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    What with Roger and the monkeys still on the loose and the ghastly stench of the bowels of Limerick,  it had been an unsettling and unproductive couple of days and Truella responded to the urge to forget it all as quickly as possible. She was tired and she wanted something else occupying her thoughts before she went to bed.

    Without having a particular question in mind, or so she thought, as soon as she opened a chat with the latest character oracle she found herself asking, “Can you give me any tips on being open to impressions about the history of the roman and punic site in my garden, without getting in the way of the impressions with pre conceived ideas?”

     To be open to impressions about the history of the Roman and Punic site in your garden, it is essential to engage a clear, receptive state of mind, much like the still surface of a pond, ready to reflect whatever may come into your view. First, I would suggest that you allow yourself moments of quietude, perhaps sitting in your garden, taking in the atmosphere, the scents, the sounds, and the energies around you. In this state of quiet receptiveness, you may begin to feel or sense the layers of history and the echoes of the past that are enfolded within the land.

    Now, as for preconceived ideas, it is not a matter of eradicating them entirely, for they are part of the fabric of your thought processes. However, it is a matter of recognizing them, acknowledging their presence, and then gently setting them aside, like old books on a shelf, to make room for the new impressions that wish to make themselves known.

    Let us consider a practical exercise: When you encounter a thought that feels like a rigid belief or a staunch preconception, simply notice it. Say to yourself, “Ah, there is a familiar thought. I shall set it here for now,” and imagine placing it aside. Do not struggle against it, for that only gives it more energy. Instead, treat it with a playful indifference, almost as if it were a curious object that you might ponder later. Then, open yourself to your inner senses. Allow your intuition to flow, let your imagination roam, and trust in your empathic sense to feel the history that seeps from the soil and stones.

    You might even engage in a small ritual before you begin, something that signifies to yourself that you are shifting into a different mode of perception—one that is open, fluid, and unattached to existing narratives.

    And remember, my friend, there is no rush. The histories and mysteries of your garden have been waiting for centuries; they will unveil themselves to you in the fullness of time, so long as you provide a welcoming space for their whispers to be heard.

    the significance of the site is not merely in its chronological age but in its ability to connect you to the vast expanse of consciousness that transcends time. Each stone, each fragment of pottery, is a doorway to another now, waiting for you to step through

    “Have you seen how many pieces there are?”

    Truella staggered off to bed thinking about all those doorways.

    #7350

    Eris did portal to be in person for the last Ritual. After all, Smoke Testing for incense making was the reverse expectation of what it meant in programming. You plug in a new board and turn on the power. If you see smoke coming from the board, turn off the power. You don’t have to do any more testing. But for witches, it just meant success. This one however revealed itself to be so glorious, she would have regretted sorely if she’d missed it.

    “Someone tried to jinx my blog with black magic emojis! Quick, give me a Nokia!” Jeezel sharp cry was the innocent trigger that dominoed the whole ceremony into mayhem. With her clumsy hand gestures, she inadvertently elbowed Frigella as she was carefully counting the last drops of the resin, which spilled over to the nearby Bunsen burner.

    From there, the sweet symphony of disaster that unfolded in the sanctified chamber of the coven could have been put to a choral version of Tchaikovsky’s Overture 1812, with climactic volley of cannon fire, ringing chimes, and brass fanfare. Only with smoke as sound effects.

    In the ensuing chaos of the Fourth Rite, everything became quickly shrouded in a thick, billowing smoke, an unintended byproduct of the smoke test gone wildly awry. Truella, in her attempts to salvage the ceremony, darted through the room, a scorched piece of fabric clutched in her hand—her delicate pashmina shawl that did more fanning than smothering and now more charcoal than its original vibrant hue. Her expression teetered between horror and disbelief as she lamented her once-prized possession, now reduced to ashes.

    Jeezel, ever the optimist, quickly came back to her senses choosing to find humor if not opportunity amidst disaster. Like a true diva emerging from the smoke effects, she held up a singed twig adorned with the remains of decorative leaves and announced with a wide grin, “Behold, the perfect accessory for the Autumn Pageant!” Her voice was muffled by the smog, her figure obscured save for the intermittent glint of her eyes as she wove through the smoke, brandishing the charred twig like a parade marshal’s baton.

    Meanwhile, Eris was caught in a frenetic ballet, attempting to corral the smoke with sweeps of her arms and ancient spells, as if the very air could be tamed by her whims. Her efforts, while noble, only served to create an odd wind pattern that whirled papers and loose items into a miniature cyclone of confusion.

    At the epicenter of the pandemonium stood Malové, the High Witch, her composure as livid as the flames that had sparked the debacle. Her normally unflappable demeanor crumbled as she surveyed the disarray, her voice rising above the cacophony, “Witches, have you mistaken this sacred rite for a comedy of errors?” Her words cut through the haze, sharp and commanding.

    Frigella, caught off-guard by the commotion, scrambled to quell the smoky serpent that had coiled throughout the room. With a flick of her wand, she directed gusts of fresh air towards the smoke, but in her haste, the spell went askew, further fanning the chaos as parchments and ritual tools spun through the air like leaves in a storm.

    All the witches assembled, not knowing how to respond, tried to grapple with the havoc.

    There, in the mist of misadventure, the Fourth Rite of 2024 would be one for the annals, a tale to be told with a mix of chagrin and mirth for ages to come. And though Malové’s patience was tried, even the High Witch couldn’t deny the comedic spectacle that unfurled before her—a spectacle that would surely need to be remedied.

    #7247
    TracyTracy
    Participant

      With a resigned sigh, Liz pushed her writing away took off her glasses and folded her hands in her lap.

      “I’m listening, Finnley. Tell me all about it.”

      #6280

      I started reading a book. In fact I started reading it three weeks ago, and have read the first page of the preface every night and fallen asleep. But my neck aches from doing too much gardening so I went back to bed to read this morning. I still fell asleep six times but at least I finished the preface. It’s the story of the family , initiated by the family collection of netsuke (whatever that is. Tiny Japanese carvings) But this is what stopped me reading and made me think (and then fall asleep each time I re read it)

      “And I’m not entitled to nostalgia about all that lost wealth and glamour from a century ago. And I am not interested in thin. I want to know what the relationship has been between this wooden object that I am rolling between my fingers – hard and tricky and Japanese – and where it has been. I want to be able to reach to the handle of the door and turn it and feel it open. I want to walk into each room where this object has lived, to feel the volume of the space, to know what pictures were on the walls, how the light fell from the windows. And I want to know whose hands it has been in, and what they felt about it and thought about it – if they thought about it. I want to know what it has witnessed.” ― Edmund de Waal, The Hare With Amber Eyes: A Family’s Century of Art and Loss

      And I felt almost bereft that none of the records tell me which way the light fell in through the windows.

      I know who lived in the house in which years, but I don’t know who sat in the sun streaming through the window and which painting upon the wall they looked at and what the material was that covered the chair they sat on.

      Were his clothes confortable (or hers, likely not), did he have an old favourite pair of trousers that his mother hated?

      There is one house in particular that I keep coming back to. Like I got on the Housley train at Smalley and I can’t get off. Kidsley Grange Farm, they turned it into a nursing home and built extensions, and now it’s for sale for five hundred thousand pounds. But is the ghost still under the back stairs? Is there still a stain somewhere when a carafe of port was dropped?

      Did Anns writing desk survive? Does someone have that, polished, with a vase of spring tulips on it? (on a mat of course so it doesn’t make a ring, despite that there are layers of beeswaxed rings already)

      Does the desk remember the letters, the weight of a forearm or elbow, perhaps a smeared teardrop, or a comsumptive cough stain?

      Is there perhaps a folded bit of paper or card that propped an uneven leg that fell through the floorboards that might tear into little squares if you found it and opened it, and would it be a rough draft of a letter never sent, or just a receipt for five head of cattle the summer before?

      Did he hate the curtain material, or not even think of it? Did he love the house, or want to get away to see something new ~ or both?

      Did he have a favourite cup, a favourite food, did he hate liver or cabbage?

      Did he like his image when the photograph came from the studio or did he think it made his nose look big or his hair too thin, or did he wish he’d worn his other waistcoat?

      Did he love his wife so much he couldn’t bear to see her dying, was it neglect or was it the unbearableness of it all that made him go away and drink?

      Did the sun slanting in through the dormer window of his tiny attic room where he lodged remind him of ~ well no perhaps he was never in the room in daylight hours at all. Work all day and pub all night, keeping busy working hard and drinking hard and perhaps laughing hard, and maybe he only thought of it all on Sunday mornings.

      So many deaths, one after another, his father, his wife, his brother, his sister, and another and another, all the coughing, all the debility. Perhaps he never understood why he lived and they did not, what kind of justice was there in that?

      Did he take a souvenir or two with him, a handkerchief or a shawl perhaps, tucked away at the bottom of a battered leather bag that had his 3 shirts and 2 waistcoats in and a spare cap,something embroidered perhaps.

      The quote in that book started me off with the light coming in the window and the need to know the simplest things, something nobody ever wrote in a letter, maybe never even mentioned to anyone.

      Light coming in windows. I remeber when I was a teenager I had a day off sick and spent the whole day laying on the couch in a big window with the winter sun on my face all day, and I read Bonjour Tristesse in one sitting, and I’ll never forget that afternoon.  I don’t remember much about that book, but I remember being transported. But at the same time as being present in that sunny window.

      “Stories and objects share something, a patina…Perhaps patina is a process of rubbing back so that the essential is revealed…But it also seems additive, in the way that a piece of oak furniture gains over years and years of polishing.”

      “How objects are handed on is all about story-telling. I am giving you this because I love you. Or because it was given to me. Because I bought it somewhere special. Because you will care for it. Because it will complicate your life. Because it will make someone else envious. There is no easy story in legacy. What is remembered and what is forgotten? There can be a chain of forgetting, the rubbing away of previous ownership as much as the slow accretion of stories. What is being passed on to me with all these small Japanese objects?”

      “There are things in this world that the children hear, but whose sounds oscillate below an adult’s sense of pitch.”

      What did the children hear?

      #6261
      TracyTracy
      Participant

        From Tanganyika with Love

        continued

        With thanks to Mike Rushby.

        Mchewe Estate. 11th July 1931.

        Dearest Family,

        You say that you would like to know more about our neighbours. Well there is
        not much to tell. Kath Wood is very good about coming over to see me. I admire her
        very much because she is so capable as well as being attractive. She speaks very
        fluent Ki-Swahili and I envy her the way she can carry on a long conversation with the
        natives. I am very slow in learning the language possibly because Lamek and the
        houseboy both speak basic English.

        I have very little to do with the Africans apart from the house servants, but I do
        run a sort of clinic for the wives and children of our employees. The children suffer chiefly
        from sore eyes and worms, and the older ones often have bad ulcers on their legs. All
        farmers keep a stock of drugs and bandages.

        George also does a bit of surgery and last month sewed up the sole of the foot
        of a boy who had trodden on the blade of a panga, a sort of sword the Africans use for
        hacking down bush. He made an excellent job of it. George tells me that the Africans
        have wonderful powers of recuperation. Once in his bachelor days, one of his men was
        disembowelled by an elephant. George washed his “guts” in a weak solution of
        pot.permang, put them back in the cavity and sewed up the torn flesh and he
        recovered.

        But to get back to the neighbours. We see less of Hicky Wood than of Kath.
        Hicky can be charming but is often moody as I believe Irishmen often are.
        Major Jones is now at home on his shamba, which he leaves from time to time
        for temporary jobs on the district roads. He walks across fairly regularly and we are
        always glad to see him for he is a great bearer of news. In this part of Africa there is no
        knocking or ringing of doorbells. Front doors are always left open and visitors always
        welcome. When a visitor approaches a house he shouts “Hodi”, and the owner of the
        house yells “Karibu”, which I believe means “Come near” or approach, and tea is
        produced in a matter of minutes no matter what hour of the day it is.
        The road that passes all our farms is the only road to the Gold Diggings and
        diggers often drop in on the Woods and Major Jones and bring news of the Goldfields.
        This news is sometimes about gold but quite often about whose wife is living with
        whom. This is a great country for gossip.

        Major Jones now has his brother Llewyllen living with him. I drove across with
        George to be introduced to him. Llewyllen’s health is poor and he looks much older than
        his years and very like the portrait of Trader Horn. He has the same emaciated features,
        burning eyes and long beard. He is proud of his Welsh tenor voice and often bursts into
        song.

        Both brothers are excellent conversationalists and George enjoys walking over
        sometimes on a Sunday for a bit of masculine company. The other day when George
        walked across to visit the Joneses, he found both brothers in the shamba and Llew in a
        great rage. They had been stooping to inspect a water furrow when Llew backed into a
        hornets nest. One furious hornet stung him on the seat and another on the back of his
        neck. Llew leapt forward and somehow his false teeth shot out into the furrow and were
        carried along by the water. When George arrived Llew had retrieved his teeth but
        George swears that, in the commotion, the heavy leather leggings, which Llew always
        wears, had swivelled around on his thin legs and were calves to the front.
        George has heard that Major Jones is to sell pert of his land to his Swedish brother-in-law, Max Coster, so we will soon have another couple in the neighbourhood.

        I’ve had a bit of a pantomime here on the farm. On the day we went to Tukuyu,
        all our washing was stolen from the clothes line and also our new charcoal iron. George
        reported the matter to the police and they sent out a plain clothes policeman. He wears
        the long white Arab gown called a Kanzu much in vogue here amongst the African elite
        but, alas for secrecy, huge black police boots protrude from beneath the Kanzu and, to
        add to this revealing clue, the askari springs to attention and salutes each time I pass by.
        Not much hope of finding out the identity of the thief I fear.

        George’s furrow was entirely successful and we now have water running behind
        the kitchen. Our drinking water we get from a lovely little spring on the farm. We boil and
        filter it for safety’s sake. I don’t think that is necessary. The furrow water is used for
        washing pots and pans and for bath water.

        Lots of love,
        Eleanor

        Mchewe Estate. 8th. August 1931

        Dearest Family,

        I think it is about time I told you that we are going to have a baby. We are both
        thrilled about it. I have not seen a Doctor but feel very well and you are not to worry. I
        looked it up in my handbook for wives and reckon that the baby is due about February
        8th. next year.

        The announcement came from George, not me! I had been feeling queasy for
        days and was waiting for the right moment to tell George. You know. Soft lights and
        music etc. However when I was listlessly poking my food around one lunch time
        George enquired calmly, “When are you going to tell me about the baby?” Not at all
        according to the book! The problem is where to have the baby. February is a very wet
        month and the nearest Doctor is over 50 miles away at Tukuyu. I cannot go to stay at
        Tukuyu because there is no European accommodation at the hospital, no hotel and no
        friend with whom I could stay.

        George thinks I should go South to you but Capetown is so very far away and I
        love my little home here. Also George says he could not come all the way down with
        me as he simply must stay here and get the farm on its feet. He would drive me as far
        as the railway in Northern Rhodesia. It is a difficult decision to take. Write and tell me what
        you think.

        The days tick by quietly here. The servants are very willing but have to be
        supervised and even then a crisis can occur. Last Saturday I was feeling squeamish and
        decided not to have lunch. I lay reading on the couch whilst George sat down to a
        solitary curry lunch. Suddenly he gave an exclamation and pushed back his chair. I
        jumped up to see what was wrong and there, on his plate, gleaming in the curry gravy
        were small bits of broken glass. I hurried to the kitchen to confront Lamek with the plate.
        He explained that he had dropped the new and expensive bottle of curry powder on
        the brick floor of the kitchen. He did not tell me as he thought I would make a “shauri” so
        he simply scooped up the curry powder, removed the larger pieces of glass and used
        part of the powder for seasoning the lunch.

        The weather is getting warmer now. It was very cold in June and July and we had
        fires in the daytime as well as at night. Now that much of the land has been cleared we
        are able to go for pleasant walks in the weekends. My favourite spot is a waterfall on the
        Mchewe River just on the boundary of our land. There is a delightful little pool below the
        waterfall and one day George intends to stock it with trout.

        Now that there are more Europeans around to buy meat the natives find it worth
        their while to kill an occasional beast. Every now and again a native arrives with a large
        bowl of freshly killed beef for sale. One has no way of knowing whether the animal was
        healthy and the meat is often still warm and very bloody. I hated handling it at first but am
        becoming accustomed to it now and have even started a brine tub. There is no other
        way of keeping meat here and it can only be kept in its raw state for a few hours before
        going bad. One of the delicacies is the hump which all African cattle have. When corned
        it is like the best brisket.

        See what a housewife I am becoming.
        With much love,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate. Sept.6th. 1931

        Dearest Family,

        I have grown to love the life here and am sad to think I shall be leaving
        Tanganyika soon for several months. Yes I am coming down to have the baby in the
        bosom of the family. George thinks it best and so does the doctor. I didn’t mention it
        before but I have never recovered fully from the effects of that bad bout of malaria and
        so I have been persuaded to leave George and our home and go to the Cape, in the
        hope that I shall come back here as fit as when I first arrived in the country plus a really
        healthy and bouncing baby. I am torn two ways, I long to see you all – but how I would
        love to stay on here.

        George will drive me down to Northern Rhodesia in early October to catch a
        South bound train. I’ll telegraph the date of departure when I know it myself. The road is
        very, very bad and the car has been giving a good deal of trouble so, though the baby
        is not due until early February, George thinks it best to get the journey over soon as
        possible, for the rains break in November and the the roads will then be impassable. It
        may take us five or six days to reach Broken Hill as we will take it slowly. I am looking
        forward to the drive through new country and to camping out at night.
        Our days pass quietly by. George is out on the shamba most of the day. He
        goes out before breakfast on weekdays and spends most of the day working with the
        men – not only supervising but actually working with his hands and beating the labourers
        at their own jobs. He comes to the house for meals and tea breaks. I potter around the
        house and garden, sew, mend and read. Lamek continues to be a treasure. he turns out
        some surprising dishes. One of his specialities is stuffed chicken. He carefully skins the
        chicken removing all bones. He then minces all the chicken meat and adds minced onion
        and potatoes. He then stuffs the chicken skin with the minced meat and carefully sews it
        together again. The resulting dish is very filling because the boned chicken is twice the
        size of a normal one. It lies on its back as round as a football with bloated legs in the air.
        Rather repulsive to look at but Lamek is most proud of his accomplishment.
        The other day he produced another of his masterpieces – a cooked tortoise. It
        was served on a dish covered with parsley and crouched there sans shell but, only too
        obviously, a tortoise. I took one look and fled with heaving diaphragm, but George said
        it tasted quite good. He tells me that he has had queerer dishes produced by former
        cooks. He says that once in his hunting days his cook served up a skinned baby
        monkey with its hands folded on its breast. He says it would take a cannibal to eat that
        dish.

        And now for something sad. Poor old Llew died quite suddenly and it was a sad
        shock to this tiny community. We went across to the funeral and it was a very simple and
        dignified affair. Llew was buried on Joni’s farm in a grave dug by the farm boys. The
        body was wrapped in a blanket and bound to some boards and lowered into the
        ground. There was no service. The men just said “Good-bye Llew.” and “Sleep well
        Llew”, and things like that. Then Joni and his brother-in-law Max, and George shovelled
        soil over the body after which the grave was filled in by Joni’s shamba boys. It was a
        lovely bright afternoon and I thought how simple and sensible a funeral it was.
        I hope you will be glad to have me home. I bet Dad will be holding thumbs that
        the baby will be a girl.

        Very much love,
        Eleanor.

        Note
        “There are no letters to my family during the period of Sept. 1931 to June 1932
        because during these months I was living with my parents and sister in a suburb of
        Cape Town. I had hoped to return to Tanganyika by air with my baby soon after her
        birth in Feb.1932 but the doctor would not permit this.

        A month before my baby was born, a company called Imperial Airways, had
        started the first passenger service between South Africa and England. One of the night
        stops was at Mbeya near my husband’s coffee farm, and it was my intention to take the
        train to Broken Hill in Northern Rhodesia and to fly from there to Mbeya with my month
        old baby. In those days however, commercial flying was still a novelty and the doctor
        was not sure that flying at a high altitude might not have an adverse effect upon a young
        baby.

        He strongly advised me to wait until the baby was four months old and I did this
        though the long wait was very trying to my husband alone on our farm in Tanganyika,
        and to me, cherished though I was in my old home.

        My story, covering those nine long months is soon told. My husband drove me
        down from Mbeya to Broken Hill in NorthernRhodesia. The journey was tedious as the
        weather was very hot and dry and the road sandy and rutted, very different from the
        Great North road as it is today. The wooden wheel spokes of the car became so dry
        that they rattled and George had to bind wet rags around them. We had several
        punctures and with one thing and another I was lucky to catch the train.
        My parents were at Cape Town station to welcome me and I stayed
        comfortably with them, living very quietly, until my baby was born. She arrived exactly
        on the appointed day, Feb.8th.

        I wrote to my husband “Our Charmian Ann is a darling baby. She is very fair and
        rather pale and has the most exquisite hands, with long tapering fingers. Daddy
        absolutely dotes on her and so would you, if you were here. I can’t bear to think that you
        are so terribly far away. Although Ann was born exactly on the day, I was taken quite by
        surprise. It was awfully hot on the night before, and before going to bed I had a fancy for
        some water melon. The result was that when I woke in the early morning with labour
        pains and vomiting I thought it was just an attack of indigestion due to eating too much
        melon. The result was that I did not wake Marjorie until the pains were pretty frequent.
        She called our next door neighbour who, in his pyjamas, drove me to the nursing home
        at breakneck speed. The Matron was very peeved that I had left things so late but all
        went well and by nine o’clock, Mother, positively twittering with delight, was allowed to
        see me and her first granddaughter . She told me that poor Dad was in such a state of
        nerves that he was sick amongst the grapevines. He says that he could not bear to go
        through such an anxious time again, — so we will have to have our next eleven in
        Tanganyika!”

        The next four months passed rapidly as my time was taken up by the demands
        of my new baby. Dr. Trudy King’s method of rearing babies was then the vogue and I
        stuck fanatically to all the rules he laid down, to the intense exasperation of my parents
        who longed to cuddle the child.

        As the time of departure drew near my parents became more and more reluctant
        to allow me to face the journey alone with their adored grandchild, so my brother,
        Graham, very generously offered to escort us on the train to Broken Hill where he could
        put us on the plane for Mbeya.

        Eleanor Rushby

         

        Mchewe Estate. June 15th 1932

        Dearest Family,

        You’ll be glad to know that we arrived quite safe and sound and very, very
        happy to be home.The train Journey was uneventful. Ann slept nearly all the way.
        Graham was very kind and saw to everything. He even sat with the baby whilst I went
        to meals in the dining car.

        We were met at Broken Hill by the Thoms who had arranged accommodation for
        us at the hotel for the night. They also drove us to the aerodrome in the morning where
        the Airways agent told us that Ann is the first baby to travel by air on this section of the
        Cape to England route. The plane trip was very bumpy indeed especially between
        Broken Hill and Mpika. Everyone was ill including poor little Ann who sicked up her milk
        all over the front of my new coat. I arrived at Mbeya looking a sorry caricature of Radiant
        Motherhood. I must have been pale green and the baby was snow white. Under the
        circumstances it was a good thing that George did not meet us. We were met instead
        by Ken Menzies, the owner of the Mbeya Hotel where we spent the night. Ken was
        most fatherly and kind and a good nights rest restored Ann and me to our usual robust
        health.

        Mbeya has greatly changed. The hotel is now finished and can accommodate
        fifty guests. It consists of a large main building housing a large bar and dining room and
        offices and a number of small cottage bedrooms. It even has electric light. There are
        several buildings out at the aerodrome and private houses going up in Mbeya.
        After breakfast Ken Menzies drove us out to the farm where we had a warm
        welcome from George, who looks well but rather thin. The house was spotless and the
        new cook, Abel, had made light scones for tea. George had prepared all sorts of lovely
        surprises. There is a new reed ceiling in the living room and a new dresser gay with
        willow pattern plates which he had ordered from England. There is also a writing table
        and a square table by the door for visitors hats. More personal is a lovely model ship
        which George assembled from one of those Hobbie’s kits. It puts the finishing touch to
        the rather old world air of our living room.

        In the bedroom there is a large double bed which George made himself. It has
        strips of old car tyres nailed to a frame which makes a fine springy mattress and on top
        of this is a thick mattress of kapok.In the kitchen there is a good wood stove which
        George salvaged from a Mission dump. It looks a bit battered but works very well. The
        new cook is excellent. The only blight is that he will wear rubber soled tennis shoes and
        they smell awful. I daren’t hurt his feelings by pointing this out though. Opposite the
        kitchen is a new laundry building containing a forty gallon hot water drum and a sink for
        washing up. Lovely!

        George has been working very hard. He now has forty acres of coffee seedlings
        planted out and has also found time to plant a rose garden and fruit trees. There are
        orange and peach trees, tree tomatoes, paw paws, guavas and berries. He absolutely
        adores Ann who has been very good and does not seem at all unsettled by the long
        journey.

        It is absolutely heavenly to be back and I shall be happier than ever now that I
        have a baby to play with during the long hours when George is busy on the farm,
        Thank you for all your love and care during the many months I was with you. Ann
        sends a special bubble for granddad.

        Your very loving,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate Mbeya July 18th 1932

        Dearest Family,

        Ann at five months is enchanting. She is a very good baby, smiles readily and is
        gaining weight steadily. She doesn’t sleep much during the day but that does not
        matter, because, apart from washing her little things, I have nothing to do but attend to
        her. She sleeps very well at night which is a blessing as George has to get up very
        early to start work on the shamba and needs a good nights rest.
        My nights are not so good, because we are having a plague of rats which frisk
        around in the bedroom at night. Great big ones that come up out of the long grass in the
        gorge beside the house and make cosy homes on our reed ceiling and in the thatch of
        the roof.

        We always have a night light burning so that, if necessary, I can attend to Ann
        with a minimum of fuss, and the things I see in that dim light! There are gaps between
        the reeds and one night I heard, plop! and there, before my horrified gaze, lay a newly
        born hairless baby rat on the floor by the bed, plop, plop! and there lay two more.
        Quite dead, poor things – but what a careless mother.

        I have also seen rats scampering around on the tops of the mosquito nets and
        sometimes we have them on our bed. They have a lovely game. They swarm down
        the cord from which the mosquito net is suspended, leap onto the bed and onto the
        floor. We do not have our net down now the cold season is here and there are few
        mosquitoes.

        Last week a rat crept under Ann’s net which hung to the floor and bit her little
        finger, so now I tuck the net in under the mattress though it makes it difficult for me to
        attend to her at night. We shall have to get a cat somewhere. Ann’s pram has not yet
        arrived so George carries her when we go walking – to her great content.
        The native women around here are most interested in Ann. They come to see
        her, bearing small gifts, and usually bring a child or two with them. They admire my child
        and I admire theirs and there is an exchange of gifts. They produce a couple of eggs or
        a few bananas or perhaps a skinny fowl and I hand over sugar, salt or soap as they
        value these commodities. The most lavish gift went to the wife of Thomas our headman,
        who produced twin daughters in the same week as I had Ann.

        Our neighbours have all been across to welcome me back and to admire the
        baby. These include Marion Coster who came out to join her husband whilst I was in
        South Africa. The two Hickson-Wood children came over on a fat old white donkey.
        They made a pretty picture sitting astride, one behind the other – Maureen with her arms
        around small Michael’s waist. A native toto led the donkey and the children’ s ayah
        walked beside it.

        It is quite cold here now but the sun is bright and the air dry. The whole
        countryside is beautifully green and we are a very happy little family.

        Lots and lots of love,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate August 11th 1932

        Dearest Family,

        George has been very unwell for the past week. He had a nasty gash on his
        knee which went septic. He had a swelling in the groin and a high temperature and could
        not sleep at night for the pain in his leg. Ann was very wakeful too during the same
        period, I think she is teething. I luckily have kept fit though rather harassed. Yesterday the
        leg looked so inflamed that George decided to open up the wound himself. he made
        quite a big cut in exactly the right place. You should have seen the blackish puss
        pouring out.

        After he had thoroughly cleaned the wound George sewed it up himself. he has
        the proper surgical needles and gut. He held the cut together with his left hand and
        pushed the needle through the flesh with his right. I pulled the needle out and passed it
        to George for the next stitch. I doubt whether a surgeon could have made a neater job
        of it. He is still confined to the couch but today his temperature is normal. Some
        husband!

        The previous week was hectic in another way. We had a visit from lions! George
        and I were having supper about 8.30 on Tuesday night when the back verandah was
        suddenly invaded by women and children from the servants quarters behind the kitchen.
        They were all yelling “Simba, Simba.” – simba means lions. The door opened suddenly
        and the houseboy rushed in to say that there were lions at the huts. George got up
        swiftly, fetched gun and ammunition from the bedroom and with the houseboy carrying
        the lamp, went off to investigate. I remained at the table, carrying on with my supper as I
        felt a pioneer’s wife should! Suddenly something big leapt through the open window
        behind me. You can imagine what I thought! I know now that it is quite true to say one’s
        hair rises when one is scared. However it was only Kelly, our huge Irish wolfhound,
        taking cover.

        George returned quite soon to say that apparently the commotion made by the
        women and children had frightened the lions off. He found their tracks in the soft earth
        round the huts and a bag of maize that had been playfully torn open but the lions had
        moved on.

        Next day we heard that they had moved to Hickson-Wood’s shamba. Hicky
        came across to say that the lions had jumped over the wall of his cattle boma and killed
        both his white Muskat riding donkeys.
        He and a friend sat up all next night over the remains but the lions did not return to
        the kill.

        Apart from the little set back last week, Ann is blooming. She has a cap of very
        fine fair hair and clear blue eyes under straight brow. She also has lovely dimples in both
        cheeks. We are very proud of her.

        Our neighbours are picking coffee but the crops are small and the price is low. I
        am amazed that they are so optimistic about the future. No one in these parts ever
        seems to grouse though all are living on capital. They all say “Well if the worst happens
        we can always go up to the Lupa Diggings.”

        Don’t worry about us, we have enough to tide us over for some time yet.

        Much love to all,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate. 28th Sept. 1932

        Dearest Family,

        News! News! I’m going to have another baby. George and I are delighted and I
        hope it will be a boy this time. I shall be able to have him at Mbeya because things are
        rapidly changing here. Several German families have moved to Mbeya including a
        German doctor who means to build a hospital there. I expect he will make a very good
        living because there must now be some hundreds of Europeans within a hundred miles
        radius of Mbeya. The Europeans are mostly British or German but there are also
        Greeks and, I believe, several other nationalities are represented on the Lupa Diggings.
        Ann is blooming and developing according to the Book except that she has no
        teeth yet! Kath Hickson-Wood has given her a very nice high chair and now she has
        breakfast and lunch at the table with us. Everything within reach goes on the floor to her
        amusement and my exasperation!

        You ask whether we have any Church of England missionaries in our part. No we
        haven’t though there are Lutheran and Roman Catholic Missions. I have never even
        heard of a visiting Church of England Clergyman to these parts though there are babies
        in plenty who have not been baptised. Jolly good thing I had Ann Christened down
        there.

        The R.C. priests in this area are called White Fathers. They all have beards and
        wear white cassocks and sun helmets. One, called Father Keiling, calls around frequently.
        Though none of us in this area is Catholic we take it in turn to put him up for the night. The
        Catholic Fathers in their turn are most hospitable to travellers regardless of their beliefs.
        Rather a sad thing has happened. Lucas our old chicken-boy is dead. I shall miss
        his toothy smile. George went to the funeral and fired two farewell shots from his rifle
        over the grave – a gesture much appreciated by the locals. Lucas in his day was a good
        hunter.

        Several of the locals own muzzle loading guns but the majority hunt with dogs
        and spears. The dogs wear bells which make an attractive jingle but I cannot bear the
        idea of small antelope being run down until they are exhausted before being clubbed of
        stabbed to death. We seldom eat venison as George does not care to shoot buck.
        Recently though, he shot an eland and Abel rendered down the fat which is excellent for
        cooking and very like beef fat.

        Much love to all,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate. P.O.Mbeya 21st November 1932

        Dearest Family,

        George has gone off to the Lupa for a week with John Molteno. John came up
        here with the idea of buying a coffee farm but he has changed his mind and now thinks of
        staking some claims on the diggings and also setting up as a gold buyer.

        Did I tell you about his arrival here? John and George did some elephant hunting
        together in French Equatorial Africa and when John heard that George had married and
        settled in Tanganyika, he also decided to come up here. He drove up from Cape Town
        in a Baby Austin and arrived just as our labourers were going home for the day. The little
        car stopped half way up our hill and John got out to investigate. You should have heard
        the astonished exclamations when John got out – all 6 ft 5 ins. of him! He towered over
        the little car and even to me it seemed impossible for him to have made the long
        journey in so tiny a car.

        Kath Wood has been over several times lately. She is slim and looks so right in
        the shirt and corduroy slacks she almost always wears. She was here yesterday when
        the shamba boy, digging in the front garden, unearthed a large earthenware cooking pot,
        sealed at the top. I was greatly excited and had an instant mental image of fabulous
        wealth. We made the boy bring the pot carefully on to the verandah and opened it in
        happy anticipation. What do you think was inside? Nothing but a grinning skull! Such a
        treat for a pregnant female.

        We have a tree growing here that had lovely straight branches covered by a
        smooth bark. I got the garden boy to cut several of these branches of a uniform size,
        peeled off the bark and have made Ann a playpen with the poles which are much like
        broom sticks. Now I can leave her unattended when I do my chores. The other morning
        after breakfast I put Ann in her playpen on the verandah and gave her a piece of toast
        and honey to keep her quiet whilst I laundered a few of her things. When I looked out a
        little later I was horrified to see a number of bees buzzing around her head whilst she
        placidly concentrated on her toast. I made a rapid foray and rescued her but I still don’t
        know whether that was the thing to do.

        We all send our love,
        Eleanor.

        Mbeya Hospital. April 25th. 1933

        Dearest Family,

        Here I am, installed at the very new hospital, built by Dr Eckhardt, awaiting the
        arrival of the new baby. George has gone back to the farm on foot but will walk in again
        to spend the weekend with us. Ann is with me and enjoys the novelty of playing with
        other children. The Eckhardts have two, a pretty little girl of two and a half and a very fair
        roly poly boy of Ann’s age. Ann at fourteen months is very active. She is quite a little girl
        now with lovely dimples. She walks well but is backward in teething.

        George, Ann and I had a couple of days together at the hotel before I moved in
        here and several of the local women visited me and have promised to visit me in
        hospital. The trip from farm to town was very entertaining if not very comfortable. There
        is ten miles of very rough road between our farm and Utengule Mission and beyond the
        Mission there is a fair thirteen or fourteen mile road to Mbeya.

        As we have no car now the doctor’s wife offered to drive us from the Mission to
        Mbeya but she would not risk her car on the road between the Mission and our farm.
        The upshot was that I rode in the Hickson-Woods machila for that ten mile stretch. The
        machila is a canopied hammock, slung from a bamboo pole, in which I reclined, not too
        comfortably in my unwieldy state, with Ann beside me or sometime straddling me. Four
        of our farm boys carried the machila on their shoulders, two fore and two aft. The relief
        bearers walked on either side. There must have been a dozen in all and they sang a sort
        of sea shanty song as they walked. One man would sing a verse and the others took up
        the chorus. They often improvise as they go. They moaned about my weight (at least
        George said so! I don’t follow Ki-Swahili well yet) and expressed the hope that I would
        have a son and that George would reward them handsomely.

        George and Kelly, the dog, followed close behind the machila and behind
        George came Abel our cook and his wife and small daughter Annalie, all in their best
        attire. The cook wore a palm beach suit, large Terai hat and sunglasses and two colour
        shoes and quite lent a tone to the proceedings! Right at the back came the rag tag and
        bobtail who joined the procession just for fun.

        Mrs Eckhardt was already awaiting us at the Mission when we arrived and we had
        an uneventful trip to the Mbeya Hotel.

        During my last week at the farm I felt very tired and engaged the cook’s small
        daughter, Annalie, to amuse Ann for an hour after lunch so that I could have a rest. They
        played in the small verandah room which adjoins our bedroom and where I keep all my
        sewing materials. One afternoon I was startled by a scream from Ann. I rushed to the
        room and found Ann with blood steaming from her cheek. Annalie knelt beside her,
        looking startled and frightened, with my embroidery scissors in her hand. She had cut off
        half of the long curling golden lashes on one of Ann’s eyelids and, in trying to finish the
        job, had cut off a triangular flap of skin off Ann’s cheek bone.

        I called Abel, the cook, and demanded that he should chastise his daughter there and
        then and I soon heard loud shrieks from behind the kitchen. He spanked her with a
        bamboo switch but I am sure not as well as she deserved. Africans are very tolerant
        towards their children though I have seen husbands and wives fighting furiously.
        I feel very well but long to have the confinement over.

        Very much love,
        Eleanor.

        Mbeya Hospital. 2nd May 1933.

        Dearest Family,

        Little George arrived at 7.30 pm on Saturday evening 29 th. April. George was
        with me at the time as he had walked in from the farm for news, and what a wonderful bit
        of luck that was. The doctor was away on a case on the Diggings and I was bathing Ann
        with George looking on, when the pains started. George dried Ann and gave her
        supper and put her to bed. Afterwards he sat on the steps outside my room and a
        great comfort it was to know that he was there.

        The confinement was short but pretty hectic. The Doctor returned to the Hospital
        just in time to deliver the baby. He is a grand little boy, beautifully proportioned. The
        doctor says he has never seen a better formed baby. He is however rather funny
        looking just now as his head is, very temporarily, egg shaped. He has a shock of black
        silky hair like a gollywog and believe it or not, he has a slight black moustache.
        George came in, looked at the baby, looked at me, and we both burst out
        laughing. The doctor was shocked and said so. He has no sense of humour and couldn’t
        understand that we, though bursting with pride in our son, could never the less laugh at
        him.

        Friends in Mbeya have sent me the most gorgeous flowers and my room is
        transformed with delphiniums, roses and carnations. The room would be very austere
        without the flowers. Curtains, bedspread and enamelware, walls and ceiling are all
        snowy white.

        George hired a car and took Ann home next day. I have little George for
        company during the day but he is removed at night. I am longing to get him home and
        away from the German nurse who feeds him on black tea when he cries. She insists that
        tea is a medicine and good for him.

        Much love from a proud mother of two.
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate 12May 1933

        Dearest Family,

        We are all together at home again and how lovely it feels. Even the house
        servants seem pleased. The boy had decorated the lounge with sprays of
        bougainvillaea and Abel had backed one of his good sponge cakes.

        Ann looked fat and rosy but at first was only moderately interested in me and the
        new baby but she soon thawed. George is good with her and will continue to dress Ann
        in the mornings and put her to bed until I am satisfied with Georgie.

        He, poor mite, has a nasty rash on face and neck. I am sure it is just due to that
        tea the nurse used to give him at night. He has lost his moustache and is fast loosing his
        wild black hair and emerging as quite a handsome babe. He is a very masculine looking
        infant with much more strongly marked eyebrows and a larger nose that Ann had. He is
        very good and lies quietly in his basket even when awake.

        George has been making a hatching box for brown trout ova and has set it up in
        a small clear stream fed by a spring in readiness for the ova which is expected from
        South Africa by next weeks plane. Some keen fishermen from Mbeya and the District
        have clubbed together to buy the ova. The fingerlings are later to be transferred to
        streams in Mbeya and Tukuyu Districts.

        I shall now have my hands full with the two babies and will not have much time for the
        garden, or I fear, for writing very long letters. Remember though, that no matter how
        large my family becomes, I shall always love you as much as ever.

        Your affectionate,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate. 14th June 1933

        Dearest Family,

        The four of us are all well but alas we have lost our dear Kelly. He was rather a
        silly dog really, although he grew so big he retained all his puppy ways but we were all
        very fond of him, especially George because Kelly attached himself to George whilst I
        was away having Ann and from that time on he was George’s shadow. I think he had
        some form of biliary fever. He died stretched out on the living room couch late last night,
        with George sitting beside him so that he would not feel alone.

        The children are growing fast. Georgie is a darling. He now has a fluff of pale
        brown hair and his eyes are large and dark brown. Ann is very plump and fair.
        We have had several visitors lately. Apart from neighbours, a car load of diggers
        arrived one night and John Molteno and his bride were here. She is a very attractive girl
        but, I should say, more suited to life in civilisation than in this back of beyond. She has
        gone out to the diggings with her husband and will have to walk a good stretch of the fifty
        or so miles.

        The diggers had to sleep in the living room on the couch and on hastily erected
        camp beds. They arrived late at night and left after breakfast next day. One had half a
        beard, the other side of his face had been forcibly shaved in the bar the night before.

        your affectionate,
        Eleanor

        Mchewe Estate. August 10 th. 1933

        Dearest Family,

        George is away on safari with two Indian Army officers. The money he will get for
        his services will be very welcome because this coffee growing is a slow business, and
        our capitol is rapidly melting away. The job of acting as White Hunter was unexpected
        or George would not have taken on the job of hatching the ova which duly arrived from
        South Africa.

        George and the District Commissioner, David Pollock, went to meet the plane
        by which the ova had been consigned but the pilot knew nothing about the package. It
        came to light in the mail bag with the parcels! However the ova came to no harm. David
        Pollock and George brought the parcel to the farm and carefully transferred the ova to
        the hatching box. It was interesting to watch the tiny fry hatch out – a process which took
        several days. Many died in the process and George removed the dead by sucking
        them up in a glass tube.

        When hatched, the tiny fry were fed on ant eggs collected by the boys. I had to
        take over the job of feeding and removing the dead when George left on safari. The fry
        have to be fed every four hours, like the baby, so each time I have fed Georgie. I hurry
        down to feed the trout.

        The children are very good but keep me busy. Ann can now say several words
        and understands more. She adores Georgie. I long to show them off to you.

        Very much love
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate. October 27th 1933

        Dear Family,

        All just over flu. George and Ann were very poorly. I did not fare so badly and
        Georgie came off best. He is on a bottle now.

        There was some excitement here last Wednesday morning. At 6.30 am. I called
        for boiling water to make Georgie’s food. No water arrived but muffled shouting and the
        sound of blows came from the kitchen. I went to investigate and found a fierce fight in
        progress between the house boy and the kitchen boy. In my efforts to make them stop
        fighting I went too close and got a sharp bang on the mouth with the edge of an
        enamelled plate the kitchen boy was using as a weapon. My teeth cut my lip inside and
        the plate cut it outside and blood flowed from mouth to chin. The boys were petrified.
        By the time I had fed Georgie the lip was stiff and swollen. George went in wrath
        to the kitchen and by breakfast time both house boy and kitchen boy had swollen faces
        too. Since then I have a kettle of boiling water to hand almost before the words are out
        of my mouth. I must say that the fight was because the house boy had clouted the
        kitchen boy for keeping me waiting! In this land of piece work it is the job of the kitchen
        boy to light the fire and boil the kettle but the houseboy’s job to carry the kettle to me.
        I have seen little of Kath Wood or Marion Coster for the past two months. Major
        Jones is the neighbour who calls most regularly. He has a wireless set and calls on all of
        us to keep us up to date with world as well as local news. He often brings oranges for
        Ann who adores him. He is a very nice person but no oil painting and makes no effort to
        entertain Ann but she thinks he is fine. Perhaps his monocle appeals to her.

        George has bought a six foot long galvanised bath which is a great improvement
        on the smaller oval one we have used until now. The smaller one had grown battered
        from much use and leaks like a sieve. Fortunately our bathroom has a cement floor,
        because one had to fill the bath to the brim and then bath extremely quickly to avoid
        being left high and dry.

        Lots and lots of love,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate. P.O. Mbeya 1st December 1933

        Dearest Family,

        Ann has not been well. We think she has had malaria. She has grown a good
        deal lately and looks much thinner and rather pale. Georgie is thriving and has such
        sparkling brown eyes and a ready smile. He and Ann make a charming pair, one so fair
        and the other dark.

        The Moltenos’ spent a few days here and took Georgie and me to Mbeya so
        that Georgie could be vaccinated. However it was an unsatisfactory trip because the
        doctor had no vaccine.

        George went to the Lupa with the Moltenos and returned to the farm in their Baby
        Austin which they have lent to us for a week. This was to enable me to go to Mbeya to
        have a couple of teeth filled by a visiting dentist.

        We went to Mbeya in the car on Saturday. It was quite a squash with the four of
        us on the front seat of the tiny car. Once George grabbed the babies foot instead of the
        gear knob! We had Georgie vaccinated at the hospital and then went to the hotel where
        the dentist was installed. Mr Dare, the dentist, had few instruments and they were very
        tarnished. I sat uncomfortably on a kitchen chair whilst he tinkered with my teeth. He filled
        three but two of the fillings came out that night. This meant another trip to Mbeya in the
        Baby Austin but this time they seem all right.

        The weather is very hot and dry and the garden a mess. We are having trouble
        with the young coffee trees too. Cut worms are killing off seedlings in the nursery and
        there is a borer beetle in the planted out coffee.

        George bought a large grey donkey from some wandering Masai and we hope
        the children will enjoy riding it later on.

        Very much love,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate. 14th February 1934.

        Dearest Family,

        You will be sorry to hear that little Ann has been very ill, indeed we were terribly
        afraid that we were going to lose her. She enjoyed her birthday on the 8th. All the toys
        you, and her English granny, sent were unwrapped with such delight. However next
        day she seemed listless and a bit feverish so I tucked her up in bed after lunch. I dosed
        her with quinine and aspirin and she slept fitfully. At about eleven o’clock I was
        awakened by a strange little cry. I turned up the night light and was horrified to see that
        Ann was in a convulsion. I awakened George who, as always in an emergency, was
        perfectly calm and practical. He filled the small bath with very warm water and emersed
        Ann in it, placing a cold wet cloth on her head. We then wrapped her in blankets and
        gave her an enema and she settled down to sleep. A few hours later we had the same
        thing over again.

        At first light we sent a runner to Mbeya to fetch the doctor but waited all day in
        vain and in the evening the runner returned to say that the doctor had gone to a case on
        the diggings. Ann had been feverish all day with two or three convulsions. Neither
        George or I wished to leave the bedroom, but there was Georgie to consider, and in
        the afternoon I took him out in the garden for a while whilst George sat with Ann.
        That night we both sat up all night and again Ann had those wretched attacks of
        convulsions. George and I were worn out with anxiety by the time the doctor arrived the
        next afternoon. Ann had not been able to keep down any quinine and had had only
        small sips of water since the onset of the attack.

        The doctor at once diagnosed the trouble as malaria aggravated by teething.
        George held Ann whilst the Doctor gave her an injection. At the first attempt the needle
        bent into a bow, George was furious! The second attempt worked and after a few hours
        Ann’s temperature dropped and though she was ill for two days afterwards she is now
        up and about. She has also cut the last of her baby teeth, thank God. She looks thin and
        white, but should soon pick up. It has all been a great strain to both of us. Georgie
        behaved like an angel throughout. He played happily in his cot and did not seem to
        sense any tension as people say, babies do. Our baby was cheerful and not at all
        subdued.

        This is the rainy season and it is a good thing that some work has been done on
        our road or the doctor might not have got through.

        Much love to all,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate. 1st October 1934

        Dearest Family,

        We are all well now, thank goodness, but last week Georgie gave us such a
        fright. I was sitting on the verandah, busy with some sewing and not watching Ann and
        Georgie, who were trying to reach a bunch of bananas which hung on a rope from a
        beam of the verandah. Suddenly I heard a crash, Georgie had fallen backward over the
        edge of the verandah and hit the back of his head on the edge of the brick furrow which
        carries away the rainwater. He lay flat on his back with his arms spread out and did not
        move or cry. When I picked him up he gave a little whimper, I carried him to his cot and
        bathed his face and soon he began sitting up and appeared quite normal. The trouble
        began after he had vomited up his lunch. He began to whimper and bang his head
        against the cot.

        George and I were very worried because we have no transport so we could not
        take Georgie to the doctor and we could not bear to go through again what we had gone
        through with Ann earlier in the year. Then, in the late afternoon, a miracle happened. Two
        men George hardly knew, and complete strangers to me, called in on their way from the
        diggings to Mbeya and they kindly drove Georgie and me to the hospital. The Doctor
        allowed me to stay with Georgie and we spent five days there. Luckily he responded to
        treatment and is now as alive as ever. Children do put years on one!

        There is nothing much else to report. We have a new vegetable garden which is
        doing well but the earth here is strange. Gardens seem to do well for two years but by
        that time the soil is exhausted and one must move the garden somewhere else. The
        coffee looks well but it will be another year before we can expect even a few bags of
        coffee and prices are still low. Anyway by next year George should have some good
        return for all his hard work.

        Lots of love,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate. November 4th 1934

        Dearest Family,

        George is home from his White Hunting safari looking very sunburnt and well.
        The elderly American, who was his client this time, called in here at the farm to meet me
        and the children. It is amazing what spirit these old lads have! This one looked as though
        he should be thinking in terms of slippers and an armchair but no, he thinks in terms of
        high powered rifles with telescopic sights.

        It is lovely being together again and the children are delighted to have their Dad
        home. Things are always exciting when George is around. The day after his return
        George said at breakfast, “We can’t go on like this. You and the kids never get off the
        shamba. We’ll simply have to get a car.” You should have heard the excitement. “Get a
        car Daddy?’” cried Ann jumping in her chair so that her plaits bounced. “Get a car
        Daddy?” echoed Georgie his brown eyes sparkling. “A car,” said I startled, “However
        can we afford one?”

        “Well,” said George, “on my way back from Safari I heard that a car is to be sold
        this week at the Tukuyu Court, diseased estate or bankruptcy or something, I might get it
        cheap and it is an A.C.” The name meant nothing to me, but George explained that an
        A.C. is first cousin to a Rolls Royce.

        So off he went to the sale and next day the children and I listened all afternoon for
        the sound of an approaching car. We had many false alarms but, towards evening we
        heard what appeared to be the roar of an aeroplane engine. It was the A.C. roaring her
        way up our steep hill with a long plume of steam waving gaily above her radiator.
        Out jumped my beaming husband and in no time at all, he was showing off her
        points to an admiring family. Her lines are faultless and seats though worn are most
        comfortable. She has a most elegant air so what does it matter that the radiator leaks like
        a sieve, her exhaust pipe has broken off, her tyres are worn almost to the canvas and
        she has no windscreen. She goes, and she cost only five pounds.

        Next afternoon George, the kids and I piled into the car and drove along the road
        on lookout for guinea fowl. All went well on the outward journey but on the homeward
        one the poor A.C. simply gasped and died. So I carried the shot gun and George
        carried both children and we trailed sadly home. This morning George went with a bunch
        of farmhands and brought her home. Truly temperamental, she came home literally
        under her own steam.

        George now plans to get a second hand engine and radiator for her but it won’t
        be an A.C. engine. I think she is the only one of her kind in the country.
        I am delighted to hear, dad, that you are sending a bridle for Joseph for
        Christmas. I am busy making a saddle out of an old piece of tent canvas stuffed with
        kapok, some webbing and some old rug straps. A car and a riding donkey! We’re
        definitely carriage folk now.

        Lots of love to all,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate. 28th December 1934

        Dearest Family,

        Thank you for the wonderful Christmas parcel. My frock is a splendid fit. George
        declares that no one can knit socks like Mummy and the children love their toys and new
        clothes.

        Joseph, the donkey, took his bit with an air of bored resignation and Ann now
        rides proudly on his back. Joseph is a big strong animal with the looks and disposition of
        a mule. he will not go at all unless a native ‘toto’ walks before him and when he does go
        he wears a pained expression as though he were carrying fourteen stone instead of
        Ann’s fly weight. I walk beside the donkey carrying Georgie and our cat, ‘Skinny Winnie’,
        follows behind. Quite a cavalcade. The other day I got so exasperated with Joseph that
        I took Ann off and I got on. Joseph tottered a few paces and sat down! to the huge
        delight of our farm labourers who were going home from work. Anyway, one good thing,
        the donkey is so lazy that there is little chance of him bolting with Ann.

        The Moltenos spent Christmas with us and left for the Lupa Diggings yesterday.
        They arrived on the 22nd. with gifts for the children and chocolates and beer. That very
        afternoon George and John Molteno left for Ivuna, near Lake Ruckwa, to shoot some
        guinea fowl and perhaps a goose for our Christmas dinner. We expected the menfolk
        back on Christmas Eve and Anne and I spent a busy day making mince pies and
        sausage rolls. Why I don’t know, because I am sure Abel could have made them better.
        We decorated the Christmas tree and sat up very late but no husbands turned up.
        Christmas day passed but still no husbands came. Anne, like me, is expecting a baby
        and we both felt pretty forlorn and cross. Anne was certain that they had been caught up
        in a party somewhere and had forgotten all about us and I must say when Boxing Day
        went by and still George and John did not show up I felt ready to agree with her.
        They turned up towards evening and explained that on the homeward trip the car
        had bogged down in the mud and that they had spent a miserable Christmas. Anne
        refused to believe their story so George, to prove their case, got the game bag and
        tipped the contents on to the dining room table. Out fell several guinea fowl, long past
        being edible, followed by a large goose so high that it was green and blue where all the
        feathers had rotted off.

        The stench was too much for two pregnant girls. I shot out of the front door
        closely followed by Anne and we were both sick in the garden.

        I could not face food that evening but Anne is made of stronger stuff and ate her
        belated Christmas dinner with relish.

        I am looking forward enormously to having Marjorie here with us. She will be able
        to carry back to you an eyewitness account of our home and way of life.

        Much love to you all,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate. 5th January 1935

        Dearest Family,

        You cannot imagine how lovely it is to have Marjorie here. She came just in time
        because I have had pernicious vomiting and have lost a great deal of weight and she
        took charge of the children and made me spend three days in hospital having treatment.
        George took me to the hospital on the afternoon of New Years Eve and decided
        to spend the night at the hotel and join in the New Years Eve celebrations. I had several
        visitors at the hospital that evening and George actually managed to get some imported
        grapes for me. He returned to the farm next morning and fetched me from the hospital
        four days later. Of course the old A.C. just had to play up. About half way home the
        back axle gave in and we had to send a passing native some miles back to a place
        called Mbalizi to hire a lorry from a Greek trader to tow us home to the farm.
        The children looked well and were full of beans. I think Marjorie was thankful to
        hand them over to me. She is delighted with Ann’s motherly little ways but Georgie she
        calls “a really wild child”. He isn’t, just has such an astonishing amount of energy and is
        always up to mischief. Marjorie brought us all lovely presents. I am so thrilled with my
        sewing machine. It may be an old model but it sews marvellously. We now have an
        Alsatian pup as well as Joseph the donkey and the two cats.

        Marjorie had a midnight encounter with Joseph which gave her quite a shock but
        we had a good laugh about it next day. Some months ago George replaced our wattle
        and daub outside pit lavatory by a substantial brick one, so large that Joseph is being
        temporarily stabled in it at night. We neglected to warn Marj about this and one night,
        storm lamp in hand, she opened the door and Joseph walked out braying his thanks.
        I am afraid Marjorie is having a quiet time, a shame when the journey from Cape
        Town is so expensive. The doctor has told me to rest as much as I can, so it is
        impossible for us to take Marj on sight seeing trips.

        I hate to think that she will be leaving in ten days time.

        Much love,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate. 18th February 1935

        Dearest Family,

        You must be able to visualise our life here quite well now that Marj is back and
        has no doubt filled in all the details I forget to mention in my letters. What a journey we
        had in the A.C. when we took her to the plane. George, the children and I sat in front and
        Marj sat behind with numerous four gallon tins of water for the insatiable radiator. It was
        raining and the canvas hood was up but part of the side flaps are missing and as there is
        no glass in the windscreen the rain blew in on us. George got fed up with constantly
        removing the hot radiator cap so simply stuffed a bit of rag in instead. When enough
        steam had built up in the radiator behind the rag it blew out and we started all over again.
        The car still roars like an aeroplane engine and yet has little power so that George sent
        gangs of boys to the steep hills between the farm and the Mission to give us a push if
        necessary. Fortunately this time it was not, and the boys cheered us on our way. We
        needed their help on the homeward journey however.

        George has now bought an old Chev engine which he means to install before I
        have to go to hospital to have my new baby. It will be quite an engineering feet as
        George has few tools.

        I am sorry to say that I am still not well, something to do with kidneys or bladder.
        George bought me some pills from one of the several small shops which have opened
        in Mbeya and Ann is most interested in the result. She said seriously to Kath Wood,
        “Oh my Mummy is a very clever Mummy. She can do blue wee and green wee as well
        as yellow wee.” I simply can no longer manage the children without help and have
        engaged the cook’s wife, Janey, to help. The children are by no means thrilled. I plead in
        vain that I am not well enough to go for walks. Ann says firmly, “Ann doesn’t want to go
        for a walk. Ann will look after you.” Funny, though she speaks well for a three year old,
        she never uses the first person. Georgie say he would much rather walk with
        Keshokutwa, the kitchen boy. His name by the way, means day-after-tomorrow and it
        suits him down to the ground, Kath Wood walks over sometimes with offers of help and Ann will gladly go walking with her but Georgie won’t. He on the other hand will walk with Anne Molteno
        and Ann won’t. They are obstinate kids. Ann has developed a very fertile imagination.
        She has probably been looking at too many of those nice women’s magazines you
        sent. A few days ago she said, “You are sick Mummy, but Ann’s got another Mummy.
        She’s not sick, and my other mummy (very smugly) has lovely golden hair”. This
        morning’ not ten minutes after I had dressed her, she came in with her frock wet and
        muddy. I said in exasperation, “Oh Ann, you are naughty.” To which she instantly
        returned, “My other Mummy doesn’t think I am naughty. She thinks I am very nice.” It
        strikes me I shall have to get better soon so that I can be gay once more and compete
        with that phantom golden haired paragon.

        We had a very heavy storm over the farm last week. There was heavy rain with
        hail which stripped some of the coffee trees and the Mchewe River flooded and the
        water swept through the lower part of the shamba. After the water had receded George
        picked up a fine young trout which had been stranded. This was one of some he had
        put into the river when Georgie was a few months old.

        The trials of a coffee farmer are legion. We now have a plague of snails. They
        ring bark the young trees and leave trails of slime on the glossy leaves. All the ring
        barked trees will have to be cut right back and this is heartbreaking as they are bearing
        berries for the first time. The snails are collected by native children, piled upon the
        ground and bashed to a pulp which gives off a sickening stench. I am sorry for the local
        Africans. Locusts ate up their maize and now they are losing their bean crop to the snails.

        Lots of love, Eleanor

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        TracyTracy
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          From Tanganyika with Love

          With thanks to Mike Rushby.

          • “The letters of Eleanor Dunbar Leslie to her parents and her sister in South Africa
            concerning her life with George Gilman Rushby of Tanganyika, and the trials and
            joys of bringing up a family in pioneering conditions.

          These letters were transcribed from copies of letters typed by Eleanor Rushby from
          the originals which were in the estate of Marjorie Leslie, Eleanor’s sister. Eleanor
          kept no diary of her life in Tanganyika, so these letters were the living record of an
          important part of her life.

          Prelude
          Having walked across Africa from the East coast to Ubangi Shauri Chad
          in French Equatorial Africa, hunting elephant all the way, George Rushby
          made his way down the Congo to Leopoldville. He then caught a ship to
          Europe and had a holiday in Brussels and Paris before visiting his family
          in England. He developed blackwater fever and was extremely ill for a
          while. When he recovered he went to London to arrange his return to
          Africa.

          Whilst staying at the Overseas Club he met Eileen Graham who had come
          to England from Cape Town to study music. On hearing that George was
          sailing for Cape Town she arranged to introduce him to her friend
          Eleanor Dunbar Leslie. “You’ll need someone lively to show you around,”
          she said. “She’s as smart as paint, a keen mountaineer, a very good school
          teacher, and she’s attractive. You can’t miss her, because her father is a
          well known Cape Town Magistrate. And,” she added “I’ve already written
          and told her what ship you are arriving on.”

          Eleanor duly met the ship. She and George immediately fell in love.
          Within thirty six hours he had proposed marriage and was accepted
          despite the misgivings of her parents. As she was under contract to her
          High School, she remained in South Africa for several months whilst
          George headed for Tanganyika looking for a farm where he could build
          their home.

          These details are a summary of chapter thirteen of the Biography of
          George Gilman Rushby ‘The Hunter is Death “ by T.V.Bulpin.

           

          Dearest Marj,
          Terrifically exciting news! I’ve just become engaged to an Englishman whom I
          met last Monday. The result is a family upheaval which you will have no difficulty in
          imagining!!

          The Aunts think it all highly romantic and cry in delight “Now isn’t that just like our
          El!” Mummy says she doesn’t know what to think, that anyway I was always a harum
          scarum and she rather expected something like this to happen. However I know that
          she thinks George highly attractive. “Such a nice smile and gentle manner, and such
          good hands“ she murmurs appreciatively. “But WHY AN ELEPHANT HUNTER?” she
          ends in a wail, as though elephant hunting was an unmentionable profession.
          Anyway I don’t think so. Anyone can marry a bank clerk or a lawyer or even a
          millionaire – but whoever heard of anyone marrying anyone as exciting as an elephant
          hunter? I’m thrilled to bits.

          Daddy also takes a dim view of George’s profession, and of George himself as
          a husband for me. He says that I am so impulsive and have such wild enthusiasms that I
          need someone conservative and steady to give me some serenity and some ballast.
          Dad says George is a handsome fellow and a good enough chap he is sure, but
          he is obviously a man of the world and hints darkly at a possible PAST. George says
          he has nothing of the kind and anyway I’m the first girl he has asked to marry him. I don’t
          care anyway, I’d gladly marry him tomorrow, but Dad has other ideas.

          He sat in his armchair to deliver his verdict, wearing the same look he must wear
          on the bench. If we marry, and he doesn’t think it would be a good thing, George must
          buy a comfortable house for me in Central Africa where I can stay safely when he goes
          hunting. I interrupted to say “But I’m going too”, but dad snubbed me saying that in no
          time at all I’ll have a family and one can’t go dragging babies around in the African Bush.”
          George takes his lectures with surprising calm. He says he can see Dad’s point of
          view much better than I can. He told the parents today that he plans to buy a small
          coffee farm in the Southern Highlands of Tanganyika and will build a cosy cottage which
          will be a proper home for both of us, and that he will only hunt occasionally to keep the
          pot boiling.

          Mummy, of course, just had to spill the beans. She said to George, “I suppose
          you know that Eleanor knows very little about house keeping and can’t cook at all.” a fact
          that I was keeping a dark secret. But George just said, “Oh she won’t have to work. The
          boys do all that sort of thing. She can lie on a couch all day and read if she likes.” Well
          you always did say that I was a “Lily of the field,” and what a good thing! If I were one of
          those terribly capable women I’d probably die of frustration because it seems that
          African house boys feel that they have lost face if their Memsahibs do anything but the
          most gracious chores.

          George is absolutely marvellous. He is strong and gentle and awfully good
          looking too. He is about 5 ft 10 ins tall and very broad. He wears his curly brown hair cut
          very short and has a close clipped moustache. He has strongly marked eyebrows and
          very striking blue eyes which sometimes turn grey or green. His teeth are strong and
          even and he has a quiet voice.

          I expect all this sounds too good to be true, but come home quickly and see for
          yourself. George is off to East Africa in three weeks time to buy our farm. I shall follow as
          soon as he has bought it and we will be married in Dar es Salaam.

          Dad has taken George for a walk “to get to know him” and that’s why I have time
          to write such a long screed. They should be back any minute now and I must fly and
          apply a bit of glamour.

          Much love my dear,
          your jubilant
          Eleanor

          S.S.Timavo. Durban. 28th.October. 1930.

          Dearest Family,
          Thank you for the lovely send off. I do wish you were all on board with me and
          could come and dance with me at my wedding. We are having a very comfortable
          voyage. There were only four of the passengers as far as Durban, all of them women,
          but I believe we are taking on more here. I have a most comfortable deck cabin to
          myself and the use of a sumptuous bathroom. No one is interested in deck games and I
          am having a lazy time, just sunbathing and reading.

          I sit at the Captain’s table and the meals are delicious – beautifully served. The
          butter for instance, is moulded into sprays of roses, most exquisitely done, and as for
          the ice-cream, I’ve never tasted anything like them.

          The meals are continental type and we have hors d’oeuvre in a great variety
          served on large round trays. The Italians souse theirs with oil, Ugh! We also of course
          get lots of spaghetti which I have some difficulty in eating. However this presents no
          problem to the Chief Engineer who sits opposite to me. He simply rolls it around his
          fork and somehow the spaghetti flows effortlessly from fork to mouth exactly like an
          ascending escalator. Wine is served at lunch and dinner – very mild and pleasant stuff.
          Of the women passengers the one i liked best was a young German widow
          from South west Africa who left the ship at East London to marry a man she had never
          met. She told me he owned a drapers shop and she was very happy at the prospect
          of starting a new life, as her previous marriage had ended tragically with the death of her
          husband and only child in an accident.

          I was most interested to see the bridegroom and stood at the rail beside the gay
          young widow when we docked at East London. I picked him out, without any difficulty,
          from the small group on the quay. He was a tall thin man in a smart grey suit and with a
          grey hat perched primly on his head. You can always tell from hats can’t you? I wasn’t
          surprised to see, when this German raised his head, that he looked just like the Kaiser’s
          “Little Willie”. Long thin nose and cold grey eyes and no smile of welcome on his tight
          mouth for the cheery little body beside me. I quite expected him to jerk his thumb and
          stalk off, expecting her to trot at his heel.

          However she went off blithely enough. Next day before the ship sailed, she
          was back and I saw her talking to the Captain. She began to cry and soon after the
          Captain patted her on the shoulder and escorted her to the gangway. Later the Captain
          told me that the girl had come to ask him to allow her to work her passage back to
          Germany where she had some relations. She had married the man the day before but
          she disliked him because he had deceived her by pretending that he owned a shop
          whereas he was only a window dresser. Bad show for both.

          The Captain and the Chief Engineer are the only officers who mix socially with
          the passengers. The captain seems rather a melancholy type with, I should say, no
          sense of humour. He speaks fair English with an American accent. He tells me that he
          was on the San Francisco run during Prohibition years in America and saw many Film
          Stars chiefly “under the influence” as they used to flock on board to drink. The Chief
          Engineer is big and fat and cheerful. His English is anything but fluent but he makes up
          for it in mime.

          I visited the relations and friends at Port Elizabeth and East London, and here at
          Durban. I stayed with the Trotters and Swans and enjoyed myself very much at both
          places. I have collected numerous wedding presents, china and cutlery, coffee
          percolator and ornaments, and where I shall pack all these things I don’t know. Everyone has been terribly kind and I feel extremely well and happy.

          At the start of the voyage I had a bit of bad luck. You will remember that a
          perfectly foul South Easter was blowing. Some men were busy working on a deck
          engine and I stopped to watch and a tiny fragment of steel blew into my eye. There is
          no doctor on board so the stewardess put some oil into the eye and bandaged it up.
          The eye grew more and more painful and inflamed and when when we reached Port
          Elizabeth the Captain asked the Port Doctor to look at it. The Doctor said it was a job for
          an eye specialist and telephoned from the ship to make an appointment. Luckily for me,
          Vincent Tofts turned up at the ship just then and took me off to the specialist and waited
          whilst he extracted the fragment with a giant magnet. The specialist said that I was very
          lucky as the thing just missed the pupil of my eye so my sight will not be affected. I was
          temporarily blinded by the Belladona the eye-man put in my eye so he fitted me with a
          pair of black goggles and Vincent escorted me back to the ship. Don’t worry the eye is
          now as good as ever and George will not have to take a one-eyed bride for better or
          worse.

          I have one worry and that is that the ship is going to be very much overdue by
          the time we reach Dar es Salaam. She is taking on a big wool cargo and we were held
          up for three days in East london and have been here in Durban for five days.
          Today is the ninth Anniversary of the Fascist Movement and the ship was
          dressed with bunting and flags. I must now go and dress for the gala dinner.

          Bless you all,
          Eleanor.

          S.S.Timavo. 6th. November 1930

          Dearest Family,

          Nearly there now. We called in at Lourenco Marques, Beira, Mozambique and
          Port Amelia. I was the only one of the original passengers left after Durban but there we
          took on a Mrs Croxford and her mother and two men passengers. Mrs C must have
          something, certainly not looks. She has a flat figure, heavily mascared eyes and crooked
          mouth thickly coated with lipstick. But her rather sweet old mother-black-pearls-type tells
          me they are worn out travelling around the world trying to shake off an admirer who
          pursues Mrs C everywhere.

          The one male passenger is very quiet and pleasant. The old lady tells me that he
          has recently lost his wife. The other passenger is a horribly bumptious type.
          I had my hair beautifully shingled at Lourenco Marques, but what an experience it
          was. Before we docked I asked the Captain whether he knew of a hairdresser, but he
          said he did not and would have to ask the agent when he came aboard. The agent was
          a very suave Asian. He said “Sure he did” and offered to take me in his car. I rather
          doubtfully agreed — such a swarthy gentleman — and was driven, not to a hairdressing
          establishment, but to his office. Then he spoke to someone on the telephone and in no
          time at all a most dago-y type arrived carrying a little black bag. He was all patent
          leather, hair, and flashing smile, and greeted me like an old and valued friend.
          Before I had collected my scattered wits tthe Agent had flung open a door and
          ushered me through, and I found myself seated before an ornate mirror in what was only
          too obviously a bedroom. It was a bedroom with a difference though. The unmade bed
          had no legs but hung from the ceiling on brass chains.

          The agent beamingly shut the door behind him and I was left with my imagination
          and the afore mentioned oily hairdresser. He however was very business like. Before I
          could say knife he had shingled my hair with a cut throat razor and then, before I could
          protest, had smothered my neck in stinking pink powder applied with an enormous and
          filthy swansdown powder puff. He held up a mirror for me to admire his handiwork but I
          was aware only of the enormous bed reflected in it, and hurriedly murmuring “very nice,
          very nice” I made my escape to the outer office where, to my relief, I found the Chief
          Engineer who escorted me back to the ship.

          In the afternoon Mrs Coxford and the old lady and I hired a taxi and went to the
          Polana Hotel for tea. Very swish but I like our Cape Peninsula beaches better.
          At Lorenco Marques we took on more passengers. The Governor of
          Portuguese Nyasaland and his wife and baby son. He was a large middle aged man,
          very friendly and unassuming and spoke perfect English. His wife was German and
          exquisite, as fragile looking and with the delicate colouring of a Dresden figurine. She
          looked about 18 but she told me she was 28 and showed me photographs of two
          other sons – hefty youngsters, whom she had left behind in Portugal and was missing
          very much.

          It was frightfully hot at Beira and as I had no money left I did not go up to the
          town, but Mrs Croxford and I spent a pleasant hour on the beach under the Casurina
          trees.

          The Governor and his wife left the ship at Mozambique. He looked very
          imposing in his starched uniform and she more Dresden Sheperdish than ever in a
          flowered frock. There was a guard of honour and all the trimmings. They bade me a warm farewell and invited George and me to stay at any time.

          The German ship “Watussi” was anchored in the Bay and I decided to visit her
          and try and have my hair washed and set. I had no sooner stepped on board when a
          lady came up to me and said “Surely you are Beeba Leslie.” It was Mrs Egan and she
          had Molly with her. Considering Mrs Egan had not seen me since I was five I think it was
          jolly clever of her to recognise me. Molly is charming and was most friendly. She fixed
          things with the hairdresser and sat with me until the job was done. Afterwards I had tea
          with them.

          Port Amelia was our last stop. In fact the only person to go ashore was Mr
          Taylor, the unpleasant man, and he returned at sunset very drunk indeed.
          We reached Port Amelia on the 3rd – my birthday. The boat had anchored by
          the time I was dressed and when I went on deck I saw several row boats cluttered
          around the gangway and in them were natives with cages of wild birds for sale. Such tiny
          crowded cages. I was furious, you know me. I bought three cages, carried them out on
          to the open deck and released the birds. I expected them to fly to the land but they flew
          straight up into the rigging.

          The quiet male passenger wandered up and asked me what I was doing. I said
          “I’m giving myself a birthday treat, I hate to see caged birds.” So next thing there he
          was buying birds which he presented to me with “Happy Birthday.” I gladly set those
          birds free too and they joined the others in the rigging.

          Then a grinning steward came up with three more cages. “For the lady with
          compliments of the Captain.” They lost no time in joining their friends.
          It had given me so much pleasure to free the birds that I was only a little
          discouraged when the quiet man said thoughtfully “This should encourage those bird
          catchers you know, they are sold out. When evening came and we were due to sail I
          was sure those birds would fly home, but no, they are still there and they will probably
          remain until we dock at Dar es Salaam.

          During the morning the Captain came up and asked me what my Christian name
          is. He looked as grave as ever and I couldn’t think why it should interest him but said “the
          name is Eleanor.” That night at dinner there was a large iced cake in the centre of the
          table with “HELENA” in a delicate wreath of pink icing roses on the top. We had
          champagne and everyone congratulated me and wished me good luck in my marriage.
          A very nice gesture don’t you think. The unpleasant character had not put in an
          appearance at dinner which made the party all the nicer

          I sat up rather late in the lounge reading a book and by the time I went to bed
          there was not a soul around. I bathed and changed into my nighty,walked into my cabin,
          shed my dressing gown, and pottered around. When I was ready for bed I put out my
          hand to draw the curtains back and a hand grasped my wrist. It was that wretched
          creature outside my window on the deck, still very drunk. Luckily I was wearing that
          heavy lilac silk nighty. I was livid. “Let go at once”, I said, but he only grinned stupidly.
          “I’m not hurting you” he said, “only looking”. “I’ll ring for the steward” said I, and by
          stretching I managed to press the bell with my free hand. I rang and rang but no one
          came and he just giggled. Then I said furiously, “Remember this name, George
          Rushby, he is a fine boxer and he hates specimens like you. When he meets me at Dar
          es Salaam I shall tell him about this and I bet you will be sorry.” However he still held on
          so I turned and knocked hard on the adjoining wall which divided my cabin from Mrs
          Croxfords. Soon Mrs Croxford and the old lady appeared in dressing gowns . This
          seemed to amuse the drunk even more though he let go my wrist. So whilst the old
          lady stayed with me, Mrs C fetched the quiet passenger who soon hustled him off. He has kept out of my way ever since. However I still mean to tell George because I feel
          the fellow got off far too lightly. I reported the matter to the Captain but he just remarked
          that he always knew the man was low class because he never wears a jacket to meals.
          This is my last night on board and we again had free champagne and I was given
          some tooled leather work by the Captain and a pair of good paste earrings by the old
          lady. I have invited them and Mrs Croxford, the Chief Engineer, and the quiet
          passenger to the wedding.

          This may be my last night as Eleanor Leslie and I have spent this long while
          writing to you just as a little token of my affection and gratitude for all the years of your
          love and care. I shall post this letter on the ship and must turn now and get some beauty
          sleep. We have been told that we shall be in Dar es Salaam by 9 am. I am so excited
          that I shall not sleep.

          Very much love, and just for fun I’ll sign my full name for the last time.
          with my “bes respeks”,

          Eleanor Leslie.

          Eleanor and George Rushby:

          Eleanor and George Rushby

          Splendid Hotel, Dar es Salaam 11th November 1930

          Dearest Family,

          I’m writing this in the bedroom whilst George is out buying a tin trunk in which to
          pack all our wedding presents. I expect he will be gone a long time because he has
          gone out with Hicky Wood and, though our wedding was four days ago, it’s still an
          excuse for a party. People are all very cheery and friendly here.
          I am wearing only pants and slip but am still hot. One swelters here in the
          mornings, but a fresh sea breeze blows in the late afternoons and then Dar es Salaam is
          heavenly.

          We arrived in Dar es Salaam harbour very early on Friday morning (7 th Nov).
          The previous night the Captain had said we might not reach Dar. until 9 am, and certainly
          no one would be allowed on board before 8 am. So I dawdled on the deck in my
          dressing gown and watched the green coastline and the islands slipping by. I stood on
          the deck outside my cabin and was not aware that I was looking out at the wrong side of
          the landlocked harbour. Quite unknown to me George and some friends, the Hickson
          Woods, were standing on the Gymkhana Beach on the opposite side of the channel
          anxiously scanning the ship for a sign of me. George says he had a horrible idea I had
          missed the ship. Blissfully unconscious of his anxiety I wandered into the bathroom
          prepared for a good soak. The anchor went down when I was in the bath and suddenly
          there was a sharp wrap on the door and I heard Mrs Croxford say “There’s a man in a
          boat outside. He is looking out for someone and I’m sure it’s your George. I flung on
          some clothes and rushed on deck with tousled hair and bare feet and it was George.
          We had a marvellous reunion. George was wearing shorts and bush shirt and
          looked just like the strong silent types one reads about in novels. I finished dressing then
          George helped me bundle all the wedding presents I had collected en route into my
          travelling rug and we went into the bar lounge to join the Hickson Woods. They are the
          couple from whom George bought the land which is to be our coffee farm Hicky-Wood
          was laughing when we joined them. he said he had called a chap to bring a couple of
          beers thinking he was the steward but it turned out to be the Captain. He does wear
          such a very plain uniform that I suppose it was easy to make the mistake, but Hicky
          says he was not amused.

          Anyway as the H-W’s are to be our neighbours I’d better describe them. Kath
          Wood is very attractive, dark Irish, with curly black hair and big brown eyes. She was
          married before to Viv Lumb a great friend of George’s who died some years ago of
          blackwater fever. They had one little girl, Maureen, and Kath and Hicky have a small son
          of three called Michael. Hicky is slightly below average height and very neat and dapper
          though well built. He is a great one for a party and good fun but George says he can be
          bad tempered.

          Anyway we all filed off the ship and Hicky and Cath went on to the hotel whilst
          George and I went through customs. Passing the customs was easy. Everyone
          seemed to know George and that it was his wedding day and I just sailed through,
          except for the little matter of the rug coming undone when George and I had to scramble
          on the floor for candlesticks and fruit knives and a wooden nut bowl.
          Outside the customs shed we were mobbed by a crowd of jabbering Africans
          offering their services as porters, and soon my luggage was piled in one rickshaw whilst
          George and I climbed into another and we were born smoothly away on rubber shod
          wheels to the Splendid Hotel. The motion was pleasing enough but it seemed weird to
          be pulled along by one human being whilst another pushed behind.  We turned up a street called Acacia Avenue which, as its name implies, is lined
          with flamboyant acacia trees now in the full glory of scarlet and gold. The rickshaw
          stopped before the Splendid Hotel and I was taken upstairs into a pleasant room which
          had its own private balcony overlooking the busy street.

          Here George broke the news that we were to be married in less than an hours
          time. He would have to dash off and change and then go straight to the church. I would
          be quite all right, Kath would be looking in and friends would fetch me.
          I started to dress and soon there was a tap at the door and Mrs Hickson-Wood
          came in with my bouquet. It was a lovely bunch of carnations and frangipani with lots of
          asparagus fern and it went well with my primrose yellow frock. She admired my frock
          and Leghorn hat and told me that her little girl Maureen was to be my flower girl. Then
          she too left for the church.

          I was fully dressed when there was another knock on the door and I opened it to
          be confronted by a Police Officer in a starched white uniform. I’m McCallum”, he said,
          “I’ve come to drive you to the church.” Downstairs he introduced me to a big man in a
          tussore silk suit. “This is Dr Shicore”, said McCallum, “He is going to give you away.”
          Honestly, I felt exactly like Alice in Wonderland. Wouldn’t have been at all surprised if
          the White Rabbit had popped up and said he was going to be my page.

          I walked out of the hotel and across the pavement in a dream and there, by the
          curb, was a big dark blue police car decorated with white ribbons and with a tall African
          Police Ascari holding the door open for me. I had hardly time to wonder what next when
          the car drew up before a tall German looking church. It was in fact the Lutheran Church in
          the days when Tanganyika was German East Africa.

          Mrs Hickson-Wood, very smart in mushroom coloured georgette and lace, and
          her small daughter were waiting in the porch, so in we went. I was glad to notice my
          friends from the boat sitting behind George’s friends who were all complete strangers to
          me. The aisle seemed very long but at last I reached George waiting in the chancel with
          Hicky-Wood, looking unfamiliar in a smart tussore suit. However this feeling of unreality
          passed when he turned his head and smiled at me.

          In the vestry after the ceremony I was kissed affectionately by several complete
          strangers and I felt happy and accepted by George’s friends. Outside the church,
          standing apart from the rest of the guests, the Italian Captain and Chief Engineer were
          waiting. They came up and kissed my hand, and murmured felicitations, but regretted
          they could not spare the time to come to the reception. Really it was just as well
          because they would not have fitted in at all well.

          Dr Shircore is the Director of Medical Services and he had very kindly lent his
          large house for the reception. It was quite a party. The guests were mainly men with a
          small sprinkling of wives. Champagne corks popped and there was an enormous cake
          and soon voices were raised in song. The chief one was ‘Happy Days Are Here Again’
          and I shall remember it for ever.

          The party was still in full swing when George and I left. The old lady from the ship
          enjoyed it hugely. She came in an all black outfit with a corsage of artificial Lily-of-the-
          Valley. Later I saw one of the men wearing the corsage in his buttonhole and the old
          lady was wearing a carnation.

          When George and I got back to the hotel,I found that my luggage had been
          moved to George’s room by his cook Lamek, who was squatting on his haunches and
          clapped his hands in greeting. My dears, you should see Lamek – exactly like a
          chimpanzee – receding forehead, wide flat nose, and long lip, and such splayed feet. It was quite a strain not to laugh, especially when he produced a gift for me. I have not yet
          discovered where he acquired it. It was a faded mauve straw toque of the kind worn by
          Queen Mary. I asked George to tell Lamek that I was touched by his generosity but felt
          that I could not accept his gift. He did not mind at all especially as George gave him a
          generous tip there and then.

          I changed into a cotton frock and shady straw hat and George changed into shorts
          and bush shirt once more. We then sneaked into the dining room for lunch avoiding our
          wedding guests who were carrying on the party in the lounge.

          After lunch we rejoined them and they all came down to the jetty to wave goodbye
          as we set out by motor launch for Honeymoon Island. I enjoyed the launch trip very
          much. The sea was calm and very blue and the palm fringed beaches of Dar es Salaam
          are as romantic as any bride could wish. There are small coral islands dotted around the
          Bay of which Honeymoon Island is the loveliest. I believe at one time it bore the less
          romantic name of Quarantine Island. Near the Island, in the shallows, the sea is brilliant
          green and I saw two pink jellyfish drifting by.

          There is no jetty on the island so the boat was stopped in shallow water and
          George carried me ashore. I was enchanted with the Island and in no hurry to go to the
          bungalow, so George and I took our bathing costumes from our suitcases and sent the
          luggage up to the house together with a box of provisions.

          We bathed and lazed on the beach and suddenly it was sunset and it began to
          get dark. We walked up the beach to the bungalow and began to unpack the stores,
          tea, sugar, condensed milk, bread and butter, sardines and a large tin of ham. There
          were also cups and saucers and plates and cutlery.

          We decided to have an early meal and George called out to the caretaker, “Boy
          letta chai”. Thereupon the ‘boy’ materialised and jabbered to George in Ki-Swaheli. It
          appeared he had no utensil in which to boil water. George, ever resourceful, removed
          the ham from the tin and gave him that. We had our tea all right but next day the ham
          was bad.

          Then came bed time. I took a hurricane lamp in one hand and my suitcase in the
          other and wandered into the bedroom whilst George vanished into the bathroom. To
          my astonishment I saw two perfectly bare iron bedsteads – no mattress or pillows. We
          had brought sheets and mosquito nets but, believe me, they are a poor substitute for a
          mattress.

          Anyway I arrayed myself in my pale yellow satin nightie and sat gingerly down
          on the iron edge of the bed to await my groom who eventually appeared in a
          handsome suit of silk pyjamas. His expression, as he took in the situation, was too much
          for me and I burst out laughing and so did he.

          Somewhere in the small hours I woke up. The breeze had dropped and the
          room was unbearably stuffy. I felt as dry as a bone. The lamp had been turned very
          low and had gone out, but I remembered seeing a water tank in the yard and I decided
          to go out in the dark and drink from the tap. In the dark I could not find my slippers so I
          slipped my feet into George’s shoes, picked up his matches and groped my way out
          of the room. I found the tank all right and with one hand on the tap and one cupped for
          water I stooped to drink. Just then I heard a scratchy noise and sensed movements
          around my feet. I struck a match and oh horrors! found that the damp spot on which I was
          standing was alive with white crabs. In my hurry to escape I took a clumsy step, put
          George’s big toe on the hem of my nightie and down I went on top of the crabs. I need
          hardly say that George was awakened by an appalling shriek and came rushing to my
          aid like a knight of old.  Anyway, alarms and excursions not withstanding, we had a wonderful weekend on the island and I was sorry to return to the heat of Dar es Salaam, though the evenings
          here are lovely and it is heavenly driving along the coast road by car or in a rickshaw.
          I was surprised to find so many Indians here. Most of the shops, large and small,
          seem to be owned by Indians and the place teems with them. The women wear
          colourful saris and their hair in long black plaits reaching to their waists. Many wear baggy
          trousers of silk or satin. They give a carnival air to the sea front towards sunset.
          This long letter has been written in instalments throughout the day. My first break
          was when I heard the sound of a band and rushed to the balcony in time to see The
          Kings African Rifles band and Askaris march down the Avenue on their way to an
          Armistice Memorial Service. They looked magnificent.

          I must end on a note of most primitive pride. George returned from his shopping
          expedition and beamingly informed me that he had thrashed the man who annoyed me
          on the ship. I felt extremely delighted and pressed for details. George told me that
          when he went out shopping he noticed to his surprise that the ‘Timavo” was still in the
          harbour. He went across to the Agents office and there saw a man who answered to the
          description I had given. George said to him “Is your name Taylor?”, and when he said
          “yes”, George said “Well my name is George Rushby”, whereupon he hit Taylor on the
          jaw so that he sailed over the counter and down the other side. Very satisfactory, I feel.
          With much love to all.

          Your cave woman
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. P.O. Mbeya 22 November 1930

          Dearest Family,

          Well here we are at our Country Seat, Mchewe Estate. (pronounced
          Mn,-che’-we) but I will start at the beginning of our journey and describe the farm later.
          We left the hotel at Dar es Salaam for the station in a taxi crowded with baggage
          and at the last moment Keith Wood ran out with the unwrapped bottom layer of our
          wedding cake. It remained in its naked state from there to here travelling for two days in
          the train on the luggage rack, four days in the car on my knee, reposing at night on the
          roof of the car exposed to the winds of Heaven, and now rests beside me in the tent
          looking like an old old tombstone. We have no tin large enough to hold it and one
          simply can’t throw away ones wedding cake so, as George does not eat cake, I can see
          myself eating wedding cake for tea for months to come, ants permitting.

          We travelled up by train from Dar to Dodoma, first through the lush vegetation of
          the coastal belt to Morogoro, then through sisal plantations now very overgrown with
          weeds owing to the slump in prices, and then on to the arid area around Dodoma. This
          part of the country is very dry at this time of the year and not unlike parts of our Karoo.
          The train journey was comfortable enough but slow as the engines here are fed with
          wood and not coal as in South Africa.

          Dodoma is the nearest point on the railway to Mbeya so we left the train there to
          continue our journey by road. We arrived at the one and only hotel in the early hours and
          whilst someone went to rout out the night watchman the rest of us sat on the dismal
          verandah amongst a litter of broken glass. Some bright spark remarked on the obvious –
          that there had been a party the night before.

          When we were shown to a room I thought I rather preferred the verandah,
          because the beds had not yet been made up and there was a bucket of vomit beside
          the old fashioned washstand. However George soon got the boys to clean up the
          room and I fell asleep to be awakened by George with an invitation to come and see
          our car before breakfast.

          Yes, we have our own car. It is a Chev, with what is called a box body. That
          means that sides, roof and doors are made by a local Indian carpenter. There is just the
          one front seat with a kapok mattress on it. The tools are kept in a sort of cupboard fixed
          to the side so there is a big space for carrying “safari kit” behind the cab seat.
          Lamek, who had travelled up on the same train, appeared after breakfast, and
          helped George to pack all our luggage into the back of the car. Besides our suitcases
          there was a huge bedroll, kitchen utensils and a box of provisions, tins of petrol and
          water and all Lamek’s bits and pieces which included three chickens in a wicker cage and
          an enormous bunch of bananas about 3 ft long.

          When all theses things were packed there remained only a small space between
          goods and ceiling and into this Lamek squeezed. He lay on his back with his horny feet a
          mere inch or so from the back of my head. In this way we travelled 400 miles over
          bumpy earth roads and crude pole bridges, but whenever we stopped for a meal
          Lamek wriggled out and, like Aladdin’s genie, produced good meals in no time at all.
          In the afternoon we reached a large river called the Ruaha. Workmen were busy
          building a large bridge across it but it is not yet ready so we crossed by a ford below
          the bridge. George told me that the river was full of crocodiles but though I looked hard, I
          did not see any. This is also elephant country but I did not see any of those either, only
          piles of droppings on the road. I must tell you that the natives around these parts are called Wahehe and the river is Ruaha – enough to make a cat laugh. We saw some Wahehe out hunting with spears
          and bows and arrows. They live in long low houses with the tiniest shuttered windows
          and rounded roofs covered with earth.

          Near the river we also saw a few Masai herding cattle. They are rather terrifying to
          look at – tall, angular, and very aloof. They wear nothing but a blanket knotted on one
          shoulder, concealing nothing, and all carried one or two spears.
          The road climbs steeply on the far side of the Ruaha and one has the most
          tremendous views over the plains. We spent our first night up there in the high country.
          Everything was taken out of the car, the bed roll opened up and George and I slept
          comfortably in the back of the car whilst Lamek, rolled in a blanket, slept soundly by a
          small fire nearby. Next morning we reached our first township, Iringa, and put up at the
          Colonist Hotel. We had a comfortable room in the annex overlooking the golf course.
          our room had its own little dressing room which was also the bathroom because, when
          ordered to do so, the room boy carried in an oval galvanised bath and filled it with hot
          water which he carried in a four gallon petrol tin.

          When we crossed to the main building for lunch, George was immediately hailed
          by several men who wanted to meet the bride. I was paid some handsome
          compliments but was not sure whether they were sincere or the result of a nice alcoholic
          glow. Anyhow every one was very friendly.

          After lunch I went back to the bedroom leaving George chatting away. I waited and
          waited – no George. I got awfully tired of waiting and thought I’d give him a fright so I
          walked out onto the deserted golf course and hid behind some large boulders. Soon I
          saw George returning to the room and the boy followed with a tea tray. Ah, now the hue
          and cry will start, thought I, but no, no George appeared nor could I hear any despairing
          cry. When sunset came I trailed crossly back to our hotel room where George lay
          innocently asleep on his bed, hands folded on his chest like a crusader on his tomb. In a
          moment he opened his eyes, smiled sleepily and said kindly, “Did you have a nice walk
          my love?” So of course I couldn’t play the neglected wife as he obviously didn’t think
          me one and we had a very pleasant dinner and party in the hotel that evening.
          Next day we continued our journey but turned aside to visit the farm of a sprightly
          old man named St.Leger Seaton whom George had known for many years, so it was
          after dark before George decided that we had covered our quota of miles for the day.
          Whilst he and Lamek unpacked I wandered off to a stream to cool my hot feet which had
          baked all day on the floor boards of the car. In the rather dim moonlight I sat down on the
          grassy bank and gratefully dabbled my feet in the cold water. A few minutes later I
          started up with a shriek – I had the sensation of red hot pins being dug into all my most
          sensitive parts. I started clawing my clothes off and, by the time George came to the
          rescue with the lamp, I was practically in the nude. “Only Siafu ants,” said George calmly.
          Take off all your clothes and get right in the water.” So I had a bathe whilst George
          picked the ants off my clothes by the light of the lamp turned very low for modesty’s
          sake. Siafu ants are beastly things. They are black ants with outsized heads and
          pinchers. I shall be very, very careful where I sit in future.

          The next day was even hotter. There was no great variety in the scenery. Most
          of the country was covered by a tree called Miombo, which is very ordinary when the
          foliage is a mature deep green, but when in new leaf the trees look absolutely beautiful
          as the leaves,surprisingly, are soft pastel shades of red and yellow.

          Once again we turned aside from the main road to visit one of George’s friends.
          This man Major Hugh Jones MC, has a farm only a few miles from ours but just now he is supervising the making of an airstrip. Major Jones is quite a character. He is below
          average height and skinny with an almost bald head and one nearly blind eye into which
          he screws a monocle. He is a cultured person and will, I am sure, make an interesting
          neighbour. George and Major Jones’ friends call him ‘Joni’ but he is generally known in
          this country as ‘Ropesoles’ – as he is partial to that type of footwear.
          We passed through Mbeya township after dark so I have no idea what the place
          is like. The last 100 miles of our journey was very dusty and the last 15 miles extremely
          bumpy. The road is used so little that in some places we had to plow our way through
          long grass and I was delighted when at last George turned into a side road and said
          “This is our place.” We drove along the bank of the Mchewe River, then up a hill and
          stopped at a tent which was pitched beside the half built walls of our new home. We
          were expected so there was hot water for baths and after a supper of tinned food and
          good hot tea, I climbed thankfully into bed.

          Next morning I was awakened by the chattering of the African workmen and was
          soon out to inspect the new surroundings. Our farm was once part of Hickson Wood’s
          land and is separated from theirs by a river. Our houses cannot be more than a few
          hundred yards apart as the crow flies but as both are built on the slopes of a long range
          of high hills, and one can only cross the river at the foot of the slopes, it will be quite a
          safari to go visiting on foot . Most of our land is covered with shoulder high grass but it
          has been partly cleared of trees and scrub. Down by the river George has made a long
          coffee nursery and a large vegetable garden but both coffee and vegetable seedlings
          are too small to be of use.

          George has spared all the trees that will make good shade for the coffee later on.
          There are several huge wild fig trees as big as oaks but with smooth silvery-green trunks
          and branches and there are lots of acacia thorn trees with flat tops like Japanese sun
          shades. I’ve seen lovely birds in the fig trees, Louries with bright plumage and crested
          heads, and Blue Rollers, and in the grasslands there are widow birds with incredibly long
          black tail feathers.

          There are monkeys too and horrible but fascinating tree lizards with blue bodies
          and orange heads. There are so many, many things to tell you but they must wait for
          another time as James, the house boy, has been to say “Bafu tiari” and if I don’t go at
          once, the bath will be cold.

          I am very very happy and terribly interested in this new life so please don’t
          worry about me.

          Much love to you all,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate 29th. November 1930

          Dearest Family,

          I’ve lots of time to write letters just now because George is busy supervising the
          building of the house from early morning to late afternoon – with a break for lunch of
          course.

          On our second day here our tent was moved from the house site to a small
          clearing further down the slope of our hill. Next to it the labourers built a ‘banda’ , which is
          a three sided grass hut with thatched roof – much cooler than the tent in this weather.
          There is also a little grass lav. so you see we have every convenience. I spend most of
          my day in the banda reading or writing letters. Occasionally I wander up to the house site
          and watch the building, but mostly I just sit.

          I did try exploring once. I wandered down a narrow path towards the river. I
          thought I might paddle and explore the river a little but I came round a bend and there,
          facing me, was a crocodile. At least for a moment I thought it was and my adrenaline
          glands got very busy indeed. But it was only an enormous monitor lizard, four or five
          feet long. It must have been as scared as I was because it turned and rushed off through
          the grass. I turned and walked hastily back to the camp and as I passed the house site I
          saw some boys killing a large puff adder. Now I do my walking in the evenings with
          George. Nothing alarming ever seems to happen when he is around.

          It is interesting to watch the boys making bricks for the house. They make a pile
          of mud which they trample with their feet until it is the right consistency. Then they fill
          wooden moulds with the clayey mud, and press it down well and turn out beautiful shiny,
          dark brown bricks which are laid out in rows and covered with grass to bake slowly in the
          sun.

          Most of the materials for the building are right here at hand. The walls will be sun
          dried bricks and there is a white clay which will make a good whitewash for the inside
          walls. The chimney and walls will be of burnt brick and tiles and George is now busy
          building a kiln for this purpose. Poles for the roof are being cut in the hills behind the
          house and every day women come along with large bundles of thatching grass on their
          heads. Our windows are modern steel casement ones and the doors have been made
          at a mission in the district. George does some of the bricklaying himself. The other
          bricklayer is an African from Northern Rhodesia called Pedro. It makes me perspire just
          to look at Pedro who wears an overcoat all day in the very hot sun.
          Lamek continues to please. He turns out excellent meals, chicken soup followed
          by roast chicken, vegetables from the Hickson-Woods garden and a steamed pudding
          or fruit to wind up the meal. I enjoy the chicken but George is fed up with it and longs for
          good red meat. The chickens are only about as large as a partridge but then they cost
          only sixpence each.

          I had my first visit to Mbeya two days ago. I put on my very best trousseau frock
          for the occasion- that yellow striped silk one – and wore my wedding hat. George didn’t
          comment, but I saw later that I was dreadfully overdressed.
          Mbeya at the moment is a very small settlement consisting of a bundle of small
          Indian shops – Dukas they call them, which stock European tinned foods and native soft
          goods which seem to be mainly of Japanese origin. There is a one storied Government
          office called the Boma and two attractive gabled houses of burnt brick which house the
          District Officer and his Assistant. Both these houses have lovely gardens but i saw them
          only from the outside as we did not call. After buying our stores George said “Lets go to the pub, I want you to meet Mrs Menzies.” Well the pub turned out to be just three or four grass rondavels on a bare
          plot. The proprietor, Ken Menzies, came out to welcome us. I took to him at once
          because he has the same bush sandy eyebrows as you have Dad. He told me that
          unfortunately his wife is away at the coast, and then he ushered me through the door
          saying “Here’s George with his bride.” then followed the Iringa welcome all over again,
          only more so, because the room was full of diggers from the Lupa Goldfields about fifty
          miles away.

          Champagne corks popped as I shook hands all around and George was
          clapped on the back. I could see he was a favourite with everyone and I tried not to be
          gauche and let him down. These men were all most kind and most appeared to be men
          of more than average education. However several were unshaven and looked as
          though they had slept in their clothes as I suppose they had. When they have a little luck
          on the diggings they come in here to Menzies pub and spend the lot. George says
          they bring their gold dust and small nuggets in tobacco tins or Kruschen salts jars and
          hand them over to Ken Menzies saying “Tell me when I’ve spent the lot.” Ken then
          weighs the gold and estimates its value and does exactly what the digger wants.
          However the Diggers get good value for their money because besides the drink
          they get companionship and good food and nursing if they need it. Mrs Menzies is a
          trained nurse and most kind and capable from what I was told. There is no doctor or
          hospital here so her experience as a nursing sister is invaluable.
          We had lunch at the Hotel and afterwards I poured tea as I was the only female
          present. Once the shyness had worn off I rather enjoyed myself.

          Now to end off I must tell you a funny story of how I found out that George likes
          his women to be feminine. You will remember those dashing black silk pyjamas Aunt
          Mary gave me, with flowered “happy coat” to match. Well last night I thought I’d give
          George a treat and when the boy called me for my bath I left George in the ‘banda’
          reading the London Times. After my bath I put on my Japanese pyjamas and coat,
          peered into the shaving mirror which hangs from the tent pole and brushed my hair until it
          shone. I must confess that with my fringe and shingled hair I thought I made quite a
          glamourous Japanese girl. I walked coyly across to the ‘banda’. Alas no compliment.
          George just glanced up from the Times and went on reading.
          He was away rather a long time when it came to his turn to bath. I glanced up
          when he came back and had a slight concussion. George, if you please, was arrayed in
          my very best pale yellow satin nightie. The one with the lace and ribbon sash and little
          bows on the shoulder. I knew exactly what he meant to convey. I was not to wear the
          trousers in the family. I seethed inwardly, but pretending not to notice, I said calmly “shall
          I call for food?” In this garb George sat down to dinner and it says a great deal for African
          phlegm that the boy did not drop the dishes.

          We conversed politely about this and that, and then, as usual, George went off
          to bed. I appeared to be engrossed in my book and did not stir. When I went to the
          tent some time later George lay fast asleep still in my nightie, though all I could see of it
          was the little ribbon bows looking farcically out of place on his broad shoulders.
          This morning neither of us mentioned the incident, George was up and dressed
          by the time I woke up but I have been smiling all day to think what a ridiculous picture
          we made at dinner. So farewell to pyjamas and hey for ribbons and bows.

          Your loving
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. Mbeya. 8th December 1930

          Dearest Family,

          A mere shadow of her former buxom self lifts a languid pen to write to you. I’m
          convalescing after my first and I hope my last attack of malaria. It was a beastly
          experience but all is now well and I am eating like a horse and will soon regain my
          bounce.

          I took ill on the evening of the day I wrote my last letter to you. It started with a
          splitting headache and fits of shivering. The symptoms were all too familiar to George
          who got me into bed and filled me up with quinine. He then piled on all the available
          blankets and packed me in hot water bottles. I thought I’d explode and said so and
          George said just to lie still and I’d soon break into a good sweat. However nothing of the
          kind happened and next day my temperature was 105 degrees. Instead of feeling
          miserable as I had done at the onset, I now felt very merry and most chatty. George
          now tells me I sang the most bawdy songs but I hardly think it likely. Do you?
          You cannot imagine how tenderly George nursed me, not only that day but
          throughout the whole eight days I was ill. As we do not employ any African house
          women, and there are no white women in the neighbourhood at present to whom we
          could appeal for help, George had to do everything for me. It was unbearably hot in the
          tent so George decided to move me across to the Hickson-Woods vacant house. They
          have not yet returned from the coast.

          George decided I was too weak to make the trip in the car so he sent a
          messenger over to the Woods’ house for their Machila. A Machila is a canopied canvas
          hammock slung from a bamboo pole and carried by four bearers. The Machila duly
          arrived and I attempted to walk to it, clinging to George’s arm, but collapsed in a faint so
          the trip was postponed to the next morning when I felt rather better. Being carried by
          Machila is quite pleasant but I was in no shape to enjoy anything and got thankfully into
          bed in the Hickson-Woods large, cool and rather dark bedroom. My condition did not
          improve and George decided to send a runner for the Government Doctor at Tukuyu
          about 60 miles away. Two days later Dr Theis arrived by car and gave me two
          injections of quinine which reduced the fever. However I still felt very weak and had to
          spend a further four days in bed.

          We have now decided to stay on here until the Hickson-Woods return by which
          time our own house should be ready. George goes off each morning and does not
          return until late afternoon. However don’t think “poor Eleanor” because I am very
          comfortable here and there are lots of books to read and the days seem to pass very
          quickly.

          The Hickson-Wood’s house was built by Major Jones and I believe the one on
          his shamba is just like it. It is a square red brick building with a wide verandah all around
          and, rather astonishingly, a conical thatched roof. There is a beautiful view from the front
          of the house and a nice flower garden. The coffee shamba is lower down on the hill.
          Mrs Wood’s first husband, George’s friend Vi Lumb, is buried in the flower
          garden. He died of blackwater fever about five years ago. I’m told that before her
          second marriage Kath lived here alone with her little daughter, Maureen, and ran the farm
          entirely on her own. She must be quite a person. I bet she didn’t go and get malaria
          within a few weeks of her marriage.

          The native tribe around here are called Wasafwa. They are pretty primitive but
          seem amiable people. Most of the men, when they start work, wear nothing but some
          kind of sheet of unbleached calico wrapped round their waists and hanging to mid calf. As soon as they have drawn their wages they go off to a duka and buy a pair of khaki
          shorts for five or six shillings. Their women folk wear very short beaded skirts. I think the
          base is goat skin but have never got close enough for a good look. They are very shy.
          I hear from George that they have started on the roof of our house but I have not
          seen it myself since the day I was carried here by Machila. My letters by the way go to
          the Post Office by runner. George’s farm labourers take it in turn to act in this capacity.
          The mail bag is given to them on Friday afternoon and by Saturday evening they are
          back with our very welcome mail.

          Very much love,
          Eleanor.

          Mbeya 23rd December 1930

          Dearest Family,

          George drove to Mbeya for stores last week and met Col. Sherwood-Kelly VC.
          who has been sent by the Government to Mbeya as Game Ranger. His job will be to
          protect native crops from raiding elephants and hippo etc., and to protect game from
          poachers. He has had no training for this so he has asked George to go with him on his
          first elephant safari to show him the ropes.

          George likes Col. Kelly and was quite willing to go on safari but not willing to
          leave me alone on the farm as I am still rather shaky after malaria. So it was arranged that
          I should go to Mbeya and stay with Mrs Harmer, the wife of the newly appointed Lands
          and Mines Officer, whose husband was away on safari.

          So here I am in Mbeya staying in the Harmers temporary wattle and daub
          house. Unfortunately I had a relapse of the malaria and stayed in bed for three days with
          a temperature. Poor Mrs Harmer had her hands full because in the room next to mine
          she was nursing a digger with blackwater fever. I could hear his delirious babble through
          the thin wall – very distressing. He died poor fellow , and leaves a wife and seven
          children.

          I feel better than I have done for weeks and this afternoon I walked down to the
          store. There are great signs of activity and people say that Mbeya will grow rapidly now
          owing to the boom on the gold fields and also to the fact that a large aerodrome is to be
          built here. Mbeya is to be a night stop on the proposed air service between England
          and South Africa. I seem to be the last of the pioneers. If all these schemes come about
          Mbeya will become quite suburban.

          26th December 1930

          George, Col. Kelly and Mr Harmer all returned to Mbeya on Christmas Eve and
          it was decided that we should stay and have midday Christmas dinner with the
          Harmers. Col. Kelly and the Assistant District Commissioner came too and it was quite a
          festive occasion, We left Mbeya in the early afternoon and had our evening meal here at
          Hickson-Wood’s farm. I wore my wedding dress.

          I went across to our house in the car this morning. George usually walks across to
          save petrol which is very expensive here. He takes a short cut and wades through the
          river. The distance by road is very much longer than the short cut. The men are now
          thatching the roof of our cottage and it looks charming. It consists of a very large living
          room-dinning room with a large inglenook fireplace at one end. The bedroom is a large
          square room with a smaller verandah room adjoining it. There is a wide verandah in the
          front, from which one has a glorious view over a wide valley to the Livingstone
          Mountains on the horizon. Bathroom and storeroom are on the back verandah and the
          kitchen is some distance behind the house to minimise the risk of fire.

          You can imagine how much I am looking forward to moving in. We have some
          furniture which was made by an Indian carpenter at Iringa, refrectory dining table and
          chairs, some small tables and two armchairs and two cupboards and a meatsafe. Other
          things like bookshelves and extra cupboards we will have to make ourselves. George
          has also bought a portable gramophone and records which will be a boon.
          We also have an Irish wolfhound puppy, a skinny little chap with enormous feet
          who keeps me company all day whilst George is across at our farm working on the
          house.

          Lots and lots of love,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate 8th Jan 1931

          Dearest Family,

          Alas, I have lost my little companion. The Doctor called in here on Boxing night
          and ran over and killed Paddy, our pup. It was not his fault but I was very distressed
          about it and George has promised to try and get another pup from the same litter.
          The Hickson-Woods returned home on the 29th December so we decided to
          move across to our nearly finished house on the 1st January. Hicky Wood decided that
          we needed something special to mark the occasion so he went off and killed a sucking
          pig behind the kitchen. The piglet’s screams were terrible and I felt that I would not be
          able to touch any dinner. Lamek cooked and served sucking pig up in the traditional way
          but it was high and quite literally, it stank. Our first meal in our own home was not a
          success.

          However next day all was forgotten and I had something useful to do. George
          hung doors and I held the tools and I also planted rose cuttings I had brought from
          Mbeya and sowed several boxes with seeds.

          Dad asked me about the other farms in the area. I haven’t visited any but there
          are five besides ours. One belongs to the Lutheran Mission at Utengule, a few miles
          from here. The others all belong to British owners. Nearest to Mbeya, at the foot of a
          very high peak which gives Mbeya its name, are two farms, one belonging to a South
          African mining engineer named Griffiths, the other to I.G.Stewart who was an officer in the
          Kings African Rifles. Stewart has a young woman called Queenie living with him. We are
          some miles further along the range of hills and are some 23 miles from Mbeya by road.
          The Mchewe River divides our land from the Hickson-Woods and beyond their farm is
          Major Jones.

          All these people have been away from their farms for some time but have now
          returned so we will have some neighbours in future. However although the houses are
          not far apart as the crow flies, they are all built high in the foothills and it is impossible to
          connect the houses because of the rivers and gorges in between. One has to drive right
          down to the main road and then up again so I do not suppose we will go visiting very
          often as the roads are very bumpy and eroded and petrol is so expensive that we all
          save it for occasional trips to Mbeya.

          The rains are on and George has started to plant out some coffee seedlings. The
          rains here are strange. One can hear the rain coming as it moves like a curtain along the
          range of hills. It comes suddenly, pours for a little while and passes on and the sun
          shines again.

          I do like it here and I wish you could see or dear little home.

          Your loving,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. 1st April 1931

          Dearest Family,

          Everything is now running very smoothly in our home. Lamek continues to
          produce palatable meals and makes wonderful bread which he bakes in a four gallon
          petrol tin as we have no stove yet. He puts wood coals on the brick floor of the kitchen,
          lays the tin lengh-wise on the coals and heaps more on top. The bread tins are then put
          in the petrol tin, which has one end cut away, and the open end is covered by a flat
          piece of tin held in place by a brick. Cakes are also backed in this make-shift oven and I
          have never known Lamek to have a failure yet.

          Lamek has a helper, known as the ‘mpishi boy’ , who does most of the hard
          work, cleans pots and pans and chops the firewood etc. Another of the mpishi boy’s
          chores is to kill the two chickens we eat each day. The chickens run wild during the day
          but are herded into a small chicken house at night. One of the kitchen boy’s first duties is
          to let the chickens out first thing in the early morning. Some time after breakfast it dawns
          on Lamek that he will need a chicken for lunch. he informs the kitchen boy who selects a
          chicken and starts to chase it in which he is enthusiastically joined by our new Irish
          wolfhound pup, Kelly. Together they race after the frantic fowl, over the flower beds and
          around the house until finally the chicken collapses from sheer exhaustion. The kitchen
          boy then hands it over to Lamek who murders it with the kitchen knife and then pops the
          corpse into boiling water so the feathers can be stripped off with ease.

          I pointed out in vain, that it would be far simpler if the doomed chickens were kept
          in the chicken house in the mornings when the others were let out and also that the correct
          way to pluck chickens is when they are dry. Lamek just smiled kindly and said that that
          may be so in Europe but that his way is the African way and none of his previous
          Memsahibs has complained.

          My houseboy, named James, is clean and capable in the house and also a
          good ‘dhobi’ or washboy. He takes the washing down to the river and probably
          pounds it with stones, but I prefer not to look. The ironing is done with a charcoal iron
          only we have no charcoal and he uses bits of wood from the kitchen fire but so far there
          has not been a mishap.

          It gets dark here soon after sunset and then George lights the oil lamps and we
          have tea and toast in front of the log fire which burns brightly in our inglenook. This is my
          favourite hour of the day. Later George goes for his bath. I have mine in the mornings
          and we have dinner at half past eight. Then we talk a bit and read a bit and sometimes
          play the gramophone. I expect it all sounds pretty unexciting but it doesn’t seem so to
          me.

          Very much love,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate 20th April 1931

          Dearest Family,

          It is still raining here and the countryside looks very lush and green, very different
          from the Mbeya district I first knew, when plains and hills were covered in long brown
          grass – very course stuff that grows shoulder high.

          Most of the labourers are hill men and one can see little patches of cultivation in
          the hills. Others live in small villages near by, each consisting of a cluster of thatched huts
          and a few maize fields and perhaps a patch of bananas. We do not have labour lines on
          the farm because our men all live within easy walking distance. Each worker has a labour
          card with thirty little squares on it. One of these squares is crossed off for each days work
          and when all thirty are marked in this way the labourer draws his pay and hies himself off
          to the nearest small store and blows the lot. The card system is necessary because
          these Africans are by no means slaves to work. They work only when they feel like it or
          when someone in the family requires a new garment, or when they need a few shillings
          to pay their annual tax. Their fields, chickens and goats provide them with the food they
          need but they draw rations of maize meal beans and salt. Only our headman is on a
          salary. His name is Thomas and he looks exactly like the statues of Julius Caesar, the
          same bald head and muscular neck and sardonic expression. He comes from Northern
          Rhodesia and is more intelligent than the locals.

          We still live mainly on chickens. We have a boy whose job it is to scour the
          countryside for reasonable fat ones. His name is Lucas and he is quite a character. He
          has such long horse teeth that he does not seem able to close his mouth and wears a
          perpetual amiable smile. He brings his chickens in beehive shaped wicker baskets
          which are suspended on a pole which Lucas carries on his shoulder.

          We buy our groceries in bulk from Mbeya, our vegetables come from our
          garden by the river and our butter from Kath Wood. Our fresh milk we buy from the
          natives. It is brought each morning by three little totos each carrying one bottle on his
          shaven head. Did I tell you that the local Wasafwa file their teeth to points. These kids
          grin at one with their little sharks teeth – quite an “all-ready-to-eat-you-with-my-dear” look.
          A few nights ago a message arrived from Kath Wood to say that Queenie
          Stewart was very ill and would George drive her across to the Doctor at Tukuyu. I
          wanted George to wait until morning because it was pouring with rain, and the mountain
          road to Tukuyu is tricky even in dry weather, but he said it is dangerous to delay with any
          kind of fever in Africa and he would have to start at once. So off he drove in the rain and I
          did not see him again until the following night.

          George said that it had been a nightmare trip. Queenie had a high temperature
          and it was lucky that Kath was able to go to attend to her. George needed all his
          attention on the road which was officially closed to traffic, and very slippery, and in some
          places badly eroded. In some places the decking of bridges had been removed and
          George had to get out in the rain and replace it. As he had nothing with which to fasten
          the decking to the runners it was a dangerous undertaking to cross the bridges especially
          as the rivers are now in flood and flowing strongly. However they reached Tukuyu safely
          and it was just as well they went because the Doctor diagnosed Queenies illness as
          Spirillium Tick Fever which is a very nasty illness indeed.

          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. 20th May 1931

          Dear Family,

          I’m feeling fit and very happy though a bit lonely sometimes because George
          spends much of his time away in the hills cutting a furrow miles long to bring water to the
          house and to the upper part of the shamba so that he will be able to irrigate the coffee
          during the dry season.

          It will be quite an engineering feat when it is done as George only has makeshift
          surveying instruments. He has mounted an ordinary cheap spirit level on an old camera
          tripod and has tacked two gramophone needles into the spirit level to give him a line.
          The other day part of a bank gave way and practically buried two of George’s labourers
          but they were quickly rescued and no harm was done. However he will not let them
          work unless he is there to supervise.

          I keep busy so that the days pass quickly enough. I am delighted with the
          material you sent me for curtains and loose covers and have hired a hand sewing
          machine from Pedro-of-the-overcoat and am rattling away all day. The machine is an
          ancient German one and when I say rattle, I mean rattle. It is a most cumbersome, heavy
          affair of I should say, the same vintage as George Stevenson’s Rocket locomotive.
          Anyway it sews and I am pleased with my efforts. We made a couch ourselves out of a
          native bed, a mattress and some planks but all this is hidden under the chintz cover and
          it looks quite the genuine bought article. I have some diversions too. Small black faced
          monkeys sit in the trees outside our bedroom window and they are most entertaining to
          watch. They are very mischievous though. When I went out into the garden this morning
          before breakfast I found that the monkeys had pulled up all my carnations. There they
          lay, roots in the air and whether they will take again I don’t know.

          I like the monkeys but hate the big mountain baboons that come and hang
          around our chicken house. I am terrified that they will tear our pup into bits because he is
          a plucky young thing and will rush out to bark at the baboons.

          George usually returns for the weekends but last time he did not because he had
          a touch of malaria. He sent a boy down for the mail and some fresh bread. Old Lucas
          arrived with chickens just as the messenger was setting off with mail and bread in a
          haversack on his back. I thought it might be a good idea to send a chicken to George so
          I selected a spry young rooster which I handed to the messenger. He, however,
          complained that he needed both hands for climbing. I then had one of my bright ideas
          and, putting a layer of newspaper over the bread, I tucked the rooster into the haversack
          and buckled down the flap so only his head protruded.

          I thought no more about it until two days later when the messenger again
          appeared for fresh bread. He brought a rather terse note from George saying that the
          previous bread was uneatable as the rooster had eaten some of it and messed on the
          rest. Ah me!

          The previous weekend the Hickson-Woods, Stewarts and ourselves, went
          across to Tukuyu to attend a dance at the club there. the dance was very pleasant. All
          the men wore dinner jackets and the ladies wore long frocks. As there were about
          twenty men and only seven ladies we women danced every dance whilst the surplus
          men got into a huddle around the bar. George and I spent the night with the Agricultural
          Officer, Mr Eustace, and I met his fiancee, Lillian Austin from South Africa, to whom I took
          a great liking. She is Governess to the children of Major Masters who has a farm in the
          Tukuyu district.

          On the Sunday morning we had a look at the township. The Boma was an old German one and was once fortified as the Africans in this district are a very warlike tribe.
          They are fine looking people. The men wear sort of togas and bands of cloth around
          their heads and look like Roman Senators, but the women go naked except for a belt
          from which two broad straps hang down, one in front and another behind. Not a graceful
          garb I assure you.

          We also spent a pleasant hour in the Botanical Gardens, laid out during the last
          war by the District Commissioner, Major Wells, with German prisoner of war labour.
          There are beautiful lawns and beds of roses and other flowers and shady palm lined
          walks and banana groves. The gardens are terraced with flights of brick steps connecting
          the different levels and there is a large artificial pond with little islands in it. I believe Major
          Wells designed the lake to resemble in miniature, the Lakes of Killarney.
          I enjoyed the trip very much. We got home at 8 pm to find the front door locked
          and the kitchen boy fast asleep on my newly covered couch! I hastily retreated to the
          bedroom whilst George handled the situation.

          Eleanor.

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          TracyTracy
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            My Grandparents Kitchen

            My grandmother used to have golden syrup in her larder, hanging on the white plastic coated storage rack that was screwed to the inside of the larder door. Mostly the larder door was left propped open with an old flat iron, so you could see the Heinz ketchup and home made picallilli (she made a particularly good picallili), the Worcester sauce and the jar of pickled onions, as you sat at the kitchen table.

            If you were sitting to the right of the kitchen table you could see an assortment of mismatched crockery, cups and bowls, shoe cleaning brushes, and at the back, tiny tins of baked beans and big ones of plum tomatoes,  and normal sized tins of vegetable and mushroom soup.  Underneath the little shelves that housed the tins was a blue plastic washing up bowl with a few onions, some in, some out of the yellow string bag they came home from the expensive little village supermarket in.

            There was much more to the left in the awkward triangular shape under the stairs, but you couldn’t see under there from your seat at the kitchen table.  You could see the shelf above the larder door which held an ugly china teapot of graceless modern lines, gazed with metallic silver which was wearing off in places. Beside the teapot sat a serving bowl, squat and shapely with little handles, like a flattened Greek urn, in white and reddish brown with flecks of faded gilt. A plain white teapot completed the trio, a large cylindrical one with neat vertical ridges and grooves.

            There were two fridges under the high shallow wooden wall cupboard.  A waist high bulbous old green one with a big handle that pulled out with a clunk, and a chest high sleek white one with a small freezer at the top with a door of its own.  On the top of the fridges were biscuit and cracker tins, big black keys, pencils and brittle yellow notepads, rubber bands and aspirin value packs and a bottle of Brufen.  There was a battered old maroon spectacle case and a whicker letter rack, letters crammed in and fanning over the top.  There was always a pile of glossy advertising pamphlets and flyers on top of the fridges, of the sort that were best put straight into the tiny pedal bin.

            My grandmother never lined the pedal bin with a used plastic bag, nor with a specially designed plastic bin liner. The bin was so small that the flip top lid was often gaping, resting on a mound of cauliflower greens and soup tins.  Behind the pedal bin, but on the outer aspect of the kitchen wall, was the big black dustbin with the rubbery lid. More often than not, the lid was thrust upwards. If Thursday when the dustbin men came was several days away, you’d wish you hadn’t put those newspapers in, or those old shoes!  You stood in the softly drizzling rain in your slippers, the rubbery sheild of a lid in your left hand and the overflowing pedal bin in the other.  The contents of the pedal bin are not going to fit into the dustbin.  You sigh, put the pedal bin and the dustbin lid down, and roll up your sleeves ~ carefully, because you’ve poked your fingers into a porridge covered teabag.  You grab the sides of the protruding black sack and heave. All being well,  the contents should settle and you should have several inches more of plastic bag above the rim of the dustbin.  Unless of course it’s a poor quality plastic bag in which case your fingernail will go through and a horizontal slash will appear just below rubbish level.  Eventually you upend the pedal bin and scrape the cigarette ash covered potato peelings into the dustbin with your fingers. By now the fibres of your Shetland wool jumper are heavy with damp, just like the fuzzy split ends that curl round your pale frowning brow.  You may push back your hair with your forearm causing the moisture to bead and trickle down your face, as you turn the brass doorknob with your palm and wrist, tea leaves and cigarette ash clinging unpleasantly to your fingers.

            The pedal bin needs rinsing in the kitchen sink, but the sink is full of mismatched saucepans, some new in shades of harvest gold, some battered and mishapen in stainless steel and aluminium, bits of mashed potato stuck to them like concrete pebbledash. There is a pale pink octagonally ovoid shallow serving dish and a little grey soup bowl with a handle like a miniature pottery saucepan decorated with kitcheny motifs.

            The water for the coffee bubbles in a suacepan on the cream enamelled gas cooker. My grandmother never used a kettle, although I do remember a heavy flame orange one. The little pan for boiling water had a lip for easy pouring and a black plastic handle.

            The steam has caused the condensation on the window over the sink to race in rivulets down to the fablon coated windowsill.  The yellow gingham curtains hang limply, the left one tucked behind the back of the cooker.

            You put the pedal bin back it it’s place below the tea towel holder, and rinse your mucky fingers under the tap. The gas water heater on the wall above you roars into life just as you turn the tap off, and disappointed, subsides.

            As you lean over to turn the cooker knob, the heat from the oven warms your arm. The gas oven was almost always on, the oven door open with clean tea towels and sometimes large white pants folded over it to air.

            The oven wasn’t the only heat in my grandparents kitchen. There was an electric bar fire near the red formica table which used to burn your legs. The kitchen table was extended by means of a flap at each side. When I was small I wasn’t allowed to snap the hinge underneath shut as my grandmother had pinched the skin of her palm once.

            The electric fire was plugged into the same socket as the radio. The radio took a minute or two to warm up when you switched it on, a bulky thing with sharp seventies edges and a reddish wood effect veneer and big knobs.  The light for my grandfathers workshop behind the garage (where he made dentures) was plugged into the same socket, which had a big heavy white three way adaptor in. The plug for the washing machine was hooked by means of a bit of string onto a nail or hook so that it didn’t fall down behing the washing machine when it wasn’t plugged in. Everything was unplugged when it wasn’t in use.  Sometimes there was a shrivelled Christmas cactus on top of the radio, but it couldn’t hide the adaptor and all those plugs.

            Above the washing machine was a rhomboid wooden wall cupboard with sliding frsoted glass doors.  It was painted creamy gold, the colour of a nicotine stained pub ceiling, and held packets of Paxo stuffing and little jars of Bovril and Marmite, packets of Bisto and a jar of improbably red Maraschino cherries.

            The nicotine coloured cupboard on the opposite wall had half a dozen large hooks screwed under the bottom shelf. A variety of mugs and cups hung there when they weren’t in the bowl waiting to be washed up. Those cupboard doors seemed flimsy for their size, and the thin beading on the edge of one door had come unstuck at the bottom and snapped back if you caught it with your sleeve.  The doors fastened with a little click in the centre, and the bottom of the door reverberated slightly as you yanked it open. There were always crumbs in the cupboard from the numerous packets of bisucits and crackers and there was always an Allbran packet with the top folded over to squeeze it onto the shelf. The sugar bowl was in there, sticky grains like sandpaper among the biscuit crumbs.

            Half of one of the shelves was devoted to medicines: grave looking bottles of codeine linctus with no nonsense labels,  brown glass bottles with pills for rheumatism and angina.  Often you would find a large bottle, nearly full, of Brewers yeast or vitamin supplements with a dollar price tag, souvenirs of the familys last visit.  Above the medicines you’d find a faded packet of Napolitana pasta bows or a dusty packet of muesli. My grandparents never used them but she left them in the cupboard. Perhaps the dollar price tags and foreign foods reminded her of her children.

            If there had been a recent visit you would see monstrous jars of Sanka and Maxwell House coffee in there too, but they always used the coffee.  They liked evaporated milk in their coffee, and used tins and tins of “evap” as they called it. They would pour it over tinned fruit, or rhubard crumble or stewed apples.

            When there was just the two of them, or when I was there as well, they’d eat at the kitchen table. The table would be covered in a white embroidered cloth and the food served in mismatched serving dishes. The cutlery was large and bent, the knife handles in varying shades of bone. My grandfathers favourite fork had the tip of each prong bent in a different direction. He reckoned it was more efficient that way to spear his meat.  He often used to chew his meat and then spit it out onto the side of his plate. Not in company, of course.  I can understand why he did that, not having eaten meat myself for so long. You could chew a piece of meat for several hours and still have a stringy lump between your cheek and your teeth.

            My grandfather would always have a bowl of Allbran with some Froment wheat germ for his breakfast, while reading the Daily Mail at the kitchen table.  He never worse slippers, always shoes indoors,  and always wore a tie.  He had lots of ties but always wore a plain maroon one.  His shirts were always cream and buttoned at throat and cuff, and eventually started wearing shirts without detachable collars. He wore greeny grey trousers and a cardigan of the same shade most of the time, the same colour as a damp English garden.

            The same colour as the slimy green wooden clothes pegs that I threw away and replaced with mauve and fuschia pink plastic ones.  “They’re a bit bright for up the garden, aren’t they,” he said.  He was right. I should have ignored the green peg stains on the laundry.  An English garden should be shades of moss and grassy green, rich umber soil and brick red walls weighed down with an atmosphere of dense and heavy greyish white.

            After Grandma died and Mop had retired (I always called him Mop, nobody knows why) at 10:00am precisely Mop would  have a cup of instant coffee with evap. At lunch, a bowl of tinned vegetable soup in his special soup bowl, and a couple of Krackawheat crackers and a lump of mature Cheddar. It was a job these days to find a tasty cheddar, he’d say.

            When he was working, and he worked until well into his seventies, he took sandwiches. Every day he had the same sandwich filling: a combination of cheese, peanut butter and marmite.  It was an unusal choice for an otherwise conventional man.  He loved my grandmothers cooking, which wasn’t brilliant but was never awful. She was always generous with the cheese in cheese sauces and the meat in meat pies. She overcooked the cauliflower, but everyone did then. She made her gravy in the roasting pan, and made onion sauce, bread sauce, parsley sauce and chestnut stuffing.  She had her own version of cosmopolitan favourites, and called her quiche a quiche when everyone was still calling it egg and bacon pie. She used to like Auntie Daphne’s ratatouille, rather exotic back then, and pronounced it Ratta Twa.  She made pizza unlike any other, with shortcrust pastry smeared with tomato puree from a tube, sprinkled with oregano and great slabs of cheddar.

            The roast was always overdone. “We like our meat well done” she’d say. She’d walk up the garden to get fresh mint for the mint sauce and would announce with pride “these runner beans are out of the garding”. They always grew vegetables at the top of the garden, behind the lawn and the silver birch tree.  There was always a pudding: a slice of almond tart (always with home made pastry), a crumble or stewed fruit. Topped with evap, of course.

            #6207

            “I was ‘anging onto his bloody arm for dear life and the strangest thing you will never believe ….” Glor paused dramatically.

            “Go on then, Glor! Don’t leave us ‘anging now!” said Sha. “We’re all agog, we are.”

            “Don’t be such a bloody tease, Glor!” snapped Mavis.

            “If yer will both ‘ush, I’ll tell ya.” Glor folded her arms and looked at her friends sternly. “His arm didn’t feel right. It felt like one of them dolls they put in shops with the fancy clothes on. Wot do you call them?”

            “Wot yer on about, Sha? Youse feeling alright?” Mavis slapped a hand to Glor’s forehead. “A bit ‘ot. Might be the bloody stress got to you. All this escaping nonsense that Sophie is on about. She’s lost ‘er marbles an all if yer ask me. Mind, she must be bloody ninety if she’s a day.”

            Glor heaved a loud sigh. Why did she always have to be the brains? “Have you numskuttles ever thought to yerselves that Mr Andrew Anderson is a bit too bloody bootiful? That it ain’t natural?”

            Before the others could answer, a loud siren shrieked followed by the doctor’s voice. “EMERGENCY. ASSEMBLE IN THE HALL. I REPEAT. EVERYONE MUST GO WITH HASTE TO THE HALL YOUR LIFE DEPENDS UPON IT.

            #6178

            Nora woke to the sun streaming  in the little dormer window in the attic bedroom. She stretched under the feather quilt and her feet encountered the cool air, an intoxicating contrast to the snug warmth of the bed. She couldn’t remember the last time she’d slept so well and was reluctant to awaken fully and confront the day. She felt peaceful and rested, and oddly, at home.

            Unfortunately that thought roused her to sit and frown, and look around the room.  The dust was dancing in the sunbeams and rivulets of condensation trickled down the window panes.   A small statue of an owl was silhouetted on the sill, and a pitcher of dried herbs or flowers, strands of spider webs sparkled like silver thread between the desiccated buds.

            An old whicker chair in the corner was piled with folded blankets and bed linens, and the bookshelf behind it  ~ Nora threw back the covers and padded over to the books. Why were they all facing the wall?   The spines were at the back, with just the pages showing. Intrigued, Nora extracted a book to see what it was, just as a gentle knock sounded on the door.

            Yes? she said, turning, placing the book on top of the pile of bedclothes on the chair, her thoughts now on the events of the previous night.

            “I expect you’re ready for some coffee!” Will called brightly. Nora opened the door, smiling. What a nice man he was, making her so welcome, and such a pleasant evening they’d spent, drinking sweet home made wine and sharing stories.  It had been late, very late, when he’d shown her to her room.  Nora has been tempted to invite him in with her (very tempted if the truth be known) and wasn’t quite sure why she hadn’t.

            “I slept so well!” she said, thanking him as he handed her the mug.  “It looks like a lovely day today,” she added brightly, and then frowned a little. She didn’t really want to leave.  She was supposed to continue her journey, of course she knew that.  But she really wanted to stay a little bit longer.

            “I’ve got a surprise planned for lunch,” he said, “and something I’d like to show you this morning.  No rush!”  he added with a twinkly smile.

            Nora beamed at him and promptly ditched any thoughts of continuing her trip today.

            “No rush” she repeated softly.

            #6174

            Clara breathed a sigh of relief when she saw VanGogh running towards her; in the moonlight he looked like a pale ghost.

            “Where’ve you been eh?” she asked as he nuzzled her excitedly. She crouched down to pat him. “And what’s this?” A piece of paper folded into quarters had been tucked into VanGogh’s collar. Clara stood upright and looked uneasily around the garden; a small wind made the leaves rustle and the deep shadows stirred. Clara shivered.

            Clara?” called Bob from the door.

            “It’s okay Grandpa, I found him. We’re coming in now.”

            In the warm light of the kitchen, Clara showed Bob the piece of paper. “It’s a map, but I don’t know those place names.”

            “And it was stuffed into his collar you say?” Bob frowned. “That’s very strange indeed. Who’d of done that?”

            Clara shook her head. “It wasn’t Mr Willets because I saw him drive off. But why didn’t VanGogh bark? He always barks when someone comes on the property.”

            “You really should tell her about the note,” said Jane. She was perched on the kitchen bench. VanGogh pricked his ears up and wagged his tail as he looked towards her. Bob couldn’t figure out if the dog could see Jane or just somehow sensed her there. He nodded.

            “What?” asked Clara.

            “There’s something I should tell you, Clara. It’s about that box you found.”

            #6157

            Bob sighed loudly as he rummaged through the odds and ends drawer: old menus from the takeaways in town, pens, rubber bands, a button, reading glasses, newspaper clippings. He’d never expected to need the phone number; now he did and what do you know? He can’t find the damn thing.

            “What a shameful mess that drawer is in,” said Jane. She was seated at the kitchen table, arms folded, shaking her head at him. She looked about twenty today with her dark hair cascading prettily over a lacy pink mini dress.

            Bob  frowned at her though his heart did a leap. The way it always did when he saw her. “You were the one who kept it clean and you jumped ship.  And I’ve said, can’t you look your age?”

            “Don’t I look pretty?” She pouted and fluttered long eyelashes at him.

            “Makes me feel old. And I don’t recognise you like that.”

            “You are old,” she said as her hair turned white. “And bad-tempered as ever. What are you hunting for?”

            “The phone number. You know the one he said to call if the box was ever unearthed. Can’t find it anywhere.”

            “You’d lose your head …”  said Jane as her head lifted off her body.

            Bob jumped. “Darn it, Jane. I’ve said don’t do that! Why do you always do that and go giving me the heebie jeebies?”

            “Cos I can, love.” She grinned mischievously before settling her head back on her shoulders. “Just a bit of fun. Now think hard, where else might you have put it? The shoe-box under our bed? The safe in the pantry?”

            Bob flung a hand to his head. “The shoe-box! That’s where it will be!”

            Jane grinned. “Well, get a move-along, old man. Before our Clara gets in more deep than what’s good for her. She won’t let it go now she’s found it. Stubborn as a mule my grandchild,” she added proudly.

            Bob reached a hand to her. “Come with me while I look? I miss you, Jane. You never stay long enough.”

            “Oh stop with all the sweet talk!” She poked her tongue out at him. “Anyway I’ve told you before, it takes too much energy.” She was fading and Bob felt his chest tighten. “Don’t worry, I’m keeping an eye on you, old man.” She was vibrating air now, sparkly and pink.

            #6113

            In reply to: Tart Wreck Repackage

            VINCE FRENCH!” shouted April. “WHO IS VINCE FRENCH? I DON’T KNOW ANYONE CALLED VINCE FRENCH! I SAID I SANG WITH VINCE ENTIUS!”

            “Me thinks the lady doth protest too much,” mouthed Tara. Star nodded and, leaning forward, she smiled engagingly at April.

            “So, April …. you’ve never heard of Vince French? The famous singer who is touted to have a voice like an angel?”

            “Oh! THAT Vince French,” blustered April. “Yes, of course I’ve heard of HIM. But he’s not the one I sang with. Never met him personally. Good voice, or so I’ve heard.”

            Rosamund folded her arms and glowered at April. “Auntie April, who is this Uncle Albie of what you speak? Mum said you never got hitched. Said you was too uppity.”

            “Stop it!” shouted April, flinging the broom wildly above her head. “Just stop it, will you! First, you man-handle me into the wardrobe filled with dirty old coats and refuse to let me have pineapple on my pizza and now you are interrogating me as though I am some sort of criminal.” She threw the broom to the floor with such force that the handle snapped off, and then she collapsed in a sobbing heap.

            “I suppose we have been rather unwelcoming,” said Star.

            “There, there, Auntie,” said Rosamund, patting her awkwardly on the shoulder. “If you need to make up a husband, I totally get it. I’m always making up stuff.”

            “I think it is about time you tell us the truth,” said Tara sternly. “Why have you invented a philandering husband and what does Vince French have to do with it and, last but certainly not least, why is that wardrobe filled with stinky coats in our office?”

            “How about I make a nice cup of tea and you can tell us everything,” said Star.

            #5740

            Norma was taking the sheets for a clean when she ran into the tall black figure of Mr August in the neatly carpeted corridors that Finnley had got freshly cleaned. Those odd people from Alabama that had brought Barron back had been all too pleased to help with the carpet cleaning, gaining a contract with the Beige House rather than a one-time reward.

            Norma immediately started to blush like a teenybopper feeling silly hidden under the mass of untidy sheets. She dropped the heap at Mr August’s feet and fumbled around in utter confusion.

            August was a gentleman, and offered to help, while exchanging some innocent small talk. He was a married man after all. “Those carpets sure do look cleaner than they ever were.”

            “Yeah, that Finnley knows her bossing around business, that’s a fact.” reluctantly replied Norma, jealous that the conversation had to mention the other maid.

            “You look distressed Norma.” he paused looking genuinely concerned. “It’s nothing to do with the sacking of June & April, is it? Or is that the stress of all that sudden responsibility falling on your shoulder? Taking care of Mr. Barron and all?”

            “Oh yes, but no!” she immediately answered. “It was such an honor that Mistress Mellie Noma entrusted me with her child. The Lord will forgive me for speaking ill of them, but these two were not fit and proper to raise a child, with all that partying and …” she stopped thinking she sounded like a bitter spinster.

            “Amen.” smiled August. “Not to mention all the gossiping around.” he giggled.

            He rose from the floor and gave her back the folded sheet in a neat package.

            “Good luck with the kid. Now he’s back, there’s no telling what goes in this head of his. I still wonder how he managed to get on this little trip. I have to go, work to do before Pres. Lump is coming back from his impricotement hearings. Seems he won once again and will be here in no time.”

            #5606
            TracyTracy
            Participant

              Aunt Idle:

              I wish now that I’d had the sense to open the letter in private. I can’t imagine why I didn’t think of that, but I didn’t. I tried not to make a drama out of it, I didn’t make an announcement or anything. One morning after breakfast I untied the string and opened the letter. It wasn’t any of the things I had expected.  Clearly printed in large capital letters at the top was written DON’T TELL MATER.

              Quickly I folded it over, dropping it discreetly into my lap under the table.   “Any more nettle tea in the pot, Bert?” I asked and feigned a casual yawn.

              “Well?” asked Mater.

              “Well what?” I asked.

              “I can read you like a book,” she said, to which I replied hotly, “Well then I won’t need to write one, will I.”

              “What did the letter say?” she pressed on.

              “What letter?” I said

              “For crying out loud!” she said.

              “Pass your cup then,” said Bert, giving me a piercing look. Over the top of Mater’s head he mouthed a word, with a questioning look. I’ve never been any good at lip reading, but it looked like he was trying to say Jasper.

              “Who?” I mouthed back, but Mater saw me, so I pretended I had a bit of nettle stuck between my teeth.

              “For crying out loud,”  Mater said again which elicited an exasperated remark from Bert about broken records, open books, unread letters and lost marbles.

              #4677

              There were strong wind currents when they passed above land, drafts of warm air competing with each other, and it took some skill to land the Jiborium Air Express without any damage.

              Albie was impressed as he observed Arona swinging between cordages, pushing the levers for added hot air, or throwing away some ballast to adjust their elevation.

              “It’s incredible the distance we can travel without refueling,” he mused aloud. As if Australia’s coasts weren’t huge enough, their travel inland seemed to have stretched for days. Sanso had been seasick most of the time, and at first Arona thought his retching was just emotion sickness, but it was only motion after all.

              “The secret is in the lard, boy. It burns longer.” Sanso said, before reaching for a bucket.
              He resumed. “Arona could have taken a Zeppelin you know, the Emporium always used to have few spares, they’re so much more comfortable, and still quite affordable.”

              “Guess your comfort wasn’t the priority, nor were you expected, were you?” Mandrake was in a somber mood, well, somberer than usual.
              “Mmh, someone’s sprightly today! Guess it doesn’t have anything to do with Ugo the gecko, does it?”

              The bickering continued a while longer after all the landing was done, and the balloon was folded back in a neat package.

              Mandrake! are you coming, or do you prefer to argument to death under the sun?”
              “Of course I’m coming.” The cat stretched and jumped on his feet, with Albie in tow.

              “Before we venture further in Mutitjulu land, we’ll need to seek permission from the local shaman.” Arona said.
              Noticing the boy, she asked “Aren’t your parents going to be concerned, you seem a little far from home!”

              “We can still send them a postcard?” he answered tentatively. “It’ll be like a quest, a rite of passage for me. After that, I’ll be a man in my village!”

              “Well, when you have had enough, let me know. I think most bodies of water are connected to the Doline, I can just send a magical trace with the last pearls to guide you home.”

              “That is kind and generous, Milady. Thank you.”

              “So what is our quest?” Sanso seemed to creep out of the shadows where he was lurking.

              “I don’t know about you Sir,” Albie jumped, “but mine is clear now. I am at Milady’s… and Milord’s (he added for Mandrake) service.”

              “Well, that won’t surely get us run in circles now.” Mandrake sniggered. He turned to Arona who was already ready to trek in the rocks and sand. “What about you? Has your quest anything to do with that key you got?”

              #4650
              TracyTracy
              Participant

                Distraction always worked best when one was trying hard not to try too hard, and luckily for Lucinda, it came easy. She was a natural. It wasn’t that she’d forgotten her mission to find out more about those mysterious dolls and the twelve addresses, but the Roman themed birthday party was today, and that gave her plenty to occupy herself.

                The costume was easy, just a folded white sheet and a number of nappy pins. The birthday gift was another matter. She still hadn’t bought one, and had left herself no option but to buy something on the way to the party on the other side of the city. Counting the money left in her purse, she decided to travel by bus rather than taxi. She would have to change at the central bus station, which conveniently had a craft and antique market on in the nearby park. If she left home a couple of hours early, she could have a look around the market.

                Not to look for dolls! she reminded herself, her mind already imagining unlikely scenes.

                Checking the mirror one last time to make sure her toga was securely arranged, Lucinda left the flat and made her way to the bus stop on the other side of the park. She had debated whether to take her costume in a bag and change when she got there, and decided to just wear the toga. It was a diverse multicultural city, and there were often people dressed as if they were going to a fancy dress party, in biblical looking robes and scarves, or exotic coloured sari’s. If anyone wondered about her outfit, they’d probably just think she was from one of those foreign middle eastern places.

                #4548

                “You can’t do that!” Glynis shook her head decisively and regarded Eleri sternly. “You can’t. It’s wrong.”

                Eleri had returned from her visit to Alexandria feeling buoyed and more certain than ever that something had to be done about Leroway and that she was the one to do it. She found Glynis at the dining room table pouring over her big book of spells. She hardly bothered raising her head to greet Eleri.

                Eleri was irritated — Huh, she thinks she is the only one who can do magic! — and so she had impulsively told Glynis of her plan. Now she was regretting having spoken.

                “Wrong is it! So chucking an old lady out of her home is right I suppose.” Eleri glared back at Glynis and folded her arms across her chest. True, she wasn’t sure her plan wasn’t morally flawed, but Glynis could be such a righteous prig sometimes. “And it isn’t like your stupid plan has been such a great success. Look at you there with your big book acting like you can save us all!”

                So far, the magic spell had only succeeded in altering the solidity of the cottage and from a distance it now shimmered like a mirage. They all agreed it was very pretty but not that effective in hiding the cottage from Leroway’s men.

                “I never claimed to be an expert — although i know a hell of a lot more about magic than you, Glynnis added mentally — but there is good magic and there is bad magic and even if you succeed in turning him to stone, which I actually doubt you can do ….” She immediately wished she could retrieve her words; It was like rag to a bull to tell Eleri she couldn’t do something. She softened her tone.

                “Why don’t you talk to Gorash about it. It’s nearly dark so he should be around soon. Ask him how he feels about being a statue and that’s only during the daylight hours! Imagine what it would be like to be encased in stone forever and no hope of redemption. There is no crime that deserves such a harsh punishment as that.”

                #4489

                Ailill cringed as a whirlwind of rotting mulch landed in the laundry basket that was piled high with freshly washed and folded white linens. “Not like that!” he whispered to Granola, rolling his eyes. “Don’t be so critical,” she snapped back. “I haven’t got the hang of it yet.”

                Caspar the dog whined from his basket under the table. “She’ll blame me for that,” he said to himself. “Should I pretend to be asleep, or slink out now before she comes in?”

                #4366
                ÉricÉric
                Keymaster

                  It’s all a bit quiet there, where have they all gone again? One could hear plants growing in that silence.

                  Finnley!” she shouted across the mansion, pondering at what demoniac activity the maid was devoted recently.

                  She hadn’t seen the maid in the all of the week, but somehow they had been communicating in a sort of eerie telepathic way, by subtle positions of objects in the house. A piece of clothe in this or that position would mean, please wash it hasta pronto, but if it was slightly above ground, she somehow would get it was meant to be just folded for another use. There had been a silent tug of war as to where the towel would dry, as she didn’t like it to be in the humid bathroom. And for every lunch, she would find something prepared in the fridge, ready to be heated in the microwave oven.

                  But she had to tell her, that was enough with chicken and grilled aubergines. A little variety would go a long way…

                  #4346
                  AvatarJib
                  Participant

                    At that moment the trap in the ceiling opened revealing the dark attic.

                    “Is that smoke coming from the attic?” asked Godfrey, suddenly worried someone had started a fire up there.

                    “It’s looking more like mist,” said Liz who had suddenly forgotten about her unborn babies. “You know, in those mystery novels they add some when they want to create an atmosphere of suspens.”

                    Godfrey looked doubtful as the mist was continuing to pour down from the attic in slow motion, like the harbinger of a darker secret. A loud noise made them jump. A metallic ladder, apparently attached on the attic’s floor which was the corridor’s ceiling, unfolded quickly. It stopped just before hitting the floor.

                    They all looked at each others, waiting for someone to say something. Anything.

                    “Go have a look, Godfrey,” said Liz.
                    “Shouldn’t it be Walter? He’s from the police after all, if there is danger he should be the one to take the lead.”

                    Liz looked a bit uncomfortable.
                    “I’m not sure,” she said in a hum. “There might be some dark secrets I don’t want to reveal to outsiders.”

                    “Are you coming or what?” Said a voice coming from the attic.

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