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  • #1023
    1da
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      4:21:44 PM 8-8-08 1da Geolocation Time.

      sometimes the flow climbs a mountain.

      pause. step. quick step. pause again. step. upstream another step. the stones solid, smooth, settled beneath my feet with the timeless passing of water. the path of gravity. the rising of a mountain. a rapid, considered, going on pace. sand between the stones. the moments of time. light on the rippling waters flickering. the air transparent, timeless, crisp, cool.

      knowing i’ve passed this way before, i pass again for the first time.

      it’s good to be back. returning. beginning.

      knowing my destination. the cave far above beneath the ancient pine. the boulder near the rough and gnarled trunk, slick and smooth. so hard the sense is of softness gliding with my fingers over the iridescent surface. soft to sit upon, to watch the valley far below extending forever into the distance. soft to recline upon, arcing my back. the warmth of the day in the stone, lingering far into the night to heat my bones. …knowing my destination, i take the next step into all that is new.

      sitting near the water. deep transparent pools of green/blue. the setting red sun. a shelter beneath driftwood high on the bank. a myrtle tree draping a blanket of scent over me, opening my soul. with each breath. i watch the light fading into the words echoing through my skull… life is hard… the song…

      Life is hard
      Anyway you cut it
      Life is sweet,
      Like a berry from a tree
      Life is temptation, baby,
      Every single day
      Life is hard

      Life is funny,
      I dont mean ha-ha
      It‘s not always sunny,
      When it needs to be
      Life is frightening,
      Nothing lasts forever
      Life is hard

      My time
      Is next to nothing
      My time
      Falls on you, yeah
      Everything
      Is in motion
      Life is hard

      Life is precious,
      No matter how you see it
      Life is crazy,
      Like yellow fishes in the street
      Life is lonely
      When you‘re not with me
      Life is hard

      Gentlemen
      Is that you story?
      Hanging religion
      From a tree, yeah
      My time
      Is next to nothing
      Life is hard

      My time
      Is next to nothing
      My time
      Falls on you, yeah
      Everything
      Is in motion
      Life is hard

      My time
      Falls on you, yeah
      Life is hard
      Life is hard

      – J. Mellencamp – while on the planet earth.

      ok. life is also beautiful. – 1da

      it’s a cruel crazy beautiful world – J. Clegg – also while on the planet earth.

      stars flickering in the fading twilight. the silence of a light breeze as pine boughs begin to whisper. the ache of tall trees swaying in the night with a moan like countless masts on the tall ships of a planet. blink. and i sleep.

      #1000
      ÉricÉric
      Keymaster

        Tina scowled: “What?”
        Six at the top means: A goat butts against a hedge.
        “Oh, that must be another of Becky’s evil doing…”

        Al added after a moment: “when I scrap the last line, the draw is not bad either …”

        “Oh,” he said, looking at the numbering… “Eighteen to go in eight days…”
        “Yes,” said Tina, “we will have to slow down now, better tell Becky that, or she will see our entries and go crazy with new ones”
        “Ahahaha” Al couldn’t imagine how Becky would react at someone telling her NOT to do something ;)) — it was like playing “you won’t dare” with a child :))

        #998
        ÉricÉric
        Keymaster

          “Okay,” Al started.
          “At the essence of I Ching, is the notion that everything is mutable, and changes. Everything changes, except the law that says that everything changes.
          “In many ways, the I Ching is like a book where the pages numbering change every time you start to read it. Not unlike our story composition.”

          “I get that,” answered Tina, interested by what would come out.

          “So,” Al continued, always disagreeably pondering, Tina would say. “usually, when people are drawing to read from the I Ching, they have six numbers that give an hexagram. And these numbers are carrying into them their potential change, which usually gives another hexagram to read.”
          “In our stories, the entries have a fixed identity, which is given by the system; this is our starting point. For your comments, this is ’4-191-328’.
          “But as everything evolves, our entries are given an order in the book; this order is changeable, and that’s what I will use for the second hexagram; in your case it’s ’2-151-223’.”
          “If you say so…” Tina sighed, a bit lost.
          “Oh, I’m inventing the rules as we speak,” Al said trying to reassure her somewhat.
          “I don’t know if that makes me feel better” she said.

          “Okay. Now, I need to create the hexagrams; hexagrams are defined by six straight or broken lines; zero or one, binary system. Here, Chinese usually use the convention that odd is straight, and even is broken… Ahaha, doesn’t seem to make sense, but odd is male, unbalanced into action, and is associated with single, straight things. Broken is paired, complete in reflection, unbalanced in passivity.”

          “And I wonder when we actually start to hear something that makes sense?” whispered Tina, a bit crossly.

          “Okay, the thing I see, is that I have trouble making one hexagram with seven numbers, ahaha”, Al laughed a bit embarrassed.

          “Oh, then no point in wiggling like that” said Tina very sweetly, “Scrap any bit that bothers you”.

          “Okay, anyway we can go deeper into them afterwards if needed; I’ll scrap the first number rather than the last, because you see, 2 and 4 are both even, and thus there is no mutation here.”

          Original Mutation
          8 ╌ 3 —
          2 ╌ 2 ╌
          3 — 2 ╌
          1 — 1 —
          9 — 5 —
          1 — 1 —
          4 ╌ 2 ╌

          “So here we are, if we scrap the bottom one, we get…”

          #997
          F LoveF Love
          Participant

            Bloody Hell Tina! hissed Becky indignantly. Will you listen? It isn’t a limerick. I am very kindly giving you some handy hints on how to air kiss!! And you can tell Al I heard that!

            Oh! Sorry Beck! said dear Tina, feeling genuinely remorseful at her mistake. Oh please, do tell!

            Hmmmph, well okay then, said Becky, mollified by Tina’s sweet apology. Right, well the trick is you have to be decisive. I know you will find that bit hard, but it is the floundering and indecision which causes the accidents.

            #996
            F LoveF Love
            Participant

              Hang on Al!, said Tina, although there was really no need as Al, still pondering, did not seem to be in any particular hurry to enlighten her on all this I-Ching business. I think Becky is trying to telepathically communicate a limerick to me.

              Oh well, said Al philosophically, Better to speak nonsense than to be dead or sorry.

              #994

              Hopefully, Al was not one to judge a work by the time it takes to produce.
              Actually, he was remembering a tale he’s been telling Sam no so long ago, about a Chinese painter who took years of training to be able to execute a painting in a single most perfect stroke. Only thing was that the Prince who had ordered him to paint this was offended when he saw him arrive empty-handed and drawing on the spot in what seemed the most easy, flowing movement that single painting, while he had been provided time and resources to the painter for so long. He had him executed, only for his servants to discover later that the painter’s house was full of tons of sketches.
              It is all a work of art, dear Tina

              Now, I get that you have found your favourite entries.
              Yes, entry number 2 .
              Okay
              Then, the one where Fiona changes her name to Finn, that has to be a significant one; that is 151
              Fine
              And 223 , when Arona gets given Yikesy

              Al pondered for a moment…

              #993
              F LoveF Love
              Participant

                Tender hearted Tina hesitated momentarily as she remembered poor Prouty’s misery when she left him. Still! she thought, cheering up, it had all worked out for the best in the end.

                She couldn’t help but giggle when she imagined Al’s dismay when he saw how long it had taken her to achieve so little!

                #992
                ÉricÉric
                Keymaster

                  And, Al just got a striking revelation… that if you combine some entries numbers, you may get a I Ching sentence which may reveal some interesting clues…
                  It’s all about the flow of transformations, sweetie. he mumbled to Tina in the most ponderous way.

                  Tina answered a bit flippantly “what you are up to now…”
                  “Let me show you,” Al said, “could you point me two entries that are particularly meaningful to you?”
                  “Oh, let me finish my entry first”, Tina answered

                  Al waited…

                  #991
                  ÉricÉric
                  Keymaster

                    Now, Dear Tina Prout (and he said this last bit a bit more firmly, hoping Tina would finally decide to change her name back to her maiden’s name Flove, which was hers before she married that Prout guy who had left her years ago, miserable and forlorn, but not without resources and quite a temperament to boot) You know, this is all about the cycle of transformations, and I’m taking great pleasure in observing the flow of events…

                    #990
                    F LoveF Love
                    Participant

                      Albert Yokoso, said Tina firmly, for the last time, this isn’t about getting the quota done!

                      #989
                      ÉricÉric
                      Keymaster

                        Oh, he thought, at least Tina’s coming another 8 closer (then immediately thinking he was now changing it to another start of a cycle — another convenient way of saying he’d just blown this new magic occurrence of “858”, but wasn’t it how changes were supposed to be made?).

                        Now, what the cloud had in store for him, he wondered…

                        elikozoe sync closer especially dear ask soon suddenly began known difficult step”

                        OK, Al thought, now that’s interesting… this was no coincidence that “Elikozoe”, his nom de plume (he was born Albert (Al) Yokoso, from a father of Japanese descent and a mother of Cajun descent) would appear like that out of the blue…
                        As for “dear”, who else than “Dear” Tina :agreed:

                        #980
                        ÉricÉric
                        Keymaster

                          Tina, Tina? Does the tally non-rule on posts apply to the Reality play too? Becky asked, waking Tina in the middle of the night with some anxiety lingering in her voice.

                          Oh I see, your babies won’t really let you sleep poor Becky Pooh Tina answered with commiseration.

                          #971
                          TracyTracy
                          Participant

                            The rugrats have names you know Tina, she said, more to herself than to the benefit of anyone else.
                            And hell if I remember what they are now…

                            Oh thank Flove for that! Bless him, he may be a sandwich short of a picnic lately but at least he keeps track of the names, exclaimed Becky gratefully, as she checked the latest additions to the Reality Play. Al had conveniently added a link to the triplets names.

                            Illana, Lean, and Oliver…Illana, Lean and Oliver….Becky repeated their names like a mantra, trying to etch them into her memory.

                            Question is though, which is which? They all look the bloody same!

                            :yahoo_idk:

                            #966
                            ÉricÉric
                            Keymaster

                              Sure aliens… Why not aliens? Becky said with a funny maniac laughter that sent chills through Tina’s back.
                              After all, we’ve been talking to dead people for so long, we’ve forgotten all about alien lives… I want to believe!

                              Well, Tina shrugged in complete abandon, I suppose that would not be your last eccentricity after all… But now that Al starts to believe such utter nonsense is beyond my understanding. I think I need to get more sleep too.
                              See you tomorrow, and have fun with your rugrats darling pooh… she said with a sugary smile while closing the videoconf window.

                              Phew… Becky sighed, with an anxious side glance at the silent cradles that may not stay silent much longer.

                              The rugrats have names you know Tina, she said, more to herself than to the benefit of anyone else.
                              And hell if I remember what they are now…

                              #969
                              TracyTracy
                              Participant

                                You see what I mean, Becky? whispered Tina in alarm. Aliens now!

                                #964

                                Tina, don’t listen, she’s only a clone!

                                AHAHAHAH, now that’s Dory calling us delusional, see Finn
                                I told you she’s a mad woman, believing all
                                that stuff about ancient pyramids in Spain ahahaha

                                I’m not schizophrenic, no no!

                                And now she only speaks about that Wrick she’s just met…

                                STOP THE VOICES IN MY HEAD!

                                :fleuron:

                                Focus on what you KNOW, BE in the NOW

                                ~ I AM ~

                                I KNOW I am more than what I appear to be.
                                I KNOW it is all One Experience.
                                I KNOW I don’t need to know everything, and if I do, information will appear.

                                ~ I KNOW I AM ~

                                #962
                                TracyTracy
                                Participant

                                  I’m worried about Al, Tina, said Becky. He’s really acting strange lately, have you noticed?

                                  Noticed! Of course I’ve bloody noticed! exclaimed Tina.

                                  Aw, Tina! Becky gave Tina a warm hug.

                                  I don’t think he’s getting enough sleep, Becky, Tina continued. Like for example, you know what you were writing in the Reality Play about Becky and the clones? Well, he thinks it’s real! He thinks the babies are clones. He even thinks YOU’RE a clone, Becky!

                                  Oh surely not, Tina! Ahahahah! Becky couldn’t help laughing.

                                  It’s no laughing matter, Backy, said Tina reproachfully, but Becky’s laughter was infectious and Tina started to smile. Oh stop making me laugh! I’m worried!

                                  A gurgling sound erupted from one of the baby Moses baskets. Those babies have such a sense of humour for such tiny things! said Tina, smiling down at the sunny smiling little faces.

                                  Haha yes, when they’re not screaming with rage, laughed Becky.

                                  Tina frowned. I wonder what Al sees when he looks at them?

                                  What do you mean, Tina?

                                  Well, didn’t you read Al’s last entry in the Play? Don’t ask me for a link, Becks, look it up yourself!

                                  Becky rolled her eyes with mock exasperation. You mean about them being emotionless?

                                  He’s reconfiguring their energy to fit his delusions, Becky. He’s becoming so immersed in the Play that he’s believing it’s real . It’s all a bit worrying, because he’ll be going on about dragons and mermaids in the apartment next, or talking chairs or something. I don’t know how to handle it.

                                  Hey, I have an idea! Becky said. How about that doctor Muir?

                                  #960

                                  New Venice, July, 1 st 2035

                                  The night was hot in New Venice at this time of the year. The weather patterns had been steadily shifting for many years, and the climate was now sub-tropical in the inundated Big Apple, as more and more people resented the usual coldness of winters, and had subjectively agreed upon a heightening of the temperatures of a few degrees.

                                  Though accustomed to tell his body to relax, and vibrate at a lower frequency to counteract the sticky and displeasing effects of the heat, Al was finding sleep hard to find. Usually, he would attribute those moments of twitching slumberness to mass accessing of subjective information and bringing them to the objective. With the eclipse that would occur in the next weeks, those were still time of great cosmic synchronistic congruence.

                                  Needless to say, he and Tina had been somewhat stirred by Becky’s sudden casualness, and relative abandon not only of the Reality Play but also of her three lovely first born to her friends.
                                  People of that mysterious facility that Becky had briefly spoken so highly of had been doing a fantastic job, considering the very early birth, but still, Al had soon noticed the babies were displaying some kind of emotionless state which was eerie to observe in children that young. He had first thought of a remnant from the birth trauma, but it appeared that they were all perfectly aware, and even more than that, accutely aware of their environment to the point of displaying qualities of awareness akin to telepathy or pre-sentience.

                                  Sam’s innate talent with the young ones had been very beneficial to them, and Al was hoping, would help them access their emotional communications as a guidance system to navigate within the immense and potentially overwhelming quantity of subjective information they were given such an easy access to.

                                  Finally after having spent so much time before the cyputer, Al was collapsing from tiredness. He threw himself on the tatami for a healthy dose of rejuvenating sleep. Or so he thought…

                                  :fleuron:

                                  Al woke up with a chill, sweat beading over his eyebrow.
                                  He remembered.
                                  They would come… Hybrids from their future… He remembered having met one a few years ago.
                                  A strange bald guy with piercing eyes and strange snorting twitches on his face. One moment he was talking to him in the middle of the ramp waiting for a condocab, and the moment after, he had forgotten all of this encounter.
                                  The guy had said intently to wait for the time when the Dream would remind them it was the Time of the Reunion.
                                  So what was next? Aliens coming in their aluminum flying saucepans making mosquito sounds?
                                  That sounded awfully like the outrageous rants that old Russian guy named Pasha was making years ago in the archives of Dory —which they had taken as a basis for their Reality Play…

                                  Gosh, that dream was so vivid, it couldn’t be a coincidence… Especially since the first Hybrids to make contact all looked like they were clones of Becky!

                                  #953
                                  TracyTracy
                                  Participant

                                    Primary Becky woke up as the sun was sinking behind the coconut trees. The grounds of the Serendib Facility were striped with the long golden shadows of evening as Becky sat up in the wicker steamer chair, rubbing her eyes and mumbling the last few remembered words of a dream….. Luce is calling…which she promptly forgot.

                                    Never one to keep a good thing to herself, Becky had a sudden impulse to call Tina in New Venice and tell her about Serendib. She loved the name Serendib: ‘serendipity.’ Becky had fallen in love with the magical island, and wanted to share it.

                                    She had a feeling that Tina would like it here.

                                    #949
                                    F LoveF Love
                                    Participant

                                      They don’t do much though Sam, do they? said Tina, looking quizzically at the sleeping infants and just managing to repress the urge to prod one of them in order to wake it.

                                      Sam did not appear to be overly bothered. He was making strange cooing noises and waving a toy Lemur in the air in front of the cribs.

                                      He glared at Tina. Shush Tina! Do you have no maternal instincts at all? Sleeping or not, they take everything in. Do you know that baby crocodiles talk to each other even from inside the egg? He shook his head in exasperation.

                                      Don’t mind that mean old Tinipooh, he said gently to the babies. Uncle Sam will play you some nice soothing didgereedoo.

                                      Tina laughed, kissed Sam affectionately, and made a hasty exit. Not that she didn’t enjoy the didgereedoo, of course.

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