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      From Tanganyika with Love

      continued part 7

      With thanks to Mike Rushby.

      Oldeani Hospital. 19th September 1938

      Dearest Family,

      George arrived today to take us home to Mbulu but Sister Marianne will not allow
      me to travel for another week as I had a bit of a set back after baby’s birth. At first I was
      very fit and on the third day Sister stripped the bed and, dictionary in hand, started me
      off on ante natal exercises. “Now make a bridge Mrs Rushby. So. Up down, up down,’
      whilst I obediently hoisted myself aloft on heels and head. By the sixth day she
      considered it was time for me to be up and about but alas, I soon had to return to bed
      with a temperature and a haemorrhage. I got up and walked outside for the first time this
      morning.

      I have had lots of visitors because the local German settlers seem keen to see
      the first British baby born in the hospital. They have been most kind, sending flowers
      and little German cards of congratulations festooned with cherubs and rather sweet. Most
      of the women, besides being pleasant, are very smart indeed, shattering my illusion that
      German matrons are invariably fat and dowdy. They are all much concerned about the
      Czecko-Slovakian situation, especially Sister Marianne whose home is right on the
      border and has several relations who are Sudentan Germans. She is ant-Nazi and
      keeps on asking me whether I think England will declare war if Hitler invades Czecko-
      Slovakia, as though I had inside information.

      George tells me that he has had a grass ‘banda’ put up for us at Mbulu as we are
      both determined not to return to those prison-like quarters in the Fort. Sister Marianne is
      horrified at the idea of taking a new baby to live in a grass hut. She told George,
      “No,No,Mr Rushby. I find that is not to be allowed!” She is an excellent Sister but rather
      prim and George enjoys teasing her. This morning he asked with mock seriousness,
      “Sister, why has my wife not received her medal?” Sister fluttered her dictionary before
      asking. “What medal Mr Rushby”. “Why,” said George, “The medal that Hitler gives to
      women who have borne four children.” Sister started a long and involved explanation
      about the medal being only for German mothers whilst George looked at me and
      grinned.

      Later. Great Jubilation here. By the noise in Sister Marianne’s sitting room last night it
      sounded as though the whole German population had gathered to listen to the wireless
      news. I heard loud exclamations of joy and then my bedroom door burst open and
      several women rushed in. “Thank God “, they cried, “for Neville Chamberlain. Now there
      will be no war.” They pumped me by the hand as though I were personally responsible
      for the whole thing.

      George on the other hand is disgusted by Chamberlain’s lack of guts. Doesn’t
      know what England is coming to these days. I feel too content to concern myself with
      world affairs. I have a fine husband and four wonderful children and am happy, happy,
      happy.

      Eleanor.

      Mbulu. 30th September 1938

      Dearest Family,

      Here we are, comfortably installed in our little green house made of poles and
      rushes from a nearby swamp. The house has of course, no doors or windows, but
      there are rush blinds which roll up in the day time. There are two rooms and a little porch
      and out at the back there is a small grass kitchen.

      Here we have the privacy which we prize so highly as we are screened on one
      side by a Forest Department plantation and on the other three sides there is nothing but
      the rolling countryside cropped bare by the far too large herds of cattle and goats of the
      Wambulu. I have a lovely lazy time. I still have Kesho-Kutwa and the cook we brought
      with us from the farm. They are both faithful and willing souls though not very good at
      their respective jobs. As one of these Mbeya boys goes on safari with George whose
      job takes him from home for three weeks out of four, I have taken on a local boy to cut
      firewood and heat my bath water and generally make himself useful. His name is Saa,
      which means ‘Clock’

      We had an uneventful but very dusty trip from Oldeani. Johnny Jo travelled in his
      pram in the back of the boxbody and got covered in dust but seems none the worst for
      it. As the baby now takes up much of my time and Kate was showing signs of
      boredom, I have engaged a little African girl to come and play with Kate every morning.
      She is the daughter of the head police Askari and a very attractive and dignified little
      person she is. Her name is Kajyah. She is scrupulously clean, as all Mohammedan
      Africans seem to be. Alas, Kajyah, though beautiful, is a bore. She simply does not
      know how to play, so they just wander around hand in hand.

      There are only two drawbacks to this little house. Mbulu is a very windy spot so
      our little reed house is very draughty. I have made a little tent of sheets in one corner of
      the ‘bedroom’ into which I can retire with Johnny when I wish to bathe or sponge him.
      The other drawback is that many insects are attracted at night by the lamp and make it
      almost impossible to read or sew and they have a revolting habit of falling into the soup.
      There are no dangerous wild animals in this area so I am not at all nervous in this
      flimsy little house when George is on safari. Most nights hyaenas come around looking
      for scraps but our dogs, Fanny and Paddy, soon see them off.

      Eleanor.

      Mbulu. 25th October 1938

      Dearest Family,

      Great news! a vacancy has occurred in the Game Department. George is to
      transfer to it next month. There will be an increase in salary and a brighter prospect for
      the future. It will mean a change of scene and I shall be glad of that. We like Mbulu and
      the people here but the rains have started and our little reed hut is anything but water
      tight.

      Before the rain came we had very unpleasant dust storms. I think I told you that
      this is a treeless area and the grass which normally covers the veldt has been cropped
      to the roots by the hungry native cattle and goats. When the wind blows the dust
      collects in tall black columns which sweep across the country in a most spectacular
      fashion. One such dust devil struck our hut one day whilst we were at lunch. George
      swept Kate up in a second and held her face against his chest whilst I rushed to Johnny
      Jo who was asleep in his pram, and stooped over the pram to protect him. The hut
      groaned and creaked and clouds of dust blew in through the windows and walls covering
      our persons, food, and belongings in a black pall. The dogs food bowls and an empty
      petrol tin outside the hut were whirled up and away. It was all over in a moment but you
      should have seen what a family of sweeps we looked. George looked at our blackened
      Johnny and mimicked in Sister Marianne’s primmest tones, “I find that this is not to be
      allowed.”

      The first rain storm caught me unprepared when George was away on safari. It
      was a terrific thunderstorm. The quite violent thunder and lightening were followed by a
      real tropical downpour. As the hut is on a slight slope, the storm water poured through
      the hut like a river, covering the entire floor, and the roof leaked like a lawn sprinkler.
      Johnny Jo was snug enough in the pram with the hood raised, but Kate and I had a
      damp miserable night. Next morning I had deep drains dug around the hut and when
      George returned from safari he managed to borrow an enormous tarpaulin which is now
      lashed down over the roof.

      It did not rain during the next few days George was home but the very next night
      we were in trouble again. I was awakened by screams from Kate and hurriedly turned up
      the lamp to see that we were in the midst of an invasion of siafu ants. Kate’s bed was
      covered in them. Others appeared to be raining down from the thatch. I quickly stripped
      Kate and carried her across to my bed, whilst I rushed to the pram to see whether
      Johnny Jo was all right. He was fast asleep, bless him, and slept on through all the
      commotion, whilst I struggled to pick all the ants out of Kate’s hair, stopping now and
      again to attend to my own discomfort. These ants have a painful bite and seem to
      choose all the most tender spots. Kate fell asleep eventually but I sat up for the rest of
      the night to make sure that the siafu kept clear of the children. Next morning the servants
      dispersed them by laying hot ash.

      In spite of the dampness of the hut both children are blooming. Kate has rosy
      cheeks and Johnny Jo now has a fuzz of fair hair and has lost his ‘old man’ look. He
      reminds me of Ann at his age.

      Eleanor.

      Iringa. 30th November 1938

      Dearest Family,

      Here we are back in the Southern Highlands and installed on the second floor of
      another German Fort. This one has been modernised however and though not so
      romantic as the Mbulu Fort from the outside, it is much more comfortable.We are all well
      and I am really proud of our two safari babies who stood up splendidly to a most trying
      journey North from Mbulu to Arusha and then South down the Great North Road to
      Iringa where we expect to stay for a month.

      At Arusha George reported to the headquarters of the Game Department and
      was instructed to come on down here on Rinderpest Control. There is a great flap on in
      case the rinderpest spread to Northern Rhodesia and possibly onwards to Southern
      Rhodesia and South Africa. Extra veterinary officers have been sent to this area to
      inoculate all the cattle against the disease whilst George and his African game Scouts will
      comb the bush looking for and destroying diseased game. If the rinderpest spreads,
      George says it may be necessary to shoot out all the game in a wide belt along the
      border between the Southern Highlands of Tanganyika and Northern Rhodesia, to
      prevent the disease spreading South. The very idea of all this destruction sickens us
      both.

      George left on a foot safari the day after our arrival and I expect I shall be lucky if I
      see him occasionally at weekends until this job is over. When rinderpest is under control
      George is to be stationed at a place called Nzassa in the Eastern Province about 18
      miles from Dar es Salaam. George’s orderly, who is a tall, cheerful Game Scout called
      Juma, tells me that he has been stationed at Nzassa and it is a frightful place! However I
      refuse to be depressed. I now have the cheering prospect of leave to England in thirty
      months time when we will be able to fetch Ann and George and be a proper family
      again. Both Ann and George look happy in the snapshots which mother-in-law sends
      frequently. Ann is doing very well at school and loves it.

      To get back to our journey from Mbulu. It really was quite an experience. It
      poured with rain most of the way and the road was very slippery and treacherous the
      120 miles between Mbulu and Arusha. This is a little used earth road and the drains are
      so blocked with silt as to be practically non existent. As usual we started our move with
      the V8 loaded to capacity. I held Johnny on my knee and Kate squeezed in between
      George and me. All our goods and chattels were in wooden boxes stowed in the back
      and the two houseboys and the two dogs had to adjust themselves to the space that
      remained. We soon ran into trouble and it took us all day to travel 47 miles. We stuck
      several times in deep mud and had some most nasty skids. I simply clutched Kate in
      one hand and Johnny Jo in the other and put my trust in George who never, under any
      circumstances, loses his head. Poor Johnny only got his meals when circumstances
      permitted. Unfortunately I had put him on a bottle only a few days before we left Mbulu
      and, as I was unable to buy either a primus stove or Thermos flask there we had to
      make a fire and boil water for each meal. Twice George sat out in the drizzle with a rain
      coat rapped over his head to protect a miserable little fire of wet sticks drenched with
      paraffin. Whilst we waited for the water to boil I pacified John by letting him suck a cube
      of Tate and Lyles sugar held between my rather grubby fingers. Not at all according to
      the book.

      That night George, the children and I slept in the car having dumped our boxes
      and the two servants in a deserted native hut. The rain poured down relentlessly all night
      and by morning the road was more of a morass than ever. We swerved and skidded
      alarmingly till eventually one of the wheel chains broke and had to be tied together with
      string which constantly needed replacing. George was so patient though he was wet
      and muddy and tired and both children were very good. Shortly before reaching the Great North Road we came upon Jack Gowan, the Stock Inspector from Mbulu. His car
      was bogged down to its axles in black mud. He refused George’s offer of help saying
      that he had sent his messenger to a nearby village for help.

      I hoped that conditions would be better on the Great North Road but how over
      optimistic I was. For miles the road runs through a belt of ‘black cotton soil’. which was
      churned up into the consistency of chocolate blancmange by the heavy lorry traffic which
      runs between Dodoma and Arusha. Soon the car was skidding more fantastically than
      ever. Once it skidded around in a complete semi circle so George decided that it would
      be safer for us all to walk whilst he negotiated the very bad patches. You should have
      seen me plodding along in the mud and drizzle with the baby in one arm and Kate
      clinging to the other. I was terrified of slipping with Johnny. Each time George reached
      firm ground he would return on foot to carry Kate and in this way we covered many bad
      patches.We were more fortunate than many other travellers. We passed several lorries
      ditched on the side of the road and one car load of German men, all elegantly dressed in
      lounge suits. One was busy with his camera so will have a record of their plight to laugh
      over in the years to come. We spent another night camping on the road and next day
      set out on the last lap of the journey. That also was tiresome but much better than the
      previous day and we made the haven of the Arusha Hotel before dark. What a picture
      we made as we walked through the hall in our mud splattered clothes! Even Johnny was
      well splashed with mud but no harm was done and both he and Kate are blooming.
      We rested for two days at Arusha and then came South to Iringa. Luckily the sun
      came out and though for the first day the road was muddy it was no longer so slippery
      and the second day found us driving through parched country and along badly
      corrugated roads. The further South we came, the warmer the sun which at times blazed
      through the windscreen and made us all uncomfortably hot. I have described the country
      between Arusha and Dodoma before so I shan’t do it again. We reached Iringa without
      mishap and after a good nights rest all felt full of beans.

      Eleanor.

      Mchewe Estate, Mbeya. 7th January 1939.

      Dearest Family,

      You will be surprised to note that we are back on the farm! At least the children
      and I are here. George is away near the Rhodesian border somewhere, still on
      Rinderpest control.

      I had a pleasant time at Iringa, lots of invitations to morning tea and Kate had a
      wonderful time enjoying the novelty of playing with children of her own age. She is not
      shy but nevertheless likes me to be within call if not within sight. It was all very suburban
      but pleasant enough. A few days before Christmas George turned up at Iringa and
      suggested that, as he would be working in the Mbeya area, it might be a good idea for
      the children and me to move to the farm. I agreed enthusiastically, completely forgetting
      that after my previous trouble with the leopard I had vowed to myself that I would never
      again live alone on the farm.

      Alas no sooner had we arrived when Thomas, our farm headman, brought the
      news that there were now two leopards terrorising the neighbourhood, and taking dogs,
      goats and sheep and chickens. Traps and poisoned bait had been tried in vain and he
      was sure that the female was the same leopard which had besieged our home before.
      Other leopards said Thomas, came by stealth but this one advertised her whereabouts
      in the most brazen manner.

      George stayed with us on the farm over Christmas and all was quiet at night so I
      cheered up and took the children for walks along the overgrown farm paths. However on
      New Years Eve that darned leopard advertised her presence again with the most blood
      chilling grunts and snarls. Horrible! Fanny and Paddy barked and growled and woke up
      both children. Kate wept and kept saying, “Send it away mummy. I don’t like it.” Johnny
      Jo howled in sympathy. What a picnic. So now the whole performance of bodyguards
      has started again and ‘till George returns we confine our exercise to the garden.
      Our little house is still cosy and sweet but the coffee plantation looks very
      neglected. I wish to goodness we could sell it.

      Eleanor.

      Nzassa 14th February 1939.

      Dearest Family,

      After three months of moving around with two small children it is heavenly to be
      settled in our own home, even though Nzassa is an isolated spot and has the reputation
      of being unhealthy.

      We travelled by car from Mbeya to Dodoma by now a very familiar stretch of
      country, but from Dodoma to Dar es Salaam by train which made a nice change. We
      spent two nights and a day in the Splendid Hotel in Dar es Salaam, George had some
      official visits to make and I did some shopping and we took the children to the beach.
      The bay is so sheltered that the sea is as calm as a pond and the water warm. It is
      wonderful to see the sea once more and to hear tugs hooting and to watch the Arab
      dhows putting out to sea with their oddly shaped sails billowing. I do love the bush, but
      I love the sea best of all, as you know.

      We made an early start for Nzassa on the 3rd. For about four miles we bowled
      along a good road. This brought us to a place called Temeke where George called on
      the District Officer. His house appears to be the only European type house there. The
      road between Temeke and the turn off to Nzassa is quite good, but the six mile stretch
      from the turn off to Nzassa is a very neglected bush road. There is nothing to be seen
      but the impenetrable bush on both sides with here and there a patch of swampy
      ground where rice is planted in the wet season.

      After about six miles of bumpy road we reached Nzassa which is nothing more
      than a sandy clearing in the bush. Our house however is a fine one. It was originally built
      for the District Officer and there is a small court house which is now George’s office. The
      District Officer died of blackwater fever so Nzassa was abandoned as an administrative
      station being considered too unhealthy for Administrative Officers but suitable as
      Headquarters for a Game Ranger. Later a bachelor Game Ranger was stationed here
      but his health also broke down and he has been invalided to England. So now the
      healthy Rushbys are here and we don’t mean to let the place get us down. So don’t
      worry.

      The house consists of three very large and airy rooms with their doors opening
      on to a wide front verandah which we shall use as a living room. There is also a wide
      back verandah with a store room at one end and a bathroom at the other. Both
      verandahs and the end windows of the house are screened my mosquito gauze wire
      and further protected by a trellis work of heavy expanded metal. Hasmani, the Game
      Scout, who has been acting as caretaker, tells me that the expanded metal is very
      necessary because lions often come out of the bush at night and roam around the
      house. Such a comforting thought!

      On our very first evening we discovered how necessary the mosquito gauze is.
      After sunset the air outside is thick with mosquitos from the swamps. About an acre of
      land has been cleared around the house. This is a sandy waste because there is no
      water laid on here and absolutely nothing grows here except a rather revolting milky
      desert bush called ‘Manyara’, and a few acacia trees. A little way from the house there is
      a patch of citrus trees, grape fruit, I think, but whether they ever bear fruit I don’t know.
      The clearing is bordered on three sides by dense dusty thorn bush which is
      ‘lousy with buffalo’ according to George. The open side is the road which leads down to
      George’s office and the huts for the Game Scouts. Only Hasmani and George’s orderly
      Juma and their wives and families live there, and the other huts provide shelter for the
      Game Scouts from the bush who come to Nzassa to collect their pay and for a short
      rest. I can see that my daily walk will always be the same, down the road to the huts and
      back! However I don’t mind because it is far too hot to take much exercise.

      The climate here is really tropical and worse than on the coast because the thick
      bush cuts us off from any sea breeze. George says it will be cooler when the rains start
      but just now we literally drip all day. Kate wears nothing but a cotton sun suit, and Johnny
      a napkin only, but still their little bodies are always moist. I have shorn off all Kate’s lovely
      shoulder length curls and got George to cut my hair very short too.

      We simply must buy a refrigerator. The butter, and even the cheese we bought
      in Dar. simply melted into pools of oil overnight, and all our meat went bad, so we are
      living out of tins. However once we get organised I shall be quite happy here. I like this
      spacious house and I have good servants. The cook, Hamisi Issa, is a Swahili from Lindi
      whom we engaged in Dar es Salaam. He is a very dignified person, and like most
      devout Mohammedan Cooks, keeps both his person and the kitchen spotless. I
      engaged the house boy here. He is rather a timid little body but is very willing and quite
      capable. He has an excessively plain but cheerful wife whom I have taken on as ayah. I
      do not really need help with the children but feel I must have a woman around just in
      case I go down with malaria when George is away on safari.

      Eleanor.

      Nzassa 28th February 1939.

      Dearest Family,

      George’s birthday and we had a special tea party this afternoon which the
      children much enjoyed. We have our frig now so I am able to make jellies and provide
      them with really cool drinks.

      Our very first visitor left this morning after spending only one night here. He is Mr
      Ionides, the Game Ranger from the Southern Province. He acted as stand in here for a
      short while after George’s predecessor left for England on sick leave, and where he has
      since died. Mr Ionides returned here to hand over the range and office formally to
      George. He seems a strange man and is from all accounts a bit of a hermit. He was at
      one time an Officer in the Regular Army but does not look like a soldier, he wears the
      most extraordinary clothes but nevertheless contrives to look top-drawer. He was
      educated at Rugby and Sandhurst and is, I should say, well read. Ionides told us that he
      hated Nzassa, particularly the house which he thinks sinister and says he always slept
      down in the office.

      The house, or at least one bedroom, seems to have the same effect on Kate.
      She has been very nervous at night ever since we arrived. At first the children occupied
      the bedroom which is now George’s. One night, soon after our arrival, Kate woke up
      screaming to say that ‘something’ had looked at her through the mosquito net. She was
      in such a hysterical state that inspite of the heat and discomfort I was obliged to crawl into
      her little bed with her and remained there for the rest of the night.

      Next night I left a night lamp burning but even so I had to sit by her bed until she
      dropped off to sleep. Again I was awakened by ear-splitting screams and this time
      found Kate standing rigid on her bed. I lifted her out and carried her to a chair meaning to
      comfort her but she screeched louder than ever, “Look Mummy it’s under the bed. It’s
      looking at us.” In vain I pointed out that there was nothing at all there. By this time
      George had joined us and he carried Kate off to his bed in the other room whilst I got into
      Kate’s bed thinking she might have been frightened by a rat which might also disturb
      Johnny.

      Next morning our houseboy remarked that he had heard Kate screaming in the
      night from his room behind the kitchen. I explained what had happened and he must
      have told the old Scout Hasmani who waylaid me that afternoon and informed me quite
      seriously that that particular room was haunted by a ‘sheitani’ (devil) who hates children.
      He told me that whilst he was acting as caretaker before our arrival he one night had his
      wife and small daughter in the room to keep him company. He said that his small
      daughter woke up and screamed exactly as Kate had done! Silly coincidence I
      suppose, but such strange things happen in Africa that I decided to move the children
      into our room and George sleeps in solitary state in the haunted room! Kate now sleeps
      peacefully once she goes to sleep but I have to stay with her until she does.

      I like this house and it does not seem at all sinister to me. As I mentioned before,
      the rooms are high ceilinged and airy, and have cool cement floors. We have made one
      end of the enclosed verandah into the living room and the other end is the playroom for
      the children. The space in between is a sort of no-mans land taken over by the dogs as
      their special territory.

      Eleanor.

      Nzassa 25th March 1939.

      Dearest Family,

      George is on safari down in the Rufigi River area. He is away for about three
      weeks in the month on this job. I do hate to see him go and just manage to tick over until
      he comes back. But what fun and excitement when he does come home.
      Usually he returns after dark by which time the children are in bed and I have
      settled down on the verandah with a book. The first warning is usually given by the
      dogs, Fanny and her son Paddy. They stir, sit up, look at each other and then go and sit
      side by side by the door with their noses practically pressed to the mosquito gauze and
      ears pricked. Soon I can hear the hum of the car, and so can Hasmani, the old Game
      Scout who sleeps on the back verandah with rifle and ammunition by his side when
      George is away. When he hears the car he turns up his lamp and hurries out to rouse
      Juma, the houseboy. Juma pokes up the fire and prepares tea which George always
      drinks whist a hot meal is being prepared. In the meantime I hurriedly comb my hair and
      powder my nose so that when the car stops I am ready to rush out and welcome
      George home. The boy and Hasmani and the garden boy appear to help with the
      luggage and to greet George and the cook, who always accompanies George on
      Safari. The home coming is always a lively time with much shouting of greetings.
      ‘Jambo’, and ‘Habari ya safari’, whilst the dogs, beside themselves with excitement,
      rush around like lunatics.

      As though his return were not happiness enough, George usually collects the
      mail on his way home so there is news of Ann and young George and letters from you
      and bundles of newspapers and magazines. On the day following his return home,
      George has to deal with official mail in the office but if the following day is a weekday we
      all, the house servants as well as ourselves, pile into the boxbody and go to Dar es
      Salaam. To us this means a mornings shopping followed by an afternoon on the beach.
      It is a bit cooler now that the rains are on but still very humid. Kate keeps chubby
      and rosy in spite of the climate but Johnny is too pale though sturdy enough. He is such
      a good baby which is just as well because Kate is a very demanding little girl though
      sunny tempered and sweet. I appreciate her company very much when George is
      away because we are so far off the beaten track that no one ever calls.

      Eleanor.

      Nzassa 28th April 1939.

      Dearest Family,

      You all seem to wonder how I can stand the loneliness and monotony of living at
      Nzassa when George is on safari, but really and truly I do not mind. Hamisi the cook
      always goes on safari with George and then the houseboy Juma takes over the cooking
      and I do the lighter housework. the children are great company during the day, and when
      they are settled for the night I sit on the verandah and read or write letters or I just dream.
      The verandah is entirely enclosed with both wire mosquito gauze and a trellis
      work of heavy expanded metal, so I am safe from all intruders be they human, animal, or
      insect. Outside the air is alive with mosquitos and the cicadas keep up their monotonous
      singing all night long. My only companions on the verandah are the pale ghecco lizards
      on the wall and the two dogs. Fanny the white bull terrier, lies always near my feet
      dozing happily, but her son Paddy, who is half Airedale has a less phlegmatic
      disposition. He sits alert and on guard by the metal trellis work door. Often a lion grunts
      from the surrounding bush and then his hackles rise and he stands up stiffly with his nose
      pressed to the door. Old Hasmani from his bedroll on the back verandah, gives a little
      cough just to show he is awake. Sometimes the lions are very close and then I hear the
      click of a rifle bolt as Hasmani loads his rifle – but this is usually much later at night when
      the lights are out. One morning I saw large pug marks between the wall of my bedroom
      and the garage but I do not fear lions like I did that beastly leopard on the farm.
      A great deal of witchcraft is still practiced in the bush villages in the
      neighbourhood. I must tell you about old Hasmani’s baby in connection with this. Last
      week Hasmani came to me in great distress to say that his baby was ‘Ngongwa sana ‘
      (very ill) and he thought it would die. I hurried down to the Game Scouts quarters to see
      whether I could do anything for the child and found the mother squatting in the sun
      outside her hut with the baby on her lap. The mother was a young woman but not an
      attractive one. She appeared sullen and indifferent compared with old Hasmani who
      was very distressed. The child was very feverish and breathing with difficulty and
      seemed to me to be suffering from bronchitis if not pneumonia. I rubbed his back and
      chest with camphorated oil and dosed him with aspirin and liquid quinine. I repeated the
      treatment every four hours, but next day there was no apparent improvement.
      In the afternoon Hasmani begged me to give him that night off duty and asked for
      a loan of ten shillings. He explained to me that it seemed to him that the white man’s
      medicine had failed to cure his child and now he wished to take the child to the local witch
      doctor. “For ten shillings” said Hasmani, “the Maganga will drive the devil out of my
      child.” “How?” asked I. “With drums”, said Hasmani confidently. I did not know what to
      do. I thought the child was too ill to be exposed to the night air, yet I knew that if I
      refused his request and the child were to die, Hasmani and all the other locals would hold
      me responsible. I very reluctantly granted his request. I was so troubled by the matter
      that I sent for George’s office clerk. Daniel, and asked him to accompany Hasmani to the
      ceremony and to report to me the next morning. It started to rain after dark and all night
      long I lay awake in bed listening to the drums and the light rain. Next morning when I
      went out to the kitchen to order breakfast I found a beaming Hasmani awaiting me.
      “Memsahib”, he said. “My child is well, the fever is now quite gone, the Maganga drove
      out the devil just as I told you.” Believe it or not, when I hurried to his quarters after
      breakfast I found the mother suckling a perfectly healthy child! It may be my imagination
      but I thought the mother looked pretty smug.The clerk Daniel told me that after Hasmani
      had presented gifts of money and food to the ‘Maganga’, the naked baby was placed
      on a goat skin near the drums. Most of the time he just lay there but sometimes the witch
      doctor picked him up and danced with the child in his arms. Daniel seemed reluctant to
      talk about it. Whatever mumbo jumbo was used all this happened a week ago and the
      baby has never looked back.

      Eleanor.

      Nzassa 3rd July 1939.

      Dearest Family,

      Did I tell you that one of George’s Game Scouts was murdered last month in the
      Maneromango area towards the Rufigi border. He was on routine patrol, with a porter
      carrying his bedding and food, when they suddenly came across a group of African
      hunters who were busy cutting up a giraffe which they had just killed. These hunters were
      all armed with muzzle loaders, spears and pangas, but as it is illegal to kill giraffe without
      a permit, the Scout went up to the group to take their names. Some argument ensued
      and the Scout was stabbed.

      The District Officer went to the area to investigate and decided to call in the Police
      from Dar es Salaam. A party of police went out to search for the murderers but after
      some days returned without making any arrests. George was on an elephant control
      safari in the Bagamoyo District and on his return through Dar es Salaam he heard of the
      murder. George was furious and distressed to hear the news and called in here for an
      hour on his way to Maneromango to search for the murderers himself.

      After a great deal of strenuous investigation he arrested three poachers, put them
      in jail for the night at Maneromango and then brought them to Dar es Salaam where they
      are all now behind bars. George will now have to prosecute in the Magistrate’s Court
      and try and ‘make a case’ so that the prisoners may be committed to the High Court to
      be tried for murder. George is convinced of their guilt and justifiably proud to have
      succeeded where the police failed.

      George had to borrow handcuffs for the prisoners from the Chief at
      Maneromango and these he brought back to Nzassa after delivering the prisoners to
      Dar es Salaam so that he may return them to the Chief when he revisits the area next
      week.

      I had not seen handcuffs before and picked up a pair to examine them. I said to
      George, engrossed in ‘The Times’, “I bet if you were arrested they’d never get
      handcuffs on your wrist. Not these anyway, they look too small.” “Standard pattern,”
      said George still concentrating on the newspaper, but extending an enormous relaxed
      left wrist. So, my dears, I put a bracelet round his wrist and as there was a wide gap I
      gave a hard squeeze with both hands. There was a sharp click as the handcuff engaged
      in the first notch. George dropped the paper and said, “Now you’ve done it, my love,
      one set of keys are in the Dar es Salaam Police Station, and the others with the Chief at
      Maneromango.” You can imagine how utterly silly I felt but George was an angel about it
      and said as he would have to go to Dar es Salaam we might as well all go.

      So we all piled into the car, George, the children and I in the front, and the cook
      and houseboy, immaculate in snowy khanzus and embroidered white caps, a Game
      Scout and the ayah in the back. George never once complain of the discomfort of the
      handcuff but I was uncomfortably aware that it was much too tight because his arm
      above the cuff looked red and swollen and the hand unnaturally pale. As the road is so
      bad George had to use both hands on the wheel and all the time the dangling handcuff
      clanked against the dashboard in an accusing way.

      We drove straight to the Police Station and I could hear the roars of laughter as
      George explained his predicament. Later I had to put up with a good deal of chaffing
      and congratulations upon putting the handcuffs on George.

      Eleanor.

      Nzassa 5th August 1939

      Dearest Family,

      George made a point of being here for Kate’s fourth birthday last week. Just
      because our children have no playmates George and I always do all we can to make
      birthdays very special occasions. We went to Dar es Salaam the day before the
      birthday and bought Kate a very sturdy tricycle with which she is absolutely delighted.
      You will be glad to know that your parcels arrived just in time and Kate loved all your
      gifts especially the little shop from Dad with all the miniature tins and packets of
      groceries. The tea set was also a great success and is much in use.

      We had a lively party which ended with George and me singing ‘Happy
      Birthday to you’, and ended with a wild game with balloons. Kate wore her frilly white net
      party frock and looked so pretty that it seemed a shame that there was no one but us to
      see her. Anyway it was a good party. I wish so much that you could see the children.
      Kate keeps rosy and has not yet had malaria. Johnny Jo is sturdy but pale. He
      runs a temperature now and again but I am not sure whether this is due to teething or
      malaria. Both children of course take quinine every day as George and I do. George
      quite frequently has malaria in spite of prophylactic quinine but this is not surprising as he
      got the germ thoroughly established in his system in his early elephant hunting days. I
      get it too occasionally but have not been really ill since that first time a month after my
      arrival in the country.

      Johnny is such a good baby. His chief claim to beauty is his head of soft golden
      curls but these are due to come off on his first birthday as George considers them too
      girlish. George left on safari the day after the party and the very next morning our wood
      boy had a most unfortunate accident. He was chopping a rather tough log when a chip
      flew up and split his upper lip clean through from mouth to nostril exposing teeth and
      gums. A truly horrible sight and very bloody. I cleaned up the wound as best I could
      and sent him off to the hospital at Dar es Salaam on the office bicycle. He wobbled
      away wretchedly down the road with a white cloth tied over his mouth to keep off the
      dust. He returned next day with his lip stitched and very swollen and bearing a
      resemblance to my lip that time I used the hair remover.

      Eleanor.

      Splendid Hotel. Dar es Salaam 7th September 1939

      Dearest Family,

      So now another war has started and it has disrupted even our lives. We have left
      Nzassa for good. George is now a Lieutenant in the King’s African Rifles and the children
      and I are to go to a place called Morogoro to await further developments.
      I was glad to read in today’s paper that South Africa has declared war on
      Germany. I would have felt pretty small otherwise in this hotel which is crammed full of
      men who have been called up for service in the Army. George seems exhilarated by
      the prospect of active service. He is bursting out of his uniform ( at the shoulders only!)
      and all too ready for the fray.

      The war came as a complete surprise to me stuck out in the bush as I was without
      wireless or mail. George had been away for a fortnight so you can imagine how
      surprised I was when a messenger arrived on a bicycle with a note from George. The
      note informed me that war had been declared and that George, as a Reserve Officer in
      the KAR had been called up. I was to start packing immediately and be ready by noon
      next day when George would arrive with a lorry for our goods and chattels. I started to
      pack immediately with the help of the houseboy and by the time George arrived with
      the lorry only the frig remained to be packed and this was soon done.

      Throughout the morning Game Scouts had been arriving from outlying parts of
      the District. I don’t think they had the least idea where they were supposed to go or
      whom they were to fight but were ready to fight anybody, anywhere, with George.
      They all looked very smart in well pressed uniforms hung about with water bottles and
      ammunition pouches. The large buffalo badge on their round pill box hats absolutely
      glittered with polish. All of course carried rifles and when George arrived they all lined up
      and they looked most impressive. I took some snaps but unfortunately it was drizzling
      and they may not come out well.

      We left Nzassa without a backward glance. We were pretty fed up with it by
      then. The children and I are spending a few days here with George but our luggage, the
      dogs, and the houseboys have already left by train for Morogoro where a small house
      has been found for the children and me.

      George tells me that all the German males in this Territory were interned without a
      hitch. The whole affair must have been very well organised. In every town and
      settlement special constables were sworn in to do the job. It must have been a rather
      unpleasant one but seems to have gone without incident. There is a big transit camp
      here at Dar for the German men. Later they are to be sent out of the country, possibly to
      Rhodesia.

      The Indian tailors in the town are all terribly busy making Army uniforms, shorts
      and tunics in khaki drill. George swears that they have muddled their orders and he has
      been given the wrong things. Certainly the tunic is far too tight. His hat, a khaki slouch hat
      like you saw the Australians wearing in the last war, is also too small though it is the
      largest they have in stock. We had a laugh over his other equipment which includes a
      small canvas haversack and a whistle on a black cord. George says he feels like he is
      back in his Boy Scouting boyhood.

      George has just come in to say the we will be leaving for Morogoro tomorrow
      afternoon.

      Eleanor.

      Morogoro 14th September 1939

      Dearest Family,

      Morogoro is a complete change from Nzassa. This is a large and sprawling
      township. The native town and all the shops are down on the flat land by the railway but
      all the European houses are away up the slope of the high Uluguru Mountains.
      Morogoro was a flourishing town in the German days and all the streets are lined with
      trees for coolness as is the case in other German towns. These trees are the flamboyant
      acacia which has an umbrella top and throws a wide but light shade.

      Most of the houses have large gardens so they cover a considerable area and it
      is quite a safari for me to visit friends on foot as our house is on the edge of this area and
      the furthest away from the town. Here ones house is in accordance with ones seniority in
      Government service. Ours is a simple affair, just three lofty square rooms opening on to
      a wide enclosed verandah. Mosquitoes are bad here so all doors and windows are
      screened and we will have to carry on with our daily doses of quinine.

      George came up to Morogoro with us on the train. This was fortunate because I
      went down with a sharp attack of malaria at the hotel on the afternoon of our departure
      from Dar es Salaam. George’s drastic cure of vast doses of quinine, a pillow over my
      head, and the bed heaped with blankets soon brought down the temperature so I was
      fit enough to board the train but felt pretty poorly on the trip. However next day I felt
      much better which was a good thing as George had to return to Dar es Salaam after two
      days. His train left late at night so I did not see him off but said good-bye at home
      feeling dreadful but trying to keep the traditional stiff upper lip of the wife seeing her
      husband off to the wars. He hopes to go off to Abyssinia but wrote from Dar es Salaam
      to say that he is being sent down to Rhodesia by road via Mbeya to escort the first
      detachment of Rhodesian white troops.

      First he will have to select suitable camping sites for night stops and arrange for
      supplies of food. I am very pleased as it means he will be safe for a while anyway. We
      are both worried about Ann and George in England and wonder if it would be safer to
      have them sent out.

      Eleanor.

      Morogoro 4th November 1939

      Dearest Family,

      My big news is that George has been released from the Army. He is very
      indignant and disappointed because he hoped to go to Abyssinia but I am terribly,
      terribly glad. The Chief Secretary wrote a very nice letter to George pointing out that he
      would be doing a greater service to his country by his work of elephant control, giving
      crop protection during the war years when foodstuffs are such a vital necessity, than by
      doing a soldiers job. The Government plan to start a huge rice scheme in the Rufiji area,
      and want George to control the elephant and hippo there. First of all though. he must go
      to the Southern Highlands Province where there is another outbreak of Rinderpest, to
      shoot out diseased game especially buffalo, which might spread the disease.

      So off we go again on our travels but this time we are leaving the two dogs
      behind in the care of Daniel, the Game Clerk. Fanny is very pregnant and I hate leaving
      her behind but the clerk has promised to look after her well. We are taking Hamisi, our
      dignified Swahili cook and the houseboy Juma and his wife whom we brought with us
      from Nzassa. The boy is not very good but his wife makes a cheerful and placid ayah
      and adores Johnny.

      Eleanor.

      Iringa 8th December 1939

      Dearest Family,

      The children and I are staying in a small German house leased from the
      Custodian of Enemy Property. I can’t help feeling sorry for the owners who must be in
      concentration camps somewhere.George is away in the bush dealing with the
      Rinderpest emergency and the cook has gone with him. Now I have sent the houseboy
      and the ayah away too. Two days ago my houseboy came and told me that he felt
      very ill and asked me to write a ‘chit’ to the Indian Doctor. In the note I asked the Doctor
      to let me know the nature of his complaint and to my horror I got a note from him to say
      that the houseboy had a bad case of Venereal Disease. Was I horrified! I took it for
      granted that his wife must be infected too and told them both that they would have to
      return to their home in Nzassa. The boy shouted and the ayah wept but I paid them in
      lieu of notice and gave them money for the journey home. So there I was left servant
      less with firewood to chop, a smokey wood burning stove to control, and of course, the
      two children.

      To add to my troubles Johnny had a temperature so I sent for the European
      Doctor. He diagnosed malaria and was astonished at the size of Johnny’s spleen. He
      said that he must have had suppressed malaria over a long period and the poor child
      must now be fed maximum doses of quinine for a long time. The Doctor is a fatherly
      soul, he has been recalled from retirement to do this job as so many of the young
      doctors have been called up for service with the army.

      I told him about my houseboy’s complaint and the way I had sent him off
      immediately, and he was very amused at my haste, saying that it is most unlikely that
      they would have passed the disease onto their employers. Anyway I hated the idea. I
      mean to engage a houseboy locally, but will do without an ayah until we return to
      Morogoro in February.

      Something happened today to cheer me up. A telegram came from Daniel which
      read, “FLANNEL HAS FIVE CUBS.”

      Eleanor.

      Morogoro 10th March 1940

      Dearest Family,

      We are having very heavy rain and the countryside is a most beautiful green. In
      spite of the weather George is away on safari though it must be very wet and
      unpleasant. He does work so hard at his elephant hunting job and has got very thin. I
      suppose this is partly due to those stomach pains he gets and the doctors don’t seem
      to diagnose the trouble.

      Living in Morogoro is much like living in a country town in South Africa, particularly
      as there are several South African women here. I go out quite often to morning teas. We
      all take our war effort knitting, and natter, and are completely suburban.
      I sometimes go and see an elderly couple who have been interred here. They
      are cold shouldered by almost everyone else but I cannot help feeling sorry for them.
      Usually I go by invitation because I know Mrs Ruppel prefers to be prepared and
      always has sandwiches and cake. They both speak English but not fluently and
      conversation is confined to talking about my children and theirs. Their two sons were
      students in Germany when war broke out but are now of course in the German Army.
      Such nice looking chaps from their photographs but I suppose thorough Nazis. As our
      conversation is limited I usually ask to hear a gramophone record or two. They have a
      large collection.

      Janet, the ayah whom I engaged at Mbeya, is proving a great treasure. She is a
      trained hospital ayah and is most dependable and capable. She is, perhaps, a little strict
      but the great thing is that I can trust her with the children out of my sight.
      Last week I went out at night for the first time without George. The occasion was
      a farewell sundowner given by the Commissioner of Prisoners and his wife. I was driven
      home by the District Officer and he stopped his car by the back door in a large puddle.
      Ayah came to the back door, storm lamp in hand, to greet me. My escort prepared to
      drive off but the car stuck. I thought a push from me might help, so without informing the
      driver, I pushed as hard as I could on the back of the car. Unfortunately the driver
      decided on other tactics. He put the engine in reverse and I was knocked flat on my back
      in the puddle. The car drove forward and away without the driver having the least idea of
      what happened. The ayah was in quite a state, lifting me up and scolding me for my
      stupidity as though I were Kate. I was a bit shaken but non the worse and will know
      better next time.

      Eleanor.

      Morogoro 14th July 1940

      Dearest Family,

      How good it was of Dad to send that cable to Mother offering to have Ann and
      George to live with you if they are accepted for inclusion in the list of children to be
      evacuated to South Africa. It would be wonderful to know that they are safely out of the
      war zone and so much nearer to us but I do dread the thought of the long sea voyage
      particularly since we heard the news of the sinking of that liner carrying child evacuees to
      Canada. I worry about them so much particularly as George is so often away on safari.
      He is so comforting and calm and I feel brave and confident when he is home.
      We have had no news from England for five weeks but, when she last wrote,
      mother said the children were very well and that she was sure they would be safe in the
      country with her.

      Kate and John are growing fast. Kate is such a pretty little girl, rosy in spite of the
      rather trying climate. I have allowed her hair to grow again and it hangs on her shoulders
      in shiny waves. John is a more slightly built little boy than young George was, and quite
      different in looks. He has Dad’s high forehead and cleft chin, widely spaced brown eyes
      that are not so dark as mine and hair that is still fair and curly though ayah likes to smooth it
      down with water every time she dresses him. He is a shy child, and although he plays
      happily with Kate, he does not care to play with other children who go in the late
      afternoons to a lawn by the old German ‘boma’.

      Kate has playmates of her own age but still rather clings to me. Whilst she loves
      to have friends here to play with her, she will not go to play at their houses unless I go
      too and stay. She always insists on accompanying me when I go out to morning tea
      and always calls Janet “John’s ayah”. One morning I went to a knitting session at a
      neighbours house. We are all knitting madly for the troops. As there were several other
      women in the lounge and no other children, I installed Kate in the dining room with a
      colouring book and crayons. My hostess’ black dog was chained to the dining room
      table leg, but as he and Kate are on friendly terms I was not bothered by this.
      Some time afterwards, during a lull in conversation, I heard a strange drumming
      noise coming from the dining room. I went quickly to investigate and, to my horror, found
      Kate lying on her back with the dog chain looped around her neck. The frightened dog
      was straining away from her as far as he could get and the chain was pulled so tightly
      around her throat that she could not scream. The drumming noise came from her heels
      kicking in a panic on the carpet.

      Even now I do not know how Kate got herself into this predicament. Luckily no
      great harm was done but I think I shall do my knitting at home in future.

      Eleanor.

      Morogoro 16th November 1940

      Dearest Family,

      I much prefer our little house on the hillside to the larger one we had down below.
      The only disadvantage is that the garden is on three levels and both children have had
      some tumbles down the steps on the tricycle. John is an extremely stoical child. He
      never cries when he hurts himself.

      I think I have mentioned ‘Morningside’ before. It is a kind of Resthouse high up in
      the Uluguru Mountains above Morogoro. Jess Howe-Browne, who runs the large
      house as a Guest House, is a wonderful woman. Besides running the boarding house
      she also grows vegetables, flowers and fruit for sale in Morogoro and Dar es Salaam.
      Her guests are usually women and children from Dar es Salaam who come in the hot
      season to escape the humidity on the coast. Often the mothers leave their children for
      long periods in Jess Howe-Browne’s care. There is a road of sorts up the mountain side
      to Morningside, but this is so bad that cars do not attempt it and guests are carried up
      the mountain in wicker chairs lashed to poles. Four men carry an adult, and two a child,
      and there are of course always spare bearers and they work in shifts.

      Last week the children and I went to Morningside for the day as guests. John
      rode on my lap in one chair and Kate in a small chair on her own. This did not please
      Kate at all. The poles are carried on the bearers shoulders and one is perched quite high.
      The motion is a peculiar rocking one. The bearers chant as they go and do not seem
      worried by shortness of breath! They are all hillmen of course and are, I suppose, used
      to trotting up and down to the town.

      Morningside is well worth visiting and we spent a delightful day there. The fresh
      cool air is a great change from the heavy air of the valley. A river rushes down the
      mountain in a series of cascades, and the gardens are shady and beautiful. Behind the
      property is a thick indigenous forest which stretches from Morningside to the top of the
      mountain. The house is an old German one, rather in need of repair, but Jess has made
      it comfortable and attractive, with some of her old family treasures including a fine old
      Grandfather clock. We had a wonderful lunch which included large fresh strawberries and
      cream. We made the return journey again in the basket chairs and got home before dark.
      George returned home at the weekend with a baby elephant whom we have
      called Winnie. She was rescued from a mud hole by some African villagers and, as her
      mother had abandoned her, they took her home and George was informed. He went in
      the truck to fetch her having first made arrangements to have her housed in a shed on the
      Agriculture Department Experimental Farm here. He has written to the Game Dept
      Headquarters to inform the Game Warden and I do not know what her future will be, but
      in the meantime she is our pet. George is afraid she will not survive because she has
      had a very trying time. She stands about waist high and is a delightful creature and quite
      docile. Asian and African children as well as Europeans gather to watch her and George
      encourages them to bring fruit for her – especially pawpaws which she loves.
      Whilst we were there yesterday one of the local ladies came, very smartly
      dressed in a linen frock, silk stockings, and high heeled shoes. She watched fascinated
      whilst Winnie neatly split a pawpaw and removed the seeds with her trunk, before
      scooping out the pulp and putting it in her mouth. It was a particularly nice ripe pawpaw
      and Winnie enjoyed it so much that she stretched out her trunk for more. The lady took
      fright and started to run with Winnie after her, sticky trunk outstretched. Quite an
      entertaining sight. George managed to stop Winnie but not before she had left a gooey
      smear down the back of the immaculate frock.

      Eleanor.

       

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        From Tanganyika with Love

        continued  ~ part 4

        With thanks to Mike Rushby.

        Mchewe Estate. 31st January 1936

        Dearest Family,

        Life is very quiet just now. Our neighbours have left and I miss them all especially
        Joni who was always a great bearer of news. We also grew fond of his Swedish
        brother-in-law Max, whose loud ‘Hodi’ always brought a glad ‘Karibu’ from us. His wife,
        Marion, I saw less often. She is not strong and seldom went visiting but has always
        been friendly and kind and ready to share her books with me.

        Ann’s birthday is looming ahead and I am getting dreadfully anxious that her
        parcels do not arrive in time. I am delighted that you were able to get a good head for
        her doll, dad, but horrified to hear that it was so expensive. You would love your
        ‘Charming Ann’. She is a most responsible little soul and seems to have outgrown her
        mischievous ways. A pity in a way, I don’t want her to grow too serious. You should see
        how thoroughly Ann baths and towels herself. She is anxious to do Georgie and Kate
        as well.

        I did not mean to teach Ann to write until after her fifth birthday but she has taught
        herself by copying the large print in newspaper headlines. She would draw a letter and
        ask me the name and now I find that at four Ann knows the whole alphabet. The front
        cement steps is her favourite writing spot. She uses bits of white clay we use here for
        whitewashing.

        Coffee prices are still very low and a lot of planters here and at Mbosi are in a
        mess as they can no longer raise mortgages on their farms or get advances from the
        Bank against their crops. We hear many are leaving their farms to try their luck on the
        Diggings.

        George is getting fed up too. The snails are back on the shamba and doing
        frightful damage. Talk of the plagues of Egypt! Once more they are being collected in
        piles and bashed into pulp. The stench on the shamba is frightful! The greybeards in the
        village tell George that the local Chief has put a curse on the farm because he is angry
        that the Government granted George a small extension to the farm two years ago! As
        the Chief was consulted at the time and was agreeable this talk of a curse is nonsense
        but goes to show how the uneducated African put all disasters down to witchcraft.

        With much love,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate. 9th February 1936

        Dearest Family,

        Ann’s birthday yesterday was not quite the gay occasion we had hoped. The
        seventh was mail day so we sent a runner for the mail, hoping against hope that your
        parcel containing the dolls head had arrived. The runner left for Mbeya at dawn but, as it
        was a very wet day, he did not return with the mail bag until after dark by which time Ann
        was fast asleep. My heart sank when I saw the parcel which contained the dolls new
        head. It was squashed quite flat. I shed a few tears over that shattered head, broken
        quite beyond repair, and George felt as bad about it as I did. The other parcel arrived in
        good shape and Ann loves her little sewing set, especially the thimble, and the nursery
        rhymes are a great success.

        Ann woke early yesterday and began to open her parcels. She said “But
        Mummy, didn’t Barbara’s new head come?” So I had to show her the fragments.
        Instead of shedding the flood of tears I expected, Ann just lifted the glass eyes in her
        hand and said in a tight little voice “Oh poor Barbara.” George saved the situation. as
        usual, by saying in a normal voice,”Come on Ann, get up and lets play your new
        records.” So we had music and sweets before breakfast. Later I removed Barbara’s
        faded old blond wig and gummed on the glossy new brown one and Ann seems quite
        satisfied.

        Last night, after the children were tucked up in bed, we discussed our financial
        situation. The coffee trees that have survived the plagues of borer beetle, mealie bugs
        and snails look strong and fine, but George says it will be years before we make a living
        out of the farm. He says he will simply have to make some money and he is leaving for
        the Lupa on Saturday to have a look around on the Diggings. If he does decide to peg
        a claim and work it he will put up a wattle and daub hut and the children and I will join him
        there. But until such time as he strikes gold I shall have to remain here on the farm and
        ‘Keep the Home Fires Burning’.

        Now don’t go and waste pity on me. Women all over the country are having to
        stay at home whilst their husbands search for a livelihood. I am better off than most
        because I have a comfortable little home and loyal servants and we still have enough
        capitol to keep the wolf from the door. Anyway this is the rainy season and hardly the
        best time to drag three small children around the sodden countryside on prospecting
        safaris.

        So I’ll stay here at home and hold thumbs that George makes a lucky strike.

        Heaps of love to all,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate. 27th February 1936

        Dearest Family,

        Well, George has gone but here we are quite safe and cosy. Kate is asleep and
        Ann and Georgie are sprawled on the couch taking it in turns to enumerate the things
        God has made. Every now and again Ann bothers me with an awkward question. “Did
        God make spiders? Well what for? Did he make weeds? Isn’t He silly, mummy? She is
        becoming a very practical person. She sews surprisingly well for a four year old and has
        twice made cakes in the past week, very sweet and liberally coloured with cochineal and
        much appreciated by Georgie.

        I have been without George for a fortnight and have adapted myself to my new
        life. The children are great company during the day and I have arranged my evenings so
        that they do not seem long. I am determined that when George comes home he will find
        a transformed wife. I read an article entitled ‘Are you the girl he married?’ in a magazine
        last week and took a good look in the mirror and decided that I certainly was not! Hair dry,
        skin dry, and I fear, a faint shadow on the upper lip. So now I have blown the whole of
        your Christmas Money Order on an order to a chemist in Dar es Salaam for hair tonic,
        face cream and hair remover and am anxiously awaiting the parcel.

        In the meantime, after tucking the children into bed at night, I skip on the verandah
        and do the series of exercises recommended in the magazine article. After this exertion I
        have a leisurely bath followed by a light supper and then read or write letters to pass
        the time until Kate’s ten o’clock feed. I have arranged for Janey to sleep in the house.
        She comes in at 9.30 pm and makes up her bed on the living room floor by the fire.

        The days are by no means uneventful. The day before yesterday the biggest
        troop of monkeys I have ever seen came fooling around in the trees and on the grass
        only a few yards from the house. These monkeys were the common grey monkeys
        with black faces. They came in all sizes and were most entertaining to watch. Ann and
        Georgie had a great time copying their antics and pulling faces at the monkeys through
        the bedroom windows which I hastily closed.

        Thomas, our headman, came running up and told me that this troop of monkeys
        had just raided his maize shamba and asked me to shoot some of them. I would not of
        course do this. I still cannot bear to kill any animal, but I fired a couple of shots in the air
        and the monkeys just melted away. It was fantastic, one moment they were there and
        the next they were not. Ann and Georgie thought I had been very unkind to frighten the
        poor monkeys but honestly, when I saw what they had done to my flower garden, I
        almost wished I had hardened my heart and shot one or two.

        The children are all well but Ann gave me a nasty fright last week. I left Ann and
        Georgie at breakfast whilst I fed Fanny, our bull terrier on the back verandah. Suddenly I
        heard a crash and rushed inside to find Ann’s chair lying on its back and Ann beside it on
        the floor perfectly still and with a paper white face. I shouted for Janey to bring water and
        laid Ann flat on the couch and bathed her head and hands. Soon she sat up with a wan
        smile and said “I nearly knocked my head off that time, didn’t I.” She must have been
        standing on the chair and leaning against the back. Our brick floors are so terribly hard that
        she might have been seriously hurt.

        However she was none the worse for the fall, but Heavens, what an anxiety kids
        are.

        Lots of love,
        Eleanor

        Mchewe Estate. 12th March 1936

        Dearest Family,

        It was marvellous of you to send another money order to replace the one I spent
        on cosmetics. With this one I intend to order boots for both children as a protection from
        snake bite, though from my experience this past week the threat seems to be to the
        head rather than the feet. I was sitting on the couch giving Kate her morning milk from a
        cup when a long thin snake fell through the reed ceiling and landed with a thud just behind
        the couch. I shouted “Nyoka, Nyoka!” (Snake,Snake!) and the houseboy rushed in with
        a stick and killed the snake. I then held the cup to Kate’s mouth again but I suppose in
        my agitation I tipped it too much because the baby choked badly. She gasped for
        breath. I quickly gave her a sharp smack on the back and a stream of milk gushed
        through her mouth and nostrils and over me. Janey took Kate from me and carried her
        out into the fresh air on the verandah and as I anxiously followed her through the door,
        another long snake fell from the top of the wall just missing me by an inch or so. Luckily
        the houseboy still had the stick handy and dispatched this snake also.

        The snakes were a pair of ‘boomslangs’, not nice at all, and all day long I have
        had shamba boys coming along to touch hands and say “Poli Memsahib” – “Sorry
        madam”, meaning of course ‘Sorry you had a fright.’

        Apart from that one hectic morning this has been a quiet week. Before George
        left for the Lupa he paid off most of the farm hands as we can now only afford a few
        labourers for the essential work such as keeping the weeds down in the coffee shamba.
        There is now no one to keep the grass on the farm roads cut so we cannot use the pram
        when we go on our afternoon walks. Instead Janey carries Kate in a sling on her back.
        Janey is a very clean slim woman, and her clothes are always spotless, so Kate keeps
        cool and comfortable. Ann and Georgie always wear thick overalls on our walks as a
        protection against thorns and possible snakes. We usually make our way to the
        Mchewe River where Ann and Georgie paddle in the clear cold water and collect shiny
        stones.

        The cosmetics parcel duly arrived by post from Dar es Salaam so now I fill the
        evenings between supper and bed time attending to my face! The much advertised
        cream is pink and thick and feels revolting. I smooth it on before bedtime and keep it on
        all night. Just imagine if George could see me! The advertisements promise me a skin
        like a rose in six weeks. What a surprise there is in store for George!

        You will have been wondering what has happened to George. Well on the Lupa
        he heard rumours of a new gold strike somewhere in the Sumbawanga District. A couple
        of hundred miles from here I think, though I am not sure where it is and have no one to
        ask. You look it up on the map and tell me. John Molteno is also interested in this and
        anxious to have it confirmed so he and George have come to an agreement. John
        Molteno provided the porters for the journey together with prospecting tools and
        supplies but as he cannot leave his claims, or his gold buying business, George is to go
        on foot to the area of the rumoured gold strike and, if the strike looks promising will peg
        claims in both their names.

        The rainy season is now at its height and the whole countryside is under water. All
        roads leading to the area are closed to traffic and, as there are few Europeans who
        would attempt the journey on foot, George proposes to get a head start on them by
        making this uncomfortable safari. I have just had my first letter from George since he left
        on this prospecting trip. It took ages to reach me because it was sent by runner to
        Abercorn in Northern Rhodesia, then on by lorry to Mpika where it was put on a plane
        for Mbeya. George writes the most charming letters which console me a little upon our
        all too frequent separations.

        His letter was cheerful and optimistic, though reading between the lines I should
        say he had a grim time. He has reached Sumbawanga after ‘a hell of a trip’, to find that
        the rumoured strike was at Mpanda and he had a few more days of foot safari ahead.
        He had found the trip from the Lupa even wetter than he had expected. The party had
        three days of wading through swamps sometimes waist deep in water. Of his sixteen
        porters, four deserted an the second day out and five others have had malaria and so
        been unable to carry their loads. He himself is ‘thin but very fit’, and he sounds full of
        beans and writes gaily of the marvellous holiday we will have if he has any decent luck! I
        simply must get that mink and diamonds complexion.

        The frustrating thing is that I cannot write back as I have no idea where George is
        now.

        With heaps of love,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate. 24th March 1936

        Dearest Family,
        How kind you are. Another parcel from home. Although we are very short
        of labourers I sent a special runner to fetch it as Ann simply couldn’t bear the suspense
        of waiting to see Brenda, “My new little girl with plaits.” Thank goodness Brenda is
        unbreakable. I could not have born another tragedy. She really is an exquisite little doll
        and has hardly been out of Ann’s arms since arrival. She showed Brenda proudly to all
        the staff. The kitchen boy’s face was a study. His eyes fairly came out on sticks when he
        saw the dolls eyes not only opening and shutting, but moving from side to side in that
        incredibly lifelike way. Georgie loves his little model cars which he carries around all day
        and puts under his pillow at night.

        As for me, I am enchanted by my very smart new frock. Janey was so lavish with
        her compliments when I tried the frock on, that in a burst of generosity I gave her that
        rather tartish satin and lace trousseau nighty, and she was positively enthralled. She
        wore it that very night when she appeared as usual to doss down by the fire.
        By the way it was Janey’s turn to have a fright this week. She was in the
        bathroom washing the children’s clothes in an outsize hand basin when it happened. As
        she took Georgie’s overalls from the laundry basket a large centipede ran up her bare
        arm. Luckily she managed to knock the centipede off into the hot water in the hand basin.
        It was a brute, about six inches long of viciousness with a nasty sting. The locals say that
        the bite is much worse than a scorpions so Janey had a lucky escape.

        Kate cut her first two teeth yesterday and will, I hope, sleep better now. I don’t
        feel that pink skin food is getting a fair trial with all those broken nights. There is certainly
        no sign yet of ‘The skin he loves to touch”. Kate, I may say, is rosy and blooming. She
        can pull herself upright providing she has something solid to hold on to. She is so plump
        I have horrible visions of future bow legs so I push her down, but she always bobs up
        again.

        Both Ann and Georgie are mad on books. Their favourites are ‘Barbar and
        Celeste” and, of all things, ‘Struvel Peter’ . They listen with absolute relish to the sad tale
        of Harriet who played with matches.

        I have kept a laugh for the end. I am hoping that it will not be long before George
        comes home and thought it was time to take the next step towards glamour, so last
        Wednesday after lunch I settled the children on their beds and prepared to remove the ,
        to me, obvious down on my upper lip. (George always loyally says that he can’t see
        any.) Well I got out the tube of stuff and carefully followed the directions. I smoothed a
        coating on my upper lip. All this was watched with great interest by the children, including
        the baby, who stood up in her cot for a better view. Having no watch, I had propped
        the bedroom door open so that I could time the operation by the cuckoo clock in the
        living room. All the children’s surprised comments fell on deaf ears. I would neither talk
        nor smile for fear of cracking the hair remover which had set hard. The set time was up
        and I was just about to rinse the remover off when Kate slipped, knocking her head on
        the corner of the cot. I rushed to the rescue and precious seconds ticked off whilst I
        pacified her.

        So, my dears, when I rinsed my lip, not only the plaster and the hair came away
        but the skin as well and now I really did have a Ronald Coleman moustache – a crimson
        one. I bathed it, I creamed it, powdered it but all to no avail. Within half an hour my lip
        had swollen until I looked like one of those Duckbilled West African women. Ann’s
        comments, “Oh Mummy, you do look funny. Georgie, doesn’t Mummy look funny?”
        didn’t help to soothe me and the last straw was that just then there was the sound of a car drawing up outside – the first car I had heard for months. Anyway, thank heaven, it
        was not George, but the representative of a firm which sells agricultural machinery and
        farm implements, looking for orders. He had come from Dar es Salaam and had not
        heard that all the planters from this district had left their farms. Hospitality demanded that I
        should appear and offer tea. I did not mind this man because he was a complete
        stranger and fat, middle aged and comfortable. So I gave him tea, though I didn’t
        attempt to drink any myself, and told him the whole sad tale.

        Fortunately much of the swelling had gone next day and only a brown dryness
        remained. I find myself actually hoping that George is delayed a bit longer. Of one thing
        I am sure. If ever I grow a moustache again, it stays!

        Heaps of love from a sadder but wiser,
        Eleanor

        Mchewe Estate. 3rd April 1936

        Dearest Family,

        Sound the trumpets, beat the drums. George is home again. The safari, I am sad
        to say, was a complete washout in more ways than one. Anyway it was lovely to be
        together again and we don’t yet talk about the future. The home coming was not at all as
        I had planned it. I expected George to return in our old A.C. car which gives ample
        warning of its arrival. I had meant to wear my new frock and make myself as glamourous
        as possible, with our beautiful babe on one arm and our other jewels by my side.
        This however is what actually happened. Last Saturday morning at about 2 am , I
        thought I heard someone whispering my name. I sat up in bed, still half asleep, and
        there was George at the window. He was thin and unshaven and the tiredest looking
        man I have ever seen. The car had bogged down twenty miles back along the old Lupa
        Track, but as George had had no food at all that day, he decided to walk home in the
        bright moonlight.

        This is where I should have served up a tasty hot meal but alas, there was only
        the heal of a loaf and no milk because, before going to bed I had given the remaining
        milk to the dog. However George seemed too hungry to care what he ate. He made a
        meal off a tin of bully, a box of crustless cheese and the bread washed down with cup
        after cup of black tea. Though George was tired we talked for hours and it was dawn
        before we settled down to sleep.

        During those hours of talk George described his nightmarish journey. He started
        up the flooded Rukwa Valley and there were days of wading through swamp and mud
        and several swollen rivers to cross. George is a strong swimmer and the porters who
        were recruited in that area, could also swim. There remained the problem of the stores
        and of Kianda the houseboy who cannot swim. For these they made rough pole rafts
        which they pulled across the rivers with ropes. Kianda told me later that he hopes never
        to make such a journey again. He swears that the raft was submerged most of the time
        and that he was dragged through the rivers underwater! You should see the state of
        George’s clothes which were packed in a supposedly water tight uniform trunk. The
        whole lot are mud stained and mouldy.

        To make matters more trying for George he was obliged to live mostly on
        porters rations, rice and groundnut oil which he detests. As all the district roads were
        closed the little Indian Sores in the remote villages he passed had been unable to
        replenish their stocks of European groceries. George would have been thinner had it not
        been for two Roman Catholic missions enroute where he had good meals and dry
        nights. The Fathers are always wonderfully hospitable to wayfarers irrespective of
        whether or not they are Roman Catholics. George of course is not a Catholic. One finds
        the Roman Catholic missions right out in the ‘Blue’ and often on spots unhealthy to
        Europeans. Most of the Fathers are German or Dutch but they all speak a little English
        and in any case one can always fall back on Ki-Swahili.

        George reached his destination all right but it soon became apparent that reports
        of the richness of the strike had been greatly exaggerated. George had decided that
        prospects were brighter on the Lupa than on the new strike so he returned to the Lupa
        by the way he had come and, having returned the borrowed equipment decided to
        make his way home by the shortest route, the old and now rarely used road which
        passes by the bottom of our farm.

        The old A.C. had been left for safe keeping at the Roman Catholic Galala
        Mission 40 miles away, on George’s outward journey, and in this old car George, and
        the houseboy Kianda , started for home. The road was indescribably awful. There were long stretches that were simply one big puddle, in others all the soil had been washed
        away leaving the road like a rocky river bed. There were also patches where the tall
        grass had sprung up head high in the middle of the road,
        The going was slow because often the car bogged down because George had
        no wheel chains and he and Kianda had the wearisome business of digging her out. It
        was just growing dark when the old A.C. settled down determinedly in the mud for the
        last time. They could not budge her and they were still twenty miles from home. George
        decided to walk home in the moonlight to fetch help leaving Kianda in charge of the car
        and its contents and with George’s shot gun to use if necessary in self defence. Kianda
        was reluctant to stay but also not prepared to go for help whilst George remained with
        the car as lions are plentiful in that area. So George set out unarmed in the moonlight.
        Once he stopped to avoid a pride of lion coming down the road but he circled safely
        around them and came home without any further alarms.

        Kianda said he had a dreadful night in the car, “With lions roaming around the car
        like cattle.” Anyway the lions did not take any notice of the car or of Kianda, and the next
        day George walked back with all our farm boys and dug and pushed the car out of the
        mud. He brought car and Kianda back without further trouble but the labourers on their
        way home were treed by the lions.

        The wet season is definitely the time to stay home.

        Lots and lots of love,
        Eleanor

        Mchewe Estate. 30th April 1936

        Dearest Family,

        Young George’s third birthday passed off very well yesterday. It started early in
        the morning when he brought his pillow slip of presents to our bed. Kate was already
        there and Ann soon joined us. Young George liked all the presents you sent, especially
        the trumpet. It has hardly left his lips since and he is getting quite smart about the finger
        action.

        We had quite a party. Ann and I decorated the table with Christmas tree tinsel
        and hung a bunch of balloons above it. Ann also decorated young George’s chair with
        roses and phlox from the garden. I had made and iced a fruit cake but Ann begged to
        make a plain pink cake. She made it entirely by herself though I stood by to see that
        she measured the ingredients correctly. When the cake was baked I mixed some soft
        icing in a jug and she poured it carefully over the cake smoothing the gaps with her
        fingers!

        During the party we had the gramophone playing and we pulled crackers and
        wore paper hats and altogether had a good time. I forgot for a while that George is
        leaving again for the Lupa tomorrow for an indefinite time. He was marvellous at making
        young George’s party a gay one. You will have noticed the change from Georgie to
        young George. Our son declares that he now wants to be called George, “Like Dad”.
        He an Ann are a devoted couple and I am glad that there is only a fourteen
        months difference in their ages. They play together extremely well and are very
        independent which is just as well for little Kate now demands a lot of my attention. My
        garden is a real cottage garden and looks very gay and colourful. There are hollyhocks
        and Snapdragons, marigolds and phlox and of course the roses and carnations which, as
        you know, are my favourites. The coffee shamba does not look so good because the
        small labour force, which is all we can afford, cannot cope with all the weeds. You have
        no idea how things grow during the wet season in the tropics.

        Nothing alarming ever seems to happen when George is home, so I’m afraid this
        letter is rather dull. I wanted you to know though, that largely due to all your gifts of toys
        and sweets, Georgie’s 3rd birthday party went with a bang.

        Your very affectionate,
        Eleanor

        Mchewe Estate. 17th September 1936

        Dearest Family,

        I am sorry to hear that Mummy worries about me so much. “Poor Eleanor”,
        indeed! I have a quite exceptional husband, three lovely children, a dear little home and
        we are all well.It is true that I am in rather a rut but what else can we do? George comes
        home whenever he can and what excitement there is when he does come. He cannot
        give me any warning because he has to take advantage of chance lifts from the Diggings
        to Mbeya, but now that he is prospecting nearer home he usually comes walking over
        the hills. About 50 miles of rough going. Really and truly I am all right. Although our diet is
        monotonous we have plenty to eat. Eggs and milk are cheap and fruit plentiful and I
        have a good cook so can devote all my time to the children. I think it is because they are
        my constant companions that Ann and Georgie are so grown up for their years.
        I have no ayah at present because Janey has been suffering form rheumatism
        and has gone home for one of her periodic rests. I manage very well without her except
        in the matter of the afternoon walks. The outward journey is all right. George had all the
        grass cut on his last visit so I am able to push the pram whilst Ann, George and Fanny
        the dog run ahead. It is the uphill return trip that is so trying. Our walk back is always the
        same, down the hill to the river where the children love to play and then along the car
        road to the vegetable garden. I never did venture further since the day I saw a leopard
        jump on a calf. I did not tell you at the time as I thought you might worry. The cattle were
        grazing on a small knoll just off our land but near enough for me to have a clear view.
        Suddenly the cattle scattered in all directions and we heard the shouts of the herd boys
        and saw – or rather had the fleeting impression- of a large animal jumping on a calf. I
        heard the herd boy shout “Chui, Chui!” (leopard) and believe me, we turned in our
        tracks and made for home. To hasten things I picked up two sticks and told the children
        that they were horses and they should ride them home which they did with
        commendable speed.

        Ann no longer rides Joseph. He became increasingly bad tempered and a
        nuisance besides. He took to rolling all over my flower beds though I had never seen
        him roll anywhere else. Then one day he kicked Ann in the chest, not very hard but
        enough to send her flying. Now George has given him to the native who sells milk to us
        and he seems quite happy grazing with the cattle.

        With love to you all,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate. 2nd October 1936

        Dearest Family,

        Since I last wrote George has been home and we had a lovely time as usual.
        Whilst he was here the District Commissioner and his wife called. Mr Pollock told
        George that there is to be a big bush clearing scheme in some part of the Mbeya
        District to drive out Tsetse Fly. The game in the area will have to be exterminated and
        there will probably be a job for George shooting out the buffalo. The pay would be
        good but George says it is a beastly job. Although he is a professional hunter, he hates
        slaughter.

        Mrs P’s real reason for visiting the farm was to invite me to stay at her home in
        Mbeya whilst she and her husband are away in Tukuyu. Her English nanny and her small
        daughter will remain in Mbeya and she thought it might be a pleasant change for us and
        a rest for me as of course Nanny will do the housekeeping. I accepted the invitation and I
        think I will go on from there to Tukuyu and visit my friend Lillian Eustace for a fortnight.
        She has given us an open invitation to visit her at any time.

        I had a letter from Dr Eckhardt last week, telling me that at a meeting of all the
        German Settlers from Mbeya, Tukuyu and Mbosi it had been decided to raise funds to
        build a school at Mbeya. They want the British Settlers to co-operate in this and would
        be glad of a subscription from us. I replied to say that I was unable to afford a
        subscription at present but would probably be applying for a teaching job.
        The Eckhardts are the leaders of the German community here and are ardent
        Nazis. For this reason they are unpopular with the British community but he is the only
        doctor here and I must say they have been very decent to us. Both of them admire
        George. George has still not had any luck on the Lupa and until he makes a really
        promising strike it is unlikely that the children and I will join him. There is no fresh milk there
        and vegetables and fruit are imported from Mbeya and Iringa and are very expensive.
        George says “You wouldn’t be happy on the diggings anyway with a lot of whores and
        their bastards!”

        Time ticks away very pleasantly here. Young George and Kate are blooming
        and I keep well. Only Ann does not look well. She is growing too fast and is listless and
        pale. If I do go to Mbeya next week I shall take her to the doctor to be overhauled.
        We do not go for our afternoon walks now that George has returned to the Lupa.
        That leopard has been around again and has killed Tubbage that cowardly Alsatian. We
        gave him to the village headman some months ago. There is no danger to us from the
        leopard but I am terrified it might get Fanny, who is an excellent little watchdog and
        dearly loved by all of us. Yesterday I sent a note to the Boma asking for a trap gun and
        today the farm boys are building a trap with logs.

        I had a mishap this morning in the garden. I blundered into a nest of hornets and
        got two stings in the left arm above the elbow. Very painful at the time and the place is
        still red and swollen.

        Much love to you all,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe Estate. 10th October 1936

        Dearest Family,

        Well here we are at Mbeya, comfortably installed in the District Commissioner’s
        house. It is one of two oldest houses in Mbeya and is a charming gabled place with tiled
        roof. The garden is perfectly beautiful. I am enjoying the change very much. Nanny
        Baxter is very entertaining. She has a vast fund of highly entertaining tales of the goings
        on amongst the British Aristocracy, gleaned it seems over the nursery teacup in many a
        Stately Home. Ann and Georgie are enjoying the company of other children.
        People are very kind about inviting us out to tea and I gladly accept these
        invitations but I have turned down invitations to dinner and one to a dance at the hotel. It
        is no fun to go out at night without George. There are several grass widows at the pub
        whose husbands are at the diggings. They have no inhibitions about parties.
        I did have one night and day here with George, he got the chance of a lift and
        knowing that we were staying here he thought the chance too good to miss. He was
        also anxious to hear the Doctor’s verdict on Ann. I took Ann to hospital on my second
        day here. Dr Eckhardt said there was nothing specifically wrong but that Ann is a highly
        sensitive type with whom the tropics does not agree. He advised that Ann should
        spend a year in a more temperate climate and that the sooner she goes the better. I felt
        very discouraged to hear this and was most relieved when George turned up
        unexpectedly that evening. He phoo-hood Dr Eckhardt’s recommendation and next
        morning called in Dr Aitkin, the Government Doctor from Chunya and who happened to
        be in Mbeya.

        Unfortunately Dr Aitkin not only confirmed Dr Eckhardt’s opinion but said that he
        thought Ann should stay out of the tropics until she had passed adolescence. I just don’t
        know what to do about Ann. She is a darling child, very sensitive and gentle and a
        lovely companion to me. Also she and young George are inseparable and I just cannot
        picture one without the other. I know that you would be glad to have Ann but how could
        we bear to part with her?

        Your worried but affectionate,
        Eleanor.

        Tukuyu. 23rd October 1936

        Dearest Family,

        As you see we have moved to Tukuyu and we are having a lovely time with
        Lillian Eustace. She gave us such a warm welcome and has put herself out to give us
        every comfort. She is a most capable housekeeper and I find her such a comfortable
        companion because we have the same outlook in life. Both of us are strictly one man
        women and that is rare here. She has a two year old son, Billy, who is enchanted with
        our rolly polly Kate and there are other children on the station with whom Ann and
        Georgie can play. Lillian engaged a temporary ayah for me so I am having a good rest.
        All the children look well and Ann in particular seems to have benefited by the
        change to a cooler climate. She has a good colour and looks so well that people all
        exclaim when I tell them, that two doctors have advised us to send Ann out of the
        country. Perhaps after all, this holiday in Tukuyu will set her up.

        We had a trying journey from Mbeya to Tukuyu in the Post Lorry. The three
        children and I were squeezed together on the front seat between the African driver on
        one side and a vast German on the other. Both men smoked incessantly – the driver
        cigarettes, and the German cheroots. The cab was clouded with a blue haze. Not only
        that! I suddenly felt a smarting sensation on my right thigh. The driver’s cigarette had
        burnt a hole right through that new checked linen frock you sent me last month.
        I had Kate on my lap all the way but Ann and Georgie had to stand against the
        windscreen all the way. The fat German offered to take Ann on his lap but she gave him
        a very cold “No thank you.” Nor did I blame her. I would have greatly enjoyed the drive
        under less crowded conditions. The scenery is gorgeous. One drives through very high
        country crossing lovely clear streams and at one point through rain forest. As it was I
        counted the miles and how thankful I was to see the end of the journey.
        In the days when Tanganyika belonged to the Germans, Tukuyu was the
        administrative centre for the whole of the Southern Highlands Province. The old German
        Fort is still in use as Government offices and there are many fine trees which were
        planted by the Germans. There is a large prosperous native population in this area.
        They go in chiefly for coffee and for bananas which form the basis of their diet.
        There are five British married couples here and Lillian and I go out to tea most
        mornings. In the afternoon there is tennis or golf. The gardens here are beautiful because
        there is rain or at least drizzle all the year round. There are even hedge roses bordering
        some of the district roads. When one walks across the emerald green golf course or
        through the Boma gardens, it is hard to realise that this gentle place is Tropical Africa.
        ‘Such a green and pleasant land’, but I think I prefer our corner of Tanganyika.

        Much love,
        Eleanor.

        Mchewe. 12th November 1936

        Dearest Family,

        We had a lovely holiday but it is so nice to be home again, especially as Laza,
        the local Nimrod, shot that leopard whilst we were away (with his muzzleloader gun). He
        was justly proud of himself, and I gave him a tip so that he could buy some native beer
        for a celebration. I have never seen one of theses parties but can hear the drums and
        sounds of merrymaking, especially on moonlight nights.

        Our house looks so fresh and uncluttered. Whilst I was away, the boys
        whitewashed the house and my houseboy had washed all the curtains, bedspreads,
        and loose covers and watered the garden. If only George were here it would be
        heaven.

        Ann looked so bonny at Tukuyu that I took her to the Government Doctor there
        hoping that he would find her perfectly healthy, but alas he endorsed the finding of the
        other two doctors so, when an opportunity offers, I think I shall have to send Ann down
        to you for a long holiday from the Tropics. Mother-in-law has offered to fetch her next
        year but England seems so far away. With you she will at least be on the same
        continent.

        I left the children for the first time ever, except for my stay in hospital when Kate
        was born, to go on an outing to Lake Masoko in the Tukuyu district, with four friends.
        Masoko is a beautiful, almost circular crater lake and very very deep. A detachment of
        the King’s African Rifles are stationed there and occupy the old German barracks
        overlooking the lake.

        We drove to Masoko by car and spent the afternoon there as guests of two
        British Army Officers. We had a good tea and the others went bathing in the lake but i
        could not as I did not have a costume. The Lake was as beautiful as I had been lead to
        imagine and our hosts were pleasant but I began to grow anxious as the afternoon
        advanced and my friends showed no signs of leaving. I was in agonies when they
        accepted an invitation to stay for a sundowner. We had this in the old German beer
        garden overlooking the Lake. It was beautiful but what did I care. I had promised the
        children that I would be home to give them their supper and put them to bed. When I
        did at length return to Lillian’s house I found the situation as I had expected. Ann, with her
        imagination had come to the conclusion that I never would return. She had sobbed
        herself into a state of exhaustion. Kate was screaming in sympathy and George 2 was
        very truculent. He wouldn’t even speak to me. Poor Lillian had had a trying time.
        We did not return to Mbeya by the Mail Lorry. Bill and Lillian drove us across to
        Mbeya in their new Ford V8 car. The children chattered happily in the back of the car
        eating chocolate and bananas all the way. I might have known what would happen! Ann
        was dreadfully and messily car sick.

        I engaged the Mbeya Hotel taxi to drive us out to the farm the same afternoon
        and I expect it will be a long time before we leave the farm again.

        Lots and lots of love to all,
        Eleanor.

        Chunya 27th November 1936

        Dearest Family,

        You will be surprised to hear that we are all together now on the Lupa goldfields.
        I have still not recovered from my own astonishment at being here. Until last Saturday
        night I never dreamed of this move. At about ten o’clock I was crouched in the inglenook
        blowing on the embers to make a fire so that I could heat some milk for Kate who is
        cutting teeth and was very restless. Suddenly I heard a car outside. I knew it must be
        George and rushed outside storm lamp in hand. Sure enough, there was George
        standing by a strange car, and beaming all over his face. “Something for you my love,”
        he said placing a little bundle in my hand. It was a knotted handkerchief and inside was a
        fine gold nugget.

        George had that fire going in no time, Kate was given the milk and half an aspirin
        and settles down to sleep, whilst George and I sat around for an hour chatting over our
        tea. He told me that he had borrowed the car from John Molteno and had come to fetch
        me and the children to join him on the diggings for a while. It seems that John, who has a
        camp at Itewe, a couple of miles outside the township of Chunya, the new
        Administrative Centre of the diggings, was off to the Cape to visit his family for a few
        months. John had asked George to run his claims in his absence and had given us the
        loan of his camp and his car.

        George had found the nugget on his own claim but he is not too elated because
        he says that one good month on the diggings is often followed by several months of
        dead loss. However, I feel hopeful, we have had such a run of bad luck that surely it is
        time for the tide to change. George spent Sunday going over the farm with Thomas, the
        headman, and giving him instructions about future work whilst I packed clothes and
        kitchen equipment. I have brought our ex-kitchenboy Kesho Kutwa with me as cook and
        also Janey, who heard that we were off to the Lupa and came to offer her services once
        more as ayah. Janey’s ex-husband Abel is now cook to one of the more successful
        diggers and I think she is hoping to team up with him again.

        The trip over the Mbeya-Chunya pass was new to me and I enjoyed it very
        much indeed. The road winds over the mountains along a very high escarpment and
        one looks down on the vast Usangu flats stretching far away to the horizon. At the
        highest point the road rises to about 7000 feet, and this was too much for Ann who was
        leaning against the back of my seat. She was very thoroughly sick, all over my hair.
        This camp of John Molteno’s is very comfortable. It consists of two wattle and
        daub buildings built end to end in a clearing in the miombo bush. The main building
        consists of a large living room, a store and an office, and the other of one large bedroom
        and a small one separated by an area for bathing. Both buildings are thatched. There are
        no doors, and there are no windows, but these are not necessary because one wall of
        each building is built up only a couple of feet leaving a six foot space for light and air. As
        this is the dry season the weather is pleasant. The air is fresh and dry but not nearly so
        hot as I expected.

        Water is a problem and must be carried long distances in kerosene tins.
        vegetables and fresh butter are brought in a van from Iringa and Mbeya Districts about
        once a fortnight. I have not yet visited Chunya but I believe it is as good a shopping
        centre as Mbeya so we will be able to buy all the non perishable food stuffs we need.
        What I do miss is the fresh milk. The children are accustomed to drinking at least a pint of
        milk each per day but they do not care for the tinned variety.

        Ann and young George love being here. The camp is surrounded by old
        prospecting trenches and they spend hours each day searching for gold in the heaps of gravel. Sometimes they find quartz pitted with little spots of glitter and they bring them
        to me in great excitement. Alas it is only Mica. We have two neighbours. The one is a
        bearded Frenchman and the other an Australian. I have not yet met any women.
        George looks very sunburnt and extremely fit and the children also look well.
        George and I have decided that we will keep Ann with us until my Mother-in-law comes
        out next year. George says that in spite of what the doctors have said, he thinks that the
        shock to Ann of being separated from her family will do her more harm than good. She
        and young George are inseparable and George thinks it would be best if both
        George and Ann return to England with my Mother-in-law for a couple of years. I try not
        to think at all about the breaking up of the family.

        Much love to all,
        Eleanor.

         

        #6261
        TracyTracy
        Participant

          From Tanganyika with Love

          continued

          With thanks to Mike Rushby.

          Mchewe Estate. 11th July 1931.

          Dearest Family,

          You say that you would like to know more about our neighbours. Well there is
          not much to tell. Kath Wood is very good about coming over to see me. I admire her
          very much because she is so capable as well as being attractive. She speaks very
          fluent Ki-Swahili and I envy her the way she can carry on a long conversation with the
          natives. I am very slow in learning the language possibly because Lamek and the
          houseboy both speak basic English.

          I have very little to do with the Africans apart from the house servants, but I do
          run a sort of clinic for the wives and children of our employees. The children suffer chiefly
          from sore eyes and worms, and the older ones often have bad ulcers on their legs. All
          farmers keep a stock of drugs and bandages.

          George also does a bit of surgery and last month sewed up the sole of the foot
          of a boy who had trodden on the blade of a panga, a sort of sword the Africans use for
          hacking down bush. He made an excellent job of it. George tells me that the Africans
          have wonderful powers of recuperation. Once in his bachelor days, one of his men was
          disembowelled by an elephant. George washed his “guts” in a weak solution of
          pot.permang, put them back in the cavity and sewed up the torn flesh and he
          recovered.

          But to get back to the neighbours. We see less of Hicky Wood than of Kath.
          Hicky can be charming but is often moody as I believe Irishmen often are.
          Major Jones is now at home on his shamba, which he leaves from time to time
          for temporary jobs on the district roads. He walks across fairly regularly and we are
          always glad to see him for he is a great bearer of news. In this part of Africa there is no
          knocking or ringing of doorbells. Front doors are always left open and visitors always
          welcome. When a visitor approaches a house he shouts “Hodi”, and the owner of the
          house yells “Karibu”, which I believe means “Come near” or approach, and tea is
          produced in a matter of minutes no matter what hour of the day it is.
          The road that passes all our farms is the only road to the Gold Diggings and
          diggers often drop in on the Woods and Major Jones and bring news of the Goldfields.
          This news is sometimes about gold but quite often about whose wife is living with
          whom. This is a great country for gossip.

          Major Jones now has his brother Llewyllen living with him. I drove across with
          George to be introduced to him. Llewyllen’s health is poor and he looks much older than
          his years and very like the portrait of Trader Horn. He has the same emaciated features,
          burning eyes and long beard. He is proud of his Welsh tenor voice and often bursts into
          song.

          Both brothers are excellent conversationalists and George enjoys walking over
          sometimes on a Sunday for a bit of masculine company. The other day when George
          walked across to visit the Joneses, he found both brothers in the shamba and Llew in a
          great rage. They had been stooping to inspect a water furrow when Llew backed into a
          hornets nest. One furious hornet stung him on the seat and another on the back of his
          neck. Llew leapt forward and somehow his false teeth shot out into the furrow and were
          carried along by the water. When George arrived Llew had retrieved his teeth but
          George swears that, in the commotion, the heavy leather leggings, which Llew always
          wears, had swivelled around on his thin legs and were calves to the front.
          George has heard that Major Jones is to sell pert of his land to his Swedish brother-in-law, Max Coster, so we will soon have another couple in the neighbourhood.

          I’ve had a bit of a pantomime here on the farm. On the day we went to Tukuyu,
          all our washing was stolen from the clothes line and also our new charcoal iron. George
          reported the matter to the police and they sent out a plain clothes policeman. He wears
          the long white Arab gown called a Kanzu much in vogue here amongst the African elite
          but, alas for secrecy, huge black police boots protrude from beneath the Kanzu and, to
          add to this revealing clue, the askari springs to attention and salutes each time I pass by.
          Not much hope of finding out the identity of the thief I fear.

          George’s furrow was entirely successful and we now have water running behind
          the kitchen. Our drinking water we get from a lovely little spring on the farm. We boil and
          filter it for safety’s sake. I don’t think that is necessary. The furrow water is used for
          washing pots and pans and for bath water.

          Lots of love,
          Eleanor

          Mchewe Estate. 8th. August 1931

          Dearest Family,

          I think it is about time I told you that we are going to have a baby. We are both
          thrilled about it. I have not seen a Doctor but feel very well and you are not to worry. I
          looked it up in my handbook for wives and reckon that the baby is due about February
          8th. next year.

          The announcement came from George, not me! I had been feeling queasy for
          days and was waiting for the right moment to tell George. You know. Soft lights and
          music etc. However when I was listlessly poking my food around one lunch time
          George enquired calmly, “When are you going to tell me about the baby?” Not at all
          according to the book! The problem is where to have the baby. February is a very wet
          month and the nearest Doctor is over 50 miles away at Tukuyu. I cannot go to stay at
          Tukuyu because there is no European accommodation at the hospital, no hotel and no
          friend with whom I could stay.

          George thinks I should go South to you but Capetown is so very far away and I
          love my little home here. Also George says he could not come all the way down with
          me as he simply must stay here and get the farm on its feet. He would drive me as far
          as the railway in Northern Rhodesia. It is a difficult decision to take. Write and tell me what
          you think.

          The days tick by quietly here. The servants are very willing but have to be
          supervised and even then a crisis can occur. Last Saturday I was feeling squeamish and
          decided not to have lunch. I lay reading on the couch whilst George sat down to a
          solitary curry lunch. Suddenly he gave an exclamation and pushed back his chair. I
          jumped up to see what was wrong and there, on his plate, gleaming in the curry gravy
          were small bits of broken glass. I hurried to the kitchen to confront Lamek with the plate.
          He explained that he had dropped the new and expensive bottle of curry powder on
          the brick floor of the kitchen. He did not tell me as he thought I would make a “shauri” so
          he simply scooped up the curry powder, removed the larger pieces of glass and used
          part of the powder for seasoning the lunch.

          The weather is getting warmer now. It was very cold in June and July and we had
          fires in the daytime as well as at night. Now that much of the land has been cleared we
          are able to go for pleasant walks in the weekends. My favourite spot is a waterfall on the
          Mchewe River just on the boundary of our land. There is a delightful little pool below the
          waterfall and one day George intends to stock it with trout.

          Now that there are more Europeans around to buy meat the natives find it worth
          their while to kill an occasional beast. Every now and again a native arrives with a large
          bowl of freshly killed beef for sale. One has no way of knowing whether the animal was
          healthy and the meat is often still warm and very bloody. I hated handling it at first but am
          becoming accustomed to it now and have even started a brine tub. There is no other
          way of keeping meat here and it can only be kept in its raw state for a few hours before
          going bad. One of the delicacies is the hump which all African cattle have. When corned
          it is like the best brisket.

          See what a housewife I am becoming.
          With much love,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. Sept.6th. 1931

          Dearest Family,

          I have grown to love the life here and am sad to think I shall be leaving
          Tanganyika soon for several months. Yes I am coming down to have the baby in the
          bosom of the family. George thinks it best and so does the doctor. I didn’t mention it
          before but I have never recovered fully from the effects of that bad bout of malaria and
          so I have been persuaded to leave George and our home and go to the Cape, in the
          hope that I shall come back here as fit as when I first arrived in the country plus a really
          healthy and bouncing baby. I am torn two ways, I long to see you all – but how I would
          love to stay on here.

          George will drive me down to Northern Rhodesia in early October to catch a
          South bound train. I’ll telegraph the date of departure when I know it myself. The road is
          very, very bad and the car has been giving a good deal of trouble so, though the baby
          is not due until early February, George thinks it best to get the journey over soon as
          possible, for the rains break in November and the the roads will then be impassable. It
          may take us five or six days to reach Broken Hill as we will take it slowly. I am looking
          forward to the drive through new country and to camping out at night.
          Our days pass quietly by. George is out on the shamba most of the day. He
          goes out before breakfast on weekdays and spends most of the day working with the
          men – not only supervising but actually working with his hands and beating the labourers
          at their own jobs. He comes to the house for meals and tea breaks. I potter around the
          house and garden, sew, mend and read. Lamek continues to be a treasure. he turns out
          some surprising dishes. One of his specialities is stuffed chicken. He carefully skins the
          chicken removing all bones. He then minces all the chicken meat and adds minced onion
          and potatoes. He then stuffs the chicken skin with the minced meat and carefully sews it
          together again. The resulting dish is very filling because the boned chicken is twice the
          size of a normal one. It lies on its back as round as a football with bloated legs in the air.
          Rather repulsive to look at but Lamek is most proud of his accomplishment.
          The other day he produced another of his masterpieces – a cooked tortoise. It
          was served on a dish covered with parsley and crouched there sans shell but, only too
          obviously, a tortoise. I took one look and fled with heaving diaphragm, but George said
          it tasted quite good. He tells me that he has had queerer dishes produced by former
          cooks. He says that once in his hunting days his cook served up a skinned baby
          monkey with its hands folded on its breast. He says it would take a cannibal to eat that
          dish.

          And now for something sad. Poor old Llew died quite suddenly and it was a sad
          shock to this tiny community. We went across to the funeral and it was a very simple and
          dignified affair. Llew was buried on Joni’s farm in a grave dug by the farm boys. The
          body was wrapped in a blanket and bound to some boards and lowered into the
          ground. There was no service. The men just said “Good-bye Llew.” and “Sleep well
          Llew”, and things like that. Then Joni and his brother-in-law Max, and George shovelled
          soil over the body after which the grave was filled in by Joni’s shamba boys. It was a
          lovely bright afternoon and I thought how simple and sensible a funeral it was.
          I hope you will be glad to have me home. I bet Dad will be holding thumbs that
          the baby will be a girl.

          Very much love,
          Eleanor.

          Note
          “There are no letters to my family during the period of Sept. 1931 to June 1932
          because during these months I was living with my parents and sister in a suburb of
          Cape Town. I had hoped to return to Tanganyika by air with my baby soon after her
          birth in Feb.1932 but the doctor would not permit this.

          A month before my baby was born, a company called Imperial Airways, had
          started the first passenger service between South Africa and England. One of the night
          stops was at Mbeya near my husband’s coffee farm, and it was my intention to take the
          train to Broken Hill in Northern Rhodesia and to fly from there to Mbeya with my month
          old baby. In those days however, commercial flying was still a novelty and the doctor
          was not sure that flying at a high altitude might not have an adverse effect upon a young
          baby.

          He strongly advised me to wait until the baby was four months old and I did this
          though the long wait was very trying to my husband alone on our farm in Tanganyika,
          and to me, cherished though I was in my old home.

          My story, covering those nine long months is soon told. My husband drove me
          down from Mbeya to Broken Hill in NorthernRhodesia. The journey was tedious as the
          weather was very hot and dry and the road sandy and rutted, very different from the
          Great North road as it is today. The wooden wheel spokes of the car became so dry
          that they rattled and George had to bind wet rags around them. We had several
          punctures and with one thing and another I was lucky to catch the train.
          My parents were at Cape Town station to welcome me and I stayed
          comfortably with them, living very quietly, until my baby was born. She arrived exactly
          on the appointed day, Feb.8th.

          I wrote to my husband “Our Charmian Ann is a darling baby. She is very fair and
          rather pale and has the most exquisite hands, with long tapering fingers. Daddy
          absolutely dotes on her and so would you, if you were here. I can’t bear to think that you
          are so terribly far away. Although Ann was born exactly on the day, I was taken quite by
          surprise. It was awfully hot on the night before, and before going to bed I had a fancy for
          some water melon. The result was that when I woke in the early morning with labour
          pains and vomiting I thought it was just an attack of indigestion due to eating too much
          melon. The result was that I did not wake Marjorie until the pains were pretty frequent.
          She called our next door neighbour who, in his pyjamas, drove me to the nursing home
          at breakneck speed. The Matron was very peeved that I had left things so late but all
          went well and by nine o’clock, Mother, positively twittering with delight, was allowed to
          see me and her first granddaughter . She told me that poor Dad was in such a state of
          nerves that he was sick amongst the grapevines. He says that he could not bear to go
          through such an anxious time again, — so we will have to have our next eleven in
          Tanganyika!”

          The next four months passed rapidly as my time was taken up by the demands
          of my new baby. Dr. Trudy King’s method of rearing babies was then the vogue and I
          stuck fanatically to all the rules he laid down, to the intense exasperation of my parents
          who longed to cuddle the child.

          As the time of departure drew near my parents became more and more reluctant
          to allow me to face the journey alone with their adored grandchild, so my brother,
          Graham, very generously offered to escort us on the train to Broken Hill where he could
          put us on the plane for Mbeya.

          Eleanor Rushby

           

          Mchewe Estate. June 15th 1932

          Dearest Family,

          You’ll be glad to know that we arrived quite safe and sound and very, very
          happy to be home.The train Journey was uneventful. Ann slept nearly all the way.
          Graham was very kind and saw to everything. He even sat with the baby whilst I went
          to meals in the dining car.

          We were met at Broken Hill by the Thoms who had arranged accommodation for
          us at the hotel for the night. They also drove us to the aerodrome in the morning where
          the Airways agent told us that Ann is the first baby to travel by air on this section of the
          Cape to England route. The plane trip was very bumpy indeed especially between
          Broken Hill and Mpika. Everyone was ill including poor little Ann who sicked up her milk
          all over the front of my new coat. I arrived at Mbeya looking a sorry caricature of Radiant
          Motherhood. I must have been pale green and the baby was snow white. Under the
          circumstances it was a good thing that George did not meet us. We were met instead
          by Ken Menzies, the owner of the Mbeya Hotel where we spent the night. Ken was
          most fatherly and kind and a good nights rest restored Ann and me to our usual robust
          health.

          Mbeya has greatly changed. The hotel is now finished and can accommodate
          fifty guests. It consists of a large main building housing a large bar and dining room and
          offices and a number of small cottage bedrooms. It even has electric light. There are
          several buildings out at the aerodrome and private houses going up in Mbeya.
          After breakfast Ken Menzies drove us out to the farm where we had a warm
          welcome from George, who looks well but rather thin. The house was spotless and the
          new cook, Abel, had made light scones for tea. George had prepared all sorts of lovely
          surprises. There is a new reed ceiling in the living room and a new dresser gay with
          willow pattern plates which he had ordered from England. There is also a writing table
          and a square table by the door for visitors hats. More personal is a lovely model ship
          which George assembled from one of those Hobbie’s kits. It puts the finishing touch to
          the rather old world air of our living room.

          In the bedroom there is a large double bed which George made himself. It has
          strips of old car tyres nailed to a frame which makes a fine springy mattress and on top
          of this is a thick mattress of kapok.In the kitchen there is a good wood stove which
          George salvaged from a Mission dump. It looks a bit battered but works very well. The
          new cook is excellent. The only blight is that he will wear rubber soled tennis shoes and
          they smell awful. I daren’t hurt his feelings by pointing this out though. Opposite the
          kitchen is a new laundry building containing a forty gallon hot water drum and a sink for
          washing up. Lovely!

          George has been working very hard. He now has forty acres of coffee seedlings
          planted out and has also found time to plant a rose garden and fruit trees. There are
          orange and peach trees, tree tomatoes, paw paws, guavas and berries. He absolutely
          adores Ann who has been very good and does not seem at all unsettled by the long
          journey.

          It is absolutely heavenly to be back and I shall be happier than ever now that I
          have a baby to play with during the long hours when George is busy on the farm,
          Thank you for all your love and care during the many months I was with you. Ann
          sends a special bubble for granddad.

          Your very loving,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate Mbeya July 18th 1932

          Dearest Family,

          Ann at five months is enchanting. She is a very good baby, smiles readily and is
          gaining weight steadily. She doesn’t sleep much during the day but that does not
          matter, because, apart from washing her little things, I have nothing to do but attend to
          her. She sleeps very well at night which is a blessing as George has to get up very
          early to start work on the shamba and needs a good nights rest.
          My nights are not so good, because we are having a plague of rats which frisk
          around in the bedroom at night. Great big ones that come up out of the long grass in the
          gorge beside the house and make cosy homes on our reed ceiling and in the thatch of
          the roof.

          We always have a night light burning so that, if necessary, I can attend to Ann
          with a minimum of fuss, and the things I see in that dim light! There are gaps between
          the reeds and one night I heard, plop! and there, before my horrified gaze, lay a newly
          born hairless baby rat on the floor by the bed, plop, plop! and there lay two more.
          Quite dead, poor things – but what a careless mother.

          I have also seen rats scampering around on the tops of the mosquito nets and
          sometimes we have them on our bed. They have a lovely game. They swarm down
          the cord from which the mosquito net is suspended, leap onto the bed and onto the
          floor. We do not have our net down now the cold season is here and there are few
          mosquitoes.

          Last week a rat crept under Ann’s net which hung to the floor and bit her little
          finger, so now I tuck the net in under the mattress though it makes it difficult for me to
          attend to her at night. We shall have to get a cat somewhere. Ann’s pram has not yet
          arrived so George carries her when we go walking – to her great content.
          The native women around here are most interested in Ann. They come to see
          her, bearing small gifts, and usually bring a child or two with them. They admire my child
          and I admire theirs and there is an exchange of gifts. They produce a couple of eggs or
          a few bananas or perhaps a skinny fowl and I hand over sugar, salt or soap as they
          value these commodities. The most lavish gift went to the wife of Thomas our headman,
          who produced twin daughters in the same week as I had Ann.

          Our neighbours have all been across to welcome me back and to admire the
          baby. These include Marion Coster who came out to join her husband whilst I was in
          South Africa. The two Hickson-Wood children came over on a fat old white donkey.
          They made a pretty picture sitting astride, one behind the other – Maureen with her arms
          around small Michael’s waist. A native toto led the donkey and the children’ s ayah
          walked beside it.

          It is quite cold here now but the sun is bright and the air dry. The whole
          countryside is beautifully green and we are a very happy little family.

          Lots and lots of love,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate August 11th 1932

          Dearest Family,

          George has been very unwell for the past week. He had a nasty gash on his
          knee which went septic. He had a swelling in the groin and a high temperature and could
          not sleep at night for the pain in his leg. Ann was very wakeful too during the same
          period, I think she is teething. I luckily have kept fit though rather harassed. Yesterday the
          leg looked so inflamed that George decided to open up the wound himself. he made
          quite a big cut in exactly the right place. You should have seen the blackish puss
          pouring out.

          After he had thoroughly cleaned the wound George sewed it up himself. he has
          the proper surgical needles and gut. He held the cut together with his left hand and
          pushed the needle through the flesh with his right. I pulled the needle out and passed it
          to George for the next stitch. I doubt whether a surgeon could have made a neater job
          of it. He is still confined to the couch but today his temperature is normal. Some
          husband!

          The previous week was hectic in another way. We had a visit from lions! George
          and I were having supper about 8.30 on Tuesday night when the back verandah was
          suddenly invaded by women and children from the servants quarters behind the kitchen.
          They were all yelling “Simba, Simba.” – simba means lions. The door opened suddenly
          and the houseboy rushed in to say that there were lions at the huts. George got up
          swiftly, fetched gun and ammunition from the bedroom and with the houseboy carrying
          the lamp, went off to investigate. I remained at the table, carrying on with my supper as I
          felt a pioneer’s wife should! Suddenly something big leapt through the open window
          behind me. You can imagine what I thought! I know now that it is quite true to say one’s
          hair rises when one is scared. However it was only Kelly, our huge Irish wolfhound,
          taking cover.

          George returned quite soon to say that apparently the commotion made by the
          women and children had frightened the lions off. He found their tracks in the soft earth
          round the huts and a bag of maize that had been playfully torn open but the lions had
          moved on.

          Next day we heard that they had moved to Hickson-Wood’s shamba. Hicky
          came across to say that the lions had jumped over the wall of his cattle boma and killed
          both his white Muskat riding donkeys.
          He and a friend sat up all next night over the remains but the lions did not return to
          the kill.

          Apart from the little set back last week, Ann is blooming. She has a cap of very
          fine fair hair and clear blue eyes under straight brow. She also has lovely dimples in both
          cheeks. We are very proud of her.

          Our neighbours are picking coffee but the crops are small and the price is low. I
          am amazed that they are so optimistic about the future. No one in these parts ever
          seems to grouse though all are living on capital. They all say “Well if the worst happens
          we can always go up to the Lupa Diggings.”

          Don’t worry about us, we have enough to tide us over for some time yet.

          Much love to all,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. 28th Sept. 1932

          Dearest Family,

          News! News! I’m going to have another baby. George and I are delighted and I
          hope it will be a boy this time. I shall be able to have him at Mbeya because things are
          rapidly changing here. Several German families have moved to Mbeya including a
          German doctor who means to build a hospital there. I expect he will make a very good
          living because there must now be some hundreds of Europeans within a hundred miles
          radius of Mbeya. The Europeans are mostly British or German but there are also
          Greeks and, I believe, several other nationalities are represented on the Lupa Diggings.
          Ann is blooming and developing according to the Book except that she has no
          teeth yet! Kath Hickson-Wood has given her a very nice high chair and now she has
          breakfast and lunch at the table with us. Everything within reach goes on the floor to her
          amusement and my exasperation!

          You ask whether we have any Church of England missionaries in our part. No we
          haven’t though there are Lutheran and Roman Catholic Missions. I have never even
          heard of a visiting Church of England Clergyman to these parts though there are babies
          in plenty who have not been baptised. Jolly good thing I had Ann Christened down
          there.

          The R.C. priests in this area are called White Fathers. They all have beards and
          wear white cassocks and sun helmets. One, called Father Keiling, calls around frequently.
          Though none of us in this area is Catholic we take it in turn to put him up for the night. The
          Catholic Fathers in their turn are most hospitable to travellers regardless of their beliefs.
          Rather a sad thing has happened. Lucas our old chicken-boy is dead. I shall miss
          his toothy smile. George went to the funeral and fired two farewell shots from his rifle
          over the grave – a gesture much appreciated by the locals. Lucas in his day was a good
          hunter.

          Several of the locals own muzzle loading guns but the majority hunt with dogs
          and spears. The dogs wear bells which make an attractive jingle but I cannot bear the
          idea of small antelope being run down until they are exhausted before being clubbed of
          stabbed to death. We seldom eat venison as George does not care to shoot buck.
          Recently though, he shot an eland and Abel rendered down the fat which is excellent for
          cooking and very like beef fat.

          Much love to all,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. P.O.Mbeya 21st November 1932

          Dearest Family,

          George has gone off to the Lupa for a week with John Molteno. John came up
          here with the idea of buying a coffee farm but he has changed his mind and now thinks of
          staking some claims on the diggings and also setting up as a gold buyer.

          Did I tell you about his arrival here? John and George did some elephant hunting
          together in French Equatorial Africa and when John heard that George had married and
          settled in Tanganyika, he also decided to come up here. He drove up from Cape Town
          in a Baby Austin and arrived just as our labourers were going home for the day. The little
          car stopped half way up our hill and John got out to investigate. You should have heard
          the astonished exclamations when John got out – all 6 ft 5 ins. of him! He towered over
          the little car and even to me it seemed impossible for him to have made the long
          journey in so tiny a car.

          Kath Wood has been over several times lately. She is slim and looks so right in
          the shirt and corduroy slacks she almost always wears. She was here yesterday when
          the shamba boy, digging in the front garden, unearthed a large earthenware cooking pot,
          sealed at the top. I was greatly excited and had an instant mental image of fabulous
          wealth. We made the boy bring the pot carefully on to the verandah and opened it in
          happy anticipation. What do you think was inside? Nothing but a grinning skull! Such a
          treat for a pregnant female.

          We have a tree growing here that had lovely straight branches covered by a
          smooth bark. I got the garden boy to cut several of these branches of a uniform size,
          peeled off the bark and have made Ann a playpen with the poles which are much like
          broom sticks. Now I can leave her unattended when I do my chores. The other morning
          after breakfast I put Ann in her playpen on the verandah and gave her a piece of toast
          and honey to keep her quiet whilst I laundered a few of her things. When I looked out a
          little later I was horrified to see a number of bees buzzing around her head whilst she
          placidly concentrated on her toast. I made a rapid foray and rescued her but I still don’t
          know whether that was the thing to do.

          We all send our love,
          Eleanor.

          Mbeya Hospital. April 25th. 1933

          Dearest Family,

          Here I am, installed at the very new hospital, built by Dr Eckhardt, awaiting the
          arrival of the new baby. George has gone back to the farm on foot but will walk in again
          to spend the weekend with us. Ann is with me and enjoys the novelty of playing with
          other children. The Eckhardts have two, a pretty little girl of two and a half and a very fair
          roly poly boy of Ann’s age. Ann at fourteen months is very active. She is quite a little girl
          now with lovely dimples. She walks well but is backward in teething.

          George, Ann and I had a couple of days together at the hotel before I moved in
          here and several of the local women visited me and have promised to visit me in
          hospital. The trip from farm to town was very entertaining if not very comfortable. There
          is ten miles of very rough road between our farm and Utengule Mission and beyond the
          Mission there is a fair thirteen or fourteen mile road to Mbeya.

          As we have no car now the doctor’s wife offered to drive us from the Mission to
          Mbeya but she would not risk her car on the road between the Mission and our farm.
          The upshot was that I rode in the Hickson-Woods machila for that ten mile stretch. The
          machila is a canopied hammock, slung from a bamboo pole, in which I reclined, not too
          comfortably in my unwieldy state, with Ann beside me or sometime straddling me. Four
          of our farm boys carried the machila on their shoulders, two fore and two aft. The relief
          bearers walked on either side. There must have been a dozen in all and they sang a sort
          of sea shanty song as they walked. One man would sing a verse and the others took up
          the chorus. They often improvise as they go. They moaned about my weight (at least
          George said so! I don’t follow Ki-Swahili well yet) and expressed the hope that I would
          have a son and that George would reward them handsomely.

          George and Kelly, the dog, followed close behind the machila and behind
          George came Abel our cook and his wife and small daughter Annalie, all in their best
          attire. The cook wore a palm beach suit, large Terai hat and sunglasses and two colour
          shoes and quite lent a tone to the proceedings! Right at the back came the rag tag and
          bobtail who joined the procession just for fun.

          Mrs Eckhardt was already awaiting us at the Mission when we arrived and we had
          an uneventful trip to the Mbeya Hotel.

          During my last week at the farm I felt very tired and engaged the cook’s small
          daughter, Annalie, to amuse Ann for an hour after lunch so that I could have a rest. They
          played in the small verandah room which adjoins our bedroom and where I keep all my
          sewing materials. One afternoon I was startled by a scream from Ann. I rushed to the
          room and found Ann with blood steaming from her cheek. Annalie knelt beside her,
          looking startled and frightened, with my embroidery scissors in her hand. She had cut off
          half of the long curling golden lashes on one of Ann’s eyelids and, in trying to finish the
          job, had cut off a triangular flap of skin off Ann’s cheek bone.

          I called Abel, the cook, and demanded that he should chastise his daughter there and
          then and I soon heard loud shrieks from behind the kitchen. He spanked her with a
          bamboo switch but I am sure not as well as she deserved. Africans are very tolerant
          towards their children though I have seen husbands and wives fighting furiously.
          I feel very well but long to have the confinement over.

          Very much love,
          Eleanor.

          Mbeya Hospital. 2nd May 1933.

          Dearest Family,

          Little George arrived at 7.30 pm on Saturday evening 29 th. April. George was
          with me at the time as he had walked in from the farm for news, and what a wonderful bit
          of luck that was. The doctor was away on a case on the Diggings and I was bathing Ann
          with George looking on, when the pains started. George dried Ann and gave her
          supper and put her to bed. Afterwards he sat on the steps outside my room and a
          great comfort it was to know that he was there.

          The confinement was short but pretty hectic. The Doctor returned to the Hospital
          just in time to deliver the baby. He is a grand little boy, beautifully proportioned. The
          doctor says he has never seen a better formed baby. He is however rather funny
          looking just now as his head is, very temporarily, egg shaped. He has a shock of black
          silky hair like a gollywog and believe it or not, he has a slight black moustache.
          George came in, looked at the baby, looked at me, and we both burst out
          laughing. The doctor was shocked and said so. He has no sense of humour and couldn’t
          understand that we, though bursting with pride in our son, could never the less laugh at
          him.

          Friends in Mbeya have sent me the most gorgeous flowers and my room is
          transformed with delphiniums, roses and carnations. The room would be very austere
          without the flowers. Curtains, bedspread and enamelware, walls and ceiling are all
          snowy white.

          George hired a car and took Ann home next day. I have little George for
          company during the day but he is removed at night. I am longing to get him home and
          away from the German nurse who feeds him on black tea when he cries. She insists that
          tea is a medicine and good for him.

          Much love from a proud mother of two.
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate 12May 1933

          Dearest Family,

          We are all together at home again and how lovely it feels. Even the house
          servants seem pleased. The boy had decorated the lounge with sprays of
          bougainvillaea and Abel had backed one of his good sponge cakes.

          Ann looked fat and rosy but at first was only moderately interested in me and the
          new baby but she soon thawed. George is good with her and will continue to dress Ann
          in the mornings and put her to bed until I am satisfied with Georgie.

          He, poor mite, has a nasty rash on face and neck. I am sure it is just due to that
          tea the nurse used to give him at night. He has lost his moustache and is fast loosing his
          wild black hair and emerging as quite a handsome babe. He is a very masculine looking
          infant with much more strongly marked eyebrows and a larger nose that Ann had. He is
          very good and lies quietly in his basket even when awake.

          George has been making a hatching box for brown trout ova and has set it up in
          a small clear stream fed by a spring in readiness for the ova which is expected from
          South Africa by next weeks plane. Some keen fishermen from Mbeya and the District
          have clubbed together to buy the ova. The fingerlings are later to be transferred to
          streams in Mbeya and Tukuyu Districts.

          I shall now have my hands full with the two babies and will not have much time for the
          garden, or I fear, for writing very long letters. Remember though, that no matter how
          large my family becomes, I shall always love you as much as ever.

          Your affectionate,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. 14th June 1933

          Dearest Family,

          The four of us are all well but alas we have lost our dear Kelly. He was rather a
          silly dog really, although he grew so big he retained all his puppy ways but we were all
          very fond of him, especially George because Kelly attached himself to George whilst I
          was away having Ann and from that time on he was George’s shadow. I think he had
          some form of biliary fever. He died stretched out on the living room couch late last night,
          with George sitting beside him so that he would not feel alone.

          The children are growing fast. Georgie is a darling. He now has a fluff of pale
          brown hair and his eyes are large and dark brown. Ann is very plump and fair.
          We have had several visitors lately. Apart from neighbours, a car load of diggers
          arrived one night and John Molteno and his bride were here. She is a very attractive girl
          but, I should say, more suited to life in civilisation than in this back of beyond. She has
          gone out to the diggings with her husband and will have to walk a good stretch of the fifty
          or so miles.

          The diggers had to sleep in the living room on the couch and on hastily erected
          camp beds. They arrived late at night and left after breakfast next day. One had half a
          beard, the other side of his face had been forcibly shaved in the bar the night before.

          your affectionate,
          Eleanor

          Mchewe Estate. August 10 th. 1933

          Dearest Family,

          George is away on safari with two Indian Army officers. The money he will get for
          his services will be very welcome because this coffee growing is a slow business, and
          our capitol is rapidly melting away. The job of acting as White Hunter was unexpected
          or George would not have taken on the job of hatching the ova which duly arrived from
          South Africa.

          George and the District Commissioner, David Pollock, went to meet the plane
          by which the ova had been consigned but the pilot knew nothing about the package. It
          came to light in the mail bag with the parcels! However the ova came to no harm. David
          Pollock and George brought the parcel to the farm and carefully transferred the ova to
          the hatching box. It was interesting to watch the tiny fry hatch out – a process which took
          several days. Many died in the process and George removed the dead by sucking
          them up in a glass tube.

          When hatched, the tiny fry were fed on ant eggs collected by the boys. I had to
          take over the job of feeding and removing the dead when George left on safari. The fry
          have to be fed every four hours, like the baby, so each time I have fed Georgie. I hurry
          down to feed the trout.

          The children are very good but keep me busy. Ann can now say several words
          and understands more. She adores Georgie. I long to show them off to you.

          Very much love
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. October 27th 1933

          Dear Family,

          All just over flu. George and Ann were very poorly. I did not fare so badly and
          Georgie came off best. He is on a bottle now.

          There was some excitement here last Wednesday morning. At 6.30 am. I called
          for boiling water to make Georgie’s food. No water arrived but muffled shouting and the
          sound of blows came from the kitchen. I went to investigate and found a fierce fight in
          progress between the house boy and the kitchen boy. In my efforts to make them stop
          fighting I went too close and got a sharp bang on the mouth with the edge of an
          enamelled plate the kitchen boy was using as a weapon. My teeth cut my lip inside and
          the plate cut it outside and blood flowed from mouth to chin. The boys were petrified.
          By the time I had fed Georgie the lip was stiff and swollen. George went in wrath
          to the kitchen and by breakfast time both house boy and kitchen boy had swollen faces
          too. Since then I have a kettle of boiling water to hand almost before the words are out
          of my mouth. I must say that the fight was because the house boy had clouted the
          kitchen boy for keeping me waiting! In this land of piece work it is the job of the kitchen
          boy to light the fire and boil the kettle but the houseboy’s job to carry the kettle to me.
          I have seen little of Kath Wood or Marion Coster for the past two months. Major
          Jones is the neighbour who calls most regularly. He has a wireless set and calls on all of
          us to keep us up to date with world as well as local news. He often brings oranges for
          Ann who adores him. He is a very nice person but no oil painting and makes no effort to
          entertain Ann but she thinks he is fine. Perhaps his monocle appeals to her.

          George has bought a six foot long galvanised bath which is a great improvement
          on the smaller oval one we have used until now. The smaller one had grown battered
          from much use and leaks like a sieve. Fortunately our bathroom has a cement floor,
          because one had to fill the bath to the brim and then bath extremely quickly to avoid
          being left high and dry.

          Lots and lots of love,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. P.O. Mbeya 1st December 1933

          Dearest Family,

          Ann has not been well. We think she has had malaria. She has grown a good
          deal lately and looks much thinner and rather pale. Georgie is thriving and has such
          sparkling brown eyes and a ready smile. He and Ann make a charming pair, one so fair
          and the other dark.

          The Moltenos’ spent a few days here and took Georgie and me to Mbeya so
          that Georgie could be vaccinated. However it was an unsatisfactory trip because the
          doctor had no vaccine.

          George went to the Lupa with the Moltenos and returned to the farm in their Baby
          Austin which they have lent to us for a week. This was to enable me to go to Mbeya to
          have a couple of teeth filled by a visiting dentist.

          We went to Mbeya in the car on Saturday. It was quite a squash with the four of
          us on the front seat of the tiny car. Once George grabbed the babies foot instead of the
          gear knob! We had Georgie vaccinated at the hospital and then went to the hotel where
          the dentist was installed. Mr Dare, the dentist, had few instruments and they were very
          tarnished. I sat uncomfortably on a kitchen chair whilst he tinkered with my teeth. He filled
          three but two of the fillings came out that night. This meant another trip to Mbeya in the
          Baby Austin but this time they seem all right.

          The weather is very hot and dry and the garden a mess. We are having trouble
          with the young coffee trees too. Cut worms are killing off seedlings in the nursery and
          there is a borer beetle in the planted out coffee.

          George bought a large grey donkey from some wandering Masai and we hope
          the children will enjoy riding it later on.

          Very much love,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. 14th February 1934.

          Dearest Family,

          You will be sorry to hear that little Ann has been very ill, indeed we were terribly
          afraid that we were going to lose her. She enjoyed her birthday on the 8th. All the toys
          you, and her English granny, sent were unwrapped with such delight. However next
          day she seemed listless and a bit feverish so I tucked her up in bed after lunch. I dosed
          her with quinine and aspirin and she slept fitfully. At about eleven o’clock I was
          awakened by a strange little cry. I turned up the night light and was horrified to see that
          Ann was in a convulsion. I awakened George who, as always in an emergency, was
          perfectly calm and practical. He filled the small bath with very warm water and emersed
          Ann in it, placing a cold wet cloth on her head. We then wrapped her in blankets and
          gave her an enema and she settled down to sleep. A few hours later we had the same
          thing over again.

          At first light we sent a runner to Mbeya to fetch the doctor but waited all day in
          vain and in the evening the runner returned to say that the doctor had gone to a case on
          the diggings. Ann had been feverish all day with two or three convulsions. Neither
          George or I wished to leave the bedroom, but there was Georgie to consider, and in
          the afternoon I took him out in the garden for a while whilst George sat with Ann.
          That night we both sat up all night and again Ann had those wretched attacks of
          convulsions. George and I were worn out with anxiety by the time the doctor arrived the
          next afternoon. Ann had not been able to keep down any quinine and had had only
          small sips of water since the onset of the attack.

          The doctor at once diagnosed the trouble as malaria aggravated by teething.
          George held Ann whilst the Doctor gave her an injection. At the first attempt the needle
          bent into a bow, George was furious! The second attempt worked and after a few hours
          Ann’s temperature dropped and though she was ill for two days afterwards she is now
          up and about. She has also cut the last of her baby teeth, thank God. She looks thin and
          white, but should soon pick up. It has all been a great strain to both of us. Georgie
          behaved like an angel throughout. He played happily in his cot and did not seem to
          sense any tension as people say, babies do. Our baby was cheerful and not at all
          subdued.

          This is the rainy season and it is a good thing that some work has been done on
          our road or the doctor might not have got through.

          Much love to all,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. 1st October 1934

          Dearest Family,

          We are all well now, thank goodness, but last week Georgie gave us such a
          fright. I was sitting on the verandah, busy with some sewing and not watching Ann and
          Georgie, who were trying to reach a bunch of bananas which hung on a rope from a
          beam of the verandah. Suddenly I heard a crash, Georgie had fallen backward over the
          edge of the verandah and hit the back of his head on the edge of the brick furrow which
          carries away the rainwater. He lay flat on his back with his arms spread out and did not
          move or cry. When I picked him up he gave a little whimper, I carried him to his cot and
          bathed his face and soon he began sitting up and appeared quite normal. The trouble
          began after he had vomited up his lunch. He began to whimper and bang his head
          against the cot.

          George and I were very worried because we have no transport so we could not
          take Georgie to the doctor and we could not bear to go through again what we had gone
          through with Ann earlier in the year. Then, in the late afternoon, a miracle happened. Two
          men George hardly knew, and complete strangers to me, called in on their way from the
          diggings to Mbeya and they kindly drove Georgie and me to the hospital. The Doctor
          allowed me to stay with Georgie and we spent five days there. Luckily he responded to
          treatment and is now as alive as ever. Children do put years on one!

          There is nothing much else to report. We have a new vegetable garden which is
          doing well but the earth here is strange. Gardens seem to do well for two years but by
          that time the soil is exhausted and one must move the garden somewhere else. The
          coffee looks well but it will be another year before we can expect even a few bags of
          coffee and prices are still low. Anyway by next year George should have some good
          return for all his hard work.

          Lots of love,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. November 4th 1934

          Dearest Family,

          George is home from his White Hunting safari looking very sunburnt and well.
          The elderly American, who was his client this time, called in here at the farm to meet me
          and the children. It is amazing what spirit these old lads have! This one looked as though
          he should be thinking in terms of slippers and an armchair but no, he thinks in terms of
          high powered rifles with telescopic sights.

          It is lovely being together again and the children are delighted to have their Dad
          home. Things are always exciting when George is around. The day after his return
          George said at breakfast, “We can’t go on like this. You and the kids never get off the
          shamba. We’ll simply have to get a car.” You should have heard the excitement. “Get a
          car Daddy?’” cried Ann jumping in her chair so that her plaits bounced. “Get a car
          Daddy?” echoed Georgie his brown eyes sparkling. “A car,” said I startled, “However
          can we afford one?”

          “Well,” said George, “on my way back from Safari I heard that a car is to be sold
          this week at the Tukuyu Court, diseased estate or bankruptcy or something, I might get it
          cheap and it is an A.C.” The name meant nothing to me, but George explained that an
          A.C. is first cousin to a Rolls Royce.

          So off he went to the sale and next day the children and I listened all afternoon for
          the sound of an approaching car. We had many false alarms but, towards evening we
          heard what appeared to be the roar of an aeroplane engine. It was the A.C. roaring her
          way up our steep hill with a long plume of steam waving gaily above her radiator.
          Out jumped my beaming husband and in no time at all, he was showing off her
          points to an admiring family. Her lines are faultless and seats though worn are most
          comfortable. She has a most elegant air so what does it matter that the radiator leaks like
          a sieve, her exhaust pipe has broken off, her tyres are worn almost to the canvas and
          she has no windscreen. She goes, and she cost only five pounds.

          Next afternoon George, the kids and I piled into the car and drove along the road
          on lookout for guinea fowl. All went well on the outward journey but on the homeward
          one the poor A.C. simply gasped and died. So I carried the shot gun and George
          carried both children and we trailed sadly home. This morning George went with a bunch
          of farmhands and brought her home. Truly temperamental, she came home literally
          under her own steam.

          George now plans to get a second hand engine and radiator for her but it won’t
          be an A.C. engine. I think she is the only one of her kind in the country.
          I am delighted to hear, dad, that you are sending a bridle for Joseph for
          Christmas. I am busy making a saddle out of an old piece of tent canvas stuffed with
          kapok, some webbing and some old rug straps. A car and a riding donkey! We’re
          definitely carriage folk now.

          Lots of love to all,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. 28th December 1934

          Dearest Family,

          Thank you for the wonderful Christmas parcel. My frock is a splendid fit. George
          declares that no one can knit socks like Mummy and the children love their toys and new
          clothes.

          Joseph, the donkey, took his bit with an air of bored resignation and Ann now
          rides proudly on his back. Joseph is a big strong animal with the looks and disposition of
          a mule. he will not go at all unless a native ‘toto’ walks before him and when he does go
          he wears a pained expression as though he were carrying fourteen stone instead of
          Ann’s fly weight. I walk beside the donkey carrying Georgie and our cat, ‘Skinny Winnie’,
          follows behind. Quite a cavalcade. The other day I got so exasperated with Joseph that
          I took Ann off and I got on. Joseph tottered a few paces and sat down! to the huge
          delight of our farm labourers who were going home from work. Anyway, one good thing,
          the donkey is so lazy that there is little chance of him bolting with Ann.

          The Moltenos spent Christmas with us and left for the Lupa Diggings yesterday.
          They arrived on the 22nd. with gifts for the children and chocolates and beer. That very
          afternoon George and John Molteno left for Ivuna, near Lake Ruckwa, to shoot some
          guinea fowl and perhaps a goose for our Christmas dinner. We expected the menfolk
          back on Christmas Eve and Anne and I spent a busy day making mince pies and
          sausage rolls. Why I don’t know, because I am sure Abel could have made them better.
          We decorated the Christmas tree and sat up very late but no husbands turned up.
          Christmas day passed but still no husbands came. Anne, like me, is expecting a baby
          and we both felt pretty forlorn and cross. Anne was certain that they had been caught up
          in a party somewhere and had forgotten all about us and I must say when Boxing Day
          went by and still George and John did not show up I felt ready to agree with her.
          They turned up towards evening and explained that on the homeward trip the car
          had bogged down in the mud and that they had spent a miserable Christmas. Anne
          refused to believe their story so George, to prove their case, got the game bag and
          tipped the contents on to the dining room table. Out fell several guinea fowl, long past
          being edible, followed by a large goose so high that it was green and blue where all the
          feathers had rotted off.

          The stench was too much for two pregnant girls. I shot out of the front door
          closely followed by Anne and we were both sick in the garden.

          I could not face food that evening but Anne is made of stronger stuff and ate her
          belated Christmas dinner with relish.

          I am looking forward enormously to having Marjorie here with us. She will be able
          to carry back to you an eyewitness account of our home and way of life.

          Much love to you all,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. 5th January 1935

          Dearest Family,

          You cannot imagine how lovely it is to have Marjorie here. She came just in time
          because I have had pernicious vomiting and have lost a great deal of weight and she
          took charge of the children and made me spend three days in hospital having treatment.
          George took me to the hospital on the afternoon of New Years Eve and decided
          to spend the night at the hotel and join in the New Years Eve celebrations. I had several
          visitors at the hospital that evening and George actually managed to get some imported
          grapes for me. He returned to the farm next morning and fetched me from the hospital
          four days later. Of course the old A.C. just had to play up. About half way home the
          back axle gave in and we had to send a passing native some miles back to a place
          called Mbalizi to hire a lorry from a Greek trader to tow us home to the farm.
          The children looked well and were full of beans. I think Marjorie was thankful to
          hand them over to me. She is delighted with Ann’s motherly little ways but Georgie she
          calls “a really wild child”. He isn’t, just has such an astonishing amount of energy and is
          always up to mischief. Marjorie brought us all lovely presents. I am so thrilled with my
          sewing machine. It may be an old model but it sews marvellously. We now have an
          Alsatian pup as well as Joseph the donkey and the two cats.

          Marjorie had a midnight encounter with Joseph which gave her quite a shock but
          we had a good laugh about it next day. Some months ago George replaced our wattle
          and daub outside pit lavatory by a substantial brick one, so large that Joseph is being
          temporarily stabled in it at night. We neglected to warn Marj about this and one night,
          storm lamp in hand, she opened the door and Joseph walked out braying his thanks.
          I am afraid Marjorie is having a quiet time, a shame when the journey from Cape
          Town is so expensive. The doctor has told me to rest as much as I can, so it is
          impossible for us to take Marj on sight seeing trips.

          I hate to think that she will be leaving in ten days time.

          Much love,
          Eleanor.

          Mchewe Estate. 18th February 1935

          Dearest Family,

          You must be able to visualise our life here quite well now that Marj is back and
          has no doubt filled in all the details I forget to mention in my letters. What a journey we
          had in the A.C. when we took her to the plane. George, the children and I sat in front and
          Marj sat behind with numerous four gallon tins of water for the insatiable radiator. It was
          raining and the canvas hood was up but part of the side flaps are missing and as there is
          no glass in the windscreen the rain blew in on us. George got fed up with constantly
          removing the hot radiator cap so simply stuffed a bit of rag in instead. When enough
          steam had built up in the radiator behind the rag it blew out and we started all over again.
          The car still roars like an aeroplane engine and yet has little power so that George sent
          gangs of boys to the steep hills between the farm and the Mission to give us a push if
          necessary. Fortunately this time it was not, and the boys cheered us on our way. We
          needed their help on the homeward journey however.

          George has now bought an old Chev engine which he means to install before I
          have to go to hospital to have my new baby. It will be quite an engineering feet as
          George has few tools.

          I am sorry to say that I am still not well, something to do with kidneys or bladder.
          George bought me some pills from one of the several small shops which have opened
          in Mbeya and Ann is most interested in the result. She said seriously to Kath Wood,
          “Oh my Mummy is a very clever Mummy. She can do blue wee and green wee as well
          as yellow wee.” I simply can no longer manage the children without help and have
          engaged the cook’s wife, Janey, to help. The children are by no means thrilled. I plead in
          vain that I am not well enough to go for walks. Ann says firmly, “Ann doesn’t want to go
          for a walk. Ann will look after you.” Funny, though she speaks well for a three year old,
          she never uses the first person. Georgie say he would much rather walk with
          Keshokutwa, the kitchen boy. His name by the way, means day-after-tomorrow and it
          suits him down to the ground, Kath Wood walks over sometimes with offers of help and Ann will gladly go walking with her but Georgie won’t. He on the other hand will walk with Anne Molteno
          and Ann won’t. They are obstinate kids. Ann has developed a very fertile imagination.
          She has probably been looking at too many of those nice women’s magazines you
          sent. A few days ago she said, “You are sick Mummy, but Ann’s got another Mummy.
          She’s not sick, and my other mummy (very smugly) has lovely golden hair”. This
          morning’ not ten minutes after I had dressed her, she came in with her frock wet and
          muddy. I said in exasperation, “Oh Ann, you are naughty.” To which she instantly
          returned, “My other Mummy doesn’t think I am naughty. She thinks I am very nice.” It
          strikes me I shall have to get better soon so that I can be gay once more and compete
          with that phantom golden haired paragon.

          We had a very heavy storm over the farm last week. There was heavy rain with
          hail which stripped some of the coffee trees and the Mchewe River flooded and the
          water swept through the lower part of the shamba. After the water had receded George
          picked up a fine young trout which had been stranded. This was one of some he had
          put into the river when Georgie was a few months old.

          The trials of a coffee farmer are legion. We now have a plague of snails. They
          ring bark the young trees and leave trails of slime on the glossy leaves. All the ring
          barked trees will have to be cut right back and this is heartbreaking as they are bearing
          berries for the first time. The snails are collected by native children, piled upon the
          ground and bashed to a pulp which gives off a sickening stench. I am sorry for the local
          Africans. Locusts ate up their maize and now they are losing their bean crop to the snails.

          Lots of love, Eleanor

          #6232
          TracyTracy
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            Looking for Photographs

            I appreciate how fortunate I am that there are so many family photographs on various sides of the family, however, on some sides, for example the Warrens and the Grettons, there are no photographs. I’d love to find a photograph of my great grandmother Florence Nightingale Gretton, as she is the only great grandparent I don’t have a photo of.

            I look on other people’s family trees on ancestry websites, and I join local town memories and old photos groups on facebook hoping to find photos. And I have found a few, and what a prize it is to find a photograph of someone in your tree.  None found so far of Florence Nightingale Gretton, although I found one of her sister Clara, her brother Charles, and another potential one, posted on a Swadlincote group: a Warren wedding group in 1910.

            Charles Herbert Gretton 1876-1954 and his wife Mary Ann Illsley:

            Charles Gretton

             

            The wedding of Robert Adolphus Warren and Eveline Crofts.  Photo in the collection of Colin Smith, Eveline Crofts first cousin twice removed. Reposted with permission:

            Warren wedding 1910

            The groom was Florence’s husbands cousin, but identifying my great grandparents in the crowd would be guesswork.  My grandmother was born in 1906, and could be one of the children sitting at the front.  It was an interesting exercise to note the family likenesses.

            Ben Warren the footballer is the man on the far right, on the same line as the groom. His children are sitting in front of the bride.

            There are many mentions of Ben Warren the footballer on the Newhall and Swadlincote groups ~ Ben Warren was my great grandfathers cousin, and is a story in itself ~ and a photograph of Ben’s daughter, Lillian Warren was posted.

            Lillian Warren (reposted with permission)

            Lillian Warren

             

            Lillian was my grandmothers first cousin once removed or second cousin. The resemblance to my grandmother, Florence Noreen Warren, seems striking.

            #6073

            In reply to: Tart Wreck Repackage

            The words of the Great Leader Undisputed Gabe were still resonating in the back of Gavin’s mind. The promotion to Operating Tomathetan seemed a great honour on the surface, but it certainly brought its lot of responsibilities with it. And from what he had seen before, it would only add to his current ones.

            Gavin descended the Pealgrim path to the Dark Room where all the sorting happened. Many trails from the many carrot fields combined into one and all led to that central building all painted in black, hence its name.

            A zealous Seed level had recently been put in charge of the re-painting. As there was only black paint in the warehouse he had the genius idea to save the order some money by using only what they already had, and as there was enough paint he covered all the windows, certainly thinking light could damage the crops. Repainting everything was out of the question so they had kept it like that and just added some artificial light to help the workers. Great Leader Undisputed Gabe, had thought it was a nice initiative as now workers could work any hour of the day.

            When Gavin entered the Dark Room, it reeked of carrot and sweat. Members of the cult of all ages were sorting the divine roots by shapes, sizes and thickness. Most of them didn’t know what was the final purpose, innocent minds. All they had was the Sorting Song written by Britta the one legged vestal to help her fellow cultshipers in their work.

            If a carrot is short, not worth the effort
            As a long stalactites, like ice on your tits
            A bar thick as a fist, you’ve just been blissed

            Each verse gave advices about what they were looking for, where to put them after sorting and each team had their own songs that they sang while doing their work with the enthusiasm of cultshipers. Even though the song had been crafted to answer most of the situations in terms of carrot shapes, sizes and thickness, it happened that some would not fit into any categories. And recently, those seem to happen more often than once and the pile of misshapen carrots threaten to exceed that of the others combined.

            “Eugene, Have you found what is the problem?” asked Gavin to their agronomist. His surname was Carrot and he came from noble Irish descent, quite appropriate for his work, thought Gavin. Eugene was skinny with a long neck and he often seemed to abuse the ritual fasting ceremony ending with the consumption of sacred mushroom soup.

            “It’s because of the microscopic snails that infest the crops,” Eugene said. Gavin couldn’t help but notice an accumulation of dried saliva at the corner of his mouth. “They’re carried by bird shit and they are too small to be eaten by our ducks and in the end they cause the carrots to grow random shapes unfit for Odin.”

            Odin, short for Organic Dildo Industry, has been the main source of revenue for the cult. Since the start of the confinement the demand has skyrocketed. Especially appreciated by vegans and nature lovers, it also procured a nice orange tan on the skin after usage.

            “Can’t you find smaller dwarf ducks?”

            “Your Gourdness, microscopic means very tiny, even dwarf ducks wouldn’t be able to eat them unless they eat the carrots.”

            “And that would be a problem,” sighed Gavin. “What is your solution then?”

            “I don’t have one.”

            Gavin raised his hands to the black roof in despair. Did he have to do the jobs of everyone? He needed some fresh eyes and fresh ideas.

            #5788

            The first thing the dwarf did was a finger of honor. “Take that darn blubbit queen!” he shouted before he crumbled butt naked down on the wooden floor surrounded by his former golden carapace. His skin was still glowing with a strange lucent light.

            “What did he say?” asked Fox.

            “What’s a blubbit?” asked Olliver.

            Glynis put her hands on the baby snoots eyes, but there were too many of them and she only had two hands.

            “Have you seen his skin?” asked Eleri.

            “Well yes, he’s butt naked,” said Kumihimo.

            Gorrash had had time to clear his mind and started to realise they were all looking at him.

            “I mean, he HAS a skin now,” insisted Eleri. “Smooth and… all that comes with it. Not his former rocky mossy textured whatever it was before even after daylight.”

            The dwarf who never had to worry about his own modesty before couldn’t quite grasp the meaning of that simple fact. “Am I still dreaming?” His stomach growled and he looked surprised at his belly. “Am I starving?” Fox laughed.

            Glynis brought the dwarf a blanket, and he marvelled at the roughness of it on his new skin. They all started to talk at the same time, wanting to know about the blubbits, about the new skin, asking Kumihimo and Rukshan how it was possible.

            “I don’t know,” they both said.

            “Well! I don’t know about you, but now that he has skin he can certainly appreciate some champagne with us!” said Margoritt, trotting to the kitchen. She came back with a bottle and a sabre. “Who wants to crack it open?”

            “Don’t forget the food,” said Glynis. “It’ll be his first time eating.” Olliver brought some leftovers of Jambalaya, salad and cheese among other things.

            “How can he eat so much?” would ask Eleri later.

            #5375
            TracyTracy
            Participant

              May took the brat down to the kitchen and gave him the pot of cold spinach to play with while she slipped outside to send a coded message to her fiance,  Marduk.  Barron happily commenced smearing globs of green mush all over his face, mimicking his fathers applications of orange skin colouring paste.

              “We have a window of opportunity tonight,” May wrote. Actually she said “hu mana sid neffa longo tonga bafti foo chong“, which meant the same thing.   “Slopi sala ding wat forg ooli ama“,  which she knew Marduk would read as:  “The kid will be in a big pot of spinach by the gate at midnight.”

              Forg ooli ama? keni suba?” he replied.   With an impatient sigh May texted back “Sagi poo! And bring a spare set of clothes and a wash cloth!”

              Now all she had to do was pack her suitcase, and keep the kid occupied for the next couple of hours.  What she wasn’t expecting was a visit from Norma, who plonked herself down at the kitchen table, and started a long story about how underpaid and underappreciated she was.

              May tried to hurry her along with the story, but there was no rushing Norma.  She was firmly planted at the table for the duration of the evening. May did some quick thinking, and slipped a couple of fast acting laxative pills into the glass of wine that she handed to the maid, frustrated that no sleeping pills were easily found.  They usually worked within a couple of hours, and with a bit of luck May could coincide her exit with Norma’s inevitable rush to the lavatory.

              “امیدوارم که مؤثر باشد” May said to herself, and seated herself at the table to endure Norma’s long winded complaints.  One hour and 43 minutes to go.

              #4837
              TracyTracy
              Participant

                Liz was not pleased about the latest insubordinate action of those plotting against her. Fashion choices indeed! She had been sorting out her wardrobe, having to do it all herself because of Finnley’s latest scam to take time off, putting away the summery things and bringing out the clothes for the coming cooler weather.

                She’d had the usual little thrill at seeing familiar old favourites, clothes that she’d felt comfortable and happy in for many years. It would be unthinkable to throw them out, like tossing out an old friend just because they were getting wrinkled and saggy, or fat in the wrong places.

                Liz prided herself on her thoughtfulness about the environment when making her “fashion” choices, always choosing second hand items. She liked to think they already had a little of their own history, and that they appreciated being rescued. She abhorred the trends that the gullible lapped up when she saw them looking ridiculous in unflattering unsuitable clothes that would be clearly out of fashion just as they were starting to look pleasantly worn in.

                Warming to the theme, Liz recalled some of the particularly useless garments she’d seen over the years. Woolly polo neck sweaters that were sleeveless, for example. In what possible weather would one wear such a thing, without either suffering from a stifling hot neck, or goose flesh arms? High heeled shoes was another thing. The evidence was clear, judging by the amount of high heeled shoes in immaculate only worn once condition that littered the second hand markets. Nobody could walk in them, and nobody wanted them. Oddly enough though, people were still somehow persuaded to buy more and more new ones. Maybe one day in the future, collectors would have glass fronted cabinets, full of antique high heeled shoes. Or perhaps it would baffle future archaeologists, and they would guess they had been for religious or ritual purposes.

                Liz decided to turn the tables on this new character, Alessandro. She would give him a lesson or two on dress sense. The first thing she would tell him was that labels are supposed to be worn on the inside, not the outside.

                “One doesn’t write “Avon” in orange make up on one’s face, dear, even if it’s been seen in one of those shiny colourful publications,” Liz said it kindly so as not to rile him too much. “One doesn’t write “Pepto Dismal” in pink marker pen upon ones stomach.”

                Alessandro glanced at Finnley, who avoided catching his eye. He cleared his throat and said brightly, “I’ve organized a shopping trip, Liz! Come on, let’s go!”

                “While you’re out, I’ll see what Liz has thrown out, so I can cut it up for dolls clothes,” Fnnley said, to which Liz retorted, “I have thrown nothing out.” Liz cut Finnley short as she protested that Liz didn’t wear most of it anyway. “Yes, but I might, one day.”

                Turning to Alessandro, she said “Although I’m a busy woman, I will come shopping with you, my boy. You clearly need some pointers,” she added, looking at his shoes.

                #4511
                TracyTracy
                Participant

                  Moving to the city apartment had not been a bad move. It was little things like this ~ being a five minute walk from a cafe terrace…. a selection of cafe terraces, she reminded herself…after all, her old home in the country village had been a thirty second walk from a bar terrace, and she had never used it. But the idea of being able to meet friends easily seemed to be one of the appealing things about urban life, despite being vociferously against the ghastliness of concrete and traffic landscapes for most of her life. Lucinda wasn’t sure what had changed or when it had happened, or even why, but over the years she had socialized increasingly less, to the point where an occasional lunch date seemed like a jarring interruption to her routine, where a trip to a shopping centre became a dreaded ordeal, or god forbid a journey to the nearest airport, on the most horrifying things of all, a motorway. And yet, she’d been quite the social butterfly in her youth, and a part of her still felt that that was who she was, really. And yet the truth was she hadn’t been very sociable at all for years.

                  The decision to move to an apartment in the city happened suddenly, almost by accident. Or had it? In retrospect, Lucinda could see the signs and the little nudges, one thing after another going wrong as they usually do before a beneficial change ~ would that we could appreciate that at the time, she often thought! At the time she’d wanted nothing more than for nothing at all to change, to be left in peace to appreciate ~ and yes, she promised herself she would remember to appreciate everything more often! ~ if only, if only, nothing changed or went wrong and she could stay just as she was. But as time lurched on, dealing with one thing and then the next, and the next ~ she started to wonder. And then like dominoes falling, it all happened, and here she was. And it wasn’t bad at all.

                  #4472

                  With a spring in her step that she had all but forgotten she possessed, Eleri set off on her trip to speak to her old friend Jolly about her husband Leroway’s latest plan that was causing some considerable controversy among the locals. Eleri planned to make the visit a short one, and to hasten back to Margoritt’s cottage in time for the departure of the expedition ~ because she surely wanted to be a part of that. But first, she had to see Jolly, and not just about Leroway. There was a sense of a stirring, or a quickening ~ it was hard to name precisely but there was a feeling of impending movement, that was wider than the expedition plans. Was Jolly feeling it, would she be considering it too? And if not, Eleri would bid her farewell, and make arrangements with her to send a caretaker down to her cottage. And what, she wondered, would happen about care taking the cottage if Jolly’s villagers were on the move again? Eleri frowned. How much did it matter? Perhaps a stranger would find it and choose to stay there, and make of it what they wished. But what about all her statues and ingredients? Eleri felt her steps falter on the old rocky road as her mind became crowded with all manner of things relating to the cottage, and her work.

                  You don’t have to plan every little thing! she reminded herself sternly. None of that has to be decided now anyway! It’s wonderful day to be out walking, hark: the rustling in the undergrowth, and the distant moo and clang of a cow bell.

                  The dreadful flu she’d had after the drenching had left her weakly despondent and not her usual self at all. But she’d heard the others talking while she’d been moping about and it was as if a little light had come on inside her.

                  She still had trouble remembering all their names: ever since the flu, she had a sort of memory weakness and a peculiar inability to recall timelines correctly. Mr Minn (ah, she noted that she had not forgotten his name!) said not to worry, it was a well known side effect of that particular virus, and that as all time was simultaneous anyway, and all beings were essentially one, it hardly mattered. But Mr Minn, Eleri had replied, It makes it a devil of a job to write a story, to which he enigmatically replied, Not necessarily!

                  Someone had asked, Who do we want to come on the expedition, or perhaps they said Who wants to come on the expedition, but Eleri had heard it as Who wants to be a person who wants to go on an expedition, or perhaps, what kind of person do the others want as an expedition companion. But whatever it was, it made Eleri stop and realize that she wasn’t even enjoying the morose despondent helpless feeling glump that she has turned into of late, and that it was only a feeling after all and if she couldn’t change that herself, then who the devil else was going to do it for her, and so she did, bit by bit. It might feel a bit fake at first, someone had said. And it did, somewhat, but it really wasn’t long before it felt quite natural, as it used to be. It was astonishing how quickly it worked, once she had put her mind to it. Less than a week of a determined intention to appreciate the simple things of the day. Such a simple recipe. One can only wonder in amazement at such a simple thing being forgotten so easily. But perhaps that was a side effect of some virus, caught long ago.

                  Enjoying the feeling of warm sun on her face, interspersed with moments of cool thanks to passing clouds, Eleri noticed the wildflowers along the way, abundant thanks to all the rain and all flowering at once it seemed, instead of the more usual sequence and succession. Briefly she wondered is this was a side effect of the virus, and another manifestation of the continuity and timeline issues. Even the wildflowers had all come at once this year. She had not noticed all those yellow ones flowering at the same time as all those pink ones in previous years, but a splendid riot they were and a feast for the eyes.

                  The puffy clouds drifting past across the sun were joining invisible hands together and forming a crowd, and it began to look like rain again. Eleri felt a little frown start to form and quickly changed it to a beaming smile, remembering the handy weightless impermeability shield that someone (who? Glynnis?) had given her for the trip. She would not catch another dose of the drenching memory flu again, not with the handy shield.

                  The raindrops started spattering the path in front of her, spotting the dusty ground, and Eleri activated the device, and became quite entranced with the effects of the droplets hitting the shield and dispersing.

                  #4293

                  The night was almost there, the dwarf would come out of his heavy daysleep any minute now. Fox had been collecting mushrooms along with twigs and branches to make some fire. He hoped the constant drizzle of these last few days had not rendered them too wet.

                  The differences of his needs and cravings depending on his being a fox or a human had always amazed him. When he was a fox, he feared fire and would avoid it at all cost. When he was a human, he couldn’t spend a night out in the cold without a fire. His body was simply not good at keeping warmth inside when he had no fur. Today was no exception and Fox was certain the dwarf would also appreciate it to get rid of the cold of the stone.

                  After piling up the wood for the fire, Fox smelled his harvest of fresh mushrooms. He imagined them accompanying a good rabbit stew and felt saliva water his mouth. His diet as an animal was mostly meat, whereas as a human he was oddly attracted to vegetables, and even enjoyed the taste of mushrooms. He might not enjoy them so much had he not met a girl once, so long ago when he was a still a cub learning to transform into a human. He remembered the girl had said she was called Eleri, which he had found amusing because in French “Elle rit” means “she’s laughing”.

                  “How do you know French?” she had asked.
                  “Oh! My master Gibbon teaches me French, he says it would give me another way of thinking the world.”
                  “Your master must be fond of Romance stories,” she giggled.

                  Fox didn’t really understood what she meant by that, and he thought it was not so important because what she had in her bag smelt so funny.

                  “What’s that?” he asked.
                  “You want some?” She handed a bunch of butterstache fungi to the handsome redhead boy. “I realise I don’t know your name.”

                  “I’m Fox,” he said his eyes fixed on the strange looking things in her hands. He sniffed and wrinkled his nose. “Is it safe?”

                  He remembered the look of incredulity in her eyes, her beautiful eyes. She was the first girl he had seen. He didn’t know much about humans except what Master Gibbon had told him in French, which didn’t really make sense at that time.

                  “It’s totally safe, you might only have some funny experiences if you take the wrong ones in the forest,” Eleri laughed and Fox remembered the meaning of her name in French. He thought the name suited her well. He accepted her gift, for her eyes, and for her sincere laugh.

                  Since that time, eating mushrooms was always coloured with joy and a sense of daring. The last rays of the Sun faded away.

                  “It smells like mushrooms, and butterstache if I’m not mistaken,” said the raspy voice of the dwarf.

                  #4259

                  Eventually Eleri fell back to sleep, warmed by her memories. She was awakened by the sound of a flute and the sun streaming in the window. Realizing she had overslept and that it would now be impossible to slip away unseen at dawn, she lay there watching the dust particles dancing in the shaft of light. The motes swirled and jigged as if to the lilting tune and the temptation was strong to drift off into another reverie, but Eleri roused herself. Stretching, she inched the blankets back. The tile floor was chilly on her bare feet so she inched over to the sunlit square, pleasantly surprised to find her body felt rejuvenated somehow, supple and limber. She made a mental note to remember to appreciate that, while simultaneously mulling over the ensuing inevitable encounter with Leroway.

                  Maybe she had avoided him too long, and it was no longer necessary. It had become a habit, perhaps, to keep out of his way, automatic. She dressed quickly, for it was a chilly morning despite the sun, and slipped down the attic stairs in search of a hot drink. Hippy tea they used to call it, back in the days when everyone preferred coffee but felt that herbal teas were more beneficial, but coffee was hard to come by these days, and the various hippy teas were welcome enough.

                  Pausing before entering the kitchen, Eleri frowned. Surely that was Yorath’s voice? What was he doing here? They had parted ways the previous morning, Yorath heading for the city and then on to other places, his rucksack of elerium replaced with dried mushrooms. She had hugged him and thanked him, and set off up the hill towards the mountain village to see her friend, wondering when he would return.

                  Eleri remained standing behind the kitchen door, listening. Leroway and Yorath were deep in conversation. Her mouth was dry and she badly wanted to visit the outhouse, but she didn’t want to interrupt their flow. They were talking about the bamboo forest.

                  She continued to eavesdrop, wondering where the rambling and seemingly aimless discussion was going.

                  #4236

                  The oiliphant had arrived. Rukshan had heard her powerful trumpeting that made the walls vibrate and resound deeply.
                  He’d called the great Oiliphant Spirit a month ago, with an old ritual of the Forest, drawing a complex symbol on the sand that he would fill with special incense offering, and letting it consume in one long slow burn. He had to chose the place carefully, as the magic took days to operate, and any disruption of the ritual by a careless passerby would just void its delicately wrought magic.
                  Sadly, oiliphants had left a long time ago and many believed they were creatures of lore, probably extinct. He knew from the Forest fays that it was not so. There were still sightings, from deep in the Forest, in the part where the river water fell pristine and pure from the mountainous ranges. What was true was that even for the fay people, such sightings were rarer than what used to be, in the distant past.
                  It was a reckless move on his part, drawing one so close to the town walls, but he knew that even the most godless town dweller would simply be in awe of the magnificent giant creature. Besides, they were notoriously difficult to mount, their thick rubbery skin slippery and slick as the smoothest stone, as if polished by ages of winds and sky water.
                  Thus the magic was required.
                  Rukshan’s little bag was ready. He’d taken with him only a small batch of provisions, and his leather-bound book of unfinished chronicles, spanning centuries of memories and tales from his kin.

                  Leaving his office, he took the pile of discarded paper and closed the door. The office looked almost like when he’d first arrived, maybe a little cleaner. He liked the idea of leaving little footprints.
                  After throwing away the papers in front of the building with the trash, he looked up at the Clock Tower and its twelve mannequins. There was definitely something awry at play in the Tower, and the mere thought of it made him shiver. The forlorn spirits dwelling in the basements had something to do with the Old Gods, he could tell. There was fear, anger and feelings of being trapped. When you were a mender, you knew how to connect with the spirit in things, and it was the first step in mending anything. He could tell that what made him shiver was the unthinkable idea that some things may be beyond repair.

                  Before leaving, he walked with pleasure in the still silent morning streets, towards the little house where the errand boy of the office lived with his mother. He had a little gift for him. Olliver was fond of the stories of old, and he would often question him to death about all manners of things. Rukshan had great fondness for the boy’s curiosity, and he knew the gift would be appreciated, even if it would probably make his mother fearful.
                  The bolophore in his old deer skin wrapping was very old, and quite precious. At least, it used to be, when magic was more prevalent, and reliable. It was shaped as a coppery cloisonné pineapple, almost made to resemble a dragon’s egg, down to the scales, and the pulsating vibrancy. People used bolophores to travel great distances in the past, at the blink of a thought, each scale representing a particular location. However, with less training on one-pointed thoughts, city omnipresent disturbances, and fickleness of magic, the device fell out of use, although it still had well-sought decorative value.

                  Rukshan left the package where he was sure the boy would find it, with a little concealment enchantement to protect it from envious eyes. To less than pure of heart, it would merely appear as a broken worthless conch.

                  With one last look at the tower, he set up for the south road, leading to the rivers’ upstream, high up in the mountains. Each could feel the oiliphant waiting for him at the place of the burnt symbol, her soft, regular pounding on the ground slowly awakening the life around it. She wouldn’t wait for long, he had to hurry. His tales of the Old Gods and how they disappeared would have to wait.

                  #4147
                  TracyTracy
                  Participant

                    Liz smiled with satisfaction at the new growth of the turmeric plants. Such healthy looking shiny green leaves. As always she was amazed at where green leaves came from. Where did they come from? They just appeared out of thin air, miraculous it was. It took her mind off the battle with the latex supplier to ponder the magic of nature.

                    Pondering the nature of magic in the garden reminded her of the peculiar things she’d recently read about a man who had a desire to appreciate nature, but was waiting until he had the time and the money to do it. One only has to look at the dandelions growing through the cracks of the concrete sidewalk to appreciate nature, she’d archly reminded him.

                    The inflexibility of the latex supplier had been an exercise in firm but pliant resistance on her part. And it had paid off. At first it had appeared to be another aggravating and futile battle with impermeable insurmountable systems, Systems with a capital S, sacrosanct and rigid, inviolate, the new highest authority that growing hoards of the populus were dutifully grovelling at the feet of. But Liz had stood her ground, whilst simultaneously maintaining a lithe willowy air of good humour and pragmatism.

                    By the time Liz had found a properly flexible and accommodating new latex supplier, the old inflexible latex supplier became acquiescing and biddable. But it was too late. With a modicum of undisguised glee, Liz informed them of this fact, and smiled with the undeniable pleasure of success.

                    #4077

                    “Well, hello there! My name is Barbara, I will be your host during your stay at the Hidden People Estate of Genethic Rejuvenation. Welcome Ms and Mr Asparagus !”

                    Barbara’s luscious mane of blond hair was a sight to behold. Tina was almost jealous. She quickly remembered her guru’s words of the day.

                    “ Dogs bark at what they don’t understand: See the Positive

                    So despite her hopes for a less effusive (almost annoyingly American) introductions, she got her critical mind busy with quickly finding five things to appreciate about Barbara. It was tougher that it looked. Well, for one, she liked the cleanliness of her white nurse blouse…

                    Barbara’s chatter seemed inexhaustible, as they coursed through the grounds of the Estate.
                    “Of course, we have arranged for your appointment with the best doctors, they will get you in tip-top shape in no time” she giggled irrepressibly.

                    Tina glanced at Quentin. Her cousin was calm as a clam, as usual. He didn’t even seem to register the strangeness of that establishment.

                    “I’ll be leaving you to have a hot shower, and refreshments, complimentary of the house of course, and I’ll be meeting you later. Dinner will be served at 7, please be on time. Tomorrow morning, breakfast is served from 7 to 9, and your appointment is at 9:30, with Dr B. In case you need anything, you have my number.” Barbara giggled again, blinking at Quentin in what could hardly be construed as flirting.

                    “I’ll skip dinner Q, see you at breakfast tomorrow”, Tina closed the door on her cousin without ceremony.

                    She finally collapsed on the bed, crushed by fatigue of the flight, jet-lag and all that road trip through small European winding paths. Made you almost miss Maine.

                    #3859

                    Flinnley plicked up Glodfrey’s head, that was still swilming with the ramifications in the cacklwarium, and plut it black florceflully on the man’s bloody blody.
                    “Gloss” said Arona with a disglusted flace.
                    “Thanks, Finnley. Godfrey, doln’t be so pleaslandish”, said Lelizabeth to Glodfrey, “there lare and will lalways be more lants in all the probable versions of Earth than there will be chlaracters in a stooly.” She tlook some tlime to appreciate what she had just said, finding it would sound good for the plosterity.

                    #3845
                    ÉricÉric
                    Keymaster

                      Blecky pointed at the chat log “here, I thought Tilna sounded baldish, rather than raucous, wouldn’t that be more hilarious?”
                      Lal chuckled agreeably. “Tilna would surely appreciate the rudiness of this tartismug. I’d vote to change it.”
                      “Slam, what do you think?”

                      Al was toying with the thought of deleting that last comment. Too meta, he thought. A story within a story, another rabbit hole, while failing to address the theme. But what was the theme already?

                      #3766

                      In reply to: The Hosts of Mars

                      F LoveF Love
                      Participant

                        “The probability of finding you sober nowadays is approximately 5.797101449275362%” said Finnley sternly to a glum faced Eb. “I said terminate. I am programmed to craft my words carefully. I did not say obliterate. Neither did I say eradicate, repudiate, eliminate, annihilate, invalidate or any of that other shit. And I certainly did not say termitate. And yet, you have now created a serious termitation situation.”

                        Before Eb could defend his termitation actions, Finnley continued.

                        “Fortunately, I immediately activated the termitation damage control protocol and have minimised termitation damage to just one applicant.”

                        Finnley paused to send an immodest smirk via the network for the other Finnleys to appreciate.

                        “Now, try not to stuff up the interview.”

                        #3749
                        TracyTracy
                        Participant

                          Aunt Idle:

                          It was going to be a long hot summer. Summer this year started early, and we were barely half way through July. I hadn’t had a moment to think, which isn’t true at all ~ my brain had been non stop chuntering since the end of April, but all the thinking was about errands and other peoples problems and trips to the bloody airport or the detention centre to pick up more waifs and strays. What I mean is, I hadn’t had any time to STOP thinking and just listen, or just BE. Or to put it more accurately, I hadn’t made much time for me. It had been an endless juggle, wanting to be helpful with all the refugees ~ of course I didn’t mind helping! ~ it wasn’t that I minded helping, it was the energy and the constant stream of complications, things going wrong, the complaining and defensive energy. It was a job to buffer it all and stay on an even keel, to ensure everyone had what they needed, but without acquiescing to the never ending needy attention seeking. It was hard to say no, even if saying no helped people become more confident and capable ~ it was always a mental battle not to feel unhelpful. Saying no to ones own comfort is always so much easier.

                          What I found I missed the most was doing things my own way, in my own time. How I wish I had appreciated being able to do that before all the refugees arrived! I’d wanted more people to do things with, living in this remote outpost ~ thought how nice it would be to have more friends here to do things with. Fun things though, not all the trips to the supermarket, the bank, the pharmacy, all the tedious errands. And in summer too! I like to minimize the errands in summer so I’m not worn out with the heat to do the fun things like go for early morning walks. But this lot didn’t want to get out of bed in the morning, and they weren’t really up to much walking either. I’ve been hobbled, having to walk slower, and not walk far. It had interfered somehow with my photography too, I haven’t been much in the zone these days, that place of observant appreciation. Ah well, it was interesting. Things are always interesting.

                          Not many countries had been willing to accept the hundreds of thousands of refugees from USA, and small wonder, but our idiotic government had been bribed to take more than a fair quota. All of the deserted empty buildings in town had been assigned to the newcomers, and all of our empty rooms at the hotel too.

                          Mater hardly ever came out of her room, and when she did venture out, it was only to poke them with her walking stick and wind them up with rude remarks. Prune seemed to be enjoying it though, playing practical jokes on them and deliberately misinforming them of local customs. Corrie and Clove were working on an anthropology paper about it all ~ that was a good thing and quite helpful at times. When the complaining and needs got overwhelming, I’d send them off to interview the people about it, which took the brunt off me, at least temporarily. Bert was a good old stick, just doing what needed to be done without letting it all get to him, but he didn’t want to talk about it or hear me complaining about it all.

                          “Aint much point in complaining about all the complaining” was all he’d say, and he had a point.

                          #3611
                          TracyTracy
                          Participant

                            Finnley, I do hope you realize the extent of my kindness and patience with you. I hope you appreciate it. Not only should you be cleaning, which I have generously turned a blind eye to while you read cheap tuppeny scandals, but you badger me to keep busy while you are relaxing on full pay!”

                            But Finnley was engrossed in her tawdry novel again, and didn’t hear her.

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