or women. I suppose I was really expecting something more like
      the goldrush towns and women I have so often seen on the cinema screen.
      Chunya consists of just the usual sun-dried brick Indian shops though there are
      one or two double storied buildings. Most of the life in the place centres on the
      Goldfields Hotel but we did not call there. From the store opposite I could hear sounds
      of revelry though it was very early in the afternoon. I saw only one sight which was quite
      new to me, some elegantly dressed African women, with high heels and lipsticked
      mouths teetered by on their way to the silk store. “Native Tarts,” said George in answer
      to my enquiry.

      Several women have called on me and when I say ‘called’ I mean called. I have
      grown so used to going without stockings and wearing home made dresses that it was
      quite a shock to me to entertain these ladies dressed to the nines in smart frocks, silk
      stockings and high heeled shoes, handbags, makeup and whatnot. I feel like some
      female Rip van Winkle. Most of the women have a smart line in conversation and their
      talk and views on life would make your nice straight hair curl Mummy. They make me feel
      very unsophisticated and dowdy but George says he has a weakness for such types
      and I am to stay exactly as I am. I still do not use any makeup. George says ‘It’s all right
      for them. They need it poor things, you don’t.” Which, though flattering, is hardly true.
      I prefer the men visitors, though they also are quite unlike what I had expected
      diggers to be. Those whom George brings home are all well educated and well
      groomed and I enjoy listening to their discussion of the world situation, sport and books.
      They are extremely polite to me and gentle with the children though I believe that after a
      few drinks at the pub tempers often run high. There were great arguments on the night
      following the abdication of Edward VIII. Not that the diggers were particularly attached to
      him as a person, but these men are all great individualists and believe in freedom of
      choice. George, rather to my surprise, strongly supported Edward. I did not.

      Many of the diggers have wireless sets and so we keep up to date with the
      news. I seldom leave camp. I have my hands full with the three children during the day
      and, even though Janey is a reliable ayah, I would not care to leave the children at night
      in these grass roofed huts. Having experienced that fire on the farm, I know just how
      unlikely it would be that the children would be rescued in time in case of fire. The other
      women on the diggings think I’m crazy. They leave their children almost entirely to ayahs
      and I must confess that the children I have seen look very well and happy. The thing is
      that I simply would not enjoy parties at the hotel or club, miles away from the children
      and I much prefer to stay at home with a book.

      I love hearing all about the parties from George who likes an occasional ‘boose
      up’ with the boys and is terribly popular with everyone – not only the British but with the
      Germans, Scandinavians and even the Afrikaans types. One Afrikaans woman said “Jou
      man is ‘n man, al is hy ‘n Engelsman.” Another more sophisticated woman said, “George
      is a handsome devil. Aren’t you scared to let him run around on his own?” – but I’m not. I
      usually wait up for George with sandwiches and something hot to drink and that way I
      get all the news red hot.

      There is very little gold coming in. The rains have just started and digging is
      temporarily at a standstill. It is too wet for dry blowing and not yet enough water for
      panning and sluicing. As this camp is some considerable distance from the claims, all I see of the process is the weighing of the daily taking of gold dust and tiny nuggets.
      Unless our luck changes I do not think we will stay on here after John Molteno returns.
      George does not care for the life and prefers a more constructive occupation.
      Ann and young George still search optimistically for gold. We were all saddened
      last week by the death of Fanny, our bull terrier. She went down to the shopping centre
      with us and we were standing on the verandah of a store when a lorry passed with its
      canvas cover flapping. This excited Fanny who rushed out into the street and the back
      wheel of the lorry passed right over her, killing her instantly. Ann was very shocked so I
      soothed her by telling her that Fanny had gone to Heaven. When I went to bed that
      night I found Ann still awake and she asked anxiously, “Mummy, do you think God
      remembered to give Fanny her bone tonight?”

      Much love to all,
      Eleanor.

      Itewe, Chunya 23rd December 1936

      Dearest Family,

      Your Christmas parcel arrived this morning. Thank you very much for all the
      clothing for all of us and for the lovely toys for the children. George means to go hunting
      for a young buffalo this afternoon so that we will have some fresh beef for Christmas for
      ourselves and our boys and enough for friends too.

      I had a fright this morning. Ann and Georgie were, as usual, searching for gold
      whilst I sat sewing in the living room with Kate toddling around. She wandered through
      the curtained doorway into the store and I heard her playing with the paraffin pump. At
      first it did not bother me because I knew the tin was empty but after ten minutes or so I
      became irritated by the noise and went to stop her. Imagine my horror when I drew the
      curtain aside and saw my fat little toddler fiddling happily with the pump whilst, curled up
      behind the tin and clearly visible to me lay the largest puffadder I have ever seen.
      Luckily I acted instinctively and scooped Kate up from behind and darted back into the
      living room without disturbing the snake. The houseboy and cook rushed in with sticks
      and killed the snake and then turned the whole storeroom upside down to make sure
      there were no more.

      I have met some more picturesque characters since I last wrote. One is a man
      called Bishop whom George has known for many years having first met him in the
      Congo. I believe he was originally a sailor but for many years he has wandered around
      Central Africa trying his hand at trading, prospecting, a bit of elephant hunting and ivory
      poaching. He is now keeping himself by doing ‘Sign Writing”. Bish is a gentle and
      dignified personality. When we visited his camp he carefully dusted a seat for me and
      called me ‘Marm’, quite ye olde world. The only thing is he did spit.

      Another spitter is the Frenchman in a neighbouring camp. He is in bed with bad
      rheumatism and George has been going across twice a day to help him and cheer him
      up. Once when George was out on the claim I went across to the Frenchman’s camp in
      response to an SOS, but I think he was just lonely. He showed me snapshots of his
      two daughters, lovely girls and extremely smart, and he chatted away telling me his life
      history. He punctuated his remarks by spitting to right and left of the bed, everywhere in
      fact, except actually at me.

      George took me and the children to visit a couple called Bert and Hilda Farham.
      They have a small gold reef which is worked by a very ‘Heath Robinson’ type of
      machinery designed and erected by Bert who is reputed to be a clever engineer though
      eccentric. He is rather a handsome man who always looks very spruce and neat and
      wears a Captain Kettle beard. Hilda is from Johannesburg and quite a character. She
      has a most generous figure and literally masses of beetroot red hair, but she also has a
      warm deep voice and a most generous disposition. The Farhams have built
      themselves a more permanent camp than most. They have a brick cottage with proper
      doors and windows and have made it attractive with furniture contrived from petrol
      boxes. They have no children but Hilda lavishes a great deal of affection on a pet
      monkey. Sometimes they do quite well out of their gold and then they have a terrific
      celebration at the Club or Pub and Hilda has an orgy of shopping. At other times they
      are completely broke but Hilda takes disasters as well as triumphs all in her stride. She
      says, “My dear, when we’re broke we just live on tea and cigarettes.”

      I have met a young woman whom I would like as a friend. She has a dear little
      baby, but unfortunately she has a very wet husband who is also a dreadful bore. I can’t
      imagine George taking me to their camp very often. When they came to visit us George
      just sat and smoked and said,”Oh really?” to any remark this man made until I felt quite
      hysterical. George looks very young and fit and the children are lively and well too. I ,
      however, am definitely showing signs of wear and tear though George says,
      “Nonsense, to me you look the same as you always did.” This I may say, I do not
      regard as a compliment to the young Eleanor.

      Anyway, even though our future looks somewhat unsettled, we are all together
      and very happy.

      With love,
      Eleanor.

      Itewe, Chunya 30th December 1936

      Dearest Family,

      We had a very cheery Christmas. The children loved the toys and are so proud
      of their new clothes. They wore them when we went to Christmas lunch to the
      Cresswell-Georges. The C-Gs have been doing pretty well lately and they have a
      comfortable brick house and a large wireless set. The living room was gaily decorated
      with bought garlands and streamers and balloons. We had an excellent lunch cooked by
      our ex cook Abel who now works for the Cresswell-Georges. We had turkey with
      trimmings and plum pudding followed by nuts and raisons and chocolates and sweets
      galore. There was also a large variety of drinks including champagne!

      There were presents for all of us and, in addition, Georgie and Ann each got a
      large tin of chocolates. Kate was much admired. She was a picture in her new party frock
      with her bright hair and rosy cheeks. There were other guests beside ourselves and
      they were already there having drinks when we arrived. Someone said “What a lovely
      child!” “Yes” said George with pride, “She’s a Marie Stopes baby.” “Truby King!” said I
      quickly and firmly, but too late to stop the roar of laughter.

      Our children played amicably with the C-G’s three, but young George was
      unusually quiet and surprised me by bringing me his unopened tin of chocolates to keep
      for him. Normally he is a glutton for sweets. I might have guessed he was sickening for
      something. That night he vomited and had diarrhoea and has had an upset tummy and a
      slight temperature ever since.

      Janey is also ill. She says she has malaria and has taken to her bed. I am dosing
      her with quinine and hope she will soon be better as I badly need her help. Not only is
      young George off his food and peevish but Kate has a cold and Ann sore eyes and
      they all want love and attention. To complicate things it has been raining heavily and I
      must entertain the children indoors.

      Eleanor.

      Itewe, Chunya 19th January 1937

      Dearest Family,

      So sorry I have not written before but we have been in the wars and I have had neither
      the time nor the heart to write. However the worst is now over. Young George and
      Janey are both recovering from Typhoid Fever. The doctor had Janey moved to the
      native hospital at Chunya but I nursed young George here in the camp.

      As I told you young George’s tummy trouble started on Christmas day. At first I
      thought it was only a protracted bilious attack due to eating too much unaccustomed rich
      food and treated him accordingly but when his temperature persisted I thought that the
      trouble might be malaria and kept him in bed and increased the daily dose of quinine.
      He ate less and less as the days passed and on New Years Day he seemed very
      weak and his stomach tender to the touch.

      George fetched the doctor who examined small George and said he had a very
      large liver due no doubt to malaria. He gave the child injections of emertine and quinine
      and told me to give young George frequent and copious drinks of water and bi-carb of
      soda. This was more easily said than done. Young George refused to drink this mixture
      and vomited up the lime juice and water the doctor had suggested as an alternative.
      The doctor called every day and gave George further injections and advised me
      to give him frequent sips of water from a spoon. After three days the child was very
      weak and weepy but Dr Spiers still thought he had malaria. During those anxious days I
      also worried about Janey who appeared to be getting worse rather that better and on
      January the 3rd I asked the doctor to look at her. The next thing I knew, the doctor had
      put Janey in his car and driven her off to hospital. When he called next morning he
      looked very grave and said he wished to talk to my husband. I said that George was out
      on the claim but if what he wished to say concerned young George’s condition he might
      just as well tell me.

      With a good deal of reluctance Dr Spiers then told me that Janey showed all the
      symptoms of Typhoid Fever and that he was very much afraid that young George had
      contracted it from her. He added that George should be taken to the Mbeya Hospital
      where he could have the professional nursing so necessary in typhoid cases. I said “Oh
      no,I’d never allow that. The child had never been away from his family before and it
      would frighten him to death to be sick and alone amongst strangers.” Also I was sure that
      the fifty mile drive over the mountains in his weak condition would harm him more than
      my amateur nursing would. The doctor returned to the camp that afternoon to urge
      George to send our son to hospital but George staunchly supported my argument that
      young George would stand a much better chance of recovery if we nursed him at home.
      I must say Dr Spiers took our refusal very well and gave young George every attention
      coming twice a day to see him.

      For some days the child was very ill. He could not keep down any food or liquid
      in any quantity so all day long, and when he woke at night, I gave him a few drops of
      water at a time from a teaspoon. His only nourishment came from sucking Macintosh’s
      toffees. Young George sweated copiously especially at night when it was difficult to
      change his clothes and sponge him in the draughty room with the rain teeming down
      outside. I think I told you that the bedroom is a sort of shed with only openings in the wall
      for windows and doors, and with one wall built only a couple of feet high leaving a six
      foot gap for air and light. The roof leaked and the damp air blew in but somehow young
      George pulled through.

      Only when he was really on the mend did the doctor tell us that whilst he had
      been attending George, he had also been called in to attend to another little boy of the same age who also had typhoid. He had been called in too late and the other little boy,
      an only child, had died. Young George, thank God, is convalescent now, though still on a
      milk diet. He is cheerful enough when he has company but very peevish when left
      alone. Poor little lad, he is all hair, eyes, and teeth, or as Ann says” Georgie is all ribs ribs
      now-a-days Mummy.” He shares my room, Ann and Kate are together in the little room.
      Anyway the doctor says he should be up and around in about a week or ten days time.
      We were all inoculated against typhoid on the day the doctor made the diagnosis
      so it is unlikely that any of us will develop it. Dr Spiers was most impressed by Ann’s
      unconcern when she was inoculated. She looks gentle and timid but has always been
      very brave. Funny thing when young George was very ill he used to wail if I left the
      room, but now that he is convalescent he greatly prefers his dad’s company. So now I
      have been able to take the girls for walks in the late afternoons whilst big George
      entertains small George. This he does with the minimum of effort, either he gets out
      cartons of ammunition with which young George builds endless forts, or else he just sits
      beside the bed and cleans one of his guns whilst small George watches with absorbed
      attention.

      The Doctor tells us that Janey is also now convalescent. He says that exhusband
      Abel has been most attentive and appeared daily at the hospital with a tray of
      food that made his, the doctor’s, mouth water. All I dare say, pinched from Mrs
      Cresswell-George.

      I’ll write again soon. Lots of love to all,
      Eleanor.

      Chunya 29th January 1937

      Dearest Family,

      Georgie is up and about but still tires very easily. At first his legs were so weak
      that George used to carry him around on his shoulders. The doctor says that what the
      child really needs is a long holiday out of the Tropics so that Mrs Thomas’ offer, to pay all
      our fares to Cape Town as well as lending us her seaside cottage for a month, came as
      a Godsend. Luckily my passport is in order. When George was in Mbeya he booked
      seats for the children and me on the first available plane. We will fly to Broken Hill and go
      on to Cape Town from there by train.

      Ann and George are wildly thrilled at the idea of flying but I am not. I remember
      only too well how airsick I was on the old Hannibal when I flew home with the baby Ann.
      I am longing to see you all and it will be heaven to give the children their first seaside
      holiday.

      I mean to return with Kate after three months but, if you will have him, I shall leave
      George behind with you for a year. You said you would all be delighted to have Ann so
      I do hope you will also be happy to have young George. Together they are no trouble
      at all. They amuse themselves and are very independent and loveable.
      George and I have discussed the matter taking into consideration the letters from
      you and George’s Mother on the subject. If you keep Ann and George for a year, my
      mother-in-law will go to Cape Town next year and fetch them. They will live in England
      with her until they are fit enough to return to the Tropics. After the children and I have left
      on this holiday, George will be able to move around and look for a job that will pay
      sufficiently to enable us to go to England in a few years time to fetch our children home.
      We both feel very sad at the prospect of this parting but the children’s health
      comes before any other consideration. I hope Kate will stand up better to the Tropics.
      She is plump and rosy and could not look more bonny if she lived in a temperate
      climate.

      We should be with you in three weeks time!

      Very much love,
      Eleanor.

      Broken Hill, N Rhodesia 11th February 1937

      Dearest Family,

      Well here we are safe and sound at the Great Northern Hotel, Broken Hill, all
      ready to board the South bound train tonight.

      We were still on the diggings on Ann’s birthday, February 8th, when George had
      a letter from Mbeya to say that our seats were booked on the plane leaving Mbeya on
      the 10th! What a rush we had packing up. Ann was in bed with malaria so we just
      bundled her up in blankets and set out in John Molteno’s car for the farm. We arrived that
      night and spent the next day on the farm sorting things out. Ann and George wanted to
      take so many of their treasures and it was difficult for them to make a small selection. In
      the end young George’s most treasured possession, his sturdy little boots, were left
      behind.

      Before leaving home on the morning of the tenth I took some snaps of Ann and
      young George in the garden and one of them with their father. He looked so sad. After
      putting us on the plane, George planned to go to the fishing camp for a day or two
      before returning to the empty house on the farm.

      John Molteno returned from the Cape by plane just before we took off, so he
      will take over the running of his claims once more. I told John that I dreaded the plane trip
      on account of air sickness so he gave me two pills which I took then and there. Oh dear!
      How I wished later that I had not done so. We had an extremely bumpy trip and
      everyone on the plane was sick except for small George who loved every moment.
      Poor Ann had a dreadful time but coped very well and never complained. I did not
      actually puke until shortly before we landed at Broken Hill but felt dreadfully ill all the way.
      Kate remained rosy and cheerful almost to the end. She sat on my lap throughout the
      trip because, being under age, she travelled as baggage and was not entitled to a seat.
      Shortly before we reached Broken Hill a smartly dressed youngish man came up
      to me and said, “You look so poorly, please let me take the baby, I have children of my
      own and know how to handle them.” Kate made no protest and off they went to the
      back of the plane whilst I tried to relax and concentrate on not getting sick. However,
      within five minutes the man was back. Kate had been thoroughly sick all over his collar
      and jacket.

      I took Kate back on my lap and then was violently sick myself, so much so that
      when we touched down at Broken Hill I was unable to speak to the Immigration Officer.
      He was so kind. He sat beside me until I got my diaphragm under control and then
      drove me up to the hotel in his own car.

      We soon recovered of course and ate a hearty dinner. This morning after
      breakfast I sallied out to look for a Bank where I could exchange some money into
      Rhodesian and South African currency and for the Post Office so that I could telegraph
      to George and to you. What a picnic that trip was! It was a terribly hot day and there was
      no shade. By the time we had done our chores, the children were hot, and cross, and
      tired and so indeed was I. As I had no push chair for Kate I had to carry her and she is
      pretty heavy for eighteen months. George, who is still not strong, clung to my free arm
      whilst Ann complained bitterly that no one was helping her.

      Eventually Ann simply sat down on the pavement and declared that she could
      not go another step, whereupon George of course decided that he also had reached his
      limit and sat down too. Neither pleading no threats would move them so I had to resort
      to bribery and had to promise that when we reached the hotel they could have cool
      drinks and ice-cream. This promise got the children moving once more but I am determined that nothing will induce me to stir again until the taxi arrives to take us to the
      station.

      This letter will go by air and will reach you before we do. How I am longing for
      journeys end.

      With love to you all,
      Eleanor.

      Leaving home 10th February 1937,  George Gilman Rushby with Ann and Georgie (Mike) Rushby:

      George Rushby Ann and Georgie

      NOTE
      We had a very warm welcome to the family home at Plumstead Cape Town.
      After ten days with my family we moved to Hout Bay where Mrs Thomas lent us her
      delightful seaside cottage. She also provided us with two excellent maids so I had
      nothing to do but rest and play on the beach with the children.

      After a month at the sea George had fully recovered his health though not his
      former gay spirits. After another six months with my parents I set off for home with Kate,
      leaving Ann and George in my parent’s home under the care of my elder sister,
      Marjorie.

      One or two incidents during that visit remain clearly in my memory. Our children
      had never met elderly people and were astonished at the manifestations of age. One
      morning an elderly lady came around to collect church dues. She was thin and stooped
      and Ann surveyed her with awe. She turned to me with a puzzled expression and
      asked in her clear voice, “Mummy, why has that old lady got a moustache – oh and a
      beard?’ The old lady in question was very annoyed indeed and said, “What a rude little
      girl.” Ann could not understand this, she said, “But Mummy, I only said she had a
      moustache and a beard and she has.” So I explained as best I could that when people
      have defects of this kind they are hurt if anyone mentions them.

      A few days later a strange young woman came to tea. I had been told that she
      had a most disfiguring birthmark on her cheek and warned Ann that she must not
      comment on it. Alas! with the kindest intentions Ann once again caused me acute
      embarrassment. The young woman was hardly seated when Ann went up to her and
      gently patted the disfiguring mark saying sweetly, “Oh, I do like this horrible mark on your
      face.”

      I remember also the afternoon when Kate and George were christened. My
      mother had given George a white silk shirt for the occasion and he wore it with intense
      pride. Kate was baptised first without incident except that she was lost in admiration of a
      gold bracelet given her that day by her Godmother and exclaimed happily, “My
      bangle, look my bangle,” throughout the ceremony. When George’s turn came the
      clergyman held his head over the font and poured water on George’s forehead. Some
      splashed on his shirt and George protested angrily, “Mum, he has wet my shirt!” over
      and over again whilst I led him hurriedly outside.

      My last memory of all is at the railway station. The time had come for Kate and
      me to get into our compartment. My sisters stood on the platform with Ann and George.
      Ann was resigned to our going, George was not so, at the last moment Sylvia, my
      younger sister, took him off to see the engine. The whistle blew and I said good-bye to
      my gallant little Ann. “Mummy”, she said urgently to me, “Don’t forget to wave to
      George.”

      And so I waved good-bye to my children, never dreaming that a war would
      intervene and it would be eight long years before I saw them again.

      #6263
      TracyTracy
      Participant

        From Tanganyika with Love

        continued  ~ part 4

        With thanks to Mike Rushby.

        Mchewe Estate. 31st January 1936

        Dearest Family,

        Life is very quiet just now. Our neighbours have left and I miss them all especially
        Joni who was always a great bearer of news. We also grew fond of his Swedish
        brother-in-law Max, whose loud ‘Hodi’ always brought a glad ‘Karibu’ from us. His wife,
        Marion, I saw less often. She is not strong and seldom went visiting but has always
        been friendly and kind and ready to share her books with me.

        Ann’s birthday is looming ahead and I am getting dreadfully anxious that her
        parcels do not arrive in time. I am delighted that you were able to get a good head for
        her doll, dad, but horrified to hear that it was so expensive. You would love your
        ‘Charming Ann’. She is a most responsible little soul and seems to have outgrown her
        mischievous ways. A pity in a way, I don’t want her to grow too serious. You should see
        how thoroughly Ann baths and towels herself. She is anxious to do Georgie and Kate
        as well.

        I did not mean to teach Ann to write until after her fifth birthday but she has taught
        herself by copying the large print in newspaper headlines. She would draw a letter and
        ask me the name and now I find that at four Ann knows the whole alphabet. The front
        cement steps is her favourite writing spot. She uses bits of white clay we use here for
        whitewashing.

        Coffee prices are still very low and a lot of planters here and at Mbosi are in a
        mess as they can no longer raise mortgages on their farms or get advances from the
        Bank against their crops. We hear many are leaving their farms to try their luck on the
        Diggings.

        George is getting fed up too. The snails are back on the shamba and doing
        frightful damage. Talk of the plagues of Egypt! Once more they are being collected in
        piles and bashed into pulp. The stench on the shamba is frightful! The greybeards in the
        village tell George that the local Chief has put a curse on the farm because he is angry
        that the Government granted George a small extension to the farm two years ago! As
        the Chief was consulted at the time and was agreeable this talk of a curse is nonsense
        but goes to show how the uneducated African put all disasters down to witchcraft.

        With much love,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate. 9th February 1936

        Dearest Family,

        Ann’s birthday yesterday was not quite the gay occasion we had hoped. The
        seventh was mail day so we sent a runner for the mail, hoping against hope that your
        parcel containing the dolls head had arrived. The runner left for Mbeya at dawn but, as it
        was a very wet day, he did not return with the mail bag until after dark by which time Ann
        was fast asleep. My heart sank when I saw the parcel which contained the dolls new
        head. It was squashed quite flat. I shed a few tears over that shattered head, broken
        quite beyond repair, and George felt as bad about it as I did. The other parcel arrived in
        good shape and Ann loves her little sewing set, especially the thimble, and the nursery
        rhymes are a great success.

        Ann woke early yesterday and began to open her parcels. She said “But
        Mummy, didn’t Barbara’s new head come?” So I had to show her the fragments.
        Instead of shedding the flood of tears I expected, Ann just lifted the glass eyes in her
        hand and said in a tight little voice “Oh poor Barbara.” George saved the situation. as
        usual, by saying in a normal voice,”Come on Ann, get up and lets play your new
        records.” So we had music and sweets before breakfast. Later I removed Barbara’s
        faded old blond wig and gummed on the glossy new brown one and Ann seems quite
        satisfied.

        Last night, after the children were tucked up in bed, we discussed our financial
        situation. The coffee trees that have survived the plagues of borer beetle, mealie bugs
        and snails look strong and fine, but George says it will be years before we make a living
        out of the farm. He says he will simply have to make some money and he is leaving for
        the Lupa on Saturday to have a look around on the Diggings. If he does decide to peg
        a claim and work it he will put up a wattle and daub hut and the children and I will join him
        there. But until such time as he strikes gold I shall have to remain here on the farm and
        ‘Keep the Home Fires Burning’.

        Now don’t go and waste pity on me. Women all over the country are having to
        stay at home whilst their husbands search for a livelihood. I am better off than most
        because I have a comfortable little home and loyal servants and we still have enough
        capitol to keep the wolf from the door. Anyway this is the rainy season and hardly the
        best time to drag three small children around the sodden countryside on prospecting
        safaris.

        So I’ll stay here at home and hold thumbs that George makes a lucky strike.

        Heaps of love to all,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate. 27th February 1936

        Dearest Family,

        Well, George has gone but here we are quite safe and cosy. Kate is asleep and
        Ann and Georgie are sprawled on the couch taking it in turns to enumerate the things
        God has made. Every now and again Ann bothers me with an awkward question. “Did
        God make spiders? Well what for? Did he make weeds? Isn’t He silly, mummy? She is
        becoming a very practical person. She sews surprisingly well for a four year old and has
        twice made cakes in the past week, very sweet and liberally coloured with cochineal and
        much appreciated by Georgie.

        I have been without George for a fortnight and have adapted myself to my new
        life. The children are great company during the day and I have arranged my evenings so
        that they do not seem long. I am determined that when George comes home he will find
        a transformed wife. I read an article entitled ‘Are you the girl he married?’ in a magazine
        last week and took a good look in the mirror and decided that I certainly was not! Hair dry,
        skin dry, and I fear, a faint shadow on the upper lip. So now I have blown the whole of
        your Christmas Money Order on an order to a chemist in Dar es Salaam for hair tonic,
        face cream and hair remover and am anxiously awaiting the parcel.

        In the meantime, after tucking the children into bed at night, I skip on the verandah
        and do the series of exercises recommended in the magazine article. After this exertion I
        have a leisurely bath followed by a light supper and then read or write letters to pass
        the time until Kate’s ten o’clock feed. I have arranged for Janey to sleep in the house.
        She comes in at 9.30 pm and makes up her bed on the living room floor by the fire.

        The days are by no means uneventful. The day before yesterday the biggest
        troop of monkeys I have ever seen came fooling around in the trees and on the grass
        only a few yards from the house. These monkeys were the common grey monkeys
        with black faces. They came in all sizes and were most entertaining to watch. Ann and
        Georgie had a great time copying their antics and pulling faces at the monkeys through
        the bedroom windows which I hastily closed.

        Thomas, our headman, came running up and told me that this troop of monkeys
        had just raided his maize shamba and asked me to shoot some of them. I would not of
        course do this. I still cannot bear to kill any animal, but I fired a couple of shots in the air
        and the monkeys just melted away. It was fantastic, one moment they were there and
        the next they were not. Ann and Georgie thought I had been very unkind to frighten the
        poor monkeys but honestly, when I saw what they had done to my flower garden, I
        almost wished I had hardened my heart and shot one or two.

        The children are all well but Ann gave me a nasty fright last week. I left Ann and
        Georgie at breakfast whilst I fed Fanny, our bull terrier on the back verandah. Suddenly I
        heard a crash and rushed inside to find Ann’s chair lying on its back and Ann beside it on
        the floor perfectly still and with a paper white face. I shouted for Janey to bring water and
        laid Ann flat on the couch and bathed her head and hands. Soon she sat up with a wan
        smile and said “I nearly knocked my head off that time, didn’t I.” She must have been
        standing on the chair and leaning against the back. Our brick floors are so terribly hard that
        she might have been seriously hurt.

        However she was none the worse for the fall, but Heavens, what an anxiety kids
        are.

        Lots of love,
        Eleanor

        Mchewe Estate. 12th March 1936

        Dearest Family,

        It was marvellous of you to send another money order to replace the one I spent
        on cosmetics. With this one I intend to order boots for both children as a protection from
        snake bite, though from my experience this past week the threat seems to be to the
        head rather than the feet. I was sitting on the couch giving Kate her morning milk from a
        cup when a long thin snake fell through the reed ceiling and landed with a thud just behind
        the couch. I shouted “Nyoka, Nyoka!” (Snake,Snake!) and the houseboy rushed in with
        a stick and killed the snake. I then held the cup to Kate’s mouth again but I suppose in
        my agitation I tipped it too much because the baby choked badly. She gasped for
        breath. I quickly gave her a sharp smack on the back and a stream of milk gushed
        through her mouth and nostrils and over me. Janey took Kate from me and carried her
        out into the fresh air on the verandah and as I anxiously followed her through the door,
        another long snake fell from the top of the wall just missing me by an inch or so. Luckily
        the houseboy still had the stick handy and dispatched this snake also.

        The snakes were a pair of ‘boomslangs’, not nice at all, and all day long I have
        had shamba boys coming along to touch hands and say “Poli Memsahib” – “Sorry
        madam”, meaning of course ‘Sorry you had a fright.’

        Apart from that one hectic morning this has been a quiet week. Before George
        left for the Lupa he paid off most of the farm hands as we can now only afford a few
        labourers for the essential work such as keeping the weeds down in the coffee shamba.
        There is now no one to keep the grass on the farm roads cut so we cannot use the pram
        when we go on our afternoon walks. Instead Janey carries Kate in a sling on her back.
        Janey is a very clean slim woman, and her clothes are always spotless, so Kate keeps
        cool and comfortable. Ann and Georgie always wear thick overalls on our walks as a
        protection against thorns and possible snakes. We usually make our way to the
        Mchewe River where Ann and Georgie paddle in the clear cold water and collect shiny
        stones.

        The cosmetics parcel duly arrived by post from Dar es Salaam so now I fill the
        evenings between supper and bed time attending to my face! The much advertised
        cream is pink and thick and feels revolting. I smooth it on before bedtime and keep it on
        all night. Just imagine if George could see me! The advertisements promise me a skin
        like a rose in six weeks. What a surprise there is in store for George!

        You will have been wondering what has happened to George. Well on the Lupa
        he heard rumours of a new gold strike somewhere in the Sumbawanga District. A couple
        of hundred miles from here I think, though I am not sure where it is and have no one to
        ask. You look it up on the map and tell me. John Molteno is also interested in this and
        anxious to have it confirmed so he and George have come to an agreement. John
        Molteno provided the porters for the journey together with prospecting tools and
        supplies but as he cannot leave his claims, or his gold buying business, George is to go
        on foot to the area of the rumoured gold strike and, if the strike looks promising will peg
        claims in both their names.

        The rainy season is now at its height and the whole countryside is under water. All
        roads leading to the area are closed to traffic and, as there are few Europeans who
        would attempt the journey on foot, George proposes to get a head start on them by
        making this uncomfortable safari. I have just had my first letter from George since he left
        on this prospecting trip. It took ages to reach me because it was sent by runner to
        Abercorn in Northern Rhodesia, then on by lorry to Mpika where it was put on a plane
        for Mbeya. George writes the most charming letters which console me a little upon our
        all too frequent separations.

        His letter was cheerful and optimistic, though reading between the lines I should
        say he had a grim time. He has reached Sumbawanga after ‘a hell of a trip’, to find that
        the rumoured strike was at Mpanda and he had a few more days of foot safari ahead.
        He had found the trip from the Lupa even wetter than he had expected. The party had
        three days of wading through swamps sometimes waist deep in water. Of his sixteen
        porters, four deserted an the second day out and five others have had malaria and so
        been unable to carry their loads. He himself is ‘thin but very fit’, and he sounds full of
        beans and writes gaily of the marvellous holiday we will have if he has any decent luck! I
        simply must get that mink and diamonds complexion.

        The frustrating thing is that I cannot write back as I have no idea where George is
        now.

        With heaps of love,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate. 24th March 1936

        Dearest Family,
        How kind you are. Another parcel from home. Although we are very short
        of labourers I sent a special runner to fetch it as Ann simply couldn’t bear the suspense
        of waiting to see Brenda, “My new little girl with plaits.” Thank goodness Brenda is
        unbreakable. I could not have born another tragedy. She really is an exquisite little doll
        and has hardly been out of Ann’s arms since arrival. She showed Brenda proudly to all
        the staff. The kitchen boy’s face was a study. His eyes fairly came out on sticks when he
        saw the dolls eyes not only opening and shutting, but moving from side to side in that
        incredibly lifelike way. Georgie loves his little model cars which he carries around all day
        and puts under his pillow at night.

        As for me, I am enchanted by my very smart new frock. Janey was so lavish with
        her compliments when I tried the frock on, that in a burst of generosity I gave her that
        rather tartish satin and lace trousseau nighty, and she was positively enthralled. She
        wore it that very night when she appeared as usual to doss down by the fire.
        By the way it was Janey’s turn to have a fright this week. She was in the
        bathroom washing the children’s clothes in an outsize hand basin when it happened. As
        she took Georgie’s overalls from the laundry basket a large centipede ran up her bare
        arm. Luckily she managed to knock the centipede off into the hot water in the hand basin.
        It was a brute, about six inches long of viciousness with a nasty sting. The locals say that
        the bite is much worse than a scorpions so Janey had a lucky escape.

        Kate cut her first two teeth yesterday and will, I hope, sleep better now. I don’t
        feel that pink skin food is getting a fair trial with all those broken nights. There is certainly
        no sign yet of ‘The skin he loves to touch”. Kate, I may say, is rosy and blooming. She
        can pull herself upright providing she has something solid to hold on to. She is so plump
        I have horrible visions of future bow legs so I push her down, but she always bobs up
        again.

        Both Ann and Georgie are mad on books. Their favourites are ‘Barbar and
        Celeste” and, of all things, ‘Struvel Peter’ . They listen with absolute relish to the sad tale
        of Harriet who played with matches.

        I have kept a laugh for the end. I am hoping that it will not be long before George
        comes home and thought it was time to take the next step towards glamour, so last
        Wednesday after lunch I settled the children on their beds and prepared to remove the ,
        to me, obvious down on my upper lip. (George always loyally says that he can’t see
        any.) Well I got out the tube of stuff and carefully followed the directions. I smoothed a
        coating on my upper lip. All this was watched with great interest by the children, including
        the baby, who stood up in her cot for a better view. Having no watch, I had propped
        the bedroom door open so that I could time the operation by the cuckoo clock in the
        living room. All the children’s surprised comments fell on deaf ears. I would neither talk
        nor smile for fear of cracking the hair remover which had set hard. The set time was up
        and I was just about to rinse the remover off when Kate slipped, knocking her head on
        the corner of the cot. I rushed to the rescue and precious seconds ticked off whilst I
        pacified her.

        So, my dears, when I rinsed my lip, not only the plaster and the hair came away
        but the skin as well and now I really did have a Ronald Coleman moustache – a crimson
        one. I bathed it, I creamed it, powdered it but all to no avail. Within half an hour my lip
        had swollen until I looked like one of those Duckbilled West African women. Ann’s
        comments, “Oh Mummy, you do look funny. Georgie, doesn’t Mummy look funny?”
        didn’t help to soothe me and the last straw was that just then there was the sound of a car drawing up outside – the first car I had heard for months. Anyway, thank heaven, it
        was not George, but the representative of a firm which sells agricultural machinery and
        farm implements, looking for orders. He had come from Dar es Salaam and had not
        heard that all the planters from this district had left their farms. Hospitality demanded that I
        should appear and offer tea. I did not mind this man because he was a complete
        stranger and fat, middle aged and comfortable. So I gave him tea, though I didn’t
        attempt to drink any myself, and told him the whole sad tale.

        Fortunately much of the swelling had gone next day and only a brown dryness
        remained. I find myself actually hoping that George is delayed a bit longer. Of one thing
        I am sure. If ever I grow a moustache again, it stays!

        Heaps of love from a sadder but wiser,
        Eleanor

        Mchewe Estate. 3rd April 1936

        Dearest Family,

        Sound the trumpets, beat the drums. George is home again. The safari, I am sad
        to say, was a complete washout in more ways than one. Anyway it was lovely to be
        together again and we don’t yet talk about the future. The home coming was not at all as
        I had planned it. I expected George to return in our old A.C. car which gives ample
        warning of its arrival. I had meant to wear my new frock and make myself as glamourous
        as possible, with our beautiful babe on one arm and our other jewels by my side.
        This however is what actually happened. Last Saturday morning at about 2 am , I
        thought I heard someone whispering my name. I sat up in bed, still half asleep, and
        there was George at the window. He was thin and unshaven and the tiredest looking
        man I have ever seen. The car had bogged down twenty miles back along the old Lupa
        Track, but as George had had no food at all that day, he decided to walk home in the
        bright moonlight.

        This is where I should have served up a tasty hot meal but alas, there was only
        the heal of a loaf and no milk because, before going to bed I had given the remaining
        milk to the dog. However George seemed too hungry to care what he ate. He made a
        meal off a tin of bully, a box of crustless cheese and the bread washed down with cup
        after cup of black tea. Though George was tired we talked for hours and it was dawn
        before we settled down to sleep.

        During those hours of talk George described his nightmarish journey. He started
        up the flooded Rukwa Valley and there were days of wading through swamp and mud
        and several swollen rivers to cross. George is a strong swimmer and the porters who
        were recruited in that area, could also swim. There remained the problem of the stores
        and of Kianda the houseboy who cannot swim. For these they made rough pole rafts
        which they pulled across the rivers with ropes. Kianda told me later that he hopes never
        to make such a journey again. He swears that the raft was submerged most of the time
        and that he was dragged through the rivers underwater! You should see the state of
        George’s clothes which were packed in a supposedly water tight uniform trunk. The
        whole lot are mud stained and mouldy.

        To make matters more trying for George he was obliged to live mostly on
        porters rations, rice and groundnut oil which he detests. As all the district roads were
        closed the little Indian Sores in the remote villages he passed had been unable to
        replenish their stocks of European groceries. George would have been thinner had it not
        been for two Roman Catholic missions enroute where he had good meals and dry
        nights. The Fathers are always wonderfully hospitable to wayfarers irrespective of
        whether or not they are Roman Catholics. George of course is not a Catholic. One finds
        the Roman Catholic missions right out in the ‘Blue’ and often on spots unhealthy to
        Europeans. Most of the Fathers are German or Dutch but they all speak a little English
        and in any case one can always fall back on Ki-Swahili.

        George reached his destination all right but it soon became apparent that reports
        of the richness of the strike had been greatly exaggerated. George had decided that
        prospects were brighter on the Lupa than on the new strike so he returned to the Lupa
        by the way he had come and, having returned the borrowed equipment decided to
        make his way home by the shortest route, the old and now rarely used road which
        passes by the bottom of our farm.

        The old A.C. had been left for safe keeping at the Roman Catholic Galala
        Mission 40 miles away, on George’s outward journey, and in this old car George, and
        the houseboy Kianda , started for home. The road was indescribably awful. There were long stretches that were simply one big puddle, in others all the soil had been washed
        away leaving the road like a rocky river bed. There were also patches where the tall
        grass had sprung up head high in the middle of the road,
        The going was slow because often the car bogged down because George had
        no wheel chains and he and Kianda had the wearisome business of digging her out. It
        was just growing dark when the old A.C. settled down determinedly in the mud for the
        last time. They could not budge her and they were still twenty miles from home. George
        decided to walk home in the moonlight to fetch help leaving Kianda in charge of the car
        and its contents and with George’s shot gun to use if necessary in self defence. Kianda
        was reluctant to stay but also not prepared to go for help whilst George remained with
        the car as lions are plentiful in that area. So George set out unarmed in the moonlight.
        Once he stopped to avoid a pride of lion coming down the road but he circled safely
        around them and came home without any further alarms.

        Kianda said he had a dreadful night in the car, “With lions roaming around the car
        like cattle.” Anyway the lions did not take any notice of the car or of Kianda, and the next
        day George walked back with all our farm boys and dug and pushed the car out of the
        mud. He brought car and Kianda back without further trouble but the labourers on their
        way home were treed by the lions.

        The wet season is definitely the time to stay home.

        Lots and lots of love,
        Eleanor

        Mchewe Estate. 30th April 1936

        Dearest Family,

        Young George’s third birthday passed off very well yesterday. It started early in
        the morning when he brought his pillow slip of presents to our bed. Kate was already
        there and Ann soon joined us. Young George liked all the presents you sent, especially
        the trumpet. It has hardly left his lips since and he is getting quite smart about the finger
        action.

        We had quite a party. Ann and I decorated the table with Christmas tree tinsel
        and hung a bunch of balloons above it. Ann also decorated young George’s chair with
        roses and phlox from the garden. I had made and iced a fruit cake but Ann begged to
        make a plain pink cake. She made it entirely by herself though I stood by to see that
        she measured the ingredients correctly. When the cake was baked I mixed some soft
        icing in a jug and she poured it carefully over the cake smoothing the gaps with her
        fingers!

        During the party we had the gramophone playing and we pulled crackers and
        wore paper hats and altogether had a good time. I forgot for a while that George is
        leaving again for the Lupa tomorrow for an indefinite time. He was marvellous at making
        young George’s party a gay one. You will have noticed the change from Georgie to
        young George. Our son declares that he now wants to be called George, “Like Dad”.
        He an Ann are a devoted couple and I am glad that there is only a fourteen
        months difference in their ages. They play together extremely well and are very
        independent which is just as well for little Kate now demands a lot of my attention. My
        garden is a real cottage garden and looks very gay and colourful. There are hollyhocks
        and Snapdragons, marigolds and phlox and of course the roses and carnations which, as
        you know, are my favourites. The coffee shamba does not look so good because the
        small labour force, which is all we can afford, cannot cope with all the weeds. You have
        no idea how things grow during the wet season in the tropics.

        Nothing alarming ever seems to happen when George is home, so I’m afraid this
        letter is rather dull. I wanted you to know though, that largely due to all your gifts of toys
        and sweets, Georgie’s 3rd birthday party went with a bang.

        Your very affectionate,
        Eleanor

        Mchewe Estate. 17th September 1936

        Dearest Family,

        I am sorry to hear that Mummy worries about me so much. “Poor Eleanor”,
        indeed! I have a quite exceptional husband, three lovely children, a dear little home and
        we are all well.It is true that I am in rather a rut but what else can we do? George comes
        home whenever he can and what excitement there is when he does come. He cannot
        give me any warning because he has to take advantage of chance lifts from the Diggings
        to Mbeya, but now that he is prospecting nearer home he usually comes walking over
        the hills. About 50 miles of rough going. Really and truly I am all right. Although our diet is
        monotonous we have plenty to eat. Eggs and milk are cheap and fruit plentiful and I
        have a good cook so can devote all my time to the children. I think it is because they are
        my constant companions that Ann and Georgie are so grown up for their years.
        I have no ayah at present because Janey has been suffering form rheumatism
        and has gone home for one of her periodic rests. I manage very well without her except
        in the matter of the afternoon walks. The outward journey is all right. George had all the
        grass cut on his last visit so I am able to push the pram whilst Ann, George and Fanny
        the dog run ahead. It is the uphill return trip that is so trying. Our walk back is always the
        same, down the hill to the river where the children love to play and then along the car
        road to the vegetable garden. I never did venture further since the day I saw a leopard
        jump on a calf. I did not tell you at the time as I thought you might worry. The cattle were
        grazing on a small knoll just off our land but near enough for me to have a clear view.
        Suddenly the cattle scattered in all directions and we heard the shouts of the herd boys
        and saw – or rather had the fleeting impression- of a large animal jumping on a calf. I
        heard the herd boy shout “Chui, Chui!” (leopard) and believe me, we turned in our
        tracks and made for home. To hasten things I picked up two sticks and told the children
        that they were horses and they should ride them home which they did with
        commendable speed.

        Ann no longer rides Joseph. He became increasingly bad tempered and a
        nuisance besides. He took to rolling all over my flower beds though I had never seen
        him roll anywhere else. Then one day he kicked Ann in the chest, not very hard but
        enough to send her flying. Now George has given him to the native who sells milk to us
        and he seems quite happy grazing with the cattle.

        With love to you all,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate. 2nd October 1936

        Dearest Family,

        Since I last wrote George has been home and we had a lovely time as usual.
        Whilst he was here the District Commissioner and his wife called. Mr Pollock told
        George that there is to be a big bush clearing scheme in some part of the Mbeya
        District to drive out Tsetse Fly. The game in the area will have to be exterminated and
        there will probably be a job for George shooting out the buffalo. The pay would be
        good but George says it is a beastly job. Although he is a professional hunter, he hates
        slaughter.

        Mrs P’s real reason for visiting the farm was to invite me to stay at her home in
        Mbeya whilst she and her husband are away in Tukuyu. Her English nanny and her small
        daughter will remain in Mbeya and she thought it might be a pleasant change for us and
        a rest for me as of course Nanny will do the housekeeping. I accepted the invitation and I
        think I will go on from there to Tukuyu and visit my friend Lillian Eustace for a fortnight.
        She has given us an open invitation to visit her at any time.

        I had a letter from Dr Eckhardt last week, telling me that at a meeting of all the
        German Settlers from Mbeya, Tukuyu and Mbosi it had been decided to raise funds to
        build a school at Mbeya. They want the British Settlers to co-operate in this and would
        be glad of a subscription from us. I replied to say that I was unable to afford a
        subscription at present but would probably be applying for a teaching job.
        The Eckhardts are the leaders of the German community here and are ardent
        Nazis. For this reason they are unpopular with the British community but he is the only
        doctor here and I must say they have been very decent to us. Both of them admire
        George. George has still not had any luck on the Lupa and until he makes a really
        promising strike it is unlikely that the children and I will join him. There is no fresh milk there
        and vegetables and fruit are imported from Mbeya and Iringa and are very expensive.
        George says “You wouldn’t be happy on the diggings anyway with a lot of whores and
        their bastards!”

        Time ticks away very pleasantly here. Young George and Kate are blooming
        and I keep well. Only Ann does not look well. She is growing too fast and is listless and
        pale. If I do go to Mbeya next week I shall take her to the doctor to be overhauled.
        We do not go for our afternoon walks now that George has returned to the Lupa.
        That leopard has been around again and has killed Tubbage that cowardly Alsatian. We
        gave him to the village headman some months ago. There is no danger to us from the
        leopard but I am terrified it might get Fanny, who is an excellent little watchdog and
        dearly loved by all of us. Yesterday I sent a note to the Boma asking for a trap gun and
        today the farm boys are building a trap with logs.

        I had a mishap this morning in the garden. I blundered into a nest of hornets and
        got two stings in the left arm above the elbow. Very painful at the time and the place is
        still red and swollen.

        Much love to you all,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate. 10th October 1936

        Dearest Family,

        Well here we are at Mbeya, comfortably installed in the District Commissioner’s
        house. It is one of two oldest houses in Mbeya and is a charming gabled place with tiled
        roof. The garden is perfectly beautiful. I am enjoying the change very much. Nanny
        Baxter is very entertaining. She has a vast fund of highly entertaining tales of the goings
        on amongst the British Aristocracy, gleaned it seems over the nursery teacup in many a
        Stately Home. Ann and Georgie are enjoying the company of other children.
        People are very kind about inviting us out to tea and I gladly accept these
        invitations but I have turned down invitations to dinner and one to a dance at the hotel. It
        is no fun to go out at night without George. There are several grass widows at the pub
        whose husbands are at the diggings. They have no inhibitions about parties.
        I did have one night and day here with George, he got the chance of a lift and
        knowing that we were staying here he thought the chance too good to miss. He was
        also anxious to hear the Doctor’s verdict on Ann. I took Ann to hospital on my second
        day here. Dr Eckhardt said there was nothing specifically wrong but that Ann is a highly
        sensitive type with whom the tropics does not agree. He advised that Ann should
        spend a year in a more temperate climate and that the sooner she goes the better. I felt
        very discouraged to hear this and was most relieved when George turned up
        unexpectedly that evening. He phoo-hood Dr Eckhardt’s recommendation and next
        morning called in Dr Aitkin, the Government Doctor from Chunya and who happened to
        be in Mbeya.

        Unfortunately Dr Aitkin not only confirmed Dr Eckhardt’s opinion but said that he
        thought Ann should stay out of the tropics until she had passed adolescence. I just don’t
        know what to do about Ann. She is a darling child, very sensitive and gentle and a
        lovely companion to me. Also she and young George are inseparable and I just cannot
        picture one without the other. I know that you would be glad to have Ann but how could
        we bear to part with her?

        Your worried but affectionate,
        Eleanor.

        Tukuyu. 23rd October 1936

        Dearest Family,

        As you see we have moved to Tukuyu and we are having a lovely time with
        Lillian Eustace. She gave us such a warm welcome and has put herself out to give us
        every comfort. She is a most capable housekeeper and I find her such a comfortable
        companion because we have the same outlook in life. Both of us are strictly one man
        women and that is rare here. She has a two year old son, Billy, who is enchanted with
        our rolly polly Kate and there are other children on the station with whom Ann and
        Georgie can play. Lillian engaged a temporary ayah for me so I am having a good rest.
        All the children look well and Ann in particular seems to have benefited by the
        change to a cooler climate. She has a good colour and looks so well that people all
        exclaim when I tell them, that two doctors have advised us to send Ann out of the
        country. Perhaps after all, this holiday in Tukuyu will set her up.

        We had a trying journey from Mbeya to Tukuyu in the Post Lorry. The three
        children and I were squeezed together on the front seat between the African driver on
        one side and a vast German on the other. Both men smoked incessantly – the driver
        cigarettes, and the German cheroots. The cab was clouded with a blue haze. Not only
        that! I suddenly felt a smarting sensation on my right thigh. The driver’s cigarette had
        burnt a hole right through that new checked linen frock you sent me last month.
        I had Kate on my lap all the way but Ann and Georgie had to stand against the
        windscreen all the way. The fat German offered to take Ann on his lap but she gave him
        a very cold “No thank you.” Nor did I blame her. I would have greatly enjoyed the drive
        under less crowded conditions. The scenery is gorgeous. One drives through very high
        country crossing lovely clear streams and at one point through rain forest. As it was I
        counted the miles and how thankful I was to see the end of the journey.
        In the days when Tanganyika belonged to the Germans, Tukuyu was the
        administrative centre for the whole of the Southern Highlands Province. The old German
        Fort is still in use as Government offices and there are many fine trees which were
        planted by the Germans. There is a large prosperous native population in this area.
        They go in chiefly for coffee and for bananas which form the basis of their diet.
        There are five British married couples here and Lillian and I go out to tea most
        mornings. In the afternoon there is tennis or golf. The gardens here are beautiful because
        there is rain or at least drizzle all the year round. There are even hedge roses bordering
        some of the district roads. When one walks across the emerald green golf course or
        through the Boma gardens, it is hard to realise that this gentle place is Tropical Africa.
        ‘Such a green and pleasant land’, but I think I prefer our corner of Tanganyika.

        Much love,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe. 12th November 1936

        Dearest Family,

        We had a lovely holiday but it is so nice to be home again, especially as Laza,
        the local Nimrod, shot that leopard whilst we were away (with his muzzleloader gun). He
        was justly proud of himself, and I gave him a tip so that he could buy some native beer
        for a celebration. I have never seen one of theses parties but can hear the drums and
        sounds of merrymaking, especially on moonlight nights.

        Our house looks so fresh and uncluttered. Whilst I was away, the boys
        whitewashed the house and my houseboy had washed all the curtains, bedspreads,
        and loose covers and watered the garden. If only George were here it would be
        heaven.

        Ann looked so bonny at Tukuyu that I took her to the Government Doctor there
        hoping that he would find her perfectly healthy, but alas he endorsed the finding of the
        other two doctors so, when an opportunity offers, I think I shall have to send Ann down
        to you for a long holiday from the Tropics. Mother-in-law has offered to fetch her next
        year but England seems so far away. With you she will at least be on the same
        continent.

        I left the children for the first time ever, except for my stay in hospital when Kate
        was born, to go on an outing to Lake Masoko in the Tukuyu district, with four friends.
        Masoko is a beautiful, almost circular crater lake and very very deep. A detachment of
        the King’s African Rifles are stationed there and occupy the old German barracks
        overlooking the lake.

        We drove to Masoko by car and spent the afternoon there as guests of two
        British Army Officers. We had a good tea and the others went bathing in the lake but i
        could not as I did not have a costume. The Lake was as beautiful as I had been lead to
        imagine and our hosts were pleasant but I began to grow anxious as the afternoon
        advanced and my friends showed no signs of leaving. I was in agonies when they
        accepted an invitation to stay for a sundowner. We had this in the old German beer
        garden overlooking the Lake. It was beautiful but what did I care. I had promised the
        children that I would be home to give them their supper and put them to bed. When I
        did at length return to Lillian’s house I found the situation as I had expected. Ann, with her
        imagination had come to the conclusion that I never would return. She had sobbed
        herself into a state of exhaustion. Kate was screaming in sympathy and George 2 was
        very truculent. He wouldn’t even speak to me. Poor Lillian had had a trying time.
        We did not return to Mbeya by the Mail Lorry. Bill and Lillian drove us across to
        Mbeya in their new Ford V8 car. The children chattered happily in the back of the car
        eating chocolate and bananas all the way. I might have known what would happen! Ann
        was dreadfully and messily car sick.

        I engaged the Mbeya Hotel taxi to drive us out to the farm the same afternoon
        and I expect it will be a long time before we leave the farm again.

        Lots and lots of love to all,
        Eleanor.

        Chunya 27th November 1936

        Dearest Family,

        You will be surprised to hear that we are all together now on the Lupa goldfields.
        I have still not recovered from my own astonishment at being here. Until last Saturday
        night I never dreamed of this move. At about ten o’clock I was crouched in the inglenook
        blowing on the embers to make a fire so that I could heat some milk for Kate who is
        cutting teeth and was very restless. Suddenly I heard a car outside. I knew it must be
        George and rushed outside storm lamp in hand. Sure enough, there was George
        standing by a strange car, and beaming all over his face. “Something for you my love,”
        he said placing a little bundle in my hand. It was a knotted handkerchief and inside was a
        fine gold nugget.

        George had that fire going in no time, Kate was given the milk and half an aspirin
        and settles down to sleep, whilst George and I sat around for an hour chatting over our
        tea. He told me that he had borrowed the car from John Molteno and had come to fetch
        me and the children to join him on the diggings for a while. It seems that John, who has a
        camp at Itewe, a couple of miles outside the township of Chunya, the new
        Administrative Centre of the diggings, was off to the Cape to visit his family for a few
        months. John had asked George to run his claims in his absence and had given us the
        loan of his camp and his car.

        George had found the nugget on his own claim but he is not too elated because
        he says that one good month on the diggings is often followed by several months of
        dead loss. However, I feel hopeful, we have had such a run of bad luck that surely it is
        time for the tide to change. George spent Sunday going over the farm with Thomas, the
        headman, and giving him instructions about future work whilst I packed clothes and
        kitchen equipment. I have brought our ex-kitchenboy Kesho Kutwa with me as cook and
        also Janey, who heard that we were off to the Lupa and came to offer her services once
        more as ayah. Janey’s ex-husband Abel is now cook to one of the more successful
        diggers and I think she is hoping to team up with him again.

        The trip over the Mbeya-Chunya pass was new to me and I enjoyed it very
        much indeed. The road winds over the mountains along a very high escarpment and
        one looks down on the vast Usangu flats stretching far away to the horizon. At the
        highest point the road rises to about 7000 feet, and this was too much for Ann who was
        leaning against the back of my seat. She was very thoroughly sick, all over my hair.
        This camp of John Molteno’s is very comfortable. It consists of two wattle and
        daub buildings built end to end in a clearing in the miombo bush. The main building
        consists of a large living room, a store and an office, and the other of one large bedroom
        and a small one separated by an area for bathing. Both buildings are thatched. There are
        no doors, and there are no windows, but these are not necessary because one wall of
        each building is built up only a couple of feet leaving a six foot space for light and air. As
        this is the dry season the weather is pleasant. The air is fresh and dry but not nearly so
        hot as I expected.

        Water is a problem and must be carried long distances in kerosene tins.
        vegetables and fresh butter are brought in a van from Iringa and Mbeya Districts about
        once a fortnight. I have not yet visited Chunya but I believe it is as good a shopping
        centre as Mbeya so we will be able to buy all the non perishable food stuffs we need.
        What I do miss is the fresh milk. The children are accustomed to drinking at least a pint of
        milk each per day but they do not care for the tinned variety.

        Ann and young George love being here. The camp is surrounded by old
        prospecting trenches and they spend hours each day searching for gold in the heaps of gravel. Sometimes they find quartz pitted with little spots of glitter and they bring them
        to me in great excitement. Alas it is only Mica. We have two neighbours. The one is a
        bearded Frenchman and the other an Australian. I have not yet met any women.
        George looks very sunburnt and extremely fit and the children also look well.
        George and I have decided that we will keep Ann with us until my Mother-in-law comes
        out next year. George says that in spite of what the doctors have said, he thinks that the
        shock to Ann of being separated from her family will do her more harm than good. She
        and young George are inseparable and George thinks it would be best if both
        George and Ann return to England with my Mother-in-law for a couple of years. I try not
        to think at all about the breaking up of the family.

        Much love to all,
        Eleanor.

         

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        TracyTracy
        Participant

          From Tanganyika with Love

          continued  ~ part 3

          With thanks to Mike Rushby.

          Mchewe Estate. 22nd March 1935

          Dearest Family,

          I am feeling much better now that I am five months pregnant and have quite got
          my appetite back. Once again I go out with “the Mchewe Hunt” which is what George
          calls the procession made up of the donkey boy and donkey with Ann confidently riding
          astride, me beside the donkey with Georgie behind riding the stick which he much
          prefers to the donkey. The Alsatian pup, whom Ann for some unknown reason named
          ‘Tubbage’, and the two cats bring up the rear though sometimes Tubbage rushes
          ahead and nearly knocks me off my feet. He is not the loveable pet that Kelly was.
          It is just as well that I have recovered my health because my mother-in-law has
          decided to fly out from England to look after Ann and George when I am in hospital. I am
          very grateful for there is no one lse to whom I can turn. Kath Hickson-Wood is seldom on
          their farm because Hicky is working a guano claim and is making quite a good thing out of
          selling bat guano to the coffee farmers at Mbosi. They camp out at the claim, a series of
          caves in the hills across the valley and visit the farm only occasionally. Anne Molteno is
          off to Cape Town to have her baby at her mothers home and there are no women in
          Mbeya I know well. The few women are Government Officials wives and they come
          and go. I make so few trips to the little town that there is no chance to get on really
          friendly terms with them.

          Janey, the ayah, is turning into a treasure. She washes and irons well and keeps
          the children’s clothes cupboard beautifully neat. Ann and George however are still
          reluctant to go for walks with her. They find her dull because, like all African ayahs, she
          has no imagination and cannot play with them. She should however be able to help with
          the baby. Ann is very excited about the new baby. She so loves all little things.
          Yesterday she went into ecstasies over ten newly hatched chicks.

          She wants a little sister and perhaps it would be a good thing. Georgie is so very
          active and full of mischief that I feel another wild little boy might be more than I can
          manage. Although Ann is older, it is Georgie who always thinks up the mischief. They
          have just been having a fight. Georgie with the cooks umbrella versus Ann with her frilly
          pink sunshade with the inevitable result that the sunshade now has four broken ribs.
          Any way I never feel lonely now during the long hours George is busy on the
          shamba. The children keep me on my toes and I have plenty of sewing to do for the
          baby. George is very good about amusing the children before their bedtime and on
          Sundays. In the afternoons when it is not wet I take Ann and Georgie for a walk down
          the hill. George meets us at the bottom and helps me on the homeward journey. He
          grabs one child in each hand by the slack of their dungarees and they do a sort of giant
          stride up the hill, half walking half riding.

          Very much love,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. 14th June 1935

          Dearest Family,

          A great flap here. We had a letter yesterday to say that mother-in-law will be
          arriving in four days time! George is very amused at my frantic efforts at spring cleaning
          but he has told me before that she is very house proud so I feel I must make the best
          of what we have.

          George is very busy building a store for the coffee which will soon be ripening.
          This time he is doing the bricklaying himself. It is quite a big building on the far end of the
          farm and close to the river. He is also making trays of chicken wire nailed to wooden
          frames with cheap calico stretched over the wire.

          Mother will have to sleep in the verandah room which leads off the bedroom
          which we share with the children. George will have to sleep in the outside spare room as
          there is no door between the bedroom and the verandah room. I am sewing frantically
          to make rose coloured curtains and bedspread out of material mother-in-law sent for
          Christmas and will have to make a curtain for the doorway. The kitchen badly needs
          whitewashing but George says he cannot spare the labour so I hope mother won’t look.
          To complicate matters, George has been invited to lunch with the Governor on the day
          of Mother’s arrival. After lunch they are to visit the newly stocked trout streams in the
          Mporotos. I hope he gets back to Mbeya in good time to meet mother’s plane.
          Ann has been off colour for a week. She looks very pale and her pretty fair hair,
          normally so shiny, is dull and lifeless. It is such a pity that mother should see her like this
          because first impressions do count so much and I am looking to the children to attract
          attention from me. I am the size of a circus tent and hardly a dream daughter-in-law.
          Georgie, thank goodness, is blooming but he has suddenly developed a disgusting
          habit of spitting on the floor in the manner of the natives. I feel he might say “Gran, look
          how far I can spit and give an enthusiastic demonstration.

          Just hold thumbs that all goes well.

          your loving but anxious,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. 28th June 1935

          Dearest Family,

          Mother-in-law duly arrived in the District Commissioner’s car. George did not dare
          to use the A.C. as she is being very temperamental just now. They also brought the
          mail bag which contained a parcel of lovely baby clothes from you. Thank you very
          much. Mother-in-law is very put out because the large parcel she posted by surface
          mail has not yet arrived.

          Mother arrived looking very smart in an ankle length afternoon frock of golden
          brown crepe and smart hat, and wearing some very good rings. She is a very
          handsome woman with the very fair complexion that goes with red hair. The hair, once
          Titan, must now be grey but it has been very successfully tinted and set. I of course,
          was shapeless in a cotton maternity frock and no credit to you. However, so far, motherin-
          law has been uncritical and friendly and charmed with the children who have taken to
          her. Mother does not think that the children resemble me in any way. Ann resembles her
          family the Purdys and Georgie is a Morley, her mother’s family. She says they had the
          same dark eyes and rather full mouths. I say feebly, “But Georgie has my colouring”, but
          mother won’t hear of it. So now you know! Ann is a Purdy and Georgie a Morley.
          Perhaps number three will be a Leslie.

          What a scramble I had getting ready for mother. Her little room really looks pretty
          and fresh, but the locally woven grass mats arrived only minutes before mother did. I
          also frantically overhauled our clothes and it a good thing that I did so because mother
          has been going through all the cupboards looking for mending. Mother is kept so busy
          in her own home that I think she finds time hangs on her hands here. She is very good at
          entertaining the children and has even tried her hand at picking coffee a couple of times.
          Mother cannot get used to the native boy servants but likes Janey, so Janey keeps her
          room in order. Mother prefers to wash and iron her own clothes.

          I almost lost our cook through mother’s surplus energy! Abel our previous cook
          took a new wife last month and, as the new wife, and Janey the old, were daggers
          drawn, Abel moved off to a job on the Lupa leaving Janey and her daughter here.
          The new cook is capable, but he is a fearsome looking individual called Alfani. He has a
          thick fuzz of hair which he wears long, sometimes hidden by a dingy turban, and he
          wears big brass earrings. I think he must be part Somali because he has a hawk nose
          and a real Brigand look. His kitchen is never really clean but he is an excellent cook and
          as cooks are hard to come by here I just keep away from the kitchen. Not so mother!
          A few days after her arrival she suggested kindly that I should lie down after lunch
          so I rested with the children whilst mother, unknown to me, went out to the kitchen and
          not only scrubbed the table and shelves but took the old iron stove to pieces and
          cleaned that. Unfortunately in her zeal she poked a hole through the stove pipe.
          Had I known of these activities I would have foreseen the cook’s reaction when
          he returned that evening to cook the supper. he was furious and wished to leave on the
          spot and demanded his wages forthwith. The old Memsahib had insulted him by
          scrubbing his already spotless kitchen and had broken his stove and made it impossible
          for him to cook. This tirade was accompanied by such waving of hands and rolling of
          eyes that I longed to sack him on the spot. However I dared not as I might not get
          another cook for weeks. So I smoothed him down and he patched up the stove pipe
          with a bit of tin and some wire and produced a good meal. I am wondering what
          transformations will be worked when I am in hospital.

          Our food is really good but mother just pecks at it. No wonder really, because
          she has had some shocks. One day she found the kitchen boy diligently scrubbing the box lavatory seat with a scrubbing brush which he dipped into one of my best large
          saucepans! No one can foresee what these boys will do. In these remote areas house
          servants are usually recruited from the ranks of the very primitive farm labourers, who first
          come to the farm as naked savages, and their notions of hygiene simply don’t exist.
          One day I said to mother in George’s presence “When we were newly married,
          mother, George used to brag about your cooking and say that you would run a home
          like this yourself with perhaps one ‘toto’. Mother replied tartly, “That was very bad of
          George and not true. If my husband had brought me out here I would not have stayed a
          month. I think you manage very well.” Which reply made me warm to mother a lot.
          To complicate things we have a new pup, a little white bull terrier bitch whom
          George has named Fanny. She is tiny and not yet house trained but seems a plucky
          and attractive little animal though there is no denying that she does look like a piglet.

          Very much love to all,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. 3rd August 1935

          Dearest Family,

          Here I am in hospital, comfortably in bed with our new daughter in her basket
          beside me. She is a lovely little thing, very plump and cuddly and pink and white and
          her head is covered with tiny curls the colour of Golden Syrup. We meant to call her
          Margery Kate, after our Marj and my mother-in-law whose name is Catherine.
          I am enjoying the rest, knowing that George and mother will be coping
          successfully on the farm. My room is full of flowers, particularly with the roses and
          carnations which grow so well here. Kate was not due until August 5th but the doctor
          wanted me to come in good time in view of my tiresome early pregnancy.

          For weeks beforehand George had tinkered with the A.C. and we started for
          Mbeya gaily enough on the twenty ninth, however, after going like a dream for a couple
          of miles, she simply collapsed from exhaustion at the foot of a hill and all the efforts of
          the farm boys who had been sent ahead for such an emergency failed to start her. So
          George sent back to the farm for the machila and I sat in the shade of a tree, wondering
          what would happen if I had the baby there and then, whilst George went on tinkering
          with the car. Suddenly she sprang into life and we roared up that hill and all the way into
          Mbeya. The doctor welcomed us pleasantly and we had tea with his family before I
          settled into my room. Later he examined me and said that it was unlikely that the baby
          would be born for several days. The new and efficient German nurse said, “Thank
          goodness for that.” There was a man in hospital dying from a stomach cancer and she
          had not had a decent nights sleep for three nights.

          Kate however had other plans. I woke in the early morning with labour pains but
          anxious not to disturb the nurse, I lay and read or tried to read a book, hoping that I
          would not have to call the nurse until daybreak. However at four a.m., I went out into the
          wind which was howling along the open verandah and knocked on the nurse’s door. She
          got up and very crossly informed me that I was imagining things and should get back to
          bed at once. She said “It cannot be so. The Doctor has said it.” I said “Of course it is,”
          and then and there the water broke and clinched my argument. She then went into a flat
          spin. “But the bed is not ready and my instruments are not ready,” and she flew around
          to rectify this and also sent an African orderly to call the doctor. I paced the floor saying
          warningly “Hurry up with that bed. I am going to have the baby now!” She shrieked
          “Take off your dressing gown.” But I was passed caring. I flung myself on the bed and
          there was Kate. The nurse had done all that was necessary by the time the doctor
          arrived.

          A funny thing was, that whilst Kate was being born on the bed, a black cat had
          kittens under it! The doctor was furious with the nurse but the poor thing must have crept
          in out of the cold wind when I went to call the nurse. A happy omen I feel for the baby’s
          future. George had no anxiety this time. He stayed at the hospital with me until ten
          o’clock when he went down to the hotel to sleep and he received the news in a note
          from me with his early morning tea. He went to the farm next morning but will return on
          the sixth to fetch me home.

          I do feel so happy. A very special husband and three lovely children. What
          more could anyone possibly want.

          Lots and lots of love,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. 20th August 1935

          Dearest Family,

          Well here we are back at home and all is very well. The new baby is very placid
          and so pretty. Mother is delighted with her and Ann loved her at sight but Georgie is not
          so sure. At first he said, “Your baby is no good. Chuck her in the kalonga.” The kalonga
          being the ravine beside the house , where, I regret to say, much of the kitchen refuse is
          dumped. he is very jealous when I carry Kate around or feed her but is ready to admire
          her when she is lying alone in her basket.

          George walked all the way from the farm to fetch us home. He hired a car and
          native driver from the hotel, but drove us home himself going with such care over ruts
          and bumps. We had a great welcome from mother who had had the whole house
          spring cleaned. However George loyally says it looks just as nice when I am in charge.
          Mother obviously, had had more than enough of the back of beyond and
          decided to stay on only one week after my return home. She had gone into the kitchen
          one day just in time to see the houseboy scooping the custard he had spilt on the table
          back into the jug with the side of his hand. No doubt it would have been served up
          without a word. On another occasion she had walked in on the cook’s daily ablutions. He
          was standing in a small bowl of water in the centre of the kitchen, absolutely naked,
          enjoying a slipper bath. She left last Wednesday and gave us a big laugh before she
          left. She never got over her horror of eating food prepared by our cook and used to
          push it around her plate. Well, when the time came for mother to leave for the plane, she
          put on the very smart frock in which she had arrived, and then came into the sitting room
          exclaiming in dismay “Just look what has happened, I must have lost a stone!’ We
          looked, and sure enough, the dress which had been ankle deep before, now touched
          the floor. “Good show mother.” said George unfeelingly. “You ought to be jolly grateful,
          you needed to lose weight and it would have cost you the earth at a beauty parlour to
          get that sylph-like figure.”

          When mother left she took, in a perforated matchbox, one of the frilly mantis that
          live on our roses. She means to keep it in a goldfish bowl in her dining room at home.
          Georgie and Ann filled another matchbox with dead flies for food for the mantis on the
          journey.

          Now that mother has left, Georgie and Ann attach themselves to me and firmly
          refuse to have anything to do with the ayah,Janey. She in any case now wishes to have
          a rest. Mother tipped her well and gave her several cotton frocks so I suspect she wants
          to go back to her hometown in Northern Rhodesia to show off a bit.
          Georgie has just sidled up with a very roguish look. He asked “You like your
          baby?” I said “Yes indeed I do.” He said “I’ll prick your baby with a velly big thorn.”

          Who would be a mother!
          Eleanor

          Mchewe Estate. 20th September 1935

          Dearest Family,

          I have been rather in the wars with toothache and as there is still no dentist at
          Mbeya to do the fillings, I had to have four molars extracted at the hospital. George
          says it is fascinating to watch me at mealtimes these days because there is such a gleam
          of satisfaction in my eye when I do manage to get two teeth to meet on a mouthful.
          About those scissors Marj sent Ann. It was not such a good idea. First she cut off tufts of
          George’s hair so that he now looks like a bad case of ringworm and then she cut a scalp
          lock, a whole fist full of her own shining hair, which George so loves. George scolded
          Ann and she burst into floods of tears. Such a thing as a scolding from her darling daddy
          had never happened before. George immediately made a long drooping moustache
          out of the shorn lock and soon had her smiling again. George is always very gentle with
          Ann. One has to be , because she is frightfully sensitive to criticism.

          I am kept pretty busy these days, Janey has left and my houseboy has been ill
          with pneumonia. I now have to wash all the children’s things and my own, (the cook does
          George’s clothes) and look after the three children. Believe me, I can hardly keep awake
          for Kate’s ten o’clock feed.

          I do hope I shall get some new servants next month because I also got George
          to give notice to the cook. I intercepted him last week as he was storming down the hill
          with my large kitchen knife in his hand. “Where are you going with my knife?” I asked.
          “I’m going to kill a man!” said Alfani, rolling his eyes and looking extremely ferocious. “He
          has taken my wife.” “Not with my knife”, said I reaching for it. So off Alfani went, bent on
          vengeance and I returned the knife to the kitchen. Dinner was served and I made no
          enquiries but I feel that I need someone more restful in the kitchen than our brigand
          Alfani.

          George has been working on the car and has now fitted yet another radiator. This
          is a lorry one and much too tall to be covered by the A.C.’s elegant bonnet which is
          secured by an old strap. The poor old A.C. now looks like an ancient shoe with a turned
          up toe. It only needs me in it with the children to make a fine illustration to the old rhyme!
          Ann and Georgie are going through a climbing phase. They practically live in
          trees. I rushed out this morning to investigate loud screams and found Georgie hanging
          from a fork in a tree by one ankle, whilst Ann stood below on tiptoe with hands stretched
          upwards to support his head.

          Do I sound as though I have straws in my hair? I have.
          Lots of love,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. 11th October 1935

          Dearest Family,

          Thank goodness! I have a new ayah name Mary. I had heard that there was a
          good ayah out of work at Tukuyu 60 miles away so sent a messenger to fetch her. She
          arrived after dark wearing a bright dress and a cheerful smile and looked very suitable by
          the light of a storm lamp. I was horrified next morning to see her in daylight. She was
          dressed all in black and had a rather sinister look. She reminds me rather of your old maid
          Candace who overheard me laughing a few days before Ann was born and croaked
          “Yes , Miss Eleanor, today you laugh but next week you might be dead.” Remember
          how livid you were, dad?

          I think Mary has the same grim philosophy. Ann took one look at her and said,
          “What a horrible old lady, mummy.” Georgie just said “Go away”, both in English and Ki-
          Swahili. Anyway Mary’s references are good so I shall keep her on to help with Kate
          who is thriving and bonny and placid.

          Thank you for the offer of toys for Christmas but, if you don’t mind, I’d rather have
          some clothing for the children. Ann is quite contented with her dolls Barbara and Yvonne.
          Barbara’s once beautiful face is now pieced together like a jigsaw puzzle having come
          into contact with Georgie’s ever busy hammer. However Ann says she will love her for
          ever and she doesn’t want another doll. Yvonne’s hay day is over too. She
          disappeared for weeks and we think Fanny, the pup, was the culprit. Ann discovered
          Yvonne one morning in some long wet weeds. Poor Yvonne is now a ghost of her
          former self. All the sophisticated make up was washed off her papier-mâché face and
          her hair is decidedly bedraggled, but Ann was radiant as she tucked her back into bed
          and Yvonne is as precious to Ann as she ever was.

          Georgie simply does not care for toys. His paint box, hammer and the trenching
          hoe George gave him for his second birthday are all he wants or needs. Both children
          love books but I sometimes wonder whether they stimulate Ann’s imagination too much.
          The characters all become friends of hers and she makes up stories about them to tell
          Georgie. She adores that illustrated children’s Bible Mummy sent her but you would be
          astonished at the yarns she spins about “me and my friend Jesus.” She also will call
          Moses “Old Noses”, and looking at a picture of Jacob’s dream, with the shining angels
          on the ladder between heaven and earth, she said “Georgie, if you see an angel, don’t
          touch it, it’s hot.”

          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. 17th October 1935

          Dearest Family,

          I take back the disparaging things I said about my new Ayah, because she has
          proved her worth in an unexpected way. On Wednesday morning I settled Kate in he
          cot after her ten o’clock feed and sat sewing at the dining room table with Ann and
          Georgie opposite me, both absorbed in painting pictures in identical seed catalogues.
          Suddenly there was a terrific bang on the back door, followed by an even heavier blow.
          The door was just behind me and I got up and opened it. There, almost filling the door
          frame, stood a huge native with staring eyes and his teeth showing in a mad grimace. In
          his hand he held a rolled umbrella by the ferrule, the shaft I noticed was unusually long
          and thick and the handle was a big round knob.

          I was terrified as you can imagine, especially as, through the gap under the
          native’s raised arm, I could see the new cook and the kitchen boy running away down to
          the shamba! I hastily tried to shut and lock the door but the man just brushed me aside.
          For a moment he stood over me with the umbrella raised as though to strike. Rather
          fortunately, I now think, I was too petrified to say a word. The children never moved but
          Tubbage, the Alsatian, got up and jumped out of the window!

          Then the native turned away and still with the same fixed stare and grimace,
          began to attack the furniture with his umbrella. Tables and chairs were overturned and
          books and ornaments scattered on the floor. When the madman had his back turned and
          was busily bashing the couch, I slipped round the dining room table, took Ann and
          Georgie by the hand and fled through the front door to the garage where I hid the
          children in the car. All this took several minutes because naturally the children were
          terrified. I was worried to death about the baby left alone in the bedroom and as soon
          as I had Ann and Georgie settled I ran back to the house.

          I reached the now open front door just as Kianda the houseboy opened the back
          door of the lounge. He had been away at the river washing clothes but, on hearing of the
          madman from the kitchen boy he had armed himself with a stout stick and very pluckily,
          because he is not a robust boy, had returned to the house to eject the intruder. He
          rushed to attack immediately and I heard a terrific exchange of blows behind me as I
          opened our bedroom door. You can imagine what my feelings were when I was
          confronted by an empty cot! Just then there was an uproar inside as all the farm
          labourers armed with hoes and pangas and sticks, streamed into the living room from the
          shamba whence they had been summoned by the cook. In no time at all the huge
          native was hustled out of the house, flung down the front steps, and securely tied up
          with strips of cloth.

          In the lull that followed I heard a frightened voice calling from the bathroom.
          ”Memsahib is that you? The child is here with me.” I hastily opened the bathroom door
          to find Mary couched in a corner by the bath, shielding Kate with her body. Mary had
          seen the big native enter the house and her first thought had been for her charge. I
          thanked her and promised her a reward for her loyalty, and quickly returned to the garage
          to reassure Ann and Georgie. I met George who looked white and exhausted as well
          he might having run up hill all the way from the coffee store. The kitchen boy had led him
          to expect the worst and he was most relieved to find us all unhurt if a bit shaken.
          We returned to the house by the back way whilst George went to the front and
          ordered our labourers to take their prisoner and lock him up in the store. George then
          discussed the whole affair with his Headman and all the labourers after which he reported
          to me. “The boys say that the bastard is an ex-Askari from Nyasaland. He is not mad as
          you thought but he smokes bhang and has these attacks. I suppose I should take him to
          Mbeya and have him up in court. But if I do that you’ll have to give evidence and that will be a nuisance as the car won’t go and there is also the baby to consider.”

          Eventually we decided to leave the man to sleep off the effects of the Bhang
          until evening when he would be tried before an impromptu court consisting of George,
          the local Jumbe(Headman) and village Elders, and our own farm boys and any other
          interested spectators. It was not long before I knew the verdict because I heard the
          sound of lashes. I was not sorry at all because I felt the man deserved his punishment
          and so did all the Africans. They love children and despise anyone who harms or
          frightens them. With great enthusiasm they frog-marched him off our land, and I sincerely
          hope that that is the last we see or him. Ann and Georgie don’t seem to brood over this
          affair at all. The man was naughty and he was spanked, a quite reasonable state of
          affairs. This morning they hid away in the small thatched chicken house. This is a little brick
          building about four feet square which Ann covets as a dolls house. They came back
          covered in stick fleas which I had to remove with paraffin. My hens are laying well but
          they all have the ‘gapes’! I wouldn’t run a chicken farm for anything, hens are such fussy,
          squawking things.

          Now don’t go worrying about my experience with the native. Such things
          happen only once in a lifetime. We are all very well and happy, and life, apart from the
          children’s pranks is very tranquil.

          Lots and lots of love,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. 25th October 1935

          Dearest Family,

          The hot winds have dried up the shamba alarmingly and we hope every day for
          rain. The prices for coffee, on the London market, continue to be low and the local
          planters are very depressed. Coffee grows well enough here but we are over 400
          miles from the railway and transport to the railhead by lorry is very expensive. Then, as
          there is no East African Marketing Board, the coffee must be shipped to England for
          sale. Unless the coffee fetches at least 90 pounds a ton it simply doesn’t pay to grow it.
          When we started planting in 1931 coffee was fetching as much as 115 pounds a ton but
          prices this year were between 45 and 55 pounds. We have practically exhausted our
          capitol and so have all our neighbours. The Hickson -Woods have been keeping their
          pot boiling by selling bat guano to the coffee farmers at Mbosi but now everyone is
          broke and there is not a market for fertilisers. They are offering their farm for sale at a very
          low price.

          Major Jones has got a job working on the district roads and Max Coster talks of
          returning to his work as a geologist. George says he will have to go gold digging on the
          Lupa unless there is a big improvement in the market. Luckily we can live quite cheaply
          here. We have a good vegetable garden, milk is cheap and we have plenty of fruit.
          There are mulberries, pawpaws, grenadillas, peaches, and wine berries. The wine
          berries are very pretty but insipid though Ann and Georgie love them. Each morning,
          before breakfast, the old garden boy brings berries for Ann and Georgie. With a thorn
          the old man pins a large leaf from a wild fig tree into a cone which he fills with scarlet wine
          berries. There is always a cone for each child and they wait eagerly outside for the daily
          ceremony of presentation.

          The rats are being a nuisance again. Both our cats, Skinny Winnie and Blackboy
          disappeared a few weeks ago. We think they made a meal for a leopard. I wrote last
          week to our grocer at Mbalizi asking him whether he could let us have a couple of kittens
          as I have often seen cats in his store. The messenger returned with a nailed down box.
          The kitchen boy was called to prize up the lid and the children stood by in eager
          anticipation. Out jumped two snarling and spitting creatures. One rushed into the kalonga
          and the other into the house and before they were captured they had drawn blood from
          several boys. I told the boys to replace the cats in the box as I intended to return them
          forthwith. They had the colouring, stripes and dispositions of wild cats and I certainly
          didn’t want them as pets, but before the boys could replace the lid the cats escaped
          once more into the undergrowth in the kalonga. George fetched his shotgun and said he
          would shoot the cats on sight or they would kill our chickens. This was more easily said
          than done because the cats could not be found. However during the night the cats
          climbed up into the loft af the house and we could hear them moving around on the reed
          ceiling.

          I said to George,”Oh leave the poor things. At least they might frighten the rats
          away.” That afternoon as we were having tea a thin stream of liquid filtered through the
          ceiling on George’s head. Oh dear!!! That of course was the end. Some raw meat was
          put on the lawn for bait and yesterday George shot both cats.

          I regret to end with the sad story of Mary, heroine in my last letter and outcast in
          this. She came to work quite drunk two days running and I simply had to get rid of her. I
          have heard since from Kath Wood that Mary lost her last job at Tukuyu for the same
          reason. She was ayah to twin girls and one day set their pram on fire.

          So once again my hands are more than full with three lively children. I did say
          didn’t I, when Ann was born that I wanted six children?

          Very much love from us all, Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. 8th November 1935

          Dearest Family,

          To set your minds at rest I must tell you that the native who so frightened me and
          the children is now in jail for attacking a Greek at Mbalizi. I hear he is to be sent back to
          Rhodesia when he has finished his sentence.

          Yesterday we had one of our rare trips to Mbeya. George managed to get a couple of
          second hand tyres for the old car and had again got her to work so we are celebrating our
          wedding anniversary by going on an outing. I wore the green and fawn striped silk dress
          mother bought me and the hat and shoes you sent for my birthday and felt like a million
          dollars, for a change. The children all wore new clothes too and I felt very proud of them.
          Ann is still very fair and with her refined little features and straight silky hair she
          looks like Alice in Wonderland. Georgie is dark and sturdy and looks best in khaki shirt
          and shorts and sun helmet. Kate is a pink and gold baby and looks good enough to eat.
          We went straight to the hotel at Mbeya and had the usual warm welcome from
          Ken and Aunty May Menzies. Aunty May wears her hair cut short like a mans and
          usually wears shirt and tie and riding breeches and boots. She always looks ready to go
          on safari at a moments notice as indeed she is. She is often called out to a case of illness
          at some remote spot.

          There were lots of people at the hotel from farms in the district and from the
          diggings. I met women I had not seen for four years. One, a Mrs Masters from Tukuyu,
          said in the lounge, “My God! Last time I saw you , you were just a girl and here you are
          now with two children.” To which I replied with pride, “There is another one in a pram on
          the verandah if you care to look!” Great hilarity in the lounge. The people from the
          diggings seem to have plenty of money to throw around. There was a big party on the
          go in the bar.

          One of our shamba boys died last Friday and all his fellow workers and our
          house boys had the day off to attend the funeral. From what I can gather the local
          funerals are quite cheery affairs. The corpse is dressed in his best clothes and laid
          outside his hut and all who are interested may view the body and pay their respects.
          The heir then calls upon anyone who had a grudge against the dead man to say his say
          and thereafter hold his tongue forever. Then all the friends pay tribute to the dead man
          after which he is buried to the accompaniment of what sounds from a distance, very
          cheerful keening.

          Most of our workmen are pagans though there is a Lutheran Mission nearby and
          a big Roman Catholic Mission in the area too. My present cook, however, claims to be
          a Christian. He certainly went to a mission school and can read and write and also sing
          hymns in Ki-Swahili. When I first engaged him I used to find a large open Bible
          prominently displayed on the kitchen table. The cook is middle aged and arrived here
          with a sensible matronly wife. To my surprise one day he brought along a young girl,
          very plump and giggly and announced proudly that she was his new wife, I said,”But I
          thought you were a Christian Jeremiah? Christians don’t have two wives.” To which he
          replied, “Oh Memsahib, God won’t mind. He knows an African needs two wives – one
          to go with him when he goes away to work and one to stay behind at home to cultivate
          the shamba.

          Needles to say, it is the old wife who has gone to till the family plot.

          With love to all,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. 21st November 1935

          Dearest Family,

          The drought has broken with a bang. We had a heavy storm in the hills behind
          the house. Hail fell thick and fast. So nice for all the tiny new berries on the coffee! The
          kids loved the excitement and three times Ann and Georgie ran out for a shower under
          the eaves and had to be changed. After the third time I was fed up and made them both
          lie on their beds whilst George and I had lunch in peace. I told Ann to keep the
          casement shut as otherwise the rain would drive in on her bed. Half way through lunch I
          heard delighted squeals from Georgie and went into the bedroom to investigate. Ann
          was standing on the outer sill in the rain but had shut the window as ordered. “Well
          Mummy , you didn’t say I mustn’t stand on the window sill, and I did shut the window.”
          George is working so hard on the farm. I have a horrible feeling however that it is
          what the Africans call ‘Kazi buri’ (waste of effort) as there seems no chance of the price of
          coffee improving as long as this world depression continues. The worry is that our capitol
          is nearly exhausted. Food is becoming difficult now that our neighbours have left. I used
          to buy delicious butter from Kath Hickson-Wood and an African butcher used to kill a
          beast once a week. Now that we are his only European customers he very rarely kills
          anything larger than a goat, and though we do eat goat, believe me it is not from choice.
          We have of course got plenty to eat, but our diet is very monotonous. I was
          delighted when George shot a large bushbuck last week. What we could not use I cut
          into strips and the salted strips are now hanging in the open garage to dry.

          With love to all,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. 6th December 1935

          Dearest Family,

          We have had a lot of rain and the countryside is lovely and green. Last week
          George went to Mbeya taking Ann with him. This was a big adventure for Ann because
          never before had she been anywhere without me. She was in a most blissful state as
          she drove off in the old car clutching a little basket containing sandwiches and half a bottle
          of milk. She looked so pretty in a new blue frock and with her tiny plaits tied with
          matching blue ribbons. When Ann is animated she looks charming because her normally
          pale cheeks become rosy and she shows her pretty dimples.

          As I am still without an ayah I rather looked forward to a quiet morning with only
          Georgie and Margery Kate to care for, but Georgie found it dull without Ann and wanted
          to be entertained and even the normally placid baby was peevish. Then in mid morning
          the rain came down in torrents, the result of a cloudburst in the hills directly behind our
          house. The ravine next to our house was a terrifying sight. It appeared to be a great
          muddy, roaring waterfall reaching from the very top of the hill to a point about 30 yards
          behind our house and then the stream rushed on down the gorge in an angry brown
          flood. The roar of the water was so great that we had to yell at one another to be heard.
          By lunch time the rain had stopped and I anxiously awaited the return of Ann and
          George. They returned on foot, drenched and hungry at about 2.30pm . George had
          had to abandon the car on the main road as the Mchewe River had overflowed and
          turned the road into a muddy lake. The lower part of the shamba had also been flooded
          and the water receded leaving branches and driftwood amongst the coffee. This was my
          first experience of a real tropical storm. I am afraid that after the battering the coffee has
          had there is little hope of a decent crop next year.

          Anyway Christmas is coming so we don’t dwell on these mishaps. The children
          have already chosen their tree from amongst the young cypresses in the vegetable
          garden. We all send our love and hope that you too will have a Happy Christmas.

          Eleanor

          Mchewe Estate. 22nd December 1935

          Dearest Family,

          I’ve been in the wars with my staff. The cook has been away ill for ten days but is
          back today though shaky and full of self pity. The houseboy, who really has been a brick
          during the cooks absence has now taken to his bed and I feel like taking to Mine! The
          children however have the Christmas spirit and are making weird and wonderful paper
          decorations. George’s contribution was to have the house whitewashed throughout and
          it looks beautifully fresh.

          My best bit of news is that my old ayah Janey has been to see me and would
          like to start working here again on Jan 1st. We are all very well. We meant to give
          ourselves an outing to Mbeya as a Christmas treat but here there is an outbreak of
          enteric fever there so will now not go. We have had two visitors from the Diggings this
          week. The children see so few strangers that they were fascinated and hung around
          staring. Ann sat down on the arm of the couch beside one and studied his profile.
          Suddenly she announced in her clear voice, “Mummy do you know, this man has got
          wax in his ears!” Very awkward pause in the conversation. By the way when I was
          cleaning out little Kate’s ears with a swab of cotton wool a few days ago, Ann asked
          “Mummy, do bees have wax in their ears? Well, where do you get beeswax from
          then?”

          I meant to keep your Christmas parcel unopened until Christmas Eve but could
          not resist peeping today. What lovely things! Ann so loves pretties and will be
          delighted with her frocks. My dress is just right and I love Georgie’s manly little flannel
          shorts and blue shirt. We have bought them each a watering can. I suppose I shall
          regret this later. One of your most welcome gifts is the album of nursery rhyme records. I
          am so fed up with those that we have. Both children love singing. I put a record on the
          gramophone geared to slow and off they go . Georgie sings more slowly than Ann but
          much more tunefully. Ann sings in a flat monotone but Georgie with great expression.
          You ought to hear him render ‘Sing a song of sixpence’. He cannot pronounce an R or
          an S. Mother has sent a large home made Christmas pudding and a fine Christmas
          cake and George will shoot some partridges for Christmas dinner.
          Think of us as I shall certainly think of you.

          Your very loving,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. 2nd January 1936

          Dearest Family,

          Christmas was fun! The tree looked very gay with its load of tinsel, candles and
          red crackers and the coloured balloons you sent. All the children got plenty of toys
          thanks to Grandparents and Aunts. George made Ann a large doll’s bed and I made
          some elegant bedding, Barbara, the big doll is now permanently bed ridden. Her poor
          shattered head has come all unstuck and though I have pieced it together again it is a sad
          sight. If you have not yet chosen a present for her birthday next month would you
          please get a new head from the Handy House. I enclose measurements. Ann does so
          love the doll. She always calls her, “My little girl”, and she keeps the doll’s bed beside
          her own and never fails to kiss her goodnight.

          We had no guests for Christmas this year but we were quite festive. Ann
          decorated the dinner table with small pink roses and forget-me-knots and tinsel and the
          crackers from the tree. It was a wet day but we played the new records and both
          George and I worked hard to make it a really happy day for the children. The children
          were hugely delighted when George made himself a revolting set of false teeth out of
          plasticine and a moustache and beard of paper straw from a chocolate box. “Oh Daddy
          you look exactly like Father Christmas!” cried an enthralled Ann. Before bedtime we lit
          all the candles on the tree and sang ‘Away in a Manger’, and then we opened the box of
          starlights you sent and Ann and Georgie had their first experience of fireworks.
          After the children went to bed things deteriorated. First George went for his bath
          and found and killed a large black snake in the bathroom. It must have been in the
          bathroom when I bathed the children earlier in the evening. Then I developed bad
          toothache which kept me awake all night and was agonising next day. Unfortunately the
          bridge between the farm and Mbeya had been washed away and the water was too
          deep for the car to ford until the 30th when at last I was able to take my poor swollen
          face to Mbeya. There is now a young German woman dentist working at the hospital.
          She pulled out the offending molar which had a large abscess attached to it.
          Whilst the dentist attended to me, Ann and Georgie played happily with the
          doctor’s children. I wish they could play more often with other children. Dr Eckhardt was
          very pleased with Margery Kate who at seven months weighs 17 lbs and has lovely
          rosy cheeks. He admired Ann and told her that she looked just like a German girl. “No I
          don’t”, cried Ann indignantly, “I’m English!”

          We were caught in a rain storm going home and as the old car still has no
          windscreen or side curtains we all got soaked except for the baby who was snugly
          wrapped in my raincoat. The kids thought it great fun. Ann is growing up fast now. She
          likes to ‘help mummy’. She is a perfectionist at four years old which is rather trying. She
          gets so discouraged when things do not turn out as well as she means them to. Sewing
          is constantly being unpicked and paintings torn up. She is a very sensitive child.
          Georgie is quite different. He is a man of action, but not silent. He talks incessantly
          but lisps and stumbles over some words. At one time Ann and Georgie often
          conversed in Ki-Swahili but they now scorn to do so. If either forgets and uses a Swahili
          word, the other points a scornful finger and shouts “You black toto”.

          With love to all,
          Eleanor.

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            From Tanganyika with Love

            With thanks to Mike Rushby.

            • “The letters of Eleanor Dunbar Leslie to her parents and her sister in South Africa
              concerning her life with George Gilman Rushby of Tanganyika, and the trials and
              joys of bringing up a family in pioneering conditions.

            These letters were transcribed from copies of letters typed by Eleanor Rushby from
            the originals which were in the estate of Marjorie Leslie, Eleanor’s sister. Eleanor
            kept no diary of her life in Tanganyika, so these letters were the living record of an
            important part of her life.

            Prelude
            Having walked across Africa from the East coast to Ubangi Shauri Chad
            in French Equatorial Africa, hunting elephant all the way, George Rushby
            made his way down the Congo to Leopoldville. He then caught a ship to
            Europe and had a holiday in Brussels and Paris before visiting his family
            in England. He developed blackwater fever and was extremely ill for a
            while. When he recovered he went to London to arrange his return to
            Africa.

            Whilst staying at the Overseas Club he met Eileen Graham who had come
            to England from Cape Town to study music. On hearing that George was
            sailing for Cape Town she arranged to introduce him to her friend
            Eleanor Dunbar Leslie. “You’ll need someone lively to show you around,”
            she said. “She’s as smart as paint, a keen mountaineer, a very good school
            teacher, and she’s attractive. You can’t miss her, because her father is a
            well known Cape Town Magistrate. And,” she added “I’ve already written
            and told her what ship you are arriving on.”

            Eleanor duly met the ship. She and George immediately fell in love.
            Within thirty six hours he had proposed marriage and was accepted
            despite the misgivings of her parents. As she was under contract to her
            High School, she remained in South Africa for several months whilst
            George headed for Tanganyika looking for a farm where he could build
            their home.

            These details are a summary of chapter thirteen of the Biography of
            George Gilman Rushby ‘The Hunter is Death “ by T.V.Bulpin.

             

            Dearest Marj,
            Terrifically exciting news! I’ve just become engaged to an Englishman whom I
            met last Monday. The result is a family upheaval which you will have no difficulty in
            imagining!!

            The Aunts think it all highly romantic and cry in delight “Now isn’t that just like our
            El!” Mummy says she doesn’t know what to think, that anyway I was always a harum
            scarum and she rather expected something like this to happen. However I know that
            she thinks George highly attractive. “Such a nice smile and gentle manner, and such
            good hands“ she murmurs appreciatively. “But WHY AN ELEPHANT HUNTER?” she
            ends in a wail, as though elephant hunting was an unmentionable profession.
            Anyway I don’t think so. Anyone can marry a bank clerk or a lawyer or even a
            millionaire – but whoever heard of anyone marrying anyone as exciting as an elephant
            hunter? I’m thrilled to bits.

            Daddy also takes a dim view of George’s profession, and of George himself as
            a husband for me. He says that I am so impulsive and have such wild enthusiasms that I
            need someone conservative and steady to give me some serenity and some ballast.
            Dad says George is a handsome fellow and a good enough chap he is sure, but
            he is obviously a man of the world and hints darkly at a possible PAST. George says
            he has nothing of the kind and anyway I’m the first girl he has asked to marry him. I don’t
            care anyway, I’d gladly marry him tomorrow, but Dad has other ideas.

            He sat in his armchair to deliver his verdict, wearing the same look he must wear
            on the bench. If we marry, and he doesn’t think it would be a good thing, George must
            buy a comfortable house for me in Central Africa where I can stay safely when he goes
            hunting. I interrupted to say “But I’m going too”, but dad snubbed me saying that in no
            time at all I’ll have a family and one can’t go dragging babies around in the African Bush.”
            George takes his lectures with surprising calm. He says he can see Dad’s point of
            view much better than I can. He told the parents today that he plans to buy a small
            coffee farm in the Southern Highlands of Tanganyika and will build a cosy cottage which
            will be a proper home for both of us, and that he will only hunt occasionally to keep the
            pot boiling.

            Mummy, of course, just had to spill the beans. She said to George, “I suppose
            you know that Eleanor knows very little about house keeping and can’t cook at all.” a fact
            that I was keeping a dark secret. But George just said, “Oh she won’t have to work. The
            boys do all that sort of thing. She can lie on a couch all day and read if she likes.” Well
            you always did say that I was a “Lily of the field,” and what a good thing! If I were one of
            those terribly capable women I’d probably die of frustration because it seems that
            African house boys feel that they have lost face if their Memsahibs do anything but the
            most gracious chores.

            George is absolutely marvellous. He is strong and gentle and awfully good
            looking too. He is about 5 ft 10 ins tall and very broad. He wears his curly brown hair cut
            very short and has a close clipped moustache. He has strongly marked eyebrows and
            very striking blue eyes which sometimes turn grey or green. His teeth are strong and
            even and he has a quiet voice.

            I expect all this sounds too good to be true, but come home quickly and see for
            yourself. George is off to East Africa in three weeks time to buy our farm. I shall follow as
            soon as he has bought it and we will be married in Dar es Salaam.

            Dad has taken George for a walk “to get to know him” and that’s why I have time
            to write such a long screed. They should be back any minute now and I must fly and
            apply a bit of glamour.

            Much love my dear,
            your jubilant
            Eleanor

            S.S.Timavo. Durban. 28th.October. 1930.

            Dearest Family,
            Thank you for the lovely send off. I do wish you were all on board with me and
            could come and dance with me at my wedding. We are having a very comfortable
            voyage. There were only four of the passengers as far as Durban, all of them women,
            but I believe we are taking on more here. I have a most comfortable deck cabin to
            myself and the use of a sumptuous bathroom. No one is interested in deck games and I
            am having a lazy time, just sunbathing and reading.

            I sit at the Captain’s table and the meals are delicious – beautifully served. The
            butter for instance, is moulded into sprays of roses, most exquisitely done, and as for
            the ice-cream, I’ve never tasted anything like them.

            The meals are continental type and we have hors d’oeuvre in a great variety
            served on large round trays. The Italians souse theirs with oil, Ugh! We also of course
            get lots of spaghetti which I have some difficulty in eating. However this presents no
            problem to the Chief Engineer who sits opposite to me. He simply rolls it around his
            fork and somehow the spaghetti flows effortlessly from fork to mouth exactly like an
            ascending escalator. Wine is served at lunch and dinner – very mild and pleasant stuff.
            Of the women passengers the one i liked best was a young German widow
            from South west Africa who left the ship at East London to marry a man she had never
            met. She told me he owned a drapers shop and she was very happy at the prospect
            of starting a new life, as her previous marriage had ended tragically with the death of her
            husband and only child in an accident.

            I was most interested to see the bridegroom and stood at the rail beside the gay
            young widow when we docked at East London. I picked him out, without any difficulty,
            from the small group on the quay. He was a tall thin man in a smart grey suit and with a
            grey hat perched primly on his head. You can always tell from hats can’t you? I wasn’t
            surprised to see, when this German raised his head, that he looked just like the Kaiser’s
            “Little Willie”. Long thin nose and cold grey eyes and no smile of welcome on his tight
            mouth for the cheery little body beside me. I quite expected him to jerk his thumb and
            stalk off, expecting her to trot at his heel.

            However she went off blithely enough. Next day before the ship sailed, she
            was back and I saw her talking to the Captain. She began to cry and soon after the
            Captain patted her on the shoulder and escorted her to the gangway. Later the Captain
            told me that the girl had come to ask him to allow her to work her passage back to
            Germany where she had some relations. She had married the man the day before but
            she disliked him because he had deceived her by pretending that he owned a shop
            whereas he was only a window dresser. Bad show for both.

            The Captain and the Chief Engineer are the only officers who mix socially with
            the passengers. The captain seems rather a melancholy type with, I should say, no
            sense of humour. He speaks fair English with an American accent. He tells me that he
            was on the San Francisco run during Prohibition years in America and saw many Film
            Stars chiefly “under the influence” as they used to flock on board to drink. The Chief
            Engineer is big and fat and cheerful. His English is anything but fluent but he makes up
            for it in mime.

            I visited the relations and friends at Port Elizabeth and East London, and here at
            Durban. I stayed with the Trotters and Swans and enjoyed myself very much at both
            places. I have collected numerous wedding presents, china and cutlery, coffee
            percolator and ornaments, and where I shall pack all these things I don’t know. Everyone has been terribly kind and I feel extremely well and happy.

            At the start of the voyage I had a bit of bad luck. You will remember that a
            perfectly foul South Easter was blowing. Some men were busy working on a deck
            engine and I stopped to watch and a tiny fragment of steel blew into my eye. There is
            no doctor on board so the stewardess put some oil into the eye and bandaged it up.
            The eye grew more and more painful and inflamed and when when we reached Port
            Elizabeth the Captain asked the Port Doctor to look at it. The Doctor said it was a job for
            an eye specialist and telephoned from the ship to make an appointment. Luckily for me,
            Vincent Tofts turned up at the ship just then and took me off to the specialist and waited
            whilst he extracted the fragment with a giant magnet. The specialist said that I was very
            lucky as the thing just missed the pupil of my eye so my sight will not be affected. I was
            temporarily blinded by the Belladona the eye-man put in my eye so he fitted me with a
            pair of black goggles and Vincent escorted me back to the ship. Don’t worry the eye is
            now as good as ever and George will not have to take a one-eyed bride for better or
            worse.

            I have one worry and that is that the ship is going to be very much overdue by
            the time we reach Dar es Salaam. She is taking on a big wool cargo and we were held
            up for three days in East london and have been here in Durban for five days.
            Today is the ninth Anniversary of the Fascist Movement and the ship was
            dressed with bunting and flags. I must now go and dress for the gala dinner.

            Bless you all,
            Eleanor.

            S.S.Timavo. 6th. November 1930

            Dearest Family,

            Nearly there now. We called in at Lourenco Marques, Beira, Mozambique and
            Port Amelia. I was the only one of the original passengers left after Durban but there we
            took on a Mrs Croxford and her mother and two men passengers. Mrs C must have
            something, certainly not looks. She has a flat figure, heavily mascared eyes and crooked
            mouth thickly coated with lipstick. But her rather sweet old mother-black-pearls-type tells
            me they are worn out travelling around the world trying to shake off an admirer who
            pursues Mrs C everywhere.

            The one male passenger is very quiet and pleasant. The old lady tells me that he
            has recently lost his wife. The other passenger is a horribly bumptious type.
            I had my hair beautifully shingled at Lourenco Marques, but what an experience it
            was. Before we docked I asked the Captain whether he knew of a hairdresser, but he
            said he did not and would have to ask the agent when he came aboard. The agent was
            a very suave Asian. He said “Sure he did” and offered to take me in his car. I rather
            doubtfully agreed — such a swarthy gentleman — and was driven, not to a hairdressing
            establishment, but to his office. Then he spoke to someone on the telephone and in no
            time at all a most dago-y type arrived carrying a little black bag. He was all patent
            leather, hair, and flashing smile, and greeted me like an old and valued friend.
            Before I had collected my scattered wits tthe Agent had flung open a door and
            ushered me through, and I found myself seated before an ornate mirror in what was only
            too obviously a bedroom. It was a bedroom with a difference though. The unmade bed
            had no legs but hung from the ceiling on brass chains.

            The agent beamingly shut the door behind him and I was left with my imagination
            and the afore mentioned oily hairdresser. He however was very business like. Before I
            could say knife he had shingled my hair with a cut throat razor and then, before I could
            protest, had smothered my neck in stinking pink powder applied with an enormous and
            filthy swansdown powder puff. He held up a mirror for me to admire his handiwork but I
            was aware only of the enormous bed reflected in it, and hurriedly murmuring “very nice,
            very nice” I made my escape to the outer office where, to my relief, I found the Chief
            Engineer who escorted me back to the ship.

            In the afternoon Mrs Coxford and the old lady and I hired a taxi and went to the
            Polana Hotel for tea. Very swish but I like our Cape Peninsula beaches better.
            At Lorenco Marques we took on more passengers. The Governor of
            Portuguese Nyasaland and his wife and baby son. He was a large middle aged man,
            very friendly and unassuming and spoke perfect English. His wife was German and
            exquisite, as fragile looking and with the delicate colouring of a Dresden figurine. She
            looked about 18 but she told me she was 28 and showed me photographs of two
            other sons – hefty youngsters, whom she had left behind in Portugal and was missing
            very much.

            It was frightfully hot at Beira and as I had no money left I did not go up to the
            town, but Mrs Croxford and I spent a pleasant hour on the beach under the Casurina
            trees.

            The Governor and his wife left the ship at Mozambique. He looked very
            imposing in his starched uniform and she more Dresden Sheperdish than ever in a
            flowered frock. There was a guard of honour and all the trimmings. They bade me a warm farewell and invited George and me to stay at any time.

            The German ship “Watussi” was anchored in the Bay and I decided to visit her
            and try and have my hair washed and set. I had no sooner stepped on board when a
            lady came up to me and said “Surely you are Beeba Leslie.” It was Mrs Egan and she
            had Molly with her. Considering Mrs Egan had not seen me since I was five I think it was
            jolly clever of her to recognise me. Molly is charming and was most friendly. She fixed
            things with the hairdresser and sat with me until the job was done. Afterwards I had tea
            with them.

            Port Amelia was our last stop. In fact the only person to go ashore was Mr
            Taylor, the unpleasant man, and he returned at sunset very drunk indeed.
            We reached Port Amelia on the 3rd – my birthday. The boat had anchored by
            the time I was dressed and when I went on deck I saw several row boats cluttered
            around the gangway and in them were natives with cages of wild birds for sale. Such tiny
            crowded cages. I was furious, you know me. I bought three cages, carried them out on
            to the open deck and released the birds. I expected them to fly to the land but they flew
            straight up into the rigging.

            The quiet male passenger wandered up and asked me what I was doing. I said
            “I’m giving myself a birthday treat, I hate to see caged birds.” So next thing there he
            was buying birds which he presented to me with “Happy Birthday.” I gladly set those
            birds free too and they joined the others in the rigging.

            Then a grinning steward came up with three more cages. “For the lady with
            compliments of the Captain.” They lost no time in joining their friends.
            It had given me so much pleasure to free the birds that I was only a little
            discouraged when the quiet man said thoughtfully “This should encourage those bird
            catchers you know, they are sold out. When evening came and we were due to sail I
            was sure those birds would fly home, but no, they are still there and they will probably
            remain until we dock at Dar es Salaam.

            During the morning the Captain came up and asked me what my Christian name
            is. He looked as grave as ever and I couldn’t think why it should interest him but said “the
            name is Eleanor.” That night at dinner there was a large iced cake in the centre of the
            table with “HELENA” in a delicate wreath of pink icing roses on the top. We had
            champagne and everyone congratulated me and wished me good luck in my marriage.
            A very nice gesture don’t you think. The unpleasant character had not put in an
            appearance at dinner which made the party all the nicer

            I sat up rather late in the lounge reading a book and by the time I went to bed
            there was not a soul around. I bathed and changed into my nighty,walked into my cabin,
            shed my dressing gown, and pottered around. When I was ready for bed I put out my
            hand to draw the curtains back and a hand grasped my wrist. It was that wretched
            creature outside my window on the deck, still very drunk. Luckily I was wearing that
            heavy lilac silk nighty. I was livid. “Let go at once”, I said, but he only grinned stupidly.
            “I’m not hurting you” he said, “only looking”. “I’ll ring for the steward” said I, and by
            stretching I managed to press the bell with my free hand. I rang and rang but no one
            came and he just giggled. Then I said furiously, “Remember this name, George
            Rushby, he is a fine boxer and he hates specimens like you. When he meets me at Dar
            es Salaam I shall tell him about this and I bet you will be sorry.” However he still held on
            so I turned and knocked hard on the adjoining wall which divided my cabin from Mrs
            Croxfords. Soon Mrs Croxford and the old lady appeared in dressing gowns . This
            seemed to amuse the drunk even more though he let go my wrist. So whilst the old
            lady stayed with me, Mrs C fetched the quiet passenger who soon hustled him off. He has kept out of my way ever since. However I still mean to tell George because I feel
            the fellow got off far too lightly. I reported the matter to the Captain but he just remarked
            that he always knew the man was low class because he never wears a jacket to meals.
            This is my last night on board and we again had free champagne and I was given
            some tooled leather work by the Captain and a pair of good paste earrings by the old
            lady. I have invited them and Mrs Croxford, the Chief Engineer, and the quiet
            passenger to the wedding.

            This may be my last night as Eleanor Leslie and I have spent this long while
            writing to you just as a little token of my affection and gratitude for all the years of your
            love and care. I shall post this letter on the ship and must turn now and get some beauty
            sleep. We have been told that we shall be in Dar es Salaam by 9 am. I am so excited
            that I shall not sleep.

            Very much love, and just for fun I’ll sign my full name for the last time.
            with my “bes respeks”,

            Eleanor Leslie.

            Eleanor and George Rushby:

            Eleanor and George Rushby

            Splendid Hotel, Dar es Salaam 11th November 1930

            Dearest Family,

            I’m writing this in the bedroom whilst George is out buying a tin trunk in which to
            pack all our wedding presents. I expect he will be gone a long time because he has
            gone out with Hicky Wood and, though our wedding was four days ago, it’s still an
            excuse for a party. People are all very cheery and friendly here.
            I am wearing only pants and slip but am still hot. One swelters here in the
            mornings, but a fresh sea breeze blows in the late afternoons and then Dar es Salaam is
            heavenly.

            We arrived in Dar es Salaam harbour very early on Friday morning (7 th Nov).
            The previous night the Captain had said we might not reach Dar. until 9 am, and certainly
            no one would be allowed on board before 8 am. So I dawdled on the deck in my
            dressing gown and watched the green coastline and the islands slipping by. I stood on
            the deck outside my cabin and was not aware that I was looking out at the wrong side of
            the landlocked harbour. Quite unknown to me George and some friends, the Hickson
            Woods, were standing on the Gymkhana Beach on the opposite side of the channel
            anxiously scanning the ship for a sign of me. George says he had a horrible idea I had
            missed the ship. Blissfully unconscious of his anxiety I wandered into the bathroom
            prepared for a good soak. The anchor went down when I was in the bath and suddenly
            there was a sharp wrap on the door and I heard Mrs Croxford say “There’s a man in a
            boat outside. He is looking out for someone and I’m sure it’s your George. I flung on
            some clothes and rushed on deck with tousled hair and bare feet and it was George.
            We had a marvellous reunion. George was wearing shorts and bush shirt and
            looked just like the strong silent types one reads about in novels. I finished dressing then
            George helped me bundle all the wedding presents I had collected en route into my
            travelling rug and we went into the bar lounge to join the Hickson Woods. They are the
            couple from whom George bought the land which is to be our coffee farm Hicky-Wood
            was laughing when we joined them. he said he had called a chap to bring a couple of
            beers thinking he was the steward but it turned out to be the Captain. He does wear
            such a very plain uniform that I suppose it was easy to make the mistake, but Hicky
            says he was not amused.

            Anyway as the H-W’s are to be our neighbours I’d better describe them. Kath
            Wood is very attractive, dark Irish, with curly black hair and big brown eyes. She was
            married before to Viv Lumb a great friend of George’s who died some years ago of
            blackwater fever. They had one little girl, Maureen, and Kath and Hicky have a small son
            of three called Michael. Hicky is slightly below average height and very neat and dapper
            though well built. He is a great one for a party and good fun but George says he can be
            bad tempered.

            Anyway we all filed off the ship and Hicky and Cath went on to the hotel whilst
            George and I went through customs. Passing the customs was easy. Everyone
            seemed to know George and that it was his wedding day and I just sailed through,
            except for the little matter of the rug coming undone when George and I had to scramble
            on the floor for candlesticks and fruit knives and a wooden nut bowl.
            Outside the customs shed we were mobbed by a crowd of jabbering Africans
            offering their services as porters, and soon my luggage was piled in one rickshaw whilst
            George and I climbed into another and we were born smoothly away on rubber shod
            wheels to the Splendid Hotel. The motion was pleasing enough but it seemed weird to
            be pulled along by one human being whilst another pushed behind.  We turned up a street called Acacia Avenue which, as its name implies, is lined
            with flamboyant acacia trees now in the full glory of scarlet and gold. The rickshaw
            stopped before the Splendid Hotel and I was taken upstairs into a pleasant room which
            had its own private balcony overlooking the busy street.

            Here George broke the news that we were to be married in less than an hours
            time. He would have to dash off and change and then go straight to the church. I would
            be quite all right, Kath would be looking in and friends would fetch me.
            I started to dress and soon there was a tap at the door and Mrs Hickson-Wood
            came in with my bouquet. It was a lovely bunch of carnations and frangipani with lots of
            asparagus fern and it went well with my primrose yellow frock. She admired my frock
            and Leghorn hat and told me that her little girl Maureen was to be my flower girl. Then
            she too left for the church.

            I was fully dressed when there was another knock on the door and I opened it to
            be confronted by a Police Officer in a starched white uniform. I’m McCallum”, he said,
            “I’ve come to drive you to the church.” Downstairs he introduced me to a big man in a
            tussore silk suit. “This is Dr Shicore”, said McCallum, “He is going to give you away.”
            Honestly, I felt exactly like Alice in Wonderland. Wouldn’t have been at all surprised if
            the White Rabbit had popped up and said he was going to be my page.

            I walked out of the hotel and across the pavement in a dream and there, by the
            curb, was a big dark blue police car decorated with white ribbons and with a tall African
            Police Ascari holding the door open for me. I had hardly time to wonder what next when
            the car drew up before a tall German looking church. It was in fact the Lutheran Church in
            the days when Tanganyika was German East Africa.

            Mrs Hickson-Wood, very smart in mushroom coloured georgette and lace, and
            her small daughter were waiting in the porch, so in we went. I was glad to notice my
            friends from the boat sitting behind George’s friends who were all complete strangers to
            me. The aisle seemed very long but at last I reached George waiting in the chancel with
            Hicky-Wood, looking unfamiliar in a smart tussore suit. However this feeling of unreality
            passed when he turned his head and smiled at me.

            In the vestry after the ceremony I was kissed affectionately by several complete
            strangers and I felt happy and accepted by George’s friends. Outside the church,
            standing apart from the rest of the guests, the Italian Captain and Chief Engineer were
            waiting. They came up and kissed my hand, and murmured felicitations, but regretted
            they could not spare the time to come to the reception. Really it was just as well
            because they would not have fitted in at all well.

            Dr Shircore is the Director of Medical Services and he had very kindly lent his
            large house for the reception. It was quite a party. The guests were mainly men with a
            small sprinkling of wives. Champagne corks popped and there was an enormous cake
            and soon voices were raised in song. The chief one was ‘Happy Days Are Here Again’
            and I shall remember it for ever.

            The party was still in full swing when George and I left. The old lady from the ship
            enjoyed it hugely. She came in an all black outfit with a corsage of artificial Lily-of-the-
            Valley. Later I saw one of the men wearing the corsage in his buttonhole and the old
            lady was wearing a carnation.

            When George and I got back to the hotel,I found that my luggage had been
            moved to George’s room by his cook Lamek, who was squatting on his haunches and
            clapped his hands in greeting. My dears, you should see Lamek – exactly like a
            chimpanzee – receding forehead, wide flat nose, and long lip, and such splayed feet. It was quite a strain not to laugh, especially when he produced a gift for me. I have not yet
            discovered where he acquired it. It was a faded mauve straw toque of the kind worn by
            Queen Mary. I asked George to tell Lamek that I was touched by his generosity but felt
            that I could not accept his gift. He did not mind at all especially as George gave him a
            generous tip there and then.

            I changed into a cotton frock and shady straw hat and George changed into shorts
            and bush shirt once more. We then sneaked into the dining room for lunch avoiding our
            wedding guests who were carrying on the party in the lounge.

            After lunch we rejoined them and they all came down to the jetty to wave goodbye
            as we set out by motor launch for Honeymoon Island. I enjoyed the launch trip very
            much. The sea was calm and very blue and the palm fringed beaches of Dar es Salaam
            are as romantic as any bride could wish. There are small coral islands dotted around the
            Bay of which Honeymoon Island is the loveliest. I believe at one time it bore the less
            romantic name of Quarantine Island. Near the Island, in the shallows, the sea is brilliant
            green and I saw two pink jellyfish drifting by.

            There is no jetty on the island so the boat was stopped in shallow water and
            George carried me ashore. I was enchanted with the Island and in no hurry to go to the
            bungalow, so George and I took our bathing costumes from our suitcases and sent the
            luggage up to the house together with a box of provisions.

            We bathed and lazed on the beach and suddenly it was sunset and it began to
            get dark. We walked up the beach to the bungalow and began to unpack the stores,
            tea, sugar, condensed milk, bread and butter, sardines and a large tin of ham. There
            were also cups and saucers and plates and cutlery.

            We decided to have an early meal and George called out to the caretaker, “Boy
            letta chai”. Thereupon the ‘boy’ materialised and jabbered to George in Ki-Swaheli. It
            appeared he had no utensil in which to boil water. George, ever resourceful, removed
            the ham from the tin and gave him that. We had our tea all right but next day the ham
            was bad.

            Then came bed time. I took a hurricane lamp in one hand and my suitcase in the
            other and wandered into the bedroom whilst George vanished into the bathroom. To
            my astonishment I saw two perfectly bare iron bedsteads – no mattress or pillows. We
            had brought sheets and mosquito nets but, believe me, they are a poor substitute for a
            mattress.

            Anyway I arrayed myself in my pale yellow satin nightie and sat gingerly down
            on the iron edge of the bed to await my groom who eventually appeared in a
            handsome suit of silk pyjamas. His expression, as he took in the situation, was too much
            for me and I burst out laughing and so did he.

            Somewhere in the small hours I woke up. The breeze had dropped and the
            room was unbearably stuffy. I felt as dry as a bone. The lamp had been turned very
            low and had gone out, but I remembered seeing a water tank in the yard and I decided
            to go out in the dark and drink from the tap. In the dark I could not find my slippers so I
            slipped my feet into George’s shoes, picked up his matches and groped my way out
            of the room. I found the tank all right and with one hand on the tap and one cupped for
            water I stooped to drink. Just then I heard a scratchy noise and sensed movements
            around my feet. I struck a match and oh horrors! found that the damp spot on which I was
            standing was alive with white crabs. In my hurry to escape I took a clumsy step, put
            George’s big toe on the hem of my nightie and down I went on top of the crabs. I need
            hardly say that George was awakened by an appalling shriek and came rushing to my
            aid like a knight of old.  Anyway, alarms and excursions not withstanding, we had a wonderful weekend on the island and I was sorry to return to the heat of Dar es Salaam, though the evenings
            here are lovely and it is heavenly driving along the coast road by car or in a rickshaw.
            I was surprised to find so many Indians here. Most of the shops, large and small,
            seem to be owned by Indians and the place teems with them. The women wear
            colourful saris and their hair in long black plaits reaching to their waists. Many wear baggy
            trousers of silk or satin. They give a carnival air to the sea front towards sunset.
            This long letter has been written in instalments throughout the day. My first break
            was when I heard the sound of a band and rushed to the balcony in time to see The
            Kings African Rifles band and Askaris march down the Avenue on their way to an
            Armistice Memorial Service. They looked magnificent.

            I must end on a note of most primitive pride. George returned from his shopping
            expedition and beamingly informed me that he had thrashed the man who annoyed me
            on the ship. I felt extremely delighted and pressed for details. George told me that
            when he went out shopping he noticed to his surprise that the ‘Timavo” was still in the
            harbour. He went across to the Agents office and there saw a man who answered to the
            description I had given. George said to him “Is your name Taylor?”, and when he said
            “yes”, George said “Well my name is George Rushby”, whereupon he hit Taylor on the
            jaw so that he sailed over the counter and down the other side. Very satisfactory, I feel.
            With much love to all.

            Your cave woman
            Eleanor.

            Mchewe Estate. P.O. Mbeya 22 November 1930

            Dearest Family,

            Well here we are at our Country Seat, Mchewe Estate. (pronounced
            Mn,-che’-we) but I will start at the beginning of our journey and describe the farm later.
            We left the hotel at Dar es Salaam for the station in a taxi crowded with baggage
            and at the last moment Keith Wood ran out with the unwrapped bottom layer of our
            wedding cake. It remained in its naked state from there to here travelling for two days in
            the train on the luggage rack, four days in the car on my knee, reposing at night on the
            roof of the car exposed to the winds of Heaven, and now rests beside me in the tent
            looking like an old old tombstone. We have no tin large enough to hold it and one
            simply can’t throw away ones wedding cake so, as George does not eat cake, I can see
            myself eating wedding cake for tea for months to come, ants permitting.

            We travelled up by train from Dar to Dodoma, first through the lush vegetation of
            the coastal belt to Morogoro, then through sisal plantations now very overgrown with
            weeds owing to the slump in prices, and then on to the arid area around Dodoma. This
            part of the country is very dry at this time of the year and not unlike parts of our Karoo.
            The train journey was comfortable enough but slow as the engines here are fed with
            wood and not coal as in South Africa.

            Dodoma is the nearest point on the railway to Mbeya so we left the train there to
            continue our journey by road. We arrived at the one and only hotel in the early hours and
            whilst someone went to rout out the night watchman the rest of us sat on the dismal
            verandah amongst a litter of broken glass. Some bright spark remarked on the obvious –
            that there had been a party the night before.

            When we were shown to a room I thought I rather preferred the verandah,
            because the beds had not yet been made up and there was a bucket of vomit beside
            the old fashioned washstand. However George soon got the boys to clean up the
            room and I fell asleep to be awakened by George with an invitation to come and see
            our car before breakfast.

            Yes, we have our own car. It is a Chev, with what is called a box body. That
            means that sides, roof and doors are made by a local Indian carpenter. There is just the
            one front seat with a kapok mattress on it. The tools are kept in a sort of cupboard fixed
            to the side so there is a big space for carrying “safari kit” behind the cab seat.
            Lamek, who had travelled up on the same train, appeared after breakfast, and
            helped George to pack all our luggage into the back of the car. Besides our suitcases
            there was a huge bedroll, kitchen utensils and a box of provisions, tins of petrol and
            water and all Lamek’s bits and pieces which included three chickens in a wicker cage and
            an enormous bunch of bananas about 3 ft long.

            When all theses things were packed there remained only a small space between
            goods and ceiling and into this Lamek squeezed. He lay on his back with his horny feet a
            mere inch or so from the back of my head. In this way we travelled 400 miles over
            bumpy earth roads and crude pole bridges, but whenever we stopped for a meal
            Lamek wriggled out and, like Aladdin’s genie, produced good meals in no time at all.
            In the afternoon we reached a large river called the Ruaha. Workmen were busy
            building a large bridge across it but it is not yet ready so we crossed by a ford below
            the bridge. George told me that the river was full of crocodiles but though I looked hard, I
            did not see any. This is also elephant country but I did not see any of those either, only
            piles of droppings on the road. I must tell you that the natives around these parts are called Wahehe and the river is Ruaha – enough to make a cat laugh. We saw some Wahehe out hunting with spears
            and bows and arrows. They live in long low houses with the tiniest shuttered windows
            and rounded roofs covered with earth.

            Near the river we also saw a few Masai herding cattle. They are rather terrifying to
            look at – tall, angular, and very aloof. They wear nothing but a blanket knotted on one
            shoulder, concealing nothing, and all carried one or two spears.
            The road climbs steeply on the far side of the Ruaha and one has the most
            tremendous views over the plains. We spent our first night up there in the high country.
            Everything was taken out of the car, the bed roll opened up and George and I slept
            comfortably in the back of the car whilst Lamek, rolled in a blanket, slept soundly by a
            small fire nearby. Next morning we reached our first township, Iringa, and put up at the
            Colonist Hotel. We had a comfortable room in the annex overlooking the golf course.
            our room had its own little dressing room which was also the bathroom because, when
            ordered to do so, the room boy carried in an oval galvanised bath and filled it with hot
            water which he carried in a four gallon petrol tin.

            When we crossed to the main building for lunch, George was immediately hailed
            by several men who wanted to meet the bride. I was paid some handsome
            compliments but was not sure whether they were sincere or the result of a nice alcoholic
            glow. Anyhow every one was very friendly.

            After lunch I went back to the bedroom leaving George chatting away. I waited and
            waited – no George. I got awfully tired of waiting and thought I’d give him a fright so I
            walked out onto the deserted golf course and hid behind some large boulders. Soon I
            saw George returning to the room and the boy followed with a tea tray. Ah, now the hue
            and cry will start, thought I, but no, no George appeared nor could I hear any despairing
            cry. When sunset came I trailed crossly back to our hotel room where George lay
            innocently asleep on his bed, hands folded on his chest like a crusader on his tomb. In a
            moment he opened his eyes, smiled sleepily and said kindly, “Did you have a nice walk
            my love?” So of course I couldn’t play the neglected wife as he obviously didn’t think
            me one and we had a very pleasant dinner and party in the hotel that evening.
            Next day we continued our journey but turned aside to visit the farm of a sprightly
            old man named St.Leger Seaton whom George had known for many years, so it was
            after dark before George decided that we had covered our quota of miles for the day.
            Whilst he and Lamek unpacked I wandered off to a stream to cool my hot feet which had
            baked all day on the floor boards of the car. In the rather dim moonlight I sat down on the
            grassy bank and gratefully dabbled my feet in the cold water. A few minutes later I
            started up with a shriek – I had the sensation of red hot pins being dug into all my most
            sensitive parts. I started clawing my clothes off and, by the time George came to the
            rescue with the lamp, I was practically in the nude. “Only Siafu ants,” said George calmly.
            Take off all your clothes and get right in the water.” So I had a bathe whilst George
            picked the ants off my clothes by the light of the lamp turned very low for modesty’s
            sake. Siafu ants are beastly things. They are black ants with outsized heads and
            pinchers. I shall be very, very careful where I sit in future.

            The next day was even hotter. There was no great variety in the scenery. Most
            of the country was covered by a tree called Miombo, which is very ordinary when the
            foliage is a mature deep green, but when in new leaf the trees look absolutely beautiful
            as the leaves,surprisingly, are soft pastel shades of red and yellow.

            Once again we turned aside from the main road to visit one of George’s friends.
            This man Major Hugh Jones MC, has a farm only a few miles from ours but just now he is supervising the making of an airstrip. Major Jones is quite a character. He is below
            average height and skinny with an almost bald head and one nearly blind eye into which
            he screws a monocle. He is a cultured person and will, I am sure, make an interesting
            neighbour. George and Major Jones’ friends call him ‘Joni’ but he is generally known in
            this country as ‘Ropesoles’ – as he is partial to that type of footwear.
            We passed through Mbeya township after dark so I have no idea what the place
            is like. The last 100 miles of our journey was very dusty and the last 15 miles extremely
            bumpy. The road is used so little that in some places we had to plow our way through
            long grass and I was delighted when at last George turned into a side road and said
            “This is our place.” We drove along the bank of the Mchewe River, then up a hill and
            stopped at a tent which was pitched beside the half built walls of our new home. We
            were expected so there was hot water for baths and after a supper of tinned food and
            good hot tea, I climbed thankfully into bed.

            Next morning I was awakened by the chattering of the African workmen and was
            soon out to inspect the new surroundings. Our farm was once part of Hickson Wood’s
            land and is separated from theirs by a river. Our houses cannot be more than a few
            hundred yards apart as the crow flies but as both are built on the slopes of a long range
            of high hills, and one can only cross the river at the foot of the slopes, it will be quite a
            safari to go visiting on foot . Most of our land is covered with shoulder high grass but it
            has been partly cleared of trees and scrub. Down by the river George has made a long
            coffee nursery and a large vegetable garden but both coffee and vegetable seedlings
            are too small to be of use.

            George has spared all the trees that will make good shade for the coffee later on.
            There are several huge wild fig trees as big as oaks but with smooth silvery-green trunks
            and branches and there are lots of acacia thorn trees with flat tops like Japanese sun
            shades. I’ve seen lovely birds in the fig trees, Louries with bright plumage and crested
            heads, and Blue Rollers, and in the grasslands there are widow birds with incredibly long
            black tail feathers.

            There are monkeys too and horrible but fascinating tree lizards with blue bodies
            and orange heads. There are so many, many things to tell you but they must wait for
            another time as James, the house boy, has been to say “Bafu tiari” and if I don’t go at
            once, the bath will be cold.

            I am very very happy and terribly interested in this new life so please don’t
            worry about me.

            Much love to you all,
            Eleanor.

            Mchewe Estate 29th. November 1930

            Dearest Family,

            I’ve lots of time to write letters just now because George is busy supervising the
            building of the house from early morning to late afternoon – with a break for lunch of
            course.

            On our second day here our tent was moved from the house site to a small
            clearing further down the slope of our hill. Next to it the labourers built a ‘banda’ , which is
            a three sided grass hut with thatched roof – much cooler than the tent in this weather.
            There is also a little grass lav. so you see we have every convenience. I spend most of
            my day in the banda reading or writing letters. Occasionally I wander up to the house site
            and watch the building, but mostly I just sit.

            I did try exploring once. I wandered down a narrow path towards the river. I
            thought I might paddle and explore the river a little but I came round a bend and there,
            facing me, was a crocodile. At least for a moment I thought it was and my adrenaline
            glands got very busy indeed. But it was only an enormous monitor lizard, four or five
            feet long. It must have been as scared as I was because it turned and rushed off through
            the grass. I turned and walked hastily back to the camp and as I passed the house site I
            saw some boys killing a large puff adder. Now I do my walking in the evenings with
            George. Nothing alarming ever seems to happen when he is around.

            It is interesting to watch the boys making bricks for the house. They make a pile
            of mud which they trample with their feet until it is the right consistency. Then they fill
            wooden moulds with the clayey mud, and press it down well and turn out beautiful shiny,
            dark brown bricks which are laid out in rows and covered with grass to bake slowly in the
            sun.

            Most of the materials for the building are right here at hand. The walls will be sun
            dried bricks and there is a white clay which will make a good whitewash for the inside
            walls. The chimney and walls will be of burnt brick and tiles and George is now busy
            building a kiln for this purpose. Poles for the roof are being cut in the hills behind the
            house and every day women come along with large bundles of thatching grass on their
            heads. Our windows are modern steel casement ones and the doors have been made
            at a mission in the district. George does some of the bricklaying himself. The other
            bricklayer is an African from Northern Rhodesia called Pedro. It makes me perspire just
            to look at Pedro who wears an overcoat all day in the very hot sun.
            Lamek continues to please. He turns out excellent meals, chicken soup followed
            by roast chicken, vegetables from the Hickson-Woods garden and a steamed pudding
            or fruit to wind up the meal. I enjoy the chicken but George is fed up with it and longs for
            good red meat. The chickens are only about as large as a partridge but then they cost
            only sixpence each.

            I had my first visit to Mbeya two days ago. I put on my very best trousseau frock
            for the occasion- that yellow striped silk one – and wore my wedding hat. George didn’t
            comment, but I saw later that I was dreadfully overdressed.
            Mbeya at the moment is a very small settlement consisting of a bundle of small
            Indian shops – Dukas they call them, which stock European tinned foods and native soft
            goods which seem to be mainly of Japanese origin. There is a one storied Government
            office called the Boma and two attractive gabled houses of burnt brick which house the
            District Officer and his Assistant. Both these houses have lovely gardens but i saw them
            only from the outside as we did not call. After buying our stores George said “Lets go to the pub, I want you to meet Mrs Menzies.” Well the pub turned out to be just three or four grass rondavels on a bare
            plot. The proprietor, Ken Menzies, came out to welcome us. I took to him at once
            because he has the same bush sandy eyebrows as you have Dad. He told me that
            unfortunately his wife is away at the coast, and then he ushered me through the door
            saying “Here’s George with his bride.” then followed the Iringa welcome all over again,
            only more so, because the room was full of diggers from the Lupa Goldfields about fifty
            miles away.

            Champagne corks popped as I shook hands all around and George was
            clapped on the back. I could see he was a favourite with everyone and I tried not to be
            gauche and let him down. These men were all most kind and most appeared to be men
            of more than average education. However several were unshaven and looked as
            though they had slept in their clothes as I suppose they had. When they have a little luck
            on the diggings they come in here to Menzies pub and spend the lot. George says
            they bring their gold dust and small nuggets in tobacco tins or Kruschen salts jars and
            hand them over to Ken Menzies saying “Tell me when I’ve spent the lot.” Ken then
            weighs the gold and estimates its value and does exactly what the digger wants.
            However the Diggers get good value for their money because besides the drink
            they get companionship and good food and nursing if they need it. Mrs Menzies is a
            trained nurse and most kind and capable from what I was told. There is no doctor or
            hospital here so her experience as a nursing sister is invaluable.
            We had lunch at the Hotel and afterwards I poured tea as I was the only female
            present. Once the shyness had worn off I rather enjoyed myself.

            Now to end off I must tell you a funny story of how I found out that George likes
            his women to be feminine. You will remember those dashing black silk pyjamas Aunt
            Mary gave me, with flowered “happy coat” to match. Well last night I thought I’d give
            George a treat and when the boy called me for my bath I left George in the ‘banda’
            reading the London Times. After my bath I put on my Japanese pyjamas and coat,
            peered into the shaving mirror which hangs from the tent pole and brushed my hair until it
            shone. I must confess that with my fringe and shingled hair I thought I made quite a
            glamourous Japanese girl. I walked coyly across to the ‘banda’. Alas no compliment.
            George just glanced up from the Times and went on reading.
            He was away rather a long time when it came to his turn to bath. I glanced up
            when he came back and had a slight concussion. George, if you please, was arrayed in
            my very best pale yellow satin nightie. The one with the lace and ribbon sash and little
            bows on the shoulder. I knew exactly what he meant to convey. I was not to wear the
            trousers in the family. I seethed inwardly, but pretending not to notice, I said calmly “shall
            I call for food?” In this garb George sat down to dinner and it says a great deal for African
            phlegm that the boy did not drop the dishes.

            We conversed politely about this and that, and then, as usual, George went off
            to bed. I appeared to be engrossed in my book and did not stir. When I went to the
            tent some time later George lay fast asleep still in my nightie, though all I could see of it
            was the little ribbon bows looking farcically out of place on his broad shoulders.
            This morning neither of us mentioned the incident, George was up and dressed
            by the time I woke up but I have been smiling all day to think what a ridiculous picture
            we made at dinner. So farewell to pyjamas and hey for ribbons and bows.

            Your loving
            Eleanor.

            Mchewe Estate. Mbeya. 8th December 1930

            Dearest Family,

            A mere shadow of her former buxom self lifts a languid pen to write to you. I’m
            convalescing after my first and I hope my last attack of malaria. It was a beastly
            experience but all is now well and I am eating like a horse and will soon regain my
            bounce.

            I took ill on the evening of the day I wrote my last letter to you. It started with a
            splitting headache and fits of shivering. The symptoms were all too familiar to George
            who got me into bed and filled me up with quinine. He then piled on all the available
            blankets and packed me in hot water bottles. I thought I’d explode and said so and
            George said just to lie still and I’d soon break into a good sweat. However nothing of the
            kind happened and next day my temperature was 105 degrees. Instead of feeling
            miserable as I had done at the onset, I now felt very merry and most chatty. George
            now tells me I sang the most bawdy songs but I hardly think it likely. Do you?
            You cannot imagine how tenderly George nursed me, not only that day but
            throughout the whole eight days I was ill. As we do not employ any African house
            women, and there are no white women in the neighbourhood at present to whom we
            could appeal for help, George had to do everything for me. It was unbearably hot in the
            tent so George decided to move me across to the Hickson-Woods vacant house. They
            have not yet returned from the coast.

            George decided I was too weak to make the trip in the car so he sent a
            messenger over to the Woods’ house for their Machila. A Machila is a canopied canvas
            hammock slung from a bamboo pole and carried by four bearers. The Machila duly
            arrived and I attempted to walk to it, clinging to George’s arm, but collapsed in a faint so
            the trip was postponed to the next morning when I felt rather better. Being carried by
            Machila is quite pleasant but I was in no shape to enjoy anything and got thankfully into
            bed in the Hickson-Woods large, cool and rather dark bedroom. My condition did not
            improve and George decided to send a runner for the Government Doctor at Tukuyu
            about 60 miles away. Two days later Dr Theis arrived by car and gave me two
            injections of quinine which reduced the fever. However I still felt very weak and had to
            spend a further four days in bed.

            We have now decided to stay on here until the Hickson-Woods return by which
            time our own house should be ready. George goes off each morning and does not
            return until late afternoon. However don’t think “poor Eleanor” because I am very
            comfortable here and there are lots of books to read and the days seem to pass very
            quickly.

            The Hickson-Wood’s house was built by Major Jones and I believe the one on
            his shamba is just like it. It is a square red brick building with a wide verandah all around
            and, rather astonishingly, a conical thatched roof. There is a beautiful view from the front
            of the house and a nice flower garden. The coffee shamba is lower down on the hill.
            Mrs Wood’s first husband, George’s friend Vi Lumb, is buried in the flower
            garden. He died of blackwater fever about five years ago. I’m told that before her
            second marriage Kath lived here alone with her little daughter, Maureen, and ran the farm
            entirely on her own. She must be quite a person. I bet she didn’t go and get malaria
            within a few weeks of her marriage.

            The native tribe around here are called Wasafwa. They are pretty primitive but
            seem amiable people. Most of the men, when they start work, wear nothing but some
            kind of sheet of unbleached calico wrapped round their waists and hanging to mid calf. As soon as they have drawn their wages they go off to a duka and buy a pair of khaki
            shorts for five or six shillings. Their women folk wear very short beaded skirts. I think the
            base is goat skin but have never got close enough for a good look. They are very shy.
            I hear from George that they have started on the roof of our house but I have not
            seen it myself since the day I was carried here by Machila. My letters by the way go to
            the Post Office by runner. George’s farm labourers take it in turn to act in this capacity.
            The mail bag is given to them on Friday afternoon and by Saturday evening they are
            back with our very welcome mail.

            Very much love,
            Eleanor.

            Mbeya 23rd December 1930

            Dearest Family,

            George drove to Mbeya for stores last week and met Col. Sherwood-Kelly VC.
            who has been sent by the Government to Mbeya as Game Ranger. His job will be to
            protect native crops from raiding elephants and hippo etc., and to protect game from
            poachers. He has had no training for this so he has asked George to go with him on his
            first elephant safari to show him the ropes.

            George likes Col. Kelly and was quite willing to go on safari but not willing to
            leave me alone on the farm as I am still rather shaky after malaria. So it was arranged that
            I should go to Mbeya and stay with Mrs Harmer, the wife of the newly appointed Lands
            and Mines Officer, whose husband was away on safari.

            So here I am in Mbeya staying in the Harmers temporary wattle and daub
            house. Unfortunately I had a relapse of the malaria and stayed in bed for three days with
            a temperature. Poor Mrs Harmer had her hands full because in the room next to mine
            she was nursing a digger with blackwater fever. I could hear his delirious babble through
            the thin wall – very distressing. He died poor fellow , and leaves a wife and seven
            children.

            I feel better than I have done for weeks and this afternoon I walked down to the
            store. There are great signs of activity and people say that Mbeya will grow rapidly now
            owing to the boom on the gold fields and also to the fact that a large aerodrome is to be
            built here. Mbeya is to be a night stop on the proposed air service between England
            and South Africa. I seem to be the last of the pioneers. If all these schemes come about
            Mbeya will become quite suburban.

            26th December 1930

            George, Col. Kelly and Mr Harmer all returned to Mbeya on Christmas Eve and
            it was decided that we should stay and have midday Christmas dinner with the
            Harmers. Col. Kelly and the Assistant District Commissioner came too and it was quite a
            festive occasion, We left Mbeya in the early afternoon and had our evening meal here at
            Hickson-Wood’s farm. I wore my wedding dress.

            I went across to our house in the car this morning. George usually walks across to
            save petrol which is very expensive here. He takes a short cut and wades through the
            river. The distance by road is very much longer than the short cut. The men are now
            thatching the roof of our cottage and it looks charming. It consists of a very large living
            room-dinning room with a large inglenook fireplace at one end. The bedroom is a large
            square room with a smaller verandah room adjoining it. There is a wide verandah in the
            front, from which one has a glorious view over a wide valley to the Livingstone
            Mountains on the horizon. Bathroom and storeroom are on the back verandah and the
            kitchen is some distance behind the house to minimise the risk of fire.

            You can imagine how much I am looking forward to moving in. We have some
            furniture which was made by an Indian carpenter at Iringa, refrectory dining table and
            chairs, some small tables and two armchairs and two cupboards and a meatsafe. Other
            things like bookshelves and extra cupboards we will have to make ourselves. George
            has also bought a portable gramophone and records which will be a boon.
            We also have an Irish wolfhound puppy, a skinny little chap with enormous feet
            who keeps me company all day whilst George is across at our farm working on the
            house.

            Lots and lots of love,
            Eleanor.

            Mchewe Estate 8th Jan 1931

            Dearest Family,

            Alas, I have lost my little companion. The Doctor called in here on Boxing night
            and ran over and killed Paddy, our pup. It was not his fault but I was very distressed
            about it and George has promised to try and get another pup from the same litter.
            The Hickson-Woods returned home on the 29th December so we decided to
            move across to our nearly finished house on the 1st January. Hicky Wood decided that
            we needed something special to mark the occasion so he went off and killed a sucking
            pig behind the kitchen. The piglet’s screams were terrible and I felt that I would not be
            able to touch any dinner. Lamek cooked and served sucking pig up in the traditional way
            but it was high and quite literally, it stank. Our first meal in our own home was not a
            success.

            However next day all was forgotten and I had something useful to do. George
            hung doors and I held the tools and I also planted rose cuttings I had brought from
            Mbeya and sowed several boxes with seeds.

            Dad asked me about the other farms in the area. I haven’t visited any but there
            are five besides ours. One belongs to the Lutheran Mission at Utengule, a few miles
            from here. The others all belong to British owners. Nearest to Mbeya, at the foot of a
            very high peak which gives Mbeya its name, are two farms, one belonging to a South
            African mining engineer named Griffiths, the other to I.G.Stewart who was an officer in the
            Kings African Rifles. Stewart has a young woman called Queenie living with him. We are
            some miles further along the range of hills and are some 23 miles from Mbeya by road.
            The Mchewe River divides our land from the Hickson-Woods and beyond their farm is
            Major Jones.

            All these people have been away from their farms for some time but have now
            returned so we will have some neighbours in future. However although the houses are
            not far apart as the crow flies, they are all built high in the foothills and it is impossible to
            connect the houses because of the rivers and gorges in between. One has to drive right
            down to the main road and then up again so I do not suppose we will go visiting very
            often as the roads are very bumpy and eroded and petrol is so expensive that we all
            save it for occasional trips to Mbeya.

            The rains are on and George has started to plant out some coffee seedlings. The
            rains here are strange. One can hear the rain coming as it moves like a curtain along the
            range of hills. It comes suddenly, pours for a little while and passes on and the sun
            shines again.

            I do like it here and I wish you could see or dear little home.

            Your loving,
            Eleanor.

            Mchewe Estate. 1st April 1931

            Dearest Family,

            Everything is now running very smoothly in our home. Lamek continues to
            produce palatable meals and makes wonderful bread which he bakes in a four gallon
            petrol tin as we have no stove yet. He puts wood coals on the brick floor of the kitchen,
            lays the tin lengh-wise on the coals and heaps more on top. The bread tins are then put
            in the petrol tin, which has one end cut away, and the open end is covered by a flat
            piece of tin held in place by a brick. Cakes are also backed in this make-shift oven and I
            have never known Lamek to have a failure yet.

            Lamek has a helper, known as the ‘mpishi boy’ , who does most of the hard
            work, cleans pots and pans and chops the firewood etc. Another of the mpishi boy’s
            chores is to kill the two chickens we eat each day. The chickens run wild during the day
            but are herded into a small chicken house at night. One of the kitchen boy’s first duties is
            to let the chickens out first thing in the early morning. Some time after breakfast it dawns
            on Lamek that he will need a chicken for lunch. he informs the kitchen boy who selects a
            chicken and starts to chase it in which he is enthusiastically joined by our new Irish
            wolfhound pup, Kelly. Together they race after the frantic fowl, over the flower beds and
            around the house until finally the chicken collapses from sheer exhaustion. The kitchen
            boy then hands it over to Lamek who murders it with the kitchen knife and then pops the
            corpse into boiling water so the feathers can be stripped off with ease.

            I pointed out in vain, that it would be far simpler if the doomed chickens were kept
            in the chicken house in the mornings when the others were let out and also that the correct
            way to pluck chickens is when they are dry. Lamek just smiled kindly and said that that
            may be so in Europe but that his way is the African way and none of his previous
            Memsahibs has complained.

            My houseboy, named James, is clean and capable in the house and also a
            good ‘dhobi’ or washboy. He takes the washing down to the river and probably
            pounds it with stones, but I prefer not to look. The ironing is done with a charcoal iron
            only we have no charcoal and he uses bits of wood from the kitchen fire but so far there
            has not been a mishap.

            It gets dark here soon after sunset and then George lights the oil lamps and we
            have tea and toast in front of the log fire which burns brightly in our inglenook. This is my
            favourite hour of the day. Later George goes for his bath. I have mine in the mornings
            and we have dinner at half past eight. Then we talk a bit and read a bit and sometimes
            play the gramophone. I expect it all sounds pretty unexciting but it doesn’t seem so to
            me.

            Very much love,
            Eleanor.

            Mchewe Estate 20th April 1931

            Dearest Family,

            It is still raining here and the countryside looks very lush and green, very different
            from the Mbeya district I first knew, when plains and hills were covered in long brown
            grass – very course stuff that grows shoulder high.

            Most of the labourers are hill men and one can see little patches of cultivation in
            the hills. Others live in small villages near by, each consisting of a cluster of thatched huts
            and a few maize fields and perhaps a patch of bananas. We do not have labour lines on
            the farm because our men all live within easy walking distance. Each worker has a labour
            card with thirty little squares on it. One of these squares is crossed off for each days work
            and when all thirty are marked in this way the labourer draws his pay and hies himself off
            to the nearest small store and blows the lot. The card system is necessary because
            these Africans are by no means slaves to work. They work only when they feel like it or
            when someone in the family requires a new garment, or when they need a few shillings
            to pay their annual tax. Their fields, chickens and goats provide them with the food they
            need but they draw rations of maize meal beans and salt. Only our headman is on a
            salary. His name is Thomas and he looks exactly like the statues of Julius Caesar, the
            same bald head and muscular neck and sardonic expression. He comes from Northern
            Rhodesia and is more intelligent than the locals.

            We still live mainly on chickens. We have a boy whose job it is to scour the
            countryside for reasonable fat ones. His name is Lucas and he is quite a character. He
            has such long horse teeth that he does not seem able to close his mouth and wears a
            perpetual amiable smile. He brings his chickens in beehive shaped wicker baskets
            which are suspended on a pole which Lucas carries on his shoulder.

            We buy our groceries in bulk from Mbeya, our vegetables come from our
            garden by the river and our butter from Kath Wood. Our fresh milk we buy from the
            natives. It is brought each morning by three little totos each carrying one bottle on his
            shaven head. Did I tell you that the local Wasafwa file their teeth to points. These kids
            grin at one with their little sharks teeth – quite an “all-ready-to-eat-you-with-my-dear” look.
            A few nights ago a message arrived from Kath Wood to say that Queenie
            Stewart was very ill and would George drive her across to the Doctor at Tukuyu. I
            wanted George to wait until morning because it was pouring with rain, and the mountain
            road to Tukuyu is tricky even in dry weather, but he said it is dangerous to delay with any
            kind of fever in Africa and he would have to start at once. So off he drove in the rain and I
            did not see him again until the following night.

            George said that it had been a nightmare trip. Queenie had a high temperature
            and it was lucky that Kath was able to go to attend to her. George needed all his
            attention on the road which was officially closed to traffic, and very slippery, and in some
            places badly eroded. In some places the decking of bridges had been removed and
            George had to get out in the rain and replace it. As he had nothing with which to fasten
            the decking to the runners it was a dangerous undertaking to cross the bridges especially
            as the rivers are now in flood and flowing strongly. However they reached Tukuyu safely
            and it was just as well they went because the Doctor diagnosed Queenies illness as
            Spirillium Tick Fever which is a very nasty illness indeed.

            Eleanor.

            Mchewe Estate. 20th May 1931

            Dear Family,

            I’m feeling fit and very happy though a bit lonely sometimes because George
            spends much of his time away in the hills cutting a furrow miles long to bring water to the
            house and to the upper part of the shamba so that he will be able to irrigate the coffee
            during the dry season.

            It will be quite an engineering feat when it is done as George only has makeshift
            surveying instruments. He has mounted an ordinary cheap spirit level on an old camera
            tripod and has tacked two gramophone needles into the spirit level to give him a line.
            The other day part of a bank gave way and practically buried two of George’s labourers
            but they were quickly rescued and no harm was done. However he will not let them
            work unless he is there to supervise.

            I keep busy so that the days pass quickly enough. I am delighted with the
            material you sent me for curtains and loose covers and have hired a hand sewing
            machine from Pedro-of-the-overcoat and am rattling away all day. The machine is an
            ancient German one and when I say rattle, I mean rattle. It is a most cumbersome, heavy
            affair of I should say, the same vintage as George Stevenson’s Rocket locomotive.
            Anyway it sews and I am pleased with my efforts. We made a couch ourselves out of a
            native bed, a mattress and some planks but all this is hidden under the chintz cover and
            it looks quite the genuine bought article. I have some diversions too. Small black faced
            monkeys sit in the trees outside our bedroom window and they are most entertaining to
            watch. They are very mischievous though. When I went out into the garden this morning
            before breakfast I found that the monkeys had pulled up all my carnations. There they
            lay, roots in the air and whether they will take again I don’t know.

            I like the monkeys but hate the big mountain baboons that come and hang
            around our chicken house. I am terrified that they will tear our pup into bits because he is
            a plucky young thing and will rush out to bark at the baboons.

            George usually returns for the weekends but last time he did not because he had
            a touch of malaria. He sent a boy down for the mail and some fresh bread. Old Lucas
            arrived with chickens just as the messenger was setting off with mail and bread in a
            haversack on his back. I thought it might be a good idea to send a chicken to George so
            I selected a spry young rooster which I handed to the messenger. He, however,
            complained that he needed both hands for climbing. I then had one of my bright ideas
            and, putting a layer of newspaper over the bread, I tucked the rooster into the haversack
            and buckled down the flap so only his head protruded.

            I thought no more about it until two days later when the messenger again
            appeared for fresh bread. He brought a rather terse note from George saying that the
            previous bread was uneatable as the rooster had eaten some of it and messed on the
            rest. Ah me!

            The previous weekend the Hickson-Woods, Stewarts and ourselves, went
            across to Tukuyu to attend a dance at the club there. the dance was very pleasant. All
            the men wore dinner jackets and the ladies wore long frocks. As there were about
            twenty men and only seven ladies we women danced every dance whilst the surplus
            men got into a huddle around the bar. George and I spent the night with the Agricultural
            Officer, Mr Eustace, and I met his fiancee, Lillian Austin from South Africa, to whom I took
            a great liking. She is Governess to the children of Major Masters who has a farm in the
            Tukuyu district.

            On the Sunday morning we had a look at the township. The Boma was an old German one and was once fortified as the Africans in this district are a very warlike tribe.
            They are fine looking people. The men wear sort of togas and bands of cloth around
            their heads and look like Roman Senators, but the women go naked except for a belt
            from which two broad straps hang down, one in front and another behind. Not a graceful
            garb I assure you.

            We also spent a pleasant hour in the Botanical Gardens, laid out during the last
            war by the District Commissioner, Major Wells, with German prisoner of war labour.
            There are beautiful lawns and beds of roses and other flowers and shady palm lined
            walks and banana groves. The gardens are terraced with flights of brick steps connecting
            the different levels and there is a large artificial pond with little islands in it. I believe Major
            Wells designed the lake to resemble in miniature, the Lakes of Killarney.
            I enjoyed the trip very much. We got home at 8 pm to find the front door locked
            and the kitchen boy fast asleep on my newly covered couch! I hastily retreated to the
            bedroom whilst George handled the situation.

            Eleanor.

            #6107

            In reply to: Tart Wreck Repackage

            Star paused in the lobby. “I need some more persuading,” she said. “What if she dies in that wardrobe? What will we do with the body? Or, worse, what if she doesn’t die and sues us?”

            Tara decided to ignore Star’s dubious reasoning; after all it was late. “She’s probably going to sue anyway,” said Tara morosely. “Another night won’t make any difference.”

            “I’m going back. I can’t leave Rosamund to face the consequences of our drunken stupidity.” Star headed defiantly towards the stairs; the lift was out of order, again. “We would have to be on the eight bloody floor,” she muttered. “You do what you like,” she flung over her shoulder to Tara.

            Tara sighed. “Wait up,” she shouted.

            Star was relieved that Tara decided to follow. The building was scary at night – the few tenants who did lease office space, were, much like themselves, dodgy start-ups that couldn’t afford anything better. Missing bulbs meant the lighting in the stairwell was dim, and, on some floors, non-existent.

            “I’m amazed they managed to bring that wardrobe up,” puffed Tara. “Just slow down and let me get my breath will you, Star.”

            “My gym membership is really paying off,” said Star proudly. “Come on,Tara! just one floor to go!”

            As they approached the door to their office, they paused to listen. “Can you hear something … ?” whispered Star.

            “Is it … singing?”

            “That’s never Rosamund singing. She’s got a voice like … well let’s just say you wouldn’t wish it on your worst enemy.”

            “I’m going in,” hissed Tara and flung open the door.

            “Don’t come any closer!” cried a woman in a mink coat; she did make a peculiar sight, surrounded by empty pizza boxes and brandishing a broom. “And you, shut up!” she said reaching out to bang the wardrobe with her broom. There were muffled cries from within, and then silence.

            “Was that you singing?” asked Star in her most polite voice.

            “Yes, what’s it to you?”

            “It was rather… lovely.”

            The woman smirked. “I was rehearsing.”

            “We are awfully sorry about locking you in the wardrobe. We thought you were a masked intruder.”

            “Well, I’m not. I am Rosamund’s Aunt April, and you …” she glowered at Star … “should have recognised me, seeing as how I am your cousin.”

            “Oh!” Star put her hand to her head. “Silly me! Of course, Cousin April! But I have not seen you for so many years. Not since I was a child and you were off to Europe to study music!”

            Tara groaned. “Really, Star, you are hopeless.”

            Loud banging emanated from the wardrobe followed by mostly unintelligible shouting but it went something like: “Bloody-let-me-out-or-I-will-friggin-kill-you-stupid-bloody-tarts!”

            “It wasn’t really Rosamund’s fault,” said Star. “I don’t suppose we could …?”

            April nodded. “Go on then, little fool’s learnt her lesson. The cheek of her not letting me have pineapple on my pizza.”

            “About bloody time,” sniffed Rosamund when the door was opened. She made a sorry sight, mascara streaked under her eyes and her red fingernails broken from where she had tried to force the door.

            “Now, then,” said Tara decisively, “now we’ve said our sorries and whatnot, what’s all this really about, April?”

            April crinkled her brow.”Well, as I may of mentioned on the phone, my husband, Albert — that’s your Uncle Albie,” she said to Rosamund, “is cheating on me. He denies it vehemently of course, but I found this note in his pocket.” She reached into her Louis Vuitton hand-bag and pulled out a sheet of paper. “That’s his handwriting and the paper is from the Royal Albert Hotel. He was there on a business trip last month.” Her face crumpled.

            “Chin up,” said Tara quickly, handing April a tissue from the desk. “What does the note say?”. Really, this case did seem a bit beneath them, a straightforward occurrence of adultery from the sounds.

            April sniffed. “It says, meet you at the usual place. Bring the money and the suitcase and I will make it worth your while.”

            “Let me see that,” said Rosamund, snatching the note from April. She reached into the front of her tee-shirt and pulled out another crumpled note which had been stuffed into her bra. She smirked. “I found this in the wardrobe. I was keeping it secret to pay you back but … ” She brandished both notes triumphantly. “The handwriting is the same!”

            “What does your note say, Rosamund?” asked Star.

            “It says, If you find this note, please help me. All is not what it seems..”

            “Wow, cool!” said Tara, her face lit up. This was more like it!

            Star, noticing April’s wretched face, frowned warningly at Tara. “So,” she mused, “I suggest we explore this wardrobe further and see what we can find out.”

            #6106

            In reply to: Tart Wreck Repackage

            Rosamund gaped at her aunt.  “Really, Auntie April? Wow!” She leaped up, not noticing her aunt smirk, and climbed into the wardrobe.

            Seizing the moment, April tossed her pizza aside and sprang over to to the wardrobe door, slammed it shut and turned the key.  Leaning her back on the locked door, she smiled triumphantly.

            The office door opened slowly, due to the melted cheese stuck on the carpet that had slid down the door when the pizza hit it.  Fortunately for April the door got stuck on an olive, providing a valuable few seconds in which to grab the broom and flee to the rest room before Star and Tara entered the room.

            “Don’t let me out until April!” a muffled voice joined the banging sounds coming from the wardrobe.

            “The client is still in the wardrobe!” Tara said, exasperated. “And where the hell is Rosamund? She was supposed to let that woman out! Useless, that’s what she is.”

            “Just ignore her until Rosamund comes back. Sounds like she’s gone a bit mental already anyway. Why does she want to stay in there until April? It’s months away.”

            “I’m going home, it’s been a long day. Come on, let’s leave a note for Rosamund to deal with it. She took long enough off work, now it’s our turn.”  Star didn’t need any more persuading.

            #6077
            AvatarJib
            Participant

              Finnley, stop pacing like that with that concerned look of yours, you make me dizzy. Is that too difficult a task to hire a secretary?”

              Finnley rolled her eyes. “Not at all, Madam. I already found you a pearl.”

              “You mean the perfect one for me?”

              “No I mean, she’s called Pearl. She’ll start tomorrow. What concerns me is something else entirely. Something strange, if you ask me. But you never ask, so I’m telling you.”

              “Well, this whole conversation started because I asked you.”

              “You asked me because you thought it was related to your previous request.”

              “Then tell me and stop brooding. It’s killing the mood.”

              Finnley snorted. “If you want to know, someone is throwing things on the balcony. Children things. The other day I found that cheap toy to make soap bubbles. And then it was a small blue children’s plastic sand shovel. And today they dropped a red bucket.”

              Liz tried to laugh, but it was more of a cackle. “Isn’t that Godfrey or Roberto playing with you?” she asked.

              “I’ve asked Godfrey and I’m positive it’s not him because it’s driving him nut too. We asked Roberto because he’s been attempting to teach tricks to the dogs. A waste of time if you ask me, letting the garden going to the dogs,” she smirked.

              “Then, was it Roberto and the dogs?”

              “Not at all! We kept an eye on him while he was training the dogs. Nothing. But the objects keep coming. I’m telling you either we have a ghost or a portal to another dimension in this mansion.”

              “That sounds like a nice idea,” said Liz, pouting at the possibilities.

              “You wouldn’t say that if another you came into this thread.”

              #6070

              “Wake up Glo, you don’t want to miss Cryoga class,” said Sharon. She tore open the curtains, letting in the merciless mid morning light.

              “Oh Sha, can’t I sleep a little more? My head’s still dizzy after that cryo gin treatment. All those shots, I don’t remember what I did afterward.”

              “You tried to seduce that young Canadian boy. I can tell, his lady wasn’t very pleased. If she could make voodoo dolls you’d be in big trouble.”

              “Ah! Shouldn’t be so far from that acupuncture treatment in Bali when you didn’t want to pay the price. Remember your face afterwards? I bet that girl had used those needles on sick pangolins without cleaning’em.”

              “It hurt. But never had my face skin so tight in my life!” Sha cackled.

              “And lips so big you could replace Anjelyna Jawlee in Lara Crop.”

              “Don’t make me laugh so hard Glo. Not in the morning before I went to the loo.” said Sha trotting to the bathroom.

              “Where’s Mavis?” asked Glo who noticed the third bed empty.

              “She’s already up. Wanted to take a walk on the beach with the cows, she said. You better don’t invite us, I said.”

              They put on their tight yogarments, a beach hat and left for the class.

              “I don’t like walking in the sand like that,” said Glo. “With or without shoes, the sand come in between your toes. I could still have eaten something, my stomach sounds like a whale during mating season.”

              “They sent a message this morning. It said: ‘Come, Fast’.”

              When they arrived at the practice room, they wondered if they took a wrong turn. Maybe the cryoga class was in another bungalow.

              “Why all those tables and milk bottles?” asked Glo.

              They went to see the lady with the beehive hair that looked like a teacher.

              “Sorry, young’un,” said Sha. “Wasn’t that supposed to be cryoga class?”

              “Oh! no,” said the teacher. “It’s cryogurt class today. How to make your own yogurt ice cream and apply it on your body to flatten out tight those wrinkles.”

              #6059

              DAY D

              Everyday is now. I know, I’ve stopped the count.

              This strange book I’ve found must be for something. Had the impulse to post a picture from it on a forum.

              There were instructions coming with it, I have only started to decypher them, and my brain already feels like it will melt if I go too fast.

              Apparently the Chinese philosopher who wrote it said he was swallowed whole, then spat out from the belly of a giant fish, a kūn 鯤, months later. I know, sounds crazy, and yet very familiar. Jonas of course, but also Sinbad, —Pinocchio even… The story’s not new to us.

              When he came back, he said it was only to share knowledge. So came his book of encoded instructions.

              First instruction he said. You are in a maze, you want to find the center of the maze, and never get lost again while you decide whether or not you still want to explore it.

              It kind of struck a chord for some reason. I realized, with all the stories we tell ourselves, they abound, expand in our minds, take roots deeply.
              The thought came this morning: if suddenly I’m struck dead, and find myself in my own stories, I would be in a tight spot to escape the whole craziness. I would need a backdoor, a way back, or out.

              That’s why its first instruction resonated. It continued. Create your center of your maze. Now. Don’t delay, you may regret it. It must be pure with intent, and tell about who you are in the deepest sense. Engrave the following words around it to seal this pure memory. And put it outside in the world, so that someday when you come back to it, you’ll know.

              您已找到您的迷宮中心。現在,您完全是智慧。

              You have found the Center of Your Maze.
              Now, You Know It
              And it can never be taken from you again.

              萬事萬物再也無法奪走您的知識。

               

              I know of a memory of mine I could put in my center. It came very naturally. An illustrated book of stories, mythology to be exact. One of the first books I got, and I can still remember vividly the feeling of entering its world. My parents had given it to me as a gift at a time they had to leave me home alone for a few hours. When they came back, I was still on the same kitchen chair, deeply thrown into the book’s world, feeling like barely a minute had passed.
              It was a moment out of time and space. I know it was what being at the center of my maze meant.

              I’m grown now, but the feeling is still there. I’m going to put that out some place where I can find it in case I ever get lost again among the shadows of men.

              #5964

              They walked through a labyrinth of tunnels which seemed to have been carved into a rocky mountain. The clicks and clacks of their high heels echoed in the cold silence meeting all of Sophie’s questions, leaving her wondering where they could be. Tightly held by her rompers she felt her fat mass wobbling like jelly around her skeleton. It didn’t help clear her mind which was still confused by the environment and the apparent memory loss concerning how she arrived there.

              Sophie couldn’t tell how many turns they took before Barbara put her six fingers hand on a flat rock at shoulders height. The rock around the hand turned green and glowed for two seconds; then a big chunk of rock slid to the side revealing a well designed modern style room.

              “Doctor, Sophie is here,” said Barbara when they entered.

              A little man was working at his desk. At least Sophie assumed it was his desk and that he was working. He was wearing a Hawaiian shirt and bermudas. The computer screen he was looking at projected a greenish tint onto his face, and it made him look just like the green man icon. Sophie cackled, a little at first.

              The Doctor’s hand tensed on the mouse and his eyebrows gathered like angry caterpillars ready to fight. He must have made a wrong move because a cascade of sound ending in a flop indicated he just died a death, most certainly on one of those facegoat addictive games.

              That certainly didn’t help muffle Sophie’s cackle until she felt Barbara’s six fingers seizing her shoulders as if for a Vulcan nerve pinch. Sophie expected to lose consciousness, but the hand was mostly warm, except for that extra finger which was cold and buzzing. The contact of the hand upon the latex gave off little squeaky sounds that made Sophie feel uncomfortable. She swallowed her anxiety and wished for the woman to remove her hand. But as she had  noticed more than once, wishes could take time and twists before they could be fulfilled.

              “Why do you have to ruin everything every time?” asked the Doctor. His face was now red and distorted.

              “Every time?” said Sophie confused.

              “Yes! You took your sleeper agent role too seriously. We couldn’t get any valuable intel and the whole doll operation was a fiasco. We almost lost the magpies. And now, your taste for uncharted drugs, which as a parenthesis I confess I admire your dedication to explore unknown territories for science… Anyway, you were all day locked up into your boudoir trying to contact me while I just needed you to look at computer screens and attend to meetings.”

              Sophie was too shocked to believe it. How could the man be so misinformed. She never liked computers and meetings, except maybe while looking online for conspiracy theories and aliens and going to comiccons. But…

              “Now you’re so addict to the drugs that you’re useless until you follow our rehab program.”

              “A rehab program?” asked Sophie, her voice shaking. “But…” That certainly was the spookiest thing she had heard since she had arrived to this place, and this made her speechless, but certainly not optionless. Without thinking she tried a move she had seen in movies. She turned and threw her mass into Barbara. The two women fell on the cold floor. Sophie heard a crack before she felt the pain in her right arm. She thought she ought to have persevered in her combat training course after the first week. But life is never perfect.

              “Suffice!” said the Doctor from above. “You’ll like it with the other guests, you’ll see. All you have to do is follow the protocol we’ll give you each day and read the documentation that Barbara will give you.”

              Sophie tried a witty answer but the pain was too much and it ended in a desperate moan.

              #5958
              TracyTracy
              Participant

                Aunt Idle:

                Mater has started a fitness regime to make sure she lives long enough to make the milestone. She said if it had all happened a couple of years ago she wouldn’t have minded whether she popped off or not, but now that she was this close, she wasn’t going to be robbed of her glory.

                It was hard to see the glory in that lumpy old flesh wobbling around the front yard, or why anyone would be interested in robbing her of it still less, but she was determined, and there was no putting her off.  And it’s not just the jogging. I thought we had a swarm of bees on the porch yesterday and went out to investigate and it was Mater, sitting there on the wooden floor in an awkward parody of a guru pose babbling some Om sounds and humming. And that wasn’t the worst of it either, she was wearing a fuchsia pink leotard.

                #5956

                I woke up this morning with a stiff neck. I do not mention it too much with my friend because some of them have a tendency to look for a reason behind anything like you have a choice that you don’t want to make, or you don’t listen your truth, or whatever one can invent in such a case. I’m sure someone would even mention a past life when my head was cut off. Today I don’t want other people’s opinion about me so I just say it’s a way for me to take care of myself.

                Today I take things one at a time. I called a few friends to take news, and only one of them answered. Which is fine by me because I didn’t really want to talk, only to make the effort to connect. I went into the garden, the grass is tall and it looks like a prairie. I’m sure wild mice enjoy it, and the neighbour’s cats also. One of them has a roof full of them redheads and black ones. I see them cross the wild grass one at a time, each has their own habitual path.

                I love looking at them. It’s quieting.

                There was an argument somewhere. I heard people shout. A man and a woman. It sounded like a soap, so I’m not sure it wasn’t someone’s TV on. The air was so clear, the absence of the cars and normal conversations gave it enough place to express. Each silence they left in between their arguments was filled with sounds of nature.

                I have a new family of birds coming into the garden. I baked them some wild rice with carrots and some fat. Someone told me it’s the last day you can feed them, afterwards it’s best they look for food for themselves as spring is here. So I’ve made the stew although I haven’t fed them during winter. I can tell they enjoyed it as nothing was left when I came back two hours ago.

                #5954
                prUneprUne
                Participant

                  Summer is slowly ending from our side of the planet. Despite the onslaught of depressing daily news, it makes me wonder if everyone suddenly became concerned for Mater for reason:

                  a. because she’s at risk not to become centenarian in time to get the medal of enduring persistance
                  b. because we should now cancel the expensive party we had all started to plan with great pain
                  c. because the longer we search, there’s still no telling who and where is Jasper and whether he’d be there even for a remote party behind screens…

                  Some idiot has disabled or smeared all my cams on the Inn, so I only can spy with the sounds now, it’s a bit jarring at times. I thought I heard Bert cough a few times.

                  Maybe it’s just code…

                  #5836

                  It was funny watching the toilet paper surge sweep through one place after another, I could follow that much on this contraption my helpers had me wired up to, this social media thing. I suppose I notice different things since I stopped trying to make sense of anything. Things start to catch my eye, but not the usual things.

                  There’s one thing I’ve learned and that’s if you don’t give a toss about how demented you are, there is a lot on the plus side to consider with dementia.

                  Not sure why but I keep seeing all this rambling, from that gal they call my niece,  on this device as they call it (sounds a bit medieval to me), and she’s doing this lockdown diary thing.  Sometimes I feel like saying, do you realize how many of us have been on lockdown already for ages, for month, and for years, relying on pea brained opinionated ever changing drifters to see to our needs. But f course I don’t say that, because I don’t know how to work this blasted device properly.  If I did, I’d let them have it!

                  I find myself momentarily cheered, energized by this thought. And then I feel deflated, and can’t remember what it was about.

                  Macaroni tonight. The evening woman doesn’t seem to stay long anymore.

                  #5597

                  It’s taking blimmin forever for the Oober to get here, and, wouldn’t you just know it, rain!

                  “Hop in,” says the driver. He’s leaning over holding open the front door. An older chappie with a shiny forehead and rosacea. He definitely drinks. Maybe he’s come straight from the pub. Still, it’s raining and I’m late, so I hop in. In the back seat, mind. I’m not much of a one for talking.

                  “I’m Finnley.” I crack a smile to make up for sitting in the back. It feels strange smiling. In my mind, there’s not much point to smiling. It just encourages people to be overly familiar.

                  Bert,” he says. He’s Australian I think from the accent and his expression is more of a sneer than a smile. I reckon I pissed him off not getting in the front seat.  “F i n n l e y.” He sounds it out like he’s learning a new language. “Always thought that was a boy’s name?”

                  “Can be either.”

                  Do I look like a boy, Bert

                  Anyhow, that’s enough chitchat for me. I get my phone out and make like I am checking for messages. Haha. As if.

                  “Here on holiday, Finnley? Pity about the weather.”

                  Oh here we go.

                  “A job.”

                  “Oh yeah, corker! Where’s that, Finnley?”

                  “Washingtown Beige House, Bert.”

                  I have to be honest, saying it out loud still gives me goosebumps. And Bert’s surprise doesn’t disappoint.

                  #5589

                  Barron was not really a baby, more a toddler already. He was playing alone in his play fence, like he was usually left doing when his odd caretakers had gone for an escapade. After a while, he got bored cooing like a baby looking at shiny stuff and suckling at noisy things. After all, as not many had realized, he was blessed with a genius IQ — there was no point at hiding his smarts when no one was around.

                  The house bulldog was sleeping nearby, snoozing like a roaring motorbike. Apart from that, this part of the House was quiet. Occasionally he could hear gurgling sounds coming from the badly soundproofed pipes of the old building. Somebody was having an industrious bowel movement. Hardly news material, his father would have say.

                  He checked the e-zapwatch that his nannies had put on his wrist. Bad news. His kidnappers were late. He wondered if something had changed in the near perfect plan. Yet, he’d managed to have the money wired to the offshore account, while his contacts, codenames Jesús & Araceli (he wasn’t sure they were codenames at all) said it was in order for the baby abduction.

                  He could hear suspicious sounds outside; the bulldog barely registered. What if some acolytes in the plan had bailed out? The sounds at his bedroom’s window could be his abductors, waiting for a way in.

                  As usual, he would have to take matters in his own tiny hands, and let others get the credit for it.

                  He peeled off one side of the net and tumbled outside of the playpen. Damn, these bodies were so difficult to manœuvre at times. Reaching the window would be difficult but not impossible. After dragging a chair, and a pile of cushions, he hoisted himself finally at reach of the latch, and flung it open. The brisk cold air from outside made his nose itch, and it was the last thing he remembered while he smelled the chloroform.

                  #4809

                  The downward climb had taken what felt like days. The more he went, the darkest it was even the stars at his feet were now swallowed in obliviating darkness.

                  Rukshan felt like abandoning at times, but pressed on and continued, down and down as he rose above clouds.

                  The ancient energies that had shaped this topsy-turvy passage spiraling around the fence of the heartwoods wouldn’t have done something of that magnitude and let it unfinished. It was calling for an exploration, while at the same time protecting itself from mere wanderers, the kind with lack of imagination or endurance.
                  His mind reminded him of old tales that spoke of sacrificing to the trees for knowledge and passage, but it was surely meant as a metaphor. Hanging upside down for hours was probably in itself a form of sacrifice.

                  He reached to his pouch for a drink of sour milk, when he suddenly realized that the gravity had turned, and the pouch was no longer floating above his head. With the darkness and the lack of landmarks, he’d failed to notice when this happened.

                  It surely meant he’d crossed an invisible barrier, and was now journeying inside another plan, deeper down. Ground couldn’t be far now. He took a pearl off one of his braids, and threw it. Then he looked at the darkness beneath his feet with intent to discern the faintest sounds. Quickly enough, the pearl gave back a ricocheting sound, clean and echoing slightly against what seemed to be moist stones. Indeed ground was there, where once the sky was.

                  Maybe the final test was a leap of faith. Or maybe it was just to patiently complete the climb. A few more steps, and he would be there. A few more steps.

                  #4714

                  Fourty four hours and 3 stopovers later, Maeve was glad to have arrived at Alice Springs airport. It was fun to see that the further she went, the smallest the aircraft became. Until it wasn’t too funny, and got almost downright scary with the last small propeller plane, that shook so much it seemed out of an old Indiana Jones movie, sans flying chicken.
                  The airport was quaint and small, the way she liked, with a passageway shaded by large swathes of fabric reminiscent of Seville’s streets. The air was surprisingly fresh, and she wondered if she’d been too optimistic about the weather and her choice of clothes, considering it was still winter down here.
                  While she was waiting at the luggage belt, she discreetly observed the other waiting people.
                  Uncle Fergus always said she had to be observant. Besides, she had a natural eye for details.

                  Apart from the few Crocodile Dundees that screamed tourists who were waiting for their oversized luggage, she could spot a few out-of-place people. One in particular, that seemed to have followed the very same route since the first layover in Vancouver. Too strange a coincidence, and the fellow was too unassuming too.

                  Maeve! MAH-EH-VEH” She jumped at the sounds. Almost didn’t recognized her own name, if she hadn’t recognized her neighbour’s voice first, and his peculiar way to pronounce it like she was a precious wahine.

                  Shawn-Paul?! What on earth are you doing here?” She frowned at him “Have you been stalking me?”
                  “No, no! It’s not like that! I’ve received those funny-looking coupons, you see…”
                  “What? You too?”

                  Now, a second person following on her tracks even through a different combination of flights was more than a coincidence. It meant danger was afoot.

                  “Shouldn’t we carpool? I looked up the trail to the inn, it’s a long drive and by the looks of it, not at all too safe for a lone woman travelling.”

                  Maeve shrugged. That may keep the other creep off her trail. “I don’t mind, but if you insist on being so chivalrous, you’re paying for the taxi.”
                  Before he could say anything, she handed him her piece of luggage to carry.

                  #4688

                  “It is a rather peculiar mystery indeed, don’t you think.” Liz leaned suggestively towards the Inspector. He had insisted to keep his trench-coat on, which for some reason she was finding incredibly alluring. It reminded her of all the fun she had in the past, playing her favourite character, Becky in tarty nun’s outfit. She made a mental note for the next costumed party.

                  “Some peanuts, Inspector?”
                  “Good gracious, no. I’m terribly allergic to nuts, but I’m partial to your delicious canapés.”

                  Luckily for him, he couldn’t see Finnley overlooking behind the velvet curtains and the paneled walls, glaring at Liz for taking the credit of her cooking.

                  After a mouthful of tarragon cod pâté with capers, Walter leaned back and a little further from Liz and said “Mmm, delicious. Well, it is indeed quite a good mystery you’ve chosen to write about. All these keys, I love the idea. It sounds out of a spy novel, but I do wonder what are the connections, you see, in most crimes I’ve solved in the past,” he cleared his throat, taking the glass of red wine Finnley had just brought “there is always a good chance the culprit is closer than you know. The skill is always to find the hidden connection.”

                  “Aaah. I’m so glad you’re saying that Walter, I was telling them the same no later than this morning!”
                  She took a random ramekin from the coffee table “some peanuts?”.

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                  Albie looked at the cat with a puzzled look. “What did the Witch mean when she said Arona was hiding in yarn from the past?”

                  Mandrake yawned and moved his paw swiftly on his left ear. “You haven’t paid close attention to the rhyme, have you?”

                  Deep in the maze of threads of past
                  She hides and fails to cast
                  A spell to help her float and ghast
                  Moribund characters trapped there last

                  Albie found the roaring voice of the black cat smooth like a roll of pebbles in a cataract, and felt mesmerized by the words so much he couldn’t focus his attention.

                  “Sounds like she’s trying to help ghosts or something?”

                  Mandrake shrugged “… or something.”

                  He took one of the few pearls left, and started to work a vortex to go where it began. His earliest memory of her. Something to do with that cunning and crafty dragon… Clues were hiding in that moment he was sure. At the very least, the dragon would help power back the sabulmantium for the tracking spell…

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